#the changes a human being can go through...

[mona-risms]

well now that we've collected the full individual set of bodyguard!r i want to present to the ballroom: bodyguard!r x polytrix

they're all trying very hard to not be absolute losers when reader is doing their job and protecting them (they're failing so hard)

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◆ MAIN COURSE: poly!HUNTR/X x bodyguard!gn!Reader

◆ TYPE: SFW, romantic

◆ ALLERGEN WARNINGS: None. This IS following the frequency and timeline of which I got the bodyguard!R reqs though 🙂‍↕️ minus the making-out-w-Rumi part.

◆ NOTES: After all the appetiser formats I feel like this AU deserved a longer format to celebrate the inevitable polytrix assembly. The ballroom thing in your req is such a nice touch though holy fuck ily. Might not be 100% what you asked for SORRY I went crazy

I will repeat myself as MANY times as needed (which is every single time), these three are just absolute fucking LOSERS trapped in really hot bodies. They're all so silly may they never change. This REALLY doesn't help when they're all crushing on their very same bodyguard though LMAOAOAAOOA

It's genuinely not even like they NEED a bodyguard, they can handle themselves perfectly fine—I dare say they can handle themselves much better than you, considering how you've been trained to fight Normal Human Beings and THEY'VE been trained to fight literal fucking Demons that can suck your soul out and have claws and teeth and super strength and all that bs. You're basically just there for crowd control and appearances and an extra layer of official protection, but it's the fact that you're hot as hell, you've got muscles for DAYS (and Rumi keeps trying to act nonchalant but she's FAILING and Mira and Zoey make fun of her for it), and you make them feel so safe and comfortable with even just your presence in so many ways

Finding out that they ALL have a crush is 😭 so fucking funny 😭. Every other person out there would be like "GET AWAY FROM MY BABY!!!!" "THEY'RE NOT EVEN YOURS!!!!!!!" and having an entire telenovela arc, but them? COUNCIL MEETING.

"So." Zoey leaned her elbows on the table as she twined her fingers together with a conspiratorial look, her diction theatrically exaggerated, "[Y/N]. We all like them, correct?"

Rumi, who was sat mid-winding her hoodie string around her finger, was.. well, it wasn't as if she wasn't familiar with the amusing theatrics that could only ever come from other two members—not like she was completely blameless with the playful enabling—but safe to say that this whole 'meeting' was.. embarrassing. "Yyyyes..? Did.. we need the dramatic lighting, though?"

Said lighting had been a singular nightlight Zoey had brought in from her room onto the middle of the dinner table for the sake of added flair. Every source of light within the penthouse was turned off, save for this very lamp that illuminated their faces (with Rumi's patterns adding a bit of extra pop and colour in the otherwise-white LED lamp glow).

"I think it's perfectly necessary," Mira drawled with a shrug as she leaned back on her chair, her arms crossed and the look on her face clearly telegraphing that no, it's not actually all that necessary, but she's almost always guaranteed to go along with Zoey's antics anyway, "a serious discussion needs some serious lighting."

"Uh huh."

"See? Mira gets me!" But even Zoey had cracked a very unserious grin before covering it up by clearing her throat and going back into her very serious expression, "Anyway, before our supposed leader had to question my methods—"

"Shame on you."

"Hey! It was a genuine question!"

"—we were talking about this meeting's main agenda." And instead of having a handy projector and screen behind her (it would've added to the overall drama but it was also an overkill idea, according to Mira), she holds up a hand in the univeral 'pause' sign to unlock her phone and go through her gallery until she finds an extremely flattering picture of you with your jacket off and your skin glowing from the stage glow as you spoke to a fellow member of staff, probably about venue security or something. When she drops her hand back down, her other hand turns her screen for her fellow bandmates to look at, "Them."

Both Rumi and Mira had leaned in with their own individual expressions, one with wide eyes and flaring patterns that exposed the blush in the mostly-dark, the other very appreciative of what she's seeing on screen.

Rumi took the phone to look at it closer, with Mira leaning in to take a better peek, "Zoey, where'd you get this?"

"Got it during soundcheck last week." The maknae giggled, the charade melting away immediately, "I'm so glad I looked into how to work phone cameras—I just keep staring at it."

"And you didn't think to share?"

"Well, that was before we all found out we like the same person we technically shouldn't be seriously crushing on!" Zoey took her phone back. "You guys think I'd be keeping this folder of perfection—" she turned her phone back to the other two as she scrolled through what seemed to be an entire collection of pictures of you from her own phone and from other people's posts, "—from the two of you if I knew we weren't just joking around???"

"Mmm, true." Mira looked at the two as she addressed them individually, "Rumi was extremely obvious—"

"Why me--"

"—so I didn't act on anything. But Zoey, I thought you were joking."

Zoey turned her phone off and put it back down on the table, "Oh, I wish. Or, like, I wished, because I didn't wanna get in the way of anything between them and Rumi, but it was kinda really hard to not catch feelings, y'know?"

"So the both of you—" Rumi pointed at Mira and then Zoey, "—didn't say anything.. because of me?"

"Apparently."

"I mean. Technically we did kind of say something? Just.. not seriously?" Zoey cringed at her own disjointed choice of words before reaching out to hold Rumi's hand, "Turns out we both thought of the same thing and just.. wanted to support you."

Mira nodded in assent before taking Rumi's other hand and squeezing it lightly, "Hey. After everything, you deserve to be happy. Me and Zoey will get over it, don't worry."

"But.. I wouldn't want you two to just.. give up on that? Just because I like them doesn't mean..."

"Mm. Not much we can do."

"But maybe--"

"Actually, we could just share."

"..." "..."

Both of Zoey's unnies turned around to stare at her with varying degrees of confusion, which led to her gaze darting between the two with increasing panic, "..What, did I say something wrong?"

"No, just.. elaborate?"

"Um. Like, some people don't.. really feel the need to.. stick to one person? I guess? I remember seeing these people during Pride back in the States," Zoey tapped her nails on the table, "said they were all together in one whole relationship. So my brain just kinda jumped hoops while you two were going back and forth. ..I mean, obviously I'm not saying that we need to do that, I'm 100% okay with--"

"Zoey."

"Huh?"

"You're a genius."

"Who's a genius?"

The trio scream immediately at the sudden fourth voice—your voice, specifically—and they jump slightly from their chairs, not realising that you had arrived in the penthouse in the midst of their meeting.

"Woah, it's just me—no risks and dangers around, the perimeter's been secured. But, uh," you gestured to the three of them sitting in the dark, "why're all the lights off? ..Apart from that one, obviously."

Their eyes collectively dart from you to the lamp between them.. and they scramble. Rumi laughs in that awkward way with that equally awkward smile you've more than come to know during your service to them, Zoey swipes the lamp off the table and turns it off, resulting in having nearly no light sources whatsoever (minus Rumi's very bright and clearly flustered pattern glow), and Mira swipes Zoey's phone from the table despite it being turned off anyway.

"Ahhh, we were just, uhh, messing around a little bit." Rumi waved the question off as Zoey ran—and almost tripped—back to her room to put her lamp back, "We wanted to.. conserve.. power?"

"But the three of you have covered the electric bills just fine since Celine left the place to you..?"

The lights flick on eventually when Mira got up in your interaction to turn the lights back on, "It was Zoey's idea."

"YOU TATTLETALE!!!"

"To be fair, it was!" Rumi shouted back with a slight chuckle to her voice, the moment melting her awkwardness.

Mira simply shrugged at you, "Don't worry about it."

"..Right."

It would've gone on for so much longer but I had to cut it cuz goddamn man shit is LONG ALREADY

Anyway from then on, instead of thirsting for you individually, they're thirsting TOGETHER bc they're such absolute losers like that. Zoey sends in every single photo she has of you on the gc and from then on the trio's gc is just Filled to the fucking Brim with pics of you and them constantly gushing shit that you did. It could literally just be you doing your job and they're like "GO GIRL GIVE US NOTHING EVERYTHING"

Them coming together in their shared crush on you also does mean the shared panic between them is TRIPLED to the max. You're being diligent, back straight and using your body as a barrier between them and the crowd. I've already basically written about this but genuinely it doesn't matter how tall you are or that they're more than capable of taking care of themselves, just the look of you shielding them with your muscled body, your face all pinched up in concentration.......GOD they are THINKING about it later and bouncing it between each other like they're bouncing a single brain cell between the three of them

Most likely they were probably sort of wingwomen anyway, but it was mostly for Rumi. Now that they've established that Yes they do like and want you so bad it makes them look STUPID and Yes they come as a trio tgt, they're EACH OTHER'S wingwomen and their shared target is YOU. Rumi dragging you off in disguise to random 'shopping errands' bc the other two want snacks but they're "too busy", Zoey wanting to yap and make fun little DIY stuff for ALL FOUR OF YOU, Mira doing physical training w you and also coming up w choreo for them and asking for your opinion ab what moves would suit them 😝😝. All their different activities also include the others it's so silly

I think Bobby notices as well. At first their attention was all kinda separate so it's like "aww they're all getting along :3c" but something feels like it's changed (read: they're being so much more collectively like idiot losers around you HAHAHA)

"Bit of a weird question incoming, but did something happen between you and the girls?"

Your pen faltered on the page as your attention drifted to Bobby's question, "..No? I don't think so. Why?"

Bobby leaned back on his chair and hummed thoughtfully tapping his own pen on his chin, "Ehh, I was just thinking. The four of you were always close, but recently it's like it's taken on a different level."

"Has it?" You mirrored his movements, except you just tapped the pen against the paper idly—the beat to Golden, you note in the back of your mind, "Doesn't feel like anything's changed, maybe apart from Rumi being more open. But I can't take any credit for that. Is.. it a bad thing?"

"No! Actually, it's the complete opposite!" He chuckled with a shake of his head, and a soft, reflective look crosses his face, "They look even happier recently, and.. that's all I've ever wanted from my girls, y'know? Guess I'm just a little nosy, especially after the whole--"

"Yeah, I get it." You gave the manager a small smile, not just in reply but in shared reflection of the three girls that the both of you cherished, "..I'm glad they are. Happier, I mean."

"Mhm. Me too."

The two of you simply sit there and bask in the peaceful silence, your paperwork collectively forgotten for the moment.. before the door bursts open to reveal the three subjects of conversation.

"HI BOBBY--" "Hey, Bobby--" "Bobby, we--"

They stop in their tracks and bump into each other like three dominos when they see you sat on the other side of his desk. And when you lift your head to look at them with slightly wide eyes, raised eyebrows and a little smile, their hearts collectively flutter as they wave with smiles of their own.

Seeing this entire display, it just then clicks to Bobby, why they've been happier recently. And his main job is to support HUNTR/X with anything they needed—that included you.

[theladybrownstarot]

❦ 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰 ?

HOW TO PICK A PILE ? Take a deep breathe , close your eyes after open them up to choose the pile where your sight goes first in calming inner silence . If you are called up by more than one pile you please feel free to choose them . This pick-a-card is timeless.

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❝𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟏.❞

➤ 𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟏 ! 𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

You people must be facing some difficulties in your lives currently, like in every area of life, whether it is work, relationships, education, or family. Continuously, you are being shocked and thrilled by uninvited or unexpected events, which is making you feel stressed and anxious. The guidance that is coming to you is that you need to trust in the divine and give less exertion from your side to make things stable that are not under your influence. Do only the minimum of what can provide you safety and comfort rather than forcing it to make it right according to your way, knowing it can mess up the situation and you. You don't need to know every single detail of what's happening in front of you all the time. Also, the current experience is a way through to open another gate of your life. Another message that you are getting is about your environment or friends or the people you are with. Are they actually making you feel comfortable by letting yourself be you or not? You need to question yourself if you are really happy with them. You know that as humans we at times need to seek some social validation, but we too need to know also that it doesn't get too personal later, making us feel suffocated and toxicated. You soon will be blessed with the people who are meant to be in your life, too, the majority of people leaving who once gave you a hard time. To attract it, you need to change your belief subconsciously about how positive you feel about your energy and, at the same time, how people get attracted to it too because "what we believe is what we become" naturally. You need to stop yourself from continuously fighting mentally and emotionally all the time—you really need a break. Your body right now tells me that you're delaying your periods by stressing so much over the things that you do not have control over. Leave everything to God/dess. You will soon be blessed with stability and prosperity in your desired sector of life. You are being called to work and connect with your higher chakra, especially your crown chakra, to connect with your highest self with celenite. Have confidence in your inner wisdom and follow it. Don't overthink potential consequences that will come along because what will happen will happen, and when it does, it will be for the good.

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❝𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟐.❞

𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟐. ! 𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

You are going to be blessed with another choice or thing to choose from or work on besides your current ones. You are being told to believe in your other goals or plans that are coming forward randomly because they will give you more than what you deserve right now. Be calm and positive about the upcoming steps you will take. You need to understand that your circumstances are not holding you back as your vision is right now—change your perception, and you change everything, even making the impossible possible. Let go of thoughts where you always say, "I'm not good enough," "I need more time," and "I don't feel I'm in a position right now to get it." Stop that. You need to change your subconscious beliefs in order to attract and get what you want. You are deserving of everything you want, and you do have the power to make your wildest dreams a reality. You may need the strength to accept your decisions, but at the same time, reassure yourself about how capable you are to act on them—emotionally, physically, and mentally. Clear the internal storm of unanswered questions—what's and how's—in a calm state and peaceful space. Coming with serious intention and focus for that one thing you are meant for in your life, everything around you is a game of belief and trust. You may excel at executing your plans but often fail at understanding yourself, which is why you lag behind. Staying in one place cannot provide clarity; instead, it breeds progressive turmoil inside—get out of your current zone and explore another so you can better understand, grasp, and find. You need to heal some of your old wounds from the past or recent ones, anything that applies; this will allow you to let go of the energy holding you back and welcome a new space to fill it with everything you once wanted. You deserve only the best for yourself and your future—believe it.

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❝𝐏𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟑.❞

𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝟑 ! 𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

Pile number 3, you people are naturally very serious individuals who must have dealt with many stressful situations when it comes to work, education, and family. But right now, your body and mind need to have a rest; they are literally screaming to stop and disconnect from others so you can understand your limits, knowing how much you can take on at once while still doing what is good for you. You definitely are workaholics for sure—Capricorn, I guess? Staying late into the night working without any break, thinking it's for your best when it's not. We are interdependent in this world, no doubt, but you are making it more of an interdependent burden for yourself. Don't let yourself be underappreciated, only if you are. If you want help, then take help; don't hesitate or take pride in it, okay? 🫂 You think that you are cold to others when you actually have a warm heart yearning for a heartfelt connection where you could at least talk to someone happily with a smile wholeheartedly without worrying much and giving yourself a break. I know you are introverted, but things cannot always be all about our comfort zone, where we are not taking steps for ourselves, knowing it's important yet fearing any judgments from others, which is keeping you behind from that one step to change you desire. People will say what they want, but you need to choose your happiness too, right? So stop making your connection of that friends-with-business-or-work thing most of the time. Also, Take out some time for yourself and smile while having a cup of coffee or tea. I know there's a lot of competition around you, but really, who wants to be part of the rat race? Can't we just go our ways, detached from the world, living the way we want to? Stop controlling yourself all the time. For a few, there exists a conflict or competition with a person who is doing better than you. Here, Divine wants you to learn from them and apply what that person does because it will certainly help you to progress and grow in your work area. For others, you will be blessed with a pay raise or promotion, and for some, it's a good time for clearing any job interview. Apart from all this, change your principled vision you have been living and leading your life with because change is constant, so should you be. It's a time where you are being tested with your faith too, so stand still and relax with your truth. There's an expansion coming in your life, and to have it, work continuously on what you want to or have been.

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[abbysreal-wife]

Streamer!Ellie hcs

little notes!:: okay bro. This is like brainrotted to the MAX. And also, why have I not been writing for Abby? Guys I’m scared

what you should be expecting from these hcs!:: ALOT of brainrot, cursing, slang words, little like twitch comments and TikTok comments aswell (I love that.)

THIS IS INSPIRED BY @welostheplot HEAVILY. I read stream sniped this morning😮‍💨fye

Sybau: shut yo bitch ass up

Sylau: shut yo lame ass up

Syfm: shut your fucking mouth

Translation for you.:)

Streamer!Ellie who uses the word “clip” religiously. Every where she goes it’s just clip, clip, clip.

Streamer!Ellie who calls herself the most talented, charismatic, charming, funniest , mind blowing, breathtaking human being on ever whenever she wins on Fortnite.

Streamer!Ellie who’s so horribly bad at flirting it should be illegal.

Streamer!Ellie whose chat teases her almost everyday because of it.

“Are you the square root of 64? Cause you a 8”

idkijsworkhere (mod): ITS “CAUSE YOU ATE” FUCKING IDIOT

ichewonpaper: bro used the corniest pickup line and STILL said it wrong, get a load💀

elliesbiggesthater: yall hearing ts?

g0ld3ney3zz: im actually crying wtf did this girl just say?

onemillionandone: SYBAU TWIN🥀😭

dymnds: generational fumble

Streamer!Ellie who posted a disgustingly cringy thirst trap on TikTok and regretted forever.

@Iluvhoney.mustard: who girl is this?💀💔

@elliesglazer: omg Ellie spit on me

@user.0103837377336: me reading the #wlw

@addieluvvvvvvv: im straight im straight im straight im straight im straight.. im gay?..

@user.678735803874: 🥰🥰🥰

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Streamer!Ellie who when she first introduced her girlfriend (you), the chat went CRAZY.

elliesrealgf: SHE STOLE MY GFFFF😕💔💔

idkijsworkhere (mod): GUYS STOP TYPING SO FAST I CAN ONLY DELETE MESSAGES SO QUICK😭

g0ld3ney3zz: HOW TF DID YOU PULL THIS LEGENDARY, MYTHICAL GIRL DUDE

mattnumberfive: I could change your gfs sexuality in a heartbeat

idkijsworkhere replied to mattnumberfive: btw you’re talking to THE Ellie, syfm twin🥀😭

taylorrrwhoo: SHES SO GORGEOUS OMG PLEASEEEEE

lanadelreyyyyy: TWO BAD BITCHES AT THE SAME DAMN TIME👅👅👅

Streamer!Ellie whose brain short circuits whenever she hears your voice on vc when playing Fortnite.

“Ellie come here and revive me they just teamed up”

Instead of running to you her movements stopped as she stared at the screen blankly.

“ELLIE REVIVE ME!” you finally yelled a little bit louder in the mic

“oh shit sorry babe.”

lazyeyedho: dude is your gf a siren or some shit why’d you get memorized for a moment😭🥀🥀

ilikecorndogsss: REVIVE HER NOW

elliesdirtyconverse: patheic masc alert!!‼️

gblond (mod): you embrass us lesbians

Streamer!Ellie whose fanbase is so unbelievably funny it should be illegal.

“Alright chat, let’s see what edits we have in store today!” She gleaned scrolling through the “EDIZ” channel.

i.fartet: okay Ellie….. here’s a REAL edit. No shit this time.

“Okay fartet… you better not disappoint.”

TikTok video! (All creds go to the amazing editor!)

“mods ban this kid.”

Streamer!Ellie who makes up random freestyles mid stream.

“Mmm, aye, look, I got hoes.. calling, my hotline… I got…”

You smashed the space bar pausing the ear bleeding beat. The sudden movement startling Ellie.

“Let’s stick to Fortnite”

idkijsworkhere (mod): SHE SAID LETS STICK TO FORNITE😭🙏🙏🙏

elliesbiggesthater: CLIP THIS SHIT BRO IM ROLLINGGGG

gblond (mod): SYLAU TWIN😭🙏

hoforelliewilliams: CLIPPED CLIPPED CLIPPEDDDD

girlfromspace: “hoes? Hotline?” Holy Ian xxl freestyle 💔

Streamer!Ellie who bought fake framed glasses and literally can’t go one stream without them making an appearance.

idkijsworkhere (mod): yo Ellie, get RID of the glasses unc🥀

ellieswife replied to idkijsworkhere: dem bitches glued to her mf face

Streamer!Ellie who puts up the middle finger every time she dies in Fortnite

Streamer!Ellie who has a black shiesty and NEVER takes that shit off.

elliesbiggesthater:take that thing off

onemillionandone: came into stream just to tell you to take that damn shiesty AWF

elliesdirtyconverse: nah keep it on im almost there.

Streamer!Ellie who swears up and down that she could beat minecraft in 30minutes

Agian, VERY inspired by @welostheplot I love this girls work like omg please..

@lluxentzz @graciedollie @korn-dawg @blond3slut @ellieswife4ever @ellies-moth-to-a-flame @ellies-real-wife @ellieshothousewife @mars4hellokitty @doodl3wr1t3s @vyeris @mewl3tte @lolitalovess @look-me @cloudyorgy @starlightles2

[dantevhell]

I am starting to understand rujinu appeal (again)(after a very good autistic yapping session with my bestie who is brain rotting over rujinu) but I still ship them in a very specific way that only makes sense to me I fear

[honourablepranksinatra]

Maple Leafs discourse on their team social medias makes me lose brain cells because wdym they're first in their division and coming off a 5 game win streak & people are commenting that the top players are only in it for the money and have no drive, that particular players are useless and need to be traded asap, that they're a garbage team, that they'll never make it past the first round just because they lost one game.

Apparently because they are being payed handsomely the players must be mindless automatons who perform perfectly every night. It drives me absolutely nuts how quickly alleged fans will completely turn on their own team.

[iexistandimatter]

@oripoke_ @bo_beanies Youre monsters. You've echo chambered the same thing to each other so many times you genuinely believe that its OK that you abused and caused someone to starve, be beaten, incredible physical and mental harm. You genuinely believe I deserve the permanent damage you caused because I sent too many text messages. https://jpst.it/4sGBS

Yes, I did awful things later and sent self harm photos, but that was only after so many months of neglect and abuse. I was confused and trying to reach out for help on the only way I could, but you left me on the street to die. You genuinely believe that a person isnt a person unless they are a part of your group. Im just a button to you people. You caused real damage and real harm, not just a disability, but do you know how fucked up it is that you lead me to believe i would get the trans healthcare, safety, love and support i had always dreamed of since i was fucking 4. Then, you took it all away because i wouldn't dump someone like you demanded. I dreamed of having my body changed for identity, and instead you put me in a situation you KNEW ABOUT and promised wouldnt happen IN WRITING. Just to uurt me. I sent you the first official court document of many. Read it. 

Youre monsters. Youre evil. You literally gave me permanent brain damage out of malicious negligence and intent. I will never, ever give up on what's right. I will never, ever drop faith and hope. No matter how much you say im a psycho, that im a "mentally ill freak," that it "doesnt matter how much I plead and beg," and “that thing” "deserves this" for desperately trying to get help from the people who promised it to me, in writing. The only people I had. 

You think what you did is "right." It isnt. It was an unbelievably cruel thing to do to someone you cared about, and burying your head in the sand doesnt make it go away. Yes I was mentally unstable. Yes i did awful things to desperately try and get attention. Have you ever considered that if someone is literally in the hospital, someone you LIVED WITH and LOVED, was pleading for attention, and hurt themselves when words didnt work; maybe fucking talk to them instead of making us resort to whatever this shit is.

I *did* get therapy and everything you said. I listened through and through and you only treat me worse and worse, and put intentions and shit in my mouth i never said, gossipping in your echo chamber about how insane i am. I dont care if im “insane” I had fucking dreams too?!? I wanted to be a dentist, but i can never achieve any such dream because of the disability YOU gave me. It doesnt allow me to even *hold* tools anymore. But, “I deserve it” because i asked for help, too many times. In a messed up way, yeah. In public like this to random people-yeah! But they were still very clear and direct cries for help, but you threw me onto the road instead, confused as fuck, mistreated and alone, with your intentional false promises to hurt me, and your lying and convincing each other this is something i “deserve”. Thats unbelievably cruel treatment to a human being. It just is. I'll never give up hope, and I will never stop fighting for what you destroyed. TLDR: Fuck you for what you did to me, bean. The physical injury claim has been mailed.

Illustration by Sophie Lucido Johnson

[maldupay]

people are of course free to feel how they want about things regarding isat and what parts of the story/characters/gameplay etc they like and dislike.. Hell i sure have things i dislike along with all my love for the game. but i feel like a lot of the grievances i've seen about the artbook are just taking something that's clearly a joke too seriously, in an extra content book that's just meant to show some behind the scenes and creators thoughts. Like komaeda's in this book ok lets chill out

[iexistandimatter]

@oripoke_ @bo_beanies Youre monsters. You've echo chambered the same thing to each other so many times you genuinely believe that its OK that you abused and caused someone to starve, be beaten, incredible physical and mental harm. You genuinely believe I deserve the permanent damage you caused because I sent too many text messages. https://jpst.it/4sGBS

Yes, I did awful things later and sent self harm photos, but that was only after so many months of neglect and abuse. I was confused and trying to reach out for help on the only way I could, but you left me on the street to die. You genuinely believe that a person isnt a person unless they are a part of your group. Im just a button to you people. You caused real damage and real harm, not just a disability, but do you know how fucked up it is that you lead me to believe i would get the trans healthcare, safety, love and support i had always dreamed of since i was fucking 4. Then, you took it all away because i wouldn't dump someone like you demanded. I dreamed of having my body changed for identity, and instead you put me in a situation you KNEW ABOUT and promised wouldnt happen IN WRITING. Just to uurt me. I sent you the first official court document of many. Read it. 

Youre monsters. Youre evil. You literally gave me permanent brain damage out of malicious negligence and intent. I will never, ever give up on what's right. I will never, ever drop faith and hope. No matter how much you say im a psycho, that im a "mentally ill freak," that it "doesnt matter how much I plead and beg," and “that thing” "deserves this" for desperately trying to get help from the people who promised it to me, in writing. The only people I had. 

You think what you did is "right." It isnt. It was an unbelievably cruel thing to do to someone you cared about, and burying your head in the sand doesnt make it go away. Yes I was mentally unstable. Yes i did awful things to desperately try and get attention. Have you ever considered that if someone is literally in the hospital, someone you LIVED WITH and LOVED, was pleading for attention, and hurt themselves when words didnt work; maybe fucking talk to them instead of making us resort to whatever this shit is.

I *did* get therapy and everything you said. I listened through and through and you only treat me worse and worse, and put intentions and shit in my mouth i never said, gossipping in your echo chamber about how insane i am. I dont care if im “insane” I had fucking dreams too?!? I wanted to be a dentist, but i can never achieve any such dream because of the disability YOU gave me. It doesnt allow me to even *hold* tools anymore. But, “I deserve it” because i asked for help, too many times. In a messed up way, yeah. In public like this to random people-yeah! But they were still very clear and direct cries for help, but you threw me onto the road instead, confused as fuck, mistreated and alone, with your intentional false promises to hurt me, and your lying and convincing each other this is something i “deserve”. Thats unbelievably cruel treatment to a human being. It just is. I'll never give up hope, and I will never stop fighting for what you destroyed. TLDR: Fuck you for what you did to me, bean. The physical injury claim has been mailed.

[iexistandimatter]

@oripoke_ @bo_beanies Youre monsters. You've echo chambered the same thing to each other so many times you genuinely believe that its OK that you abused and caused someone to starve, be beaten, incredible physical and mental harm. You genuinely believe I deserve the permanent damage you caused because I sent too many text messages. https://jpst.it/4sGBS

Yes, I did awful things later and sent self harm photos, but that was only after so many months of neglect and abuse. I was confused and trying to reach out for help on the only way I could, but you left me on the street to die. You genuinely believe that a person isnt a person unless they are a part of your group. Im just a button to you people. You caused real damage and real harm, not just a disability, but do you know how fucked up it is that you lead me to believe i would get the trans healthcare, safety, love and support i had always dreamed of since i was fucking 4. Then, you took it all away because i wouldn't dump someone like you demanded. I dreamed of having my body changed for identity, and instead you put me in a situation you KNEW ABOUT and promised wouldnt happen IN WRITING. Just to uurt me. I sent you the first official court document of many. Read it. 

Youre monsters. Youre evil. You literally gave me permanent brain damage out of malicious negligence and intent. I will never, ever give up on what's right. I will never, ever drop faith and hope. No matter how much you say im a psycho, that im a "mentally ill freak," that it "doesnt matter how much I plead and beg," and “that thing” "deserves this" for desperately trying to get help from the people who promised it to me, in writing. The only people I had. 

You think what you did is "right." It isnt. It was an unbelievably cruel thing to do to someone you cared about, and burying your head in the sand doesnt make it go away. Yes I was mentally unstable. Yes i did awful things to desperately try and get attention. Have you ever considered that if someone is literally in the hospital, someone you LIVED WITH and LOVED, was pleading for attention, and hurt themselves when words didnt work; maybe fucking talk to them instead of making us resort to whatever this shit is.

I *did* get therapy and everything you said. I listened through and through and you only treat me worse and worse, and put intentions and shit in my mouth i never said, gossipping in your echo chamber about how insane i am. I dont care if im “insane” I had fucking dreams too?!? I wanted to be a dentist, but i can never achieve any such dream because of the disability YOU gave me. It doesnt allow me to even *hold* tools anymore. But, “I deserve it” because i asked for help, too many times. In a messed up way, yeah. In public like this to random people-yeah! But they were still very clear and direct cries for help, but you threw me onto the road instead, confused as fuck, mistreated and alone, with your intentional false promises to hurt me, and your lying and convincing each other this is something i “deserve”. Thats unbelievably cruel treatment to a human being. It just is. I'll never give up hope, and I will never stop fighting for what you destroyed. TLDR: Fuck you for what you did to me, bean. The physical injury claim has been mailed.

graffiti artist

[apricusapollo]

for these past couple of days since the news came out i've been thinking and there are quite a few things that mean the world to me - shadowhunters, teen wolf, DC shows (supergirl, the flash, the legends of tomorrow, arrow), the maze runner - mainly because they're such a huge part of my entire childhood and middle school life that i'm still so nostalgic about.

HOWEVER, one direction has always been a lot more special than the others, simply because my entire fangirl life started with and because of them yk?? the very first fanfiction i read was one direction one, the very first fanfiction i wrote myself was one direction one, the reason why i created my very first twitter fan account (which then led me to finding quite a lot important people in my life later on, including my best friend) back in 2020 account was because of one direction. basically everything you need to do at first to consider yourself a fangirl, in my experience, was because of one direction. and they, all five of them, have meant and always will mean a lot to me.

[pkmoth]

having swap au thoughts. *slaps roof of claus* there's so much mental illness in this guy. im gonna blow up everyone in the room and then myself

[fictional-men-enthusiast]

Old Flesh + The Parliament is conservatism.

I said what I said and I’m not taking it back.

[iexistandimatter]

@oripoke_ @bo_beanies Youre monsters. You've echo chambered the same thing to each other so many times you genuinely believe that its OK that you abused and caused someone to starve, be beaten, incredible physical and mental harm. You genuinely believe I deserve the permanent damage you caused because I sent too many text messages. https://jpst.it/4sGBS

Yes, I did awful things later and sent self harm photos, but that was only after so many months of neglect and abuse. I was confused and trying to reach out for help on the only way I could, but you left me on the street to die. You genuinely believe that a person isnt a person unless they are a part of your group. Im just a button to you people. You caused real damage and real harm, not just a disability, but do you know how fucked up it is that you lead me to believe i would get the trans healthcare, safety, love and support i had always dreamed of since i was fucking 4. Then, you took it all away because i wouldn't dump someone like you demanded. I dreamed of having my body changed for identity, and instead you put me in a situation you KNEW ABOUT and promised wouldnt happen IN WRITING. Just to uurt me. I sent you the first official court document of many. Read it. 

Youre monsters. Youre evil. You literally gave me permanent brain damage out of malicious negligence and intent. I will never, ever give up on what's right. I will never, ever drop faith and hope. No matter how much you say im a psycho, that im a "mentally ill freak," that it "doesnt matter how much I plead and beg," and “that thing” "deserves this" for desperately trying to get help from the people who promised it to me, in writing. The only people I had. 

You think what you did is "right." It isnt. It was an unbelievably cruel thing to do to someone you cared about, and burying your head in the sand doesnt make it go away. Yes I was mentally unstable. Yes i did awful things to desperately try and get attention. Have you ever considered that if someone is literally in the hospital, someone you LIVED WITH and LOVED, was pleading for attention, and hurt themselves when words didnt work; maybe fucking talk to them instead of making us resort to whatever this shit is.

I *did* get therapy and everything you said. I listened through and through and you only treat me worse and worse, and put intentions and shit in my mouth i never said, gossipping in your echo chamber about how insane i am. I dont care if im “insane” I had fucking dreams too?!? I wanted to be a dentist, but i can never achieve any such dream because of the disability YOU gave me. It doesnt allow me to even *hold* tools anymore. But, “I deserve it” because i asked for help, too many times. In a messed up way, yeah. In public like this to random people-yeah! But they were still very clear and direct cries for help, but you threw me onto the road instead, confused as fuck, mistreated and alone, with your intentional false promises to hurt me, and your lying and convincing each other this is something i “deserve”. Thats unbelievably cruel treatment to a human being. It just is. I'll never give up hope, and I will never stop fighting for what you destroyed. TLDR: Fuck you for what you did to me, bean. The physical injury claim has been mailed.

I just saw someone say "there is no ethical consumption under capitalism" as an argument for boycotting AO3

Babe AO3 is a nonprofit. They do not exist under the ethics of capitalism. Fanfiction is legal because no money is ever exchanged around it. (All the money given to AO3 is used to maintain their servers and pay their lawyers to help keep fanfiction legal.)

Fanfiction is one of the few things in this world - probably the one singular form of entertainment that does not exist within the confines of capitalism. So by your own logic, even if you hate some of the content on AO3, it's inherently the only ethical thing to consume in the whole world.

[iexistandimatter]

@oripoke_ @bo_beanies Youre monsters. You've echo chambered the same thing to each other so many times you genuinely believe that its OK that you abused and caused someone to starve, be beaten, incredible physical and mental harm. You genuinely believe I deserve the permanent damage you caused because I sent too many text messages. https://jpst.it/4sGBS

Yes, I did awful things later and sent self harm photos, but that was only after so many months of neglect and abuse. I was confused and trying to reach out for help on the only way I could, but you left me on the street to die. You genuinely believe that a person isnt a person unless they are a part of your group. Im just a button to you people. You caused real damage and real harm, not just a disability, but do you know how fucked up it is that you lead me to believe i would get the trans healthcare, safety, love and support i had always dreamed of since i was fucking 4. Then, you took it all away because i wouldn't dump someone like you demanded. I dreamed of having my body changed for identity, and instead you put me in a situation you KNEW ABOUT and promised wouldnt happen IN WRITING. Just to uurt me. I sent you the first official court document of many. Read it. 

Youre monsters. Youre evil. You literally gave me permanent brain damage out of malicious negligence and intent. I will never, ever give up on what's right. I will never, ever drop faith and hope. No matter how much you say im a psycho, that im a "mentally ill freak," that it "doesnt matter how much I plead and beg," and “that thing” "deserves this" for desperately trying to get help from the people who promised it to me, in writing. The only people I had. 

You think what you did is "right." It isnt. It was an unbelievably cruel thing to do to someone you cared about, and burying your head in the sand doesnt make it go away. Yes I was mentally unstable. Yes i did awful things to desperately try and get attention. Have you ever considered that if someone is literally in the hospital, someone you LIVED WITH and LOVED, was pleading for attention, and hurt themselves when words didnt work; maybe fucking talk to them instead of making us resort to whatever this shit is.

I *did* get therapy and everything you said. I listened through and through and you only treat me worse and worse, and put intentions and shit in my mouth i never said, gossipping in your echo chamber about how insane i am. I dont care if im “insane” I had fucking dreams too?!? I wanted to be a dentist, but i can never achieve any such dream because of the disability YOU gave me. It doesnt allow me to even *hold* tools anymore. But, “I deserve it” because i asked for help, too many times. In a messed up way, yeah. In public like this to random people-yeah! But they were still very clear and direct cries for help, but you threw me onto the road instead, confused as fuck, mistreated and alone, with your intentional false promises to hurt me, and your lying and convincing each other this is something i “deserve”. Thats unbelievably cruel treatment to a human being. It just is. I'll never give up hope, and I will never stop fighting for what you destroyed. TLDR: Fuck you for what you did to me, bean. The physical injury claim has been mailed.

Lantanas in the afternoon.

Bsky / Tip jar

[kagxme]

7:30am and im sick and mildly irritated at facebook reels

[lil-snowfairy]

I should say, what I'm writing here is nothing against the writer at all. I actually don't want to get into any drama really, but I'm naively just voicing a thought I had for a long while, which can go beyond: "wtf is this".

And I get it's a contagious mindset that is circulating for ages surely, so the writer is just replicating what is sub-culturally accepted.

I used to read a lot of porn like this in the past, which particularly mingled with past sexual boundary crossings I've lived through in childhood and because in a way it kinda consoled me that humans might not be monsters, but maybe simply stupid enough to take some mental porn and losing a sense of reality, wanting to believe that their lack of emotional attunement is helping someone else as well. But then again the phrase "ruin you" is being highlighted and it switches something in the brain which is supposed to get you off. But wtf. Wtf!!!! How is it hot to make someone feel out of control - just because oneself is out of control? Because one cannot handle someone else having it more together than oneself? In a poor attempt to establish connection by getting the other in an equally imbalanced nervous system state as oneself?

C'mon! Snap the hell out of this! It's sick!

And I don't mean that in a condescending way. I've contributed myself by reading and liking such shit. And I surely have contributed to replicating ideas and pictures that are equally and differently harmful on many other parameters, which I have to reflect on and change. So yeh, don't judge when you're part of the problem, but I still feel like I want to voice this out.

Because as I am healing a bit more I'm just astonished why there is no discussion around how wildly fucked up these ideas are that are so present on tumblr and elsewhere.

One of the hottest things might be when a girl gets so overwhelmed she starts tearing up.

You keep whining and begging it’s too much, that you can’t do it anymore. It’s too sensitive, you’re too sore. But I can get close to your ear and whisper in a condescending voice “Awhh..You can’t do it anymore? That’s so adorable. I know you have came, princess but I haven’t yet. So I just can’t stop now…I can’t..”

Your soft pussy getting tighter after your orgasm, held and kept in place while I’m behind you. Holding your arms on your back and pounding you just to hear the noises you make “I know it’s too much baby, I know, but get used to it. You’re doing so well, my angel turns me on so much when you’re this desperate for me”

Your legs getting weaker the closer you get again, with my hand reaching your clit and rubbing it. Feeling the wet mess you are between your legs. “Look what a wet mess you are, darling. You don’t want me to stop, do you? Be honest and tell me how much you need your cunt stretched. Aww..That’s my good girl..”

Kissing your neck as you’re about to cum, telling you to not hold back. All so you’re left with your legs shaking. But I don’t stop rubbing your clit, still thrusting inside you while trying to hit your special little spot. Ignoring your whining and screams as your sensitive clit gets stimulated.

All so I can see your precious little tears when you’re so stimulated you turn into a mess. Because we both know you’re so much prettier when you cry, baby. So much pretty when you’re acting like the pretty little whore you are. And the more you cry the more it makes me want to ruin you..