#there are things to unpack and organize
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what do you mean I can't recover from overexertion by continuing to do things
#//juri speaks#i suspect this migraine needs rest but i do not WANT to rest#i do not feel like i am ALLOWED to rest#there are things to unpack and organize
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Sorry, guys…if you want to come home with me, you have to get in the doodad bag.
#moving out!!#the best part is getting rid of things and organizing things for when I UNPACK again in a few months#I have so many things. 🥺💛✨
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Cleaning update! Posting it here so I can keep track and remind myself I am making progress: - cleaned off one and a half fabric shelves (not sets of shelves) of everything and went through every item, reorganized, moved the yarn (how'd it get there???) to the yarn shelves, found the Mars Rover I'd been sewing a loooong time ago (just needs wheels). Also found a crocheted dragon that just needs wings (why did I put it there????) - got distracted, cleaned the floor of my closet, got a bunch of clothes added to the donation pile, moved the donation pile into a basket I'd cleared out from the fabric shelves - broke down some cardboard boxes so they are ready for recycling - got distracted again, got overwhelmed at the idea of narrowing down my collection of books, and pulled every book I have not read yet off my shelves and stacked them in neat piles on the floor. That way I can read them and make an informed decision about keeping them or not
All of this does mean my room looks worse than when I started somehow but I am trusting the process
edit: this is unrelated to my other cleaning post this is more of an "oh my gosh TJ just put the items on shelves/in drawers where they go" than a "clean this surface" kind of cleaning lol
#the person behind the yarn#I may or may not be moving sometime in the next year or so#like. not moving far just to a smaller house#and if so I gotta downsize#or even if I end up having the same amount of space I should organize it better#so I am trying to make myself clean and organize at least a bit every day#so that I know what I have and can put like things together#so I can find them later it's just. you know. a lot#anyway I got too dizzy and had to sit down so it's break time#I think next will be bags in my closet#tackling those#hell maybe I'll make myself a goal of like. two basket-worths of items put away or put in the donation box#every day until my closet at least is cleaned#I did not unpack all my boxes when I moved...two years ago
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now that i'm finally moved in* i'm coming to the crushing realization that having no job means i need to fill my days with other activities. daunting.
#*i actually have more to unpack but i'm at a standstill until my kitchen organizer comes in the mail on wednesday#did you guys know that if you suddenly get 40 hours of free time#that means you have 40 hours of time where you can do anything you want#which means you have to have things you want to do.#scary#i haven't had those since season 3 of succession.
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today was a good day! *collapses into bed and sobs uncontrollably*
#had a dentist appointment this morning#then had to go to work#bought myself a few things#got home around 8:20#had dinner#watched a bit of gilmore girls and supernatural#then had to unpack groceries#and almost had a meltdown#i feel like i’m doing so much around the house#and nobody else is doing anything#and like i was at work all day after my appointment#and it just feels like so much of the organization/cleaning of the house is on me#i’m so fucking exhausted#and i have to work an 8 hour shift tomorrow!#and i couldn’t even actually cry because i always shove it down! so.#anyway#just showered and now am gonna go to bed#it’s almost 11 so not bad i might read a bit of fanfic if i have the brain power#vent post ig lmao
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are you objectun or something? im genuinly curious

#maybe probably#like i probably am#i find non human non organic things more attractive than people most times#most characters im interested in arent human#and i struggle thinking of them as human#so yeah most likely i just don't feel like unpacking all that LMAO#monnie answers
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Lol I meant to post my scrapped intro for the 0310 piece -- originally I wanted it to be comedy...
Though it may come as a surprise to many, Fuuta didn’t have a lot of experience talking to women. Back in university, when there was a guy he liked, it took him less than a day to think of the best way to say something to him (not that he’d ever actually do it – god, that’d be mortifying.) But women were an entirely different challenge. He’d never been able to come up with a single scenario where asking to hang out wouldn’t be met with a flat out rejection. And this case was no different. It had been months, and Fuuta still couldn’t even think of a game plan to approach Kotoko.
This did not, in fact, come as a surprise to Yuno, who decided she would offer her advice. Never mind Fuuta hadn’t asked for it; he needed it, and that’s what was important, right?
“Wrong.” Fuuta shook his head. “I am not saying that to her.”
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#yuno kashiki#0310#its not much but i got a kick out it#bi fuuta (but still with lots of gender issues to unpack) my beloved#also DAMN why cant i be normal about writing 02-03.... i was supposed to post a drabble on them and it just keeps getting longer 😭#im excited but come on asdfsdf#i am working on the other requests too :3 things may take a bit now that work has picked up but i really love the ideas#oh i got an ask about mikoto and fuuta -- i wasnt sure if it was necessarily a request but i may jot down headcanons for it! it was cute#ill tag this for organization later
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my issue is that 2 weeks ago I was flip flopping on what decision to make while being very convinced that I wanted to try to leave and that doing so would make me happy and no matter how difficult it was it would be worth it. Just like how i wanted my surgery but was still wracked with guilt leading up to it. Now im stressed and obsessively thinking about it while being convinced that leaving would not make me happy at all and would not be worth it. which is a lot harder...
#talkys#and its extra hard bc the surgery is the only thing in my life I've been 100% sure about.#also my brain is doing the extra steps stuff and im already exhausted especially since i once again dont really have#family on my side or excited for me#thinking about having to have them drive me up for the job interview then having to get apartment#lease and then having to organize and throw away and pack my stuff and then unpack it#while never knowing if rent is going to be way too high next year is already too much#knowing that i love being alone but would be very lonely and not have any extended time to come home and spontaneously#go to the movies or some local event with my siblings makes me sad#the only friend id have in the new location has her own life and partner and such. id just be alone and not#wanting to leave my apartment bc i hate driving#the good times here are rare but they'd be non-existent in an empty apartment#and id likely be too tired to do hobbies after work and chores and staying alive#the color rly has drained from me not even the thought of being able to transition is saving me#nothing would change for the better
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Finally went and arranged my furniture, and now im sitting in a very normal (ish) living room. With normal couches and a normal TV. I would not have had this normal living room if not for my dad. Thanks, dad!
#speculation nation#one of those things where like im not glad he died *obviously*. but im glad i got to keep his stuff.#it was definitely worth the year i spent with the most cramped living room known to mankind#had to keep the furniture somehow!!! and i didnt have much room to do so.#but now i am sitting here in a room that is pretty barebones. but i moved most of the boxes out of it.#so like it's just a normal living room now. and it makes me excited for when i can finally make it my own.#in the living room part of this apartment there are only 5 pieces i bought with my own money. 2 were secondhand.#9 pieces (including the couches and the tv) were directly inherited when he died.#and then 1 piece was given to me By my dad. and 1 piece was given to me by a friend.#and so. yeah this living room is basically just my dad's living room. directly inherited by me.#this very apartment is smth i wouldnt have gotten if it wasnt for the money i got after he died.#it's kinda. idk. a little weird feeling. to directly benefit so much from his death.#bc like in the end if i could choose between these material benefits and my dad being alive. id choose my dad being alive no hesitation.#but he's not alive. and nothing i could ever do could change that.#but bc he set things up for us so well. and bc my sister had no interest in Most of the furniture.#i just got to claim most of his life for myself. and it's mine now.#in his honor. i will do my utmost best. from now on. to take proper care of his furniture. and keep my place clean.#gonna keep the kind of apartment i wouldnt be embarrassed to have him visit. thats the goal.#god i did so much today for rearranging things and cleaning. it's starting to look like an actual living space.#makes me look forward to when i can get it properly set up. with all my books and posters and figurines and decorations#but before i can do that. i must first. unpack all my living shit lol. like clothes and whatever.#i did organize my boxes at least so my clothes r in the closet now. just. still in boxes lol. but itll be easier to find it all.#the TV looked fuckass big in my old place but here it looks like. a reasonably sized TV for the space.#im kinda looking forward to actually using it. i should set up my ps5 sometime soon. later.
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replies are out in the queue and i’m likely going to be very scarce if not completely absent for the next few days while i move into my apartment! as i settle i’ll get a better idea of how present i’ll be especially when classes start but bear with me while i get all this handled first
#a lot of cleaning and unpacking and organizing and getting things to be done#i am used to dorms so it’s an adjustment and will likely take up energy but i’ll try to be around for brainrot during down time KNDLDJF#and by brainrot i mean. plotting and yelling#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc
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sick and twisted that organizing my desk space (and organizing the clutter in my room in general) does, in fact, make me feel a lot happier and a lot better about my life . . . sick and twisted
#caroline talks#guys i got this desk organizer . . . it's got my nail polishes and my sticky notes and pens and pencils in one place#and it makes me. very happy.#i did spend. the last hour and a half cleaning my room and just. mopping. dusting. unpacking. re-organizing my closet.#i need to wait for my washing machine + dryer to finish up so i can finally finish changing my sheets#and i also need to clean my bathroom. and then. and then i'm going to go to a meeting.#i really do like. living away from my parents for the most part. i love them but i also. think i just feel more motivated when i'm not#living with them. cue: decorating my room for the first time in forever. organizing things. cleaning more. telling myself that despite my#desire to crawl into bed and not get back up. i need to buy milk.#(WHICH. DEEP SIGH. I DON'T WANT TO BUY MILK)#(but tomorrow me will be SO thankful. i know this. i know this too well.)#(but the grocery store feels so far . . . .. . ... )#(lunch. i need to eat lunch. that's what's going on here tbh)
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trying not to get disproportionately hyped but yesterday's horizons episode made me lose my mind to such a degree that I feel as though the next episode is gonna be like.. life-changing for me I fear.
#vi rambling#pokemon#i have so many thoughts and i cant articulate ANY OF THEM.#im just. so pleased. with the writing in this show. and so pleased with the direction theyre taking amethio. hes my character ever.#everything is so intriguing and has such a good build-up... idk IDK IT HAS ME SO EXCITED AND HAPPY.#seeing new things and older things click into place like this. the catharsis of liko and amethio facing off again and#being the first 2 major characters to interact in the series and being the lead narrative foils finally face off again and INTERACT again#is so incredibly rewarding.#spinel is such a fascinating antagonist to me theres so much to unpack with his relationship with umbreon and the organization as a whole#liko's emotional state was also really well executed i felt. amethio being so SHARP when it comes to spinels entire deal was also#a great aspect showing both his intellect and his being privy to information we arent and thus leaning into the mystery aspects#ARHHRGRGGGGH IM SOOOOO. i need it to be friday again im going a little insane.#also the rakurium being pink ... terapagos and likos colorschemes being turquoise.... opposing colors and in their middle....#is purple.... I WONDER.... WHO THE BRIDGING CHARACTER WILL BE..... GEHEUEHURGE#im just. so excited to see his arc unfold. and well... i hope their interactions ends on a more ambivalent note... things shifting a bit#when it comes to their perceptions of the other side ever so slightly.... ghfurhuhru#ok. im done i think.
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reeeeeeally wish. it didnt feel. like the needs of my body vs the needs of my brain were actively in fucking conflict with each other in a way that makes it impossible to function or exist
#toy txt post#chronic pain#just. really frustrated. cant see a way out or through or over or whatever here yall#augh#and dad wants me to. do what i was doing before that made everything worse somehow as a method to get my foot in the door and fucking#network???? to do?????? unclear. until i get what. middle management?#how the fuck would that help anything#meanwhile i am trying to muster the executive function to complete. the catpans#ouaghghahghhgghg#it is so hard to be gentle with myself about this bc it doesnt feel like i deserve gentleness for it! like i have worked so hard to try to#unlearn the ableism and shit but that doesnt really fucking help much if both my parents just keep that shit so deeply baked into their#worldview that they interpret me trying to treat myself a little gentler as being a lazy freeloader or whatever#like im really trying not to be too harsh on myself about this but for what? at least if im mean to me about it i have ground to stand on#in calling their meanness unjust and unnecessary cos dont worry!!!!!!!!! i can reproduce the entire fucking ableism cycle inside my own#head and self flagellate for not being able ti push through it like you guys did so you dont have to! in fact i am so good at it that it#makes it an impossible topic to address! bc i just speedrun everything into thinking of myself as worthless so you dont have to! see im not#a total laze/s#god. i hate this so much so fucking much. aaaaagh. there are a number of things i CAN do and unfortunately none of them seem to be#the necessary administrative faff of it all#oausbdjsfusbfhshhrrrgrhrhgggg#trying to organize notes of talking points to unpack this a little in therapy this week but its only the second appt. so like. she wanted#to go through a bit of a questionnaire? idkkkk
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i am clarifying right now that the writing is going to take a while, I'm not gonna get too specific as to *why*, but uh
yeeeaaaah
#ooc content in the tags#beware expanding#writer talking down there#not cheese#final warning im serious it's not cheese down there#my house flooded twice within 5 days and our roof started leaking again#no it wasnt the first time but we thought they fixed it#organized housing haha college life#my partner and i had to spontaneously move to a new house within like 10 days and I'm exhausted bc other stuff was happening#had to leave them to deal with it because of jury duty in ANOTHER STATE#life is hell right now and I'm trying to arrange the house and unpack while i can bc my partner also works#that's why I've been like#actually dead for a bit here#was gonna keep the space jail thing up for longer while i did prep work for a big big project for the blog but#didn't pan out bc of life happening#uwu#cheese
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Every time I doodle in the excess space of my planner I keep defaulting to syier'oh. Baby supreme returns to his throne. Mobo imminent as my planner bullet pens oh so conveniently have her color scheme
#Creepy chatter#Honestly kinda fun just drawing and hardly posting it#I'm putting together a sexy new art cabinet so I can FINALLY unpack all my supplies and organize them#Might do some bigger things and post them but idk it's nice just me and syier'oh and these bullet pens
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randomly decided to organize my bathroom counter and cabinet but I have to pause halfway through. please pray for my momentum
#have to pause bc i cant stand for very long and i had just dyed ny hair also lol#i also need to clean up my living room 😩#my problem is i never know where to put things#my spare room is filled with stuff bc of stopping halfway through trying to reorganize all my books#there are literally so many books you cannot get all the way into the room. i wish i were exaggerating#anyone wanna have a party at my apartment where we actually fully unpack and organize everything#i moved in here like a year and a half ago and i still have so much shit in boxes lmfao
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