#thank u bec!!💕

[fagqween]

My turnnn! 🙂‍↔️ 51 & 62 💕

🥰🥰😘 thanks babe ! 💗

51: favourite food? i feel like i’m boring bec i have the same answer a lot but thai green curry never gets old 😋

62: what makes you happy? being around ppl that know u and understand u best. u can be so ridiculous in front of them and they just get u 💗 also summertime just automatically makes me so happy !! ☺️☺️

[grasslandgirl]

Happy birthday sav! Hope this year is filled with love and laughter for you 💕🎉

thank u thank u thank u bec xoxoxo 💖💖

[celestie0]

Im the college gojo anon again (actually fuck it I'm 🪷anon from now on because I love bombarding your mentions and I'll be present to spam your asks each time you post something) and I feel bad now bec I just saw the anon didn't mean it as hate but it was actually something cute😭 4 jjk writers I follow whose works I loveee had been getting crap ton of anon hate for some time on my timeline so I assumed it was yet another case.

I'm sorry for reading it wrong anon no. 2 you are not suffering from absent father syndrome I need to check into a psych ward asap🧍🏻‍♀️ this is an olive branch from me🫂

Also I feel like we anons need to congregate at your home or something because everyone has such wrinkly brains and cute headcanons and you're the worst (and I mean this sweetly) enabler 😭 don't feed my delusions you do not know what demonic creature you've called forth with this magic. But thank you for indulging us every time we run to you with some thoughts, that must take a significant amount of time and attention!! You're so sweet ily ofc I'll be your #1 inbox warrior😙

hahaa hiii bb omg thats a cute emoji you chose 🥺💕 is that a lily pad? also YAAAY SO HAPPY AB THAT I LOVE SEEIN UR ASKS <333

n awww thats ok tbh idk if the second anon was the same anon lol n also my initial reaction to the first ask was def mixed and/or thought it was a teensy bit hostile too bahha 🤣 you’re too sweet for immediately wanting to come to my defense though 😭💕

OMD I’d LOVE THAT SM A LIL ANON TEA PARTY 😩 BUT YOURE SO RIGHT OMG the asks ive been getting recently are so good im like damn i hope you guys plan to start writing fanfics someday bc i’d eat that shit up haha w the ideas n reflections yall are spittin in my inbox pls

i am unfortunately indeed a delusion enabler 😞 we cannot escape that darkness here. but i will 100% hear u out always n hit ya back w the same delusional energy 😍 LOL

aaa ofc bb i just genuinely love interacting w everyone so its just a lot of fun 🥺💕 you’re so sweet n i love u too <33

imma match your lily pad w a frog ehhe

- ellie 🐸

i rly hope thats a lily pad cuz if not then this is embarrassing

[etherealdemon]

G, K, U — daniel 💖

💕 VALENTINE'S DAY ALPHABET

G — GIFT : is your muse good at gift-giving? or do they struggle to get it right?

daniel isn't exactly the best at gift giving but he does try his best to get something that he thinks the other person will like. it'll usually take him a couple of days to figure out what gift to give to someone before he eventually just asks zoey to help him out. daniel always ends up asking others to help him pick out a gift because he really doesn't want to just give someone a random, thoughtless gift. he actually wants to give them something that he knows they'll like but unfortunately, he's not the best at it. it literally took him ages to find the perfect gift for mia for her birthday. he had to ask so many people before he could decide on something.

K — KISS : is your muse a good kisser? why/ why not?

daniel likes to think that he's a good kisser and honestly, he isn't wrong. daniel kisses softly, but passionately. he also tends to kiss a little rougher when things start to get heated. he's very responsive to how his partner reacts and can easily read them. daniel also tends to get really handsy whenever he's making out with someone.

U — UNREQUITED : has your muse had their heart broken?

daniel is quick to give his heart away so it's no surprise that he's had his heart broken a few times. he hasn't really been in a super serious relationship with anyone before but since he's sensitive, he does tend to get a little heart broken whenever someone he likes decides to call things off. he definitely gets a little bit upset whenever someone breaks up with him, no matter how casual their relationship was. not going to lie, daniel's heart would break a little when he would wake up and realise mia left even though he knew that their relationship was strictly casual.

[jimilter]

soooo many ppl this holds true for, but some of my fwens that i'm fangirling for 24×7 would be: @opaljm @sailoryooons @inkedtae @ugh-yoongi @missgeniality @ahundredtimesover @taegularities and my inactive queen, @writtenwhalien 🥺💗

Do u ever read a friend’s fic and it’s like holy shit how do you consider me qualified to talk to you?

[odnson]

two tag games involving fic stuff under this

one line any fic! rules: pick ten of your fics, scroll to somewhere midpoint, pick a line chunk and share it, and then tag ten people.

tagged by @b1uetrees, thank u so much!! i’m a little late but i finally got the time!! i don’t think i can pick 10 fics tho; i’ll get to posting a 10th fic someday. 😂 also not putting the entire titles because i’m on mobile 💀

1. this one is from rivers aka one that is still very dear to my heart 😂

Instead of saying anything, Joowon chooses to act: he lets his breath ghost Dongsik’s nape, watching the hairs there stand before he leans in and kisses the skin between his shoulder blades, at the first knob that formed his spine.

2. this is perhaps my fave line from hook, only because i have a vivid image of ds tearing down the walls caging yy’s remains with his hands after he saw there 👀

Dongsik knows how to be gentle, but sweetness eludes him.

3. to the sun features jw and hyuk having a moment and looking back, i still like it so:

Joowon is steadily working past all these preformed prejudices in his mind, and he’s long realized that he’s been treating Hyuk like shit because he never saw Hyuk’s concern for him as something sincere.

4. from waterworn wishes, aka perhaps me at my cheesiest

Dongsik wonders if this is how it feels to be loved.

5. from tall ships, which i think still has the intro i’m really proud of:

There’s no guitar, but Dongsik’s heart sings nonetheless.

6. from as the world, one of my stuff that i look at rarely, but doing this fic meme thing reminded me that i had this bit in it

It takes him back to the reed fields, to wind against his hair as he tugged Joowon away from meeting the brunt of it.

7. this one is from company policy, and i really like it only because i think it hones in on the fact that jw is the “get out of my school” meme the moment he developed a crush 😂😂😂

He hates how everyone is entitled to Lee Dongsik’s kindness, but his dislike is reserved only for him.

8. this is part of wasted love’s summary, but eh, i think it says a lot about my hcs about these two lmao

The longer he remained here, the more he realized that this was exactly where they differed: Han Joowon was capable of loving only one person, but Lee Dongsik possessed a heart too big to love just one.

9. from qualm, the only fic i have that had the scenes flowing in a pace that didn’t require any separator, which, i think, is really interesting fsr bec i never trusted myself to have a piece that had one cohesive flow

There is no torrential downpour soaking them, no more darkened, dusty basement concealing decades-old secrets, and still Han Joowon is pleading.

second meme starts here, the fic writer interview. @b1uetrees was very kind to tag me once again, thanks very much!! 💕

name/nicknames: j

fandoms: be nowadays; gotta love how insane those characters made me

two shots: hmmmm to the sun and hook, perhaps? hook is so self-indulgent lmfao i wanted service top jw shaving off ds’ stubble and it was so specific that i knew i had to do it myself if i wanted it to exist 😂😂😂 to the sun was also self-indulgent, (all my stuff are lbr) but not as much as hook, i think. it did have jw in eyeliner tho, which ngl, i wrote for me 😂

most popular multi-chapter fic: exec horny/company policy 😂😂😂😂 funnily enough, it was 50k when i completed it and i thought “yeah i can post this in chunks” because i like finishing stories before posting, but idk. sth happened and it turned into an 80k thing somewhere along the way.

actual worst part of writing: oh, writing itself, i guess. like, wdym i gotta do it myself and that idea won’t spring out of my head fully formed like athena?? what

how do you choose your titles: unless something fits for the whole thing (like company policy), i go through a bunch of instrumental osts

do you outline? the better question would be “do u follow the outline” imo because that’s when i’ll start sweating 😂😂😂 i mean i do outline, but only for significant stuff i’ll likely forget (covid did me so bad and gave me horrible brain fog), but how to get from one plot point to another…………i wing that most of the time 💀💀💀

ideas you probably won’t get around to, but wouldn’t it be nice?: mafia au, i stg, i did this little meme re: zodiacs and battery percentages on the cursed bird app and it revealed a “gang au” which is basically the same thing?? yeah. i do have an idea for it and the whole vibes, but wdym i gotta sit down for it to see it happen? 🙃

callouts @ me: ur phone is not a suitable device for writing

best writing traits: i think it’s the fact that i always write for me 😂 like, i write what compels me, what i want to see, what i enjoy. other ppl liking it is a very nice bonus, but me liking it has to be the most important factor here. i’d hate for the joy of writing to be taken away from me.

spicy tangential opinion: this might come as a shock to some ppl but if u don’t like sth, pressing the backspace key usually makes the thing go away. also if u’re going to be nasty to some fics, do it in ur dms and gcs and not on the cursed bird app bec u don’t know who sees those and don’t, ffs, bookmark the fic and tag it with “meh” or put a rating 💀💀💀 i’ve seen these things happen and with all due respect to ppl who do these: wtf is wrong with u??? (if u dont have gcs or frens to trashtalk stuff with then guess what, u’re probably a nasty fandom police that everyone has blocked)

not tagging folks bec i think everyone has done this by now 😂😂😂 if anyone wants to do it tho, say u’re tagged by me!! 💕

[suhnshinehaos]

reeseeeee 🥹 congrats on finishing trchs and im gonna miss gy3 and the cc so much 😭🫶🏻 you did so well reese everything is so well written omg i just want to hug and squish u 🥹🫧 the whole cc and trchs has made me so happy icb we've reached the finale 🏁 i want to thank you a lot for the published !! 💕

anyway hows u been recently and do you have any nct's member fics on draft you've been keeping? 👀

- 00z sucker.

hi hi !! omg tysm for all your kind words, the council and dv have a little nook in my heart and they will live there rent free forever… part of the reason that i was able to write them as well as i did is bec of how dear they are to me 😭 tysm for joining me in this journey, i’m glad to have you with me <3 🫂

as for nct fics on the backburner, i’ve been thinking abt doing the 96z roomies as a proper series as well as quick one shots for the rest of the people in the ncit universe (council members, post-treacherous dv members, etc). but i can’t make any promises until i commit things to writing haha

[silima]

omg nina happy birthday! hope it’s a good one

thank u bec!!! 💕

[mitskook]

hi!! i absolutely love your fics and often find myself going back to them. i wish i could read them again for the first time. i love your writing style, the world building, tk characterization, everything! and i'm deeply attached the most to your mitski-inspired series bec i also love her music and artistry. you're so talented! i hope you're doing well. anyway, i hope this question doesn't come off disrespectful, but will you ever consider writing a tk fic that's based off moonlight (2016) or at least smthg that has its vibes? you're the one i can think of that can nail this perfectly. 😭 thank you!! sending virtual hugs and love your way.

omg this is so sweet and thoughtful of you to say AHHHHH im like rolling around im so happy u connected sm with my work 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

as for the moonlight request, i would say honestly that it def inspired the initial tsd feeling, esp tsd1 and 2!!! barry jenkins's eye and storytelling verve is virtuosic and i rmr sitting in the cinema watching moonlight completely overcome with emotion, same with beale street; his depictions of love are just. incredible. operatic and lush and sensual and full of heightened longing and poetry, epic like a field of sunflowers or a lighthouse in a storm. i rmr starting tsd thinking "if i could make a story like barry jenkins does one day i'd die happy" and i still feel like that! idk if i conveyed all the colour and wonder i wanted to (which is probs why it's still unfinished lol sorry!!!) but i was def inspired regardless.

however, in that same vein, i feel conflicted about more directly basing a tk fic on a story that is like... explicitly about the experience of being a Black gay man growing up in the us, and i wouldn't know how to even start to untangle the intensity of those topics. not just bc it's not my personal lived experience, but bc those concepts in concert with each other are the specifics that define its iconic choices that make it one of the best films in history, at least imo. tarell alvin mccraney's play that the movie's based on is inspired by his own life, his commentary on reckoning with his sexuality in the minefield of Black american masculinity and how he personally feels about that, and a lot of the power of the story comes from that, from the specifics his and barry's voices make the story into, ykwim?

anyways, ramble over, i do wanna say thank you again for reading my work and responding with so much love, and maybe the next time u read tsd if u read it with the context of all that love the moonlight gave me (and u from the sound of it!) maybe it'll feel like ur reading it again for the first time 💕

[machineryangel]

i wasn't able to respond all of the nice birthday wishes i got yesterday bec i was mainly offline, but thank u everybody who sent them i love u all !!!! 💕

[grasslandgirl]

Happy birthday! Hope today is especially excellent and kind to you today 🎉💕

thank u thank u darling bec <3333 xoxoxoxoo i appreciate u smm

[taegularities]

ONE fav fic of yours? omfg that's so hard, may i pick three? 🥺 they're all number one imo so i won't rank them:

- changes in between (this will always rule my list of fav fics from you, no matter how much time passes <3 cib!tae's spoonful of heart may or may not be the reason why i can never stop thinking abt it)

- love me better (you really wrote a movie w this one, pls, there's literally no question! ridzie in her doyle era <3)

- may i pick cotton candy? (MY 90S BABIES HAVE MY ENTIRE HEART AAAAA) 🥺 if not, i'd like to mention the diary of a healing heart (the softest, dreamiest tae you've written - after cib!tae ofc, we all know that :] - and this also holds a special place in my heart bec it occupied my gloomy october of 2021 and filled it w comfort and love <3) some tears too but we love that :')

so guess that's kinda 4 fics hehe i just luff u 🥰

ASHEO ofc you can pick more, that's like... a huge ass compliment 🥺 oh god, the spoonful of heart though... do you still remember the "he's fallen in love too much and you haven't fallen in love enough" bit? yup, that's what hurts me still 😭

thank you for mentioning lmb, bc... you of some very few people would know HOW MUCH i struggled with this fic, so. when you finally did end up loving it, i was so proud, so thank you :(((

AND YES YES YOU CAN PICK COTTON CANDY, ABSOLUTELY. i miss them so much, i was rereading it just a few days ago. truly the lomls, i love them so fkn much. and i'm so thrilled that i could provide some comfort with tdoahh. i know it's a lowkey fic, but it still means so much to me, so... it's nice that it does to you, too. thank you, baby 🥺 i luff u to the 🌙 and back <333

what's your favourite fic of mine? 💕

[inanotheruniversemusings]

hi queen! dropping by to rave about your work!! i swear every update gets those butterflies in me moving 💕 ig the best part of having unable to read (bec my ao3 email notifs are fvcked somehow??) the latest 3 chapters of your work gives me more time to get that face-wrenching, heart-stopping UwUs. superb work as always. i hope u have a great day! #ThirstyAssCEOForBeefcakeDanvers #MzLuthorGetsEatenLikeThoseSwissChocolates 👀 👁👅👁

thank you, anon 💕 💕 💕 💕 and oh my god those tags are perfect ndmskkd

[sixphon6s]

ya blog is where it’s at ! i appreciate the vibes you share 💕 . hope you been doing okay .

aWh nooooo wae haiii My ig n twt is sixphon6s

its Ma handl on everything bec Ima star thank u beLoved Im wel js tryna thug ds lyfe shid ou hope u are even better

[arcanestage]

GEN! GEN! GEN! Love you! 💕

(reusing the same meme i replied to sera bec i’m running low on wholesome memes LOL)

luv u kei 🥺 (uwu emoji) thanks for the hug!!! *HUGS YOU BACK*

[atetoneee]

Hello darling, good morning...how are you? I am a huge fan of your art, they are beautiful and stunning. Sorry to invade your Ask haha ​​I would like to ask if you allow the use of two arts, for non-profit editions and clearly, with credits to the incredible creator of the drawings.

Hi hello! ^^ I'm so glad u like them OmO Im really flattered! 💕 But I don't think I can allow reposting on art bec I only post my art in twt and tumblr. I hope you can understand 🙏 thanks and have a great day!