#systwt

[someguys]

my toxic system trait is feeling that if I don't remember a trauma then there's no point whatsoever for it to be considered to possibly effect my present. if I don't know about it, how can it hurt me?

[avantguardbitch]

Thinking about ‘funny‘ DID rep and trying to break it down what makes it work

Example: “alter lays down a rake next to bed, host wakes up next morning and gets splatted“ (credit: @someguys)

What makes this work? (Not a exhaustive or fully accurate list, but some ideas)

a. hosts getting owned is inherently funny

b. a classic slapstick prank but with alters

c. the visual incongruity of the same body doing both things

d. Lighthearted (no life-threats or trauma)

e. Each alter has clear agency (like, it was their silly idea and they went through with it. Weirdly refreshing)

f. Relatable (channels frustration/weariness of intra-system conflict)

g. silly. very silly :>

[gremmything]

Moot on twt keeps posting systwt stuff which is fine but also systwt scares the FUCK outta me and now more and more of it is popping up,,,,,,,

[neonorangedrinks]

seeing syscord stories really reminds us of the times we've had. ah systwt is a fever dream

[banesberry-anomoly]

Hey guys I caved and finally made a twt acc, Ill still be more active here tho lmao

[pissdrinkerpiko]

Just saw someone on twt saying that people choose their kins

[antiendovents]

i blame 2021 twitter for cutesifying did/osdd/ddnos/etc to the point where people think you can be a system without the trauma or disorder. rampant misinformation and mass games of telephone really led people to think this is just some fun little game and we have blorbos in our head and it’s all sunshine and rainbows yay!!! i also blame 2021 twitter and maybe tiktok for the “system egg/clocking someone as a system” thing. don’t fucking do that shit btw. idc how close you are to the person you can’t be like “i bet your childhood was deeply traumatic and your identity is fractured to the point you struggle to function uwu” at someone who didn’t ask and expect no consequences. at least the 2021 systwt i was on was largely anti-endo. where did that energy go. oh wait it got destroyed by people saying you’re a bigot if you don’t support people spreading dangerous medical misinformation and treating systemhood like some kind of lgbt identity. jesus fuck

yeah. it sucks how this community has turned out now tbh

[howlzie]

hey guys welcome back to my rant blog ^_^

i used to genuinely believe that like tumblr was the most normal part of system social media because i’ve genuinely seen people sell alters on discord and tiktok, and systwt is majorly crossed with edtwt. 💀 but i was looking for emojis for my server and i came across whatever the fuck “alter packs” are….

apparently, endogenics are making like oc packs for other endogenic people…. like their names, pronouns, roles. endogenic systems will send in commissions for “ghost alter” or “tommyinnit fictive” and then they’d absolutely yap about their pronouns are roles.

as bad as it is, absolutely admire the brain on them because the amount of fucking names on this list was crazy. i saw like 40 names on this list. i was in absolute shock but, its a bit fucked. especially when they’re linking roles coined by anti endo systems (their username was literally antiendo smth).

apparently this actually works too and these “systems” actually do split these packs and reply like “our tommy is enjoying being here!” yeah so. being a system isn’t fun or enjoyable thanks x

i’m kind of sick of endogenics but what can you actually do? no matter where you are on the internet, people are going to have the opposite views then you do. it’s just annoying seeing my existence taken the piss out of everyday especially with what me and every systems went through or still actively do go through.

don’t send hate to endogenics though, they probably are going through something and need attention and help. i hope they get it.

[astrofiish]

25?

What is something you wish singlets knew about plurality?

ok so im prefacing that i was asked to answer this one by michael and fishtail and tbh im probably not the best individual to be answering this question but they're encouraging me to be open with myself so. here we are

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh plurality can suck, a lot. like we have osdd and were all kinda fronting together in a headspace at all times but my god it can be so fucking chaotic in here and so so so anxiety inducing. like ofc that's the main thing that most plurals wish that singlets knew about plurality cause its not this 'wowwww i have many personalities inside our cranium! so cool' kinda shit but its also not the really fucked up version where 'omg one alter is good but the other is the killer' kinda shit. does that make sense? like it really can be shit and we also dissociate a fuck ton randomly and it makes our days a lot more difficult but its also not either of those two extremes... ever

iiiiiiiiiii guess another thing is that plurality can be fine when not plagued by the horrors? we do get along really well whenever we're not plagued by the horrors consistently or coping with *insert thing here*. like plurality doesn't have to be an exclusive bad time. we usually stream games on the weekends cause we all know that we do enjoy playing games together and streaming is a really nice way to do that in a place where we can also interact with fellow plurals as well as singlets. the atmosphere is nice and we usually have a good time! i do know there are systems that do have an exclusively bad time in their systems and they are valid too but then (some of them) attack ppl who arent also exclusively having a bad time who are also plurals. which, imo, is really unfair and unfortunate.

systwt and system tumblr can absolutely suck ass and i have no interest in interact w/ it at all (i think im also talking about all of us in our system too- we kinda came to a consensus that its not worth going there)

does that make any lick of sense????????? who knows. im kinda rambling right now sorry folks

-nova

[theselfishmachiness]

seriously! i don’t identify as shit because well,, i have no interest! so much of online system culture is dating, that’s all i ever saw in system servers or in systwt. i don’t label myself, because i have no interest in others, my interest is in keeping us safe.

- jackson

Plural culture as an anger holder, persecutor, and protector, is getting more and more annoyed at how much ppl on this community seem to think labeling sexuality and gender is one of the most important things ever.

It's not apart of my job to be attracted to people, or label how I feel.

I've had ppl try and tell me I'm aroace because I don't care to be attracted to people. I'm not.

If I was anything, it would be wholey unlabeled.

Let alters not label themselves, because for some of us, it's not fucking important. We don't need to. We have more important shit going on than who we want to fuck

[atlas-is-typing]

i wonder if systwt will make their way to tumblr… or if the tumblr equivalent of systwt will pop up. that would be interesting 😅

[the-changelings]

saw a system name i recognized in the patreon credits of a video essay i was watching, and my heart feels warm. i haven’t spoken to them in a while (they were a very controversial figure in systwitter a while back and have largely pulled away from social media iirc) and now i’m just sitting here hoping they are doing ok

obviously i have no idea if it’s the same system or if they use that name on patreon, but still. i wouldn’t have called them a friend, we aren’t close. just good to notice a friendly name i guess

[sleepy-shutin]

I'm surprised people aren't talking more about "exotrauma" because it feels like yet another really shit manipulation tactic a lot of endos do. I'm not saying that pseudomemories don't exist and I do think there's some genuine people out there experiencing them, but I constantly find people as young as 12 tell me that their alters/fictives know what it's like to be straight up tortured like I was, when they also confess to not knowing what it's like to have your parents turn their backs on you

oh no, i have definitely seen that in places like systwt and systok. the DID community on tumblr is overall not super crazy, though i've definitely seen that stuff before. it's places like twitter and tiktok that have the most insane, fucked up and misinformed ideas about how DID works. and yeah--it's most definitely used as a manipulation tactic.

a friend of mine just got out of a one-year relationship with a DID faker that largely used fictive pseudomemories to keep them together.

another friend of mine had dated more than one faker who used similar, though even worse and more manipulative, tactics.

in another server i'm in, i once saw a kid venting about how someone said pseudomemories/exo trauma was fake, and got very upset about it, talking about how of course they've actually been to war, that's why they were missing a limb in the inner world!

how someone can confidently self diagnose and yet be so misinformed is beyond me, until i remember all of the misinformation in carrds and "informational" twitter threads and tiktok videos. and dissociadid.

suffice to say that this isn't just a manipulation tactic that endos use, i've seen it in use by people who claim to have DID and then describe their experiences as wildly... not DID even remotely. or by people with DID who are clinging to someone very harshly and are using anything they can to keep that person with them for their own sake.

and "exotrauma" as a concept... does exist in DID. in alters with pseudomemories, they may experience memories that didn't happen, that they perceive as traumatic, because that alter is experiencing these memories instead of memories of an actual trauma, where traumatic pseudomemories are used to be metaphorical for a trauma that happened to you, and your brain just uses dissociation to cover it up and say "actually, no, this happened and it happened to this fictive here." (not that only fictives have pseudomemories, any alter can have them.)

you can't actually have exotrauma without it covering up and being metaphorical for a different trauma. this is because DID exists within your brain and solely in your brain. your alters have only ever been in your brain, just before splitting, they may have been a larger part of your subconscious, but now they're fragmented off and separated by dissociative barriers. you cannot think yourself into trauma. your brain cannot traumatize itself. your brain is instead looking at everything that happened to it, and changing it into something else for the sake of dissociating that experience away from you and the rest of the system.

if you analyze the pseudomemories some alters within your system may have, it's interesting to look at the underlying themes and how they connect to your own trauma--if you're in a safe space to and this doesn't uncover any trauma you aren't aware of. mine definitely have a theme.

this has been a pretty long rambly answer but long story short, avoid systwt and systok like the plague, and anyone that takes pseudomemories and "exotrauma" way too seriously.

[lilyfreshwater]

Hey you don’t have to do it but what happened between ranboo and Tubbo?? Ik y’all talked about this and maybe y’all don’t know for sure but I was not on that side of the fandom when that happened so the timeline is really confusing to me :/

so pre-summer 2021 meetup where ranboo went to the uk for the first time, him and tubbo got super close and likely had crushes on each other or were moving towards a qpr or something. this all came to a head when the meetup happened, and the first few days were blissful but then fltwt (aka "face leak twt") appeared and started doxxing ranboo, tubbo, tommy, and pretty much everyone they interacted with. the big one was ranboo tho, because they used the main hashtags to spread his face around. there were several other subtwts created around that time as subsections of fltwt, such as fdtwt (aka "fruity duo twt" or /r ccbeeduo truthers), clemtwt (aka "clementine twt" or transbian cctommy truthers) and systwt (a subtwt dedicated to truthing ccwilbur having DID). all these had a significant impact on ranboo's mental health, and as such he started to limit his interactions with tubbo on stream and treated him very poorly when they were together. combined with the troublesome ranmails, this led everyone to believe that these attitudes towards tubbo continued off stream and that their relationship had essentially been ruined by what was happening because the only way ranboo could deal with it was to push tubbo away. several months after the first meetup, we got some beeduo crumbs but it was never the same as before, and they continued to drift apart. now with billzo and aimsey getting closer with ranboo despite being good friends with tubbo first, and also tubbo dating his irl and likely making ranboo jealous, everything's just tense rn

[enbymorax]

omg im trying to get on systwt but its not working so hows ?? systumblr(??) idk if ill gain anything from this

here is our carrd lol idk but its mostly for . twt lol!!

[sleepy-shutin]

hi! i feel foolish asking and i’m sorry if this is a stupid question; what is C-DID? i know DID, OSDD, P-DID, DP/DR, and UDD, but i’ve not seen C-DID before that poll - sorry, i hope this isn’t stupid :(

oh i didn't even notice it was there in the poll, i just clicked lol.

C-DID refers to "complex DID". afaik it's not a super clinical term, mostly a community term. the same thing as polyfragmented. it's derived from older clinical terms that were used for MPD before polyfragmentation was a term, if i remember correctly, but i could be wrong.

oh, and as a tangential but related note, if you see someone saying they have HC-DID, i don't recommend you listen to anything they say. those people are claiming to have "highly complex DID", a term that does not and has never existed, was made up on instagram, that people are trying to peddle as clinical fact. it's a new trend in places like syscord and systok and systagram and systwt. it's a completely fake thing that basically insinuates that the person went through ramcoa and that the term is ramcoa-exclusive. most of these people are claiming that they were programmed with fucking DSMP and incredibly recent medias so that they have tons of fictives. it's completely made up thing and total misinformation, and the communities surrounding alleged HC-DID havers are full of even worse misinformation on DID itself.

(note: this doesn't mean that i don't think polyfragmentation that is extremely complex doesn't exist, it's just that the label of HC-DID is not real, is not clinical, is not nor has it ever been used clinically and has no relation to ramcoa because it is not a real term, but they're trying to peddle it as if it were, while also putting their (fake) ramcoa trauma on display. extreme polyfragmentation as the result of ramcoa (or severe forms of abuse similar to ramcoa but not quite fitting the label) no matter how severe has never been referred to with the label of HC-DID.)