#thatd be horrible and completely out of character for the most part

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I just! Don't wanna give iasip the credit of canon macden when the relationship exists in that back and forth, yes and no. Like, what if we never got out Mac and he kept going in and out of the closet, yeah technically the show has a gay character... but it sucks. Yeah technically the show has a gay relationship between two male leads... but it sucks. In the sense that they can retract it at any time, ya know.

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Please all of them </3

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Spectrum: Do you expect your next relationship to last a lifetime and beyond or are you the type who doesn't plan that far ahead?

Well,, considering whats happened with me and Chuuya i suppose a lifetime and beyond? For relationships othet than him tho I'm not quite sure,,,,,, it takes a lot for me to genuinely believe i wpnt accidentally loose people via being too out of character and such. Id like any other rleariohsips to last as long as possible,, and if theyre that steong than into the next life and beyond would be delightful ♡

Deity: What type of partner would be ideal for you? Dominant? Masochistic? The nervous or the worshiper type?

Truthfully- I'm not toally sure! I have chuuya ofc,,, but otherwise I suppose someone decently masochistic- i dont think id enjoy someone worshiping me too much but then again a decent amount could be fun! Perhaps even worshipping chuuya together... thatd be a fun bonding time! For dominant/sumbissive a mix i think,,, and i wouldn't mind a nervous or more confident partner i think ♡.

Fae: In a relationship there are no secrets or lies or do you prefer to have at least a modicum of privacy?

Ooooh this one is hard. Because while i do adore the idea of having a relationship with no secrets or lies im fairly sure a relationship like that wouldnt be in the cards for me without scaring whoever it was off or such. If we were close enough like with chuuya or such id definitely lean more towards no secrets/lies :3

Werewolf: How much of yourself are you willing to give up to your partner? Your identity? Your humanity even?

Hmmmm.... truthfully, theres quite a lot id give up for a partner if i was sure they wouldnt leave me for it. I dont have much himanity left but what little is there is reserved for chuuya, my identity is a mish mass mess that if i was sure i could- id gladly give up to a partner who wanted it like my heart on a platter ♡. Most parts of my lofe id definitely give up aswell, with ease.

Vampire: Would you be willing to depend completely on your partner? As if you could not live without them?

Definitely. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡. Especially if i was sure theyd let me cling to them and such,,, so long as i could bring chuuya i suppose.

Kelpie: Would your partner feel the need to kidnap and isolate you or would you go willingly?

Honestly so long as they wouldnt try to keep me away from Chuuya? Id go willingly i think. Especially if i felt it wouldn't cause problems & that they would enjoy me even when meeting me IRL (doibtful ofcourse but. Still. ♡. Though being kidnapped would be fun still-)

Phoenix: Do you believe in second chances? What would be the worst thing you would be willing to forgive?

Yes. Hmmmm.... i suppose? The worst thing that id be able to forgive....... hmmm........ messing up my scaring planns and such eithout telling me? Like going over ones i didmt want them to cover or such while I'm unconscious. As long as i could fix them i think id be fine..

Slasher: For your part, what would be the worst thing you could do for your love? Either directly to them or for them

Honestly this depends quite a lot on the partner and what they'd qualify as "the worst thing i could do to them"? I could do a lot of horrible things with very liytle regret, doubly so if i know they wouldnt leave me, triply so if its chuuya. For them..... most likely anything? I'd say my line is somrwhere out further past murder, if that helps? Depends on hoe close wed be and how much i could trust them at that point though...

Nimph: are you the dreamer type who admires them from afar or the type who takes things into your own hands? Are you the type to take the first step? If not, what's stopping you?

I suppose in these terms id be the dreamer type! I doubt id be taking things into my own hands or the taking the first step, simply brcaude i am well aware it is,, hard, to get close enough to me and because i have my own problems with convincing my head to do things </3. But! I would probably send a message or two to start i suppose,,, if id watched for long enough to be sure theyd like me/it ♡

Fairy: Does the fact that your partner can be a pathetic little thing appeal to you?

Definitely yes!!!! While im also happy when they arent such (chuuya for ex) thrm being such id also a different sort of amazing appeal ♡.

Shape-shifter: would you change who you are or how you behave to make them like you? Are there some things you would and some things you wouldn't? Or do you think they should love you for who you are?

Oh absolutely yes... i try to keep core things because,, well,, as previously stated my identity is, bluntly, A Mess, but in terms of how i talk, act, ect, especially for/around them.... definitely. Though id like for them to love me as i am, I know thats vnot often realistic ;3.

Dragon: are you greedy for your loved one's time and attention or just enough to understand that they can do things unrelated to you and still be their priority?

I am,,, so desperately and deeply greedy however I Am aware enough to knoe that they do have. Things. Other than me. Hoever i do have, well, a hard time keeping in mind that people i care about can do things unrelated to me and still be their priority unfortunately....

Golem: is your heart made of stone or do you fall in love easily?

I fall in like easily and fall in love slowly ♡. Chuuya has had my heart for quite awhile and it is. Quite hard for me to fully trust people so oftentimes I'm more likely to fall in like with them, and then become too much for that person when i attempt to be more genuine, and then I'll distance myself back to normal </3

Basilisk: do you hide the ugly parts of yourself or do you expect your partner to accept and love them as the best parts?

Often times I'll hide them more than anything else ... tho for a partner and when wanting to actually enjoy a relationship/partnership more ill often start showing off little hits at a time to see what they prefer/like mkre and if knowing more about me makes them happy ♡. I cant fully fall for people if when i give them peices they recoil tbh,,,,</3

Doppelganger: how much would you want your partner to be like you and how much is too much? Optional bonus question; would you date an exact double of yourself? Physically or just in the personality aspect, your choice.

Hmmmmm..... to be honest idk? Id like a partner who isnt well- too hung up on more typical sorts of standarda and such as i am, but at the same time i dont exactly have a high view of myself either- so peobably a fairly normal middle ground? Too much would probably be..... hm. I suppose just someone copying me as myself to try and get my attention? Im not quite sure. For thr bonus question; im not sure id date them, but i qouldnt be opposed to it i suppose. Atleast that way we'd both know how bad we were ahead of time in a way :3

Gargoyle: are you the yearning type? Do you believe that there really is something that can satisfy your longing?

I am,,, i dont think theres ever a time i ahvent been yearning for something.... i dont know if there is really something that can satisfy my longing other than death with those I love, but all the same finding people i adore does help it immensely atleast :]

Harpy: are you the type that collects and treasures every memory of them? Or the type that constantly does things to remember them? (Whether it's gifts, playlists, pinterest boards, anything is valid).

Unfortunately i dont exaclty have a good enough memory to treasure veeyf experience- but i try to exchange it with doing lots of things with them and does things to remember them!- or atleast yrying to <3. (I have far too many chuuya playlists to be quite honest-). Keeping little mementoes of such is my go to though <3 :3

God: do you want to worship your partner or be worshipped? Maybe both? Or neither?

Depends on the partnerrrr. I'll always worship chuuya in. I suppose a few ways. For other partners and such though i suppose a sort of mutual worship sounds quite fun! Its probably be hesrtening to be worshipped i think, though i wouldnt require/demand it from a partner i think. I doubt id worship anyone other than chuuya though, to be totally honest. Its rather hard to even worship that shortie half the time,,,, /silly. ♡♡♡

Wow that took awhile lol- was funfunfun tho!!!! ;3333