#this one was kinda self-indulgent. hope u don't mind anon ^^

[hypersexualshanks]

penny for your thoughts... shanks with a ftm reader

i wonder what it is about him that draws us to him like this...

shanks with a boyfriend is just generally an adorable concept to me. his favorite thing in the world is celebrating and goofing around with his men, after all. for his partner to be part of that, to be someone he can mess around with like the rest of the guys, all the while being able to be more physically affectionate with them than he is with the rest of his crew, would be a dream come true for him. nothing would be more affirming than being part of the red-haired pirates' celebrations. the moment you start drinking and joking around with the crew, you're one of the guys, no questions asked. shanks makes it a personal goal to make sure you always feel that way. need to borrow one of his shirts since they're loose enough to obscure your chest? say no more. if you want him to keep the fact that you're trans a secret, his lips will be sealed, but it's not something you need to worry about either way. pirates can't afford to dwell on the past; all the crew cares about is who you are now.

in bed, shanks is all service, making a point of figuring out what language you're comfortable with and where he should and shouldn't touch you. he's adaptable; this man is the textbook definition of a switch. if you're post-op or want to use a strap he'll let you on top with no complaints (though he will be bratty about how fast or slow you fuck him). he prefers to be on top, though, if you let him, and he'll be merciless once you do. he'll feel no need to hold back, pulling your hair and growling in your ear while he fucks you stupid. he's a fountain of praise while he's fucking you, purring about how you're such a good boy for him, about how precious you look underneath him. having a lover he can party with like the rest of the crew and drag into his quarters and rail the brains out of whenever he sees fit would drive him wild. (especially if you're on t and hornier because of it-- if that's the case, he'll spend every night fucking you until you can barely walk the next morning.)

[sparkyz-plug-writes]

HHH HI. RLLY SELF INDULGENT ASK BUT CAN U DO LUKAS MCSM WA READER WHO IS A MOB TAMER + HAS AN ELYTRA ?? DEADASS COME UP W ANYTHING U LIKE RELATING TO THIS I DONT MIND WHATEVER U ADD ON IVE JUST BEEN HAVING BRAINROTS RECENTLY AND. HHH

For context i normally play as a elytra user + i tame any and every mob i come across. i've also once managed to kidnap a creeper by using a boat (his name is francis) )

(i ask that the reader is a lil stupid and impulsive resulting in them getting kinda injured often cant go two miles without hopping into a large cave and getting smacked by an enderman . based off my own experiences of nearly dying from knocking into trees and mountains wayy too many times)

TAKE UR TIME W THIS AND DONT FEEL PRESSURED TO FINISH IT QUICKLY OR ANYTHING !!!!!!!!!! LOVE UR WORK IVE BEEN LURKING AROUND UR BLOG FOR A WHILE NOW AJEBEKFBA

THIS HAS BEEN IN MY INBOX FOR A WHILE SORRY SO ANON, WHOEVER YOU ARE, I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS!! I also include mobs that are from New updates like the Glowsquid and stuff because I think it's cool (⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)

☁️💖"A dangerous pet..." Lukas x Mob tamer + Elytra user!reader💖☁️

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Lukas doesn't want to belittle you or be angry at you, he admires you so much... You've gotten and showed him so many mobs you've managed to tame! There's of course his favorite, ocelots! Some special type of squid that glows! What's it called again? Glowsquid? There's also some little blue guy with wings that gives him stuff that you call the Alley! And different colored wolves, pigs, chickens! A brown panda named Cocoa! Multiple parrot, dogs, cats, a random pink sheep, apparently you didn't dye it either so you excited seeing in the wild? Even a random goat you both named Bert! He still loves back and wonders why it's Bert. Oh well, that's the name he responds to!

And Lukas loves how you fly with that Elytra. Soaring like a bird in the sky, it was graceful the first time before he saw you, looking at you like a highschool girl watching their crush! But that ended and turned into concern and panic as you hit a tree face first at high speeds. He has to take you to Beacon Town and get the teeth that nearly fell out all put back in!... (Because you made Beacon Town they gave you a discount, but that's still so expensive and it happens every few months... So Lukas is a bit on edge about those Elytra wings..)

But at the same time... There are mobs he doesn't particularly like that you keep on collecting. Those being monsters...

So many monsters...

First it was a group of zombies that now eat and groan when you come near SPECIFICALLY! Then it was an enderman that actually HIT you, but NOOOO you just had to give it a block of solid emerald and now it won't leave! And don't get Lukas started about that creeper in a boat you named Francis. FRANCIS! Francis is a soft name for a monster that will explode if you get one inch too close.

Yes, Lukas finds it actually interesting, he likes watching the mobs without (mostly) not tearing for his life or your safety. And how you catch new ones he's never even SEEN before! He admires your bravery, his favorite monster mobs is an actual friendly little Ghastling! He named it bubbles. Bubbles is the only monster mob Lukas likes aside from it just being his massive curiosity.

But the noise, THE NOISE!! He can't sleep because there are so many monsters nearby that he made you put the monster mobs further away from the house so he can SLEEP in peace. It got so bad you unfortunately had to sleep on the couch a few times (Yikes... Lukas felt bad about it afterwards I swear.)

It's just that you're so beautiful, brave... But also bravely stupid. Or is it the other way around? Even then, Lukas worried about you. Dearly. With you hitting against cliffs, trees, and even hopping into the largest cave he's ever seen just because you wanted a bat and a skeleton with a sword and not a bow... You and him have been through so much, he's watched the same monsters that you're catching harm you before, it hurts Lukas deeply when you get hurt, even on accident.

But, you know he's scared, you know he's worried. It's written all over Lukas' face, you comfort him, you make sure that he's as comfortable as you are getting all these mobs, monster or not. You moved the monsters further back almost in their own house. Francis gets his own room with the boat! And the zombies just roam around in a room that is comfortable and secure. Basically having to redo everything so Lukas feels better. (But admit it, you'd do it for that man as well) And you both make up in the end. I mean- If you saw your lover being reckless and a little stupid, wouldn't you be worried sick?

But that's just Lukas for you! You know how he is always worried about you, always thinking about you. He can't help it, he admires you more than the earth admires the sun.

Yes, that also includes you and your dangerous pets... But, it's a package deal, and he's more than happy to deal with what is has in store. Just for you♡

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YAYYY I DID IT, IM SORRY IF MY WRITING STYLE CHANGED A LOT VUT IM HAPPY IM WRITING AGAIN YAYY

[corrosivesaints]

ok so, i was rereading your new brady/croz fic and i was wondering does it take place in a world that has homophobia? like as in, if they get caught they’d be sent home?

bc. and like, i’ve compiled reasons why it would be or wouldn’t be in my head. my main thing that’s making me think there might not be that level of homophobia is this line: “oh God, they can’t tell anyone what happened here. Mostly because Levitt will kill them if he finds out.” because like. it seems to me more like he would kill them bc they had sex in the b17 and not bc they’re two men?

and also there’s no real element of shame that i can see in croz’s mind abt it being two men. like it more just kinda seems like he’s ashamed bc he has a crush on a friend/someone he looks up to and someone he thinks will never like him back.

there’s also the line where croz is like “Oh, he is never living this down. Goodbye cruel world, it was fun while it lasted. He hopes the letter they send his mother is a nice one.” to me kinda implies that he’s dying from embarrassment and not that he’s getting sent home bc he’s gay.

but then there’s the stuff where brady is like ‘we can’t do this out here’ and like, it could be bc. gay. but it could also be bc, like. sex is a private thing.

AH i don’t know, i’ve been thinking abt this a lot, as you can see, so i thought id finally just ask you and let my poor mind rest.

hello anon i love ur curiosity and ur beautiful mind! ❤️first off, deeply touched ppl are rereading damn hot minute already! waugh, my boys 🥺❤️

secondly, great question! this fic does exist in a space where there is some homophobia but it’s not super relevant to Harry’s pov. (and maybe he should consider it! harry stop thinking with ur dick challenge!) the fic ended up that way because i wanted to have fun and do something less angsty. i wanted to have a lil self-indulgent wish fulfillment as a queer person-so i nixed having too much about internalized or externalized homophobia. Harry was married too, (which the show does acknowledge), and I definitely don't address that here either, my apologies to Mrs Jean Crosby!! In contrast, Brady's 'we can't out here' is like, he does not want to get caught for a variety of reasons, bc they def would get in trouble on some level if anyone found out, homophobia or not. also he's a private person.

personally, i go back and forth on whether i address the societal homophobia that existed at the time when i write hbo war fic. some days u just wanna write two guys hooking up in a b-17 and not worry about stuff like that. in contrast i was just discussing with some of the folks in the hbo war discord that the next bradycroz wip will be the opposite, bc John Brady is a walking bundle of Problems and at least half of them are caused by being gay in a homophobic society. rip 2 my guy.

tldr; no, there's not really homophobia in the story bc i was having fun and being self-indulgent! next time, who knows?

[battlemaiden13]

This is kinda self indulgent so feel free to ignore this!

For UT, UF, US, and HT bros please?

S/O had no stable family members to rely on growing up and they eventually found people who took them in and made them feel like they had a family. Long story, after a series of arguments with the person they considered a sibling, no more found family.

S/O is absolutely crushed. Like. Weepy fits, crushed self esteem, isolation. If u could write some kind of comfort hcs for that i would love u forever but pls don't push yourself! - 👻 anon

Sans -He apologises to you. Like he knows that this isn’t his fault or anything but he can see how much you are hurting and this is the first thing that comes to mind. He might offer you a hug or try to get you to smile with a bad joke or two but he doesn’t really know how to help you here so he just feels bad. He will be there for you though and do practically anything you ask until you feel better.

Papyrus -He is there everyday trying to cheer you up and even declares that he and his brother will be your new family. He tries a lot of things to cheer you up from bringing you gifts to distracting you with fun days out. He knows that this is hard for you but seeing you like this is crushing him and he will not rest until you feel better. 

Red -He can see that you're going through a hard time but he’s never considered himself good at cheering people up so he’s not entirely sure what to do. He periodically checks on you and will bring you food but he really isn’t good at any of this so he’s sort of awkward about it. He sort of tries to act like nothing is wrong or at least tries to get you to laugh. He’s obviously trying and you know emotions are hard for him so you weren’t expecting  

Edge -He is not going to let you just mope around all day, it’s just not something that he is willing to stand for. He drags you out of the house continuously and it doesn’t really help. Everything comes to an end when Edge and you get in a fight and he yells at you that they are your new family and he doesn’t understand why you can’t just see that. Which is true to Edge you are his family. 

Blue -He really wants to cheer you up but all of his usual tactics don’t seem to have an effect. He makes you a gift, a photo album of all the good times you’ve had with the monsters. Blue hopes that this cheers you up and lets you know that there are still people here for you even if they aren't who you wanted them to be.

Orange -He makes you your favourite dessert or gets your favourite candy. He knows that sometimes all someone needs is time but he wants to remind you that you have people there for you if you need. He checks on you everyday, bringing you snacks or games the two of you can play together and just hang out. Just little things to make sure that you're ok. 

Axe -He’s not good with this sort of stuff and he knows that he’s not good with it. It doesn’t help that he has a hard time remembering things and doesn’t understand why you are upset, he knows you’ve told him but he just can’t remember. He actually thinks he’s the one who has upset you so he treats this more like an apology. He brings you food and small gifts and is constantly checking in on you. Although he can’t remember why you are upset he is your rock in this time and it’s comforting to have him around. 

Crooks -He makes you food. It’s a comfort thing and he knows that when people are upset then they have a habit of skipping meals so he makes them for you, three times a day, everyday and he eats with you. He spends the time trying to cheer you up and make you laugh. Seeing you like this really hurts him because he doesn’t know what he can do to help but he does mention that Axe and him are more than happy to be your family. 

[clydesdonovan]

Kenman, ALL OF THEM

WOO BOY this took me agessss omg but i had fun filling this out!! thank u kind anon :')

putting it under a cut because duh this is extremely lengthy lmao, read my ramblings at your own risk!

PRE-RELATIONSHIP

How did they first meet? - I talked about this a little in another ask, but they met as babies! Liane was friendly with Carol and Stuart, and a few months after Eric was born, they held a little "play date" for the kids. it wasn't much of anything because they were literally babies, but still. They've basically been friends forever, even if they don't remember the early days.

What was their first impression of each other? - Kenny found Eric to be kinda annoying tbh. He was whiny and bratty and threw tantrums when he didn't get his way. Eric found Kenny to be a little strange, because he didn't quite understand Kenny's background or why he didn't always have cool new toys and stuff. It took a while for them to actually click, but by their preschool years, they'd established their little friendship.

Did any of their friends or family want them to get together? - tbh, not really lol. It wasn't like people didn't want them together, but nobody hoped for it or anything. Them being a couple just wasn't really on people's minds, mostly because nobody thought they'd ever be one anyway.

Who felt romantic feelings first? - Eric!!! He suddenly found himself feeling jealous and moody whenever Kenny showed interest in other people and especially if he dated anyone. He wasn't sure why he felt this way at first. It took some time for his brain to catch up to his emotions.

Did either of them try to resist their feelings? - also Eric lol. He went through some crises with his feelings for a long time. He tried to bury them deep down but it didn't really work. It only made him angry instead.

If you had told one of them that the other would be their soulmate, what would they think? - they probably wouldn't believe you! Kenny would think it's just a prank, or someone's trying to mock him for having ~supernatural~ sort of beliefs like that. Eric would get flustered, and then get mad, and deny deny deny any possiblities of it. Even though he doesn't believe in soulmates.

What would their lives be like if they had never met? - they would be pretty different, I think! I can see Kenny fitting in nicely with Craig's gang, and he'd probably find himself hanging out with them so he'd be alright. (I love the idea of Clyde and Kenny being friends, so that's totally self indulgent lmao.) With Eric, I don't think he'd have any close friends without Kenny, except maybe Butters. Cartman's arguably the closest with Kenny out of their group, so without him there he'd kinda just be a third wheel.

I don't think Eric and Kenny would get along either, because they'd have no reason to. They'd have no history together. Because of that, any arguments or fights they'd get into would be the Real Deal. They'd be serious, instead of being stupid scuffles they've had as friends that almost always end up resolved by the end of the day.

GENERAL

Who initiated the relationship, and how did it go? - Kenny!! He's pretty intuitive about people's feelings, and he had an inkling that Eric was starting to crush. (Cartman's blushy behavior around him was also a pretty strong indicator.) He manages to convince Eric to hang out one weekend, and as they're watching a really bad movie and inhaling popcorn, he just comes out with it. Like: "so dude, I really like you, and I know you really like me too so can we stop with all this weird bullshit?" (and they do, in fact, stop with all this weird bullshit.)

Did they have an official first date? If so, what was it like? - they do, but nothing goes as planned. The intention was to grab some dinner and see a movie, but Cartman's car doesn't start so they don't have time to get dinner. Then the movie ends up sucking, like... really, really bad, and they're bored out of their minds. So Kenny suggests they leave and grab some fast food, which they do, and they end up eating it at Stark's Pond. It's laughably bad for a "first date", but the night ends with Kenny and Eric just being Kenny and Eric and having fun, so it works.

What was their first kiss like? - it was not planned, and it's actually Eric who intiates it (mostly)! It happend on an early Saturday morning after Kenny spent the night at Cartman's. They were sleepy, not fully awake yet, and watching cartoons in Eric's room. Cartman was curled up with Mr. Kitty and Kenny found it really fucking cute, so he tells him that, 'cause Eric caught him starting. Kenny also told him that he maybe sorta kinda wanted to kiss him, which (of course) made Eric freak out. But he grumbled something about Kenny being oh so embarrassing, and kissed him instead.

Were they each other’s first anything (kiss, relationship, etc.)? - they weren't each others first relationship or first kiss, but they were each other's first serious relationship. Like, no more "oh we're just hanging out, it's just fun, we won't last forever" high school loves. It was the Real Deal, and they both knew it pretty early on.

What’s their height difference? Age difference? - Kenny is taller than Eric, but only by like 2 or 3 inches. Kenny's around 5'7 while Eric is around 5'5. Something like that. (I'm kinda bad at heights, I'm ngl lol.) Going off of their given birthdays, Kenny is roughly 3-ish months older than Eric!

What’s their relationship with each other’s families? - They both get along with each other's families really well. Liane adores Kenny. She spoils him rotten tbh. Whenever she knows he'll be over, she cooks his favorite meals and bakes his favorite desserts. She knits him blankets and sweaters, and buys him cute gifts for his birthday and Christmas. He's always welcome in her home and she loves him as if he were her own child.

Kenny's family really love Eric too. Sometimes he and Stuart butt heads because they both have big mouths, but they respect each other. Stuart and Carol also love how happy he makes Kenny. Karen loves him, especially because he'll play with her dolls or have tea parties with her (and Kenny). He's a little intimidated by Kevin though, because Kevin gave him one of those "big brother" talks when he and Kenny first started dating. It was very effective.

Who takes the lead in social situations? - honestly, it depends on the situation! Both Kenny and Eric can be very headstrong, and they can also be very stubborn. Usually, they just go with the flow, and whatever happens happens.

Who gets jealous easier? - Eric for sure. He can be a little insecure, and he tends to feel like he doesn't deserve Kenny sometimes. He'll get a little afraid, sometimes, that he's going to lose Kenny to someone else someday. He's working on it though.

Who whispers inappropriate things in the other’s ear? - both of them! Kenny, because he knows it makes Eric all red-faced and embarrassed and he thinks it's cute. Eric, because while Kenny doesn't really get embarrassed, he does blush beet red and it's impossible to ignore. Eric has fun with that.

LOVE

Who said “I love you” first? - Eric! it slips out, completely unintentional, while they're just goofing around. Something said during a fit of laughter, like: "sometimes I wonder why I love you." Everything seems to stop with it, and Eric feels mortified for a few moments, until Kenny just grins, asks, "oh, so you love me?" and then tells him that he loves him too.

What are their primary love languages? - are sarcasm and bad jokes considered love languages? Because I wanna say sarcasm and bad jokes. Like, really, really bad jokes that no one finds funny at all, not even Kenny and Cartman, but somehow they laugh at them anyway. And everyone else in the room is confused and annoyed because they just won't stop.

Who uses cheesy pick-up lines? - Kenny uses them to be funny. Eric uses them because he thinks they are genuinely good pick-up lines. (They work though, so... maybe they are?)

How often do they cuddle/engage in PDA? - they aren't too big on PDA, with the exception of hand holding. That's something they just like to do. Depending on who they're with, or if they're alone, you can probably find them curled up together somewhere. It's not cuddling necessarily -- it's more of Eric sprawled out wherever he's sitting, and Kenny draped across him in various positions (head on his shoulder, head in his lap, his legs across Eric's, etc.).

Who initiates kisses? - usually Kenny. Kenny just likes kissing lol. But Eric has done it before and will do it again. He just has to be in the mood for a smooch or two.

Who’s the big and little spoon? - it depends! They flip-flop depending on who wants to be which.

What are their favorite things to do together? - (this is extremely self indulgent lol but) they spend a lot of time just driving around, listening to music. It's usually at night or during the early morning. They'll talk about everything and anything, or sometimes they won't even talk at all. Since South Park is kinda just... in the middle of nowhere, there's a lot of long, empty, open roads that don't really lead anywhere in particular. Those are the types of roads they drive, heading further into nowhere, and they just exist together.

Who’s better at comforting the other? - Kenny for sure. Eric can be a little... emotionally stunted at times. He's very receptive of Kenny's feelings, but he's not always great at being the comforting shoulder. He puts his foot in his mouth a lot and doesn't always know what to say or do to make things better. He tries though, and that's more than enough for Kenny.

Who’s more protective? - honestly, they both are, but Eric is just sliiightly more so. Constantly witnessing his best friend-turned-boyfriend dying, over and over and over again without any ability to help... yeah, that's left some trauma and a desire to wrap Kenny up in bubble wrap and never let him leave the house. But, since that's not an actual option, Eric deals with it by promising himself that he's going to do whatever he can to protect Kenny. And if he can't do that, the least he can do is be there to support him and/or comfort him. Sometimes it's all he can do :(

Do they prefer verbal or physical affection? - a bit of both! it depends on their moods. Though usually, Kenny is more physically affectionate and Eric prefers verbal validation, they're willing to indulge in each other's wants :^)

What are some songs that apply to their relationship, in-universe or otherwise? - summertime by my chemical romance; it's nice to have a friend by taylor swift; stranger things by kygo; someone to you by banners; i'm with you by vance joy; the outfield by the night game; renegade by big red machine (also this cover by josh rabenold, if i wanna be sad about it) ((okay i'm gonna stop here bc i could go on forever with playlists))

What kind of nicknames do they call each other? - hmm they don't really use many nicknames, unless you count like... Eric calling Kenny "Ken" but is that really a nickname? They do use pet names ("babe", "honey", "sweetheart" etc) sometimes, but it's usually dripping with sarcasm, because they're not really a fan of those names lol. Or they use silly names, like Eric will call Kenny a doofus so he'll call Eric a dork. But that's kinda it.

Who remembers the little things? - Kenny! He has an easier time remembering everything tbh. Like, he'll see Eric and be like "oh, on this day four months ago, you and I did this!" or "oh, on this day 7 weeks ago, you said you wanted to do this thing and we can do it now!" and stuff like that.

DOMESTIC LIFE

If they get married, who proposes? - honestly, they're perfectly happy just being together without having a marriage to bind them. They don't really feel like they need it. But, if they were to get married, it's definitely Kenny that proposes. He's more of a romantic and would make a big spectacle about it.

What’s the wedding like? Who attends? - they'd have a nice outdoor wedding sometime in the spring. Maybe at Stark's Pond (seriously, Colorado is gorgeous in the spring). The guest list includes their families, and all of their friends. Stan, Kyle, Butters, Clyde, Craig, Wendy, Timmy, Jimmy, Token, Tweek, Bebe, Henrietta... honestly, just throw the whole fourth grade in there. They're all pretty good friends!

How many kids do they have, if any? What are they like? - unfortunately, I personally just don't think about this enough to give a proper answer :( I'm sorry lol

Do they have any pets? - of course!! Kenny unofficially adopts Mr. Kitty because duh. But, once they're on their own, they end up getting another cat, and then another, and even a dog eventually.

Who’s the stricter parent? - if they were to have kids, I'd say Eric. Just imagine a little Eric Cartman running around that's just as disobedient, back-talking and mean as he was as a child. He would not stand for that lmao. Eric doesn't take shit from anyone, so he's definitely not about to take shit from his own hypothetical child.

Who worries the most? - (assuming this is like between the two of them...) they're pretty equal here. Eric thinks (far too much) about the whole "Kenny dies all the time" thing, even though Kenny does his best to ease his worries about it. But Eric isn't always the wisest person, and he doesn't always make healthy decisions when it comes to dealing with a lot of things. That causes Kenny to worry too.

Who kills the bugs in the house? - Eric, usually because Kenny just cannot be bothered to do it lol. He just doesn't really care. But Eric is not about to sleep in a bedroom with a big ass insect crawling and/or flying around, no thank you.

How do they celebrate holidays? - they try and see their families! They switch every year. One year, they'll see Liane for Thanksgiving and the McCormicks for Christmas, then vice versa the next year. Eric is always in charge of making Christmas cookies, and Kenny can make some mean mashed potatoes to bring to holiday dinner. But they also take some time for themselves too so they can celebrate together :^)

Who’s more likely to convince the other to come back to sleep in the morning? - Eric. He does not want to get out of bed, like, ever. Kenny is an early riser, but he's always perfectly content to lay back down and get a few more minutes (or hours) of sleep. It doesn't take much either. All Eric has to do is promise to not hog the blankets and/or make Kenny pancakes, and he's in.

Who’s the better cook? - Eric!! He's got Liane's skills in that department. He's also really good at baking! Kenny can make a good meal out of almost anything though, so he's not to shabby either.

Who likes to dance? - Kenny! he just likes to have fun. Cartman hates dancing but he'll indulge Kenny sometimes, if he asks.

[ficletsbynaria]

Hello! Hope you don't mind, I'd like to request something very specific and kinda personal... For maybe Tokoyami and Shinsou? Where their S/O plays an instrument but doesn't want /like to play infront of other people? And now there's recital and her mom makes her go as always but this time S/O didn't have enough time to practice (maybe bcs of hero work) and feels ashamed to play? 1🙏

“I have 20 minutes to get there and can’t stop crying 😖 I just like to imagine there is someone to hug me after… I’m so sorry, delete this if you want to ❤️ love u 2🙏”

worry not anon ! i’d cater to any requests no matter how specific it is 😊😊 as someone who writes self-indulgent fics i would know ,,, and who wouldn’t want hugs and kisses from tokoyami and shinsou ?? 💖💗💓

alright let’s get to it !

𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔡 𝔠𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔱: 1,740 words

𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔰: Tokoyami Fumikage, Shinsou Hitoshi

𝔱𝔞𝔤𝔰: none

𝚃𝚘𝚔𝚘𝚢𝚊𝚖𝚒

You clutched the bow in your hand, stopping yourself from throwing it across your room. Hot tears threatened to fall from your eyes as you inhaled deeply. It took everything in you not to cry in front of her that day.

“You are going to that recital, or I will drag your stubborn self there.”

You kept your tone steady. “Mom, I didn’t practice enough. Can’t I just miss one performance?”

She let out a scoff at your suggestion. “What an irresponsible request. It’s your fault that you didn’t practice, and you will pay for the consequences.” Your eyes went wide. Your mother was willing to embarrass you in front of a crowd.

“I knew that U.A. school was bad for you. You should’ve pursued classical music like me.” 

“I don’t want to be like you. You wanted me to become a musician. You never asked me what I wanted.”

She stared you down with a dark expression, her gaze making you flinch. “Don’t talk back to me, child.”

The sounds of knocking made you snap back to reality. You realized quiet tears stained your cheeks and you did your best to wipe any traces off with your sleeve. Violin and bow in hand, you swung open the door, revealing a dark (but welcome) figure standing there.

“Fumi?” The boy’s hair ruffled at the sound of his nickname. Tokoyami rubbed the back of his neck, a gesture he made when he’s a bit shy. Something he only does around you.

“Um, dinner’s ready. The others told me to come over and tell you.” He glanced at the instrument, “Since you seem busy and all.”  

You were slowly forgetting your sadness from before. Tokoyami couldn’t have arrived at a better time. 

“Oh! Are you practicing the violin now, Y/N?” Dark Shadow crept from behind Tokoyami, pointing at your instrument. You lifted it up and stared at it with tired eyes. “Yeah, just a bit.”

“You were in your room all day. I don’t think that was for ‘a bit’.” Tokoyami interjected. Your face felt hot at his comment calling you out.

Waving your hands defensively, you stammered out an excuse. “It’s not that! I was just perfecting some parts, that’s all.”

Tokoyami gave you a look and you sighed in defeat. Of course, your perceptive boyfriend would know if you were lying to him. 

“Is it your mother again?” He also read your mind so many times now, that it scared you.

“When is it not?” You joked. He, however, was not in a laughing mood. Looking you over, you felt small in his gaze, albeit almost being at the same height.

“Move aside.” You took some time to process his words but realized you were blocking the doorway to your dorm. You stepped aside, letting him in, and closing the door behind you.

This was a regular occurrence for both of you. Tokoyami sensing your sour mood and opting to stay with you in your room to help you feel better. 

Even though he initiated the dorm visits, when it comes to what you do in the dorm, you were the one making the first move.

Placing the violin and bow in its case, you quickly hopped over to your bed, where Tokoyami was already seated. Snuggling up to his side, you let out a quiet sigh. His hair tickled your cheeks and you smiled to yourself at the thought.

“My mom didn’t allow me to skip my recital. Even if she knew I would just mess up in the middle of it.” Tokoyami was quiet, letting you speak. “I mean, yeah it’s my fault I didn’t practice that much. But she should at least understand my reasons.” Your hands gripped the fabric of your pants. You anticipated another wave of tears coming, but your mind went elsewhere as you felt something warm wrap around your hand.

Tokoyami was facing away from your surprised face. It was unusual for him to initiate physical contact. You must be in a really bad mood for him to do that.

“You shouldn’t beat yourself up for something that you couldn’t control.” A man of a few, but wise words, Tokoyami continued. “Besides, you’ve practiced enough. So it’s unlikely that you’ll mess up.” He went silent again after that. You also couldn’t form any sentences after the initial shock of him holding your hand.

To make matters worse, he started rubbing circles at the back of your hand with his thumb. At this point, you were too flustered to think of a response. Finally, Tokoyami looked at your direction. His expression became serious. “If you’re nervous on that stage, think of me and how proud I’ll be of you when you perform.”

Your heart was hammering in your chest. Tokoyami was intense, but this was the first time he directed that intensity to you, in a good way. Regaining your composure, you glanced back at your violin case. 

If you’re nervous, think of me and how proud I’ll be.

You felt yourself grin at his words. Unable to contain your excitement, you gave Tokoyami a peck on the side of his beak. The contact startled him off your bed. His eyes darted around the room, avoiding yours. You couldn’t help but chuckle at his reaction.

“Thank you, Fumi.” You beamed up at him.

Tokoyami peeked at your face, then faced the other way, crossing his arms defiantly. 

“Don’t mention it.”

“Hey you’re blushing!” Dark Shadow popped out again and teased Tokoyami, causing the bird boy to curse it out.

.・゜゜・　　・゜゜・．

𝚂𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚘𝚞

You hid around the stage curtains. Your hands were becoming clammy at the worst time. You tried rubbing your hands together to gain some heat from the friction. Scared didn’t even begin to describe your state. You hated crowds, terrified of the eyes landing on you. Seeing your every move. 

Lucky for you, you had a piano recital coming up in 10 minutes. With a gymnasium packed to the rafters, and your whole family on the front row ready to watch. You considered begging your tutor to call off the performance, but you thought better of it. Besides, the wrath of your mother when you cancel the recital was a fate worse than death. 

One thing kept you from running away though. From hiding under your blankets, away from the world’s judgmental stares. 

You peeked outside from your corner, looking over at the audience. Your eyes lit up when you spotted a mop of purple hair somewhere in the third row. Maybe this recital wouldn’t be so bad, after all. 

As if feeling you ogling at him, Shinsou locked eyes with you. A smirk appeared on his face and he gave you a wink. The action made you blush and you whipped back into your safe corner. Of all times, he chose now to be a cheeky little shit.  

“Five minutes till showtime, Y/N.” Your tutor reminded you. Your nerves were on fire, and his little reminder did not help. Gathering your courage one last time, you checked again for Shinsou. Surprisingly, you couldn’t find him in his previous spot. That made you even more nervous. 

“Oh my god, I’m hallucinating.” You thought you saw your boyfriend in the crowd. Looking again for the third time, you confirmed that everything was in your imagination. 

Great. I’m going insane. 

You weren’t usually on edge. This time was different, since your practice was minimal, and you had no formal rehearsal beforehand. You wanted to quit piano when you got into U.A. but your mother told you that the general studies department didn’t have the same load as the hero course. She was right, in that matter, yet her reasons to force you into continuing piano lessons were a stretch. Arguing with her would lead to nothing productive, so you decided to humor her for now. 

Still, you were hoping to avoid recitals during your first year. With where you are now though, you deemed your hopes were ignored. 

“Sir, the backstage is for authorized personnel and performers only! Please go back to your seat.” 

Your attention went to the commotion behind you. You almost squealed out when you saw who was in the middle of it. 

“And what if I don’t want to?” 

The staff suddenly froze in their spot, eyes glossed over.  

“Go and tell your boss to give Y/N five more minutes.” The staff member slowly turned around and walked towards your unaware tutor. Meanwhile, the culprit was sauntering towards you. You hid your smile in your hand, clearing your throat.

“I told you not to brainwash innocent people.”

He chuckled. “He was taking away my alone time with you, how’s that guy innocent?”

Shinsou walked around you and hugged you from behind. You let out a tiny shriek as he nuzzled himself into your neck. 

“I missed you, you know? You kept practicing after class for the whole week.” Shinsou’s voice was muffled into your skin. You relished his warmth, using it to distract yourself from your nervousness. Back then, you didn’t consider him as the touchy-feely type. A few weeks into your relationship and you were proven wrong, however. Not that you minded.

“That whole week wasn’t enough prep. I’m going into this unprepared.” You sighed, pulling away from Shinsou’s embrace. He glanced at his watch, clicking his tongue when he realized he had a minute or so left.

He placed his hands on your face, compelling you to look at him. His dark purple eyes were boring into yours, and your focus momentarily went over to the ever-developing bags under his. 

“Listen to me when I say this.” Your eyebrow arched at his statement, thinking better of answering him if he decided to brainwash you now. He’d use his quirk on you as a joke sometimes, but when you noticed that any hint of playfulness was gone from his expression, you answered.

“Alright, I’ll listen.”

He smiled at that. “You worked hard to get to this point. Believe in your abilities, and you will  never feel like you aren’t enough.” He stated, removing his hands from your cheeks and placing them in his pockets. 

“Now go out there and knock ‘em dead.”

Shinsou gave you a quick kiss and ran off before more staff members came to scold him. Watching his retreating figure, you weren’t sure why you were so nervous in the first place.

After all, he believed in you.

[franeridart]

Hiya dude! Sorry if this ask is annoying, but I was wondering if I could make an oc with a similar quirk to Akane? I was considering making an oc that can control color, but if I do actually end up posting about them, I don't want to make a character that seems like a copycat. :')

Sure thing! I don’t own the concept of that power after all hahaha

Anon said:Will there be any of the KiriBaku kids on your red bubble? :) They’re so cute!! 💕💕

Why not!!! Just gotta draw something with them that’s actually worth uploading first 💕💕

Anon said:Your blog is so.... therapeutic??? I think I went through it at least four times by now. I'm absolutely in love with your drawing style and even better au ideas.

Ahhhhh that’s so nice of you to say!!! Thank you so much!!!!!!!! <3<3

Anon said:akane would be dangerous with red paint bombs

Anon said: Akane could shoot or throw paint balls of red paint or even powder to cover things and villains and since the paint isn't alive she could control it.

Anon said:Pertaining to the question of blood, red blood cells live approximately 120 days. If she kept blood in a tube and waited until the cells are dead, can she control them? Is one of her tools going to be capsules of red dye that she can use to paint her enemies?

!!!!!!!! Many people have mentioned that and it makes me actually super happy because that was something I thought about too, for when she’ll be a hero! The paint should be fast dry though or else she’d end up just moving the paint off the things she threw it on hahaha also about the blood thing, yes she’d be able to control it but, I mean, why would she do that hahaha

Anon said:Do you have any ideas for an older Akane? I image that she would get into UA and that she would have the coolest hero costume! With different shades of red so that she could possibly use it for defense or mobility, and a cloak that could withstand attacks. I LOVE the idea of her having red knives and weapons that she can use for offense hidden under her cloak, probably attached to her pants. OH and also she could have a red chalk pallet on her thigh so she could color things so she could move em

I do have a bunch of ideas!!! But since she’s a kiddo in the AU all ideas don’t really matter all that much yet, so I’m totally up for everyone imagining it however they wish! And I like all of your ideas so so much!!!!!! Thank you for liking my kid enough to think this much about her!!!! 💖💖💖

Anon said:i love your new bakushima parents au thing with akane!!!! it's so freaking adorable!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! 

Anon said:What is your sexuality?

I don’t mind saying, but why do you wanna know? :0

Anon said:Do you think if Akane was raised by her biological parents she could be somehow trained to use her quirk on living things? Like her morals and pure heart are what stop her from ever even thinking about doing something like that???? Sorry, idk I just tend to want sufficient angst when it comes to things I like, and I LIVE FOR AKANE!!! She could easily be a top hero and I LOVE to see more of her!! Thank you for creating her!!❤️❤️❤️

I’m gonna have to hold the answer to this question cause it’s actually gonna be the topic of a comic I mean to draw soon-ish >:]c

Anon said:That fire diamond Bakugou and Pearl Kirishima au is everything. Hope we'll get more of it in the future. I'm curious about what happened with kirishima :D

Aw anon, I’m so happy to know you liked those but I don’t think I’ll ever get back on that concept :( posting those ended up with a lot of unpleasant things happening so now they’re tied to unhappy things for me :(( sorry!

Anon said:aww Akane, give him a chance, maybe he can be your 2nd papa ^w^

>:]]]]] s o o n

Anon said:I give her like 5 years and she will like Kiri. Nobody can resist Kiri long.

>:]cccc sooner than that 

haha

Anon said:u have only been drawing akane for a while and i 110% support it i love her so much

That!!!!!!! Makes me so happy!!!!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!!!!

Anon said:I'm in love with this new au help

😭😭😭😭😭😭 thank you so much!!!

Anon said:God I am loving this please don't stop with our little red babbbey I wanna know what happens next 💙💙😔👌💙💙

AAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Anon said:I have known Akane for a day now but if something happened to her i would kill everyone in this website and then myself

You guys are gonna make me CRY FOR REAL!!!!!!! so much love thank you so so much!!!

Anon said:The way you draw bakugou is so amazing I can't even,,,z that undercut???? Beautiful. The way his treats little red???? Fantastic.

I’m GLAD you like the concept!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💗💗💗💗💗💗

Anon said:I'm very sorry to say this but.... What if Bakugo had a quirk that when he says "DIE!" the first thing he sees after saying that explodes. And what he will do with it? Will Kiri still be with him?

...................anon I’m gonna be very honest with you that sounds like the most OP quirk ever omfg does the intensity of the explosion change based on how loud it is? If so it’s such a strong quirk it’s fantastic !!! and I don’t see why Kiri would have a problem with it tbh haha

Anon said:I know this may be weird or personal but, what's your race/where are you from?

I’m Italian! It’s actually written in my faq!!

Anon said:Hi, sorry to bother you but ... Can I please draw Akane, your OC, she is so precious ! I really like your work on her, her design is truly cute ... Obviously if I post it, I will give you credit ... ( Sorry for my broken english, it's not my mother tongue )

YES!!! Thank you so much for wishing to draw her!!!!!!!!! <3<3

Anon said:You definitely don't have to stop this au any time soon. I love so it so much :D As always, your art and stories are incredible

Anon said: There is no need to apologize for continuing with this new AU, it's your blog and you can post what you want. Plus, the idea is really cute and your drawings are great! I think any kind of post of any AU is great, so don't worry about it, we're thankful for what you do, no matter the AU <3

You guyssssss!!!!!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 thank you so much for enabling me!!!

Anon said:I fcking love kirishima's hair in your latest comic, that undercut with vibrant red hair Is everyhting

THANK YOU!! I’m glad you like it since it was entirely self-indulgent hahaha

Anon said:The phone case I bought from you recently arrived and I love it a lot! You're my absolute favorite artist and I check your tumblr everyday to see if you've posted. I was wondering if you'll be connecting Akane with the other krbk kids cause it's really interesting. Plus Ultra!

Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And no, she’s a separate AU! I was actually unsure in the beginning (which is why Baku has the same hair in both aus!) but after I asked it seemed like people would have preferred it to be a separate AU so that’s where it went!

Anon said:Did you start using a different brush for lineart?

If this is about the pencil tool, no! That’s not a lineart tool, it’s just a sketch one :D I use it when I don’t feel up for detailed work and wanna be fast about what I’m making~

Anon said:Did Bakugo adopted Akane or is kinda like a teacher to her?

At the very first he was just a temporary guardian, but after a while everyone grew attached and he decided to adopt her! :D

Anon said:Ah I just had that image in my head of Akane training with her quirk so hard she can style her hair with it like super quick, like, at first she'd do it in secret then call Baku over and show him how she can make it braid itself then just has to tie the end (it's a messy braid but he's so. so proud.) (Btw I don't mean for you to draw this, I just thought it was p sweet :0 )

That’s!!! such a cute image oh my god TT0TT and I actually have half an idea for a comic for something on this line!!! well, vaguely haha maybe soon! 💕💕💕

[witchboyjimin]

okay but not you making me go major uwu and then crack up right after with the answer to my last ask lmfaoooo

love and dedication my phone has for your story hahaha. It's brothers in arms with my Browser that goes 'oh she must mean ILHDYS when i type in anything CLOSE to the words i like how' roflmao. It's all off and go from there hahahaha

And the way i cackled over your first reply to my question. It's just quite something, writing smut, huh? I was genuinely gonna say i haven't done that before but then i remembered three separate fics i wrote in teen wolf where i decidedly and irrevocably DID write that lmfao. But not as on the kinky side as yours. I do wonder tho, if you don't mind further questions of course!! How do you go about writing and putting ideas into plot and paper? Like, when do you go oh that's totally gonna be a thing I'll write and what remains a daydream only kinda thing? Hard to answer probably, huh.

I do enjoy all the smut you wrote and write, even though some things are not as much my thing if I'd consider writing myself. But first and foremost, writing is supposed to be self-indulgent imo and i can usually appreciate it the extra bit if it's apparent the authors joy is in the fic and story hihi

- cabin anon ✨

kekeke i was like i can be honest here, can't i?

dkfnsjk clearly u and ur browser are the #1 ilhdys fans wow!!! incredible!!!! you're visiting it more than me kdjfn i had better step up my game

i feel like writing porn/smut is such a...you do have to be in a certain mood and it can be quite daunting. especially because i think people sometimes assume writing porn is easy when it is. really not. i'm super grateful that jimin inspires me so much because idk if i could have written as much porn as i have if not for him. that aside, incredibly exciting that you're writing for/wrote for teen wolf fandom!!! truly one of the best fandoms out there in terms of porn AND creativity. there's some really cool story-telling in teen wolf.

as for your questions: i think i ruminate on fic ideas quite a bit. i also think, for me, i need time for an idea to kinda stew so that i can write it down the way i envision it, too. i think the fic that ends up being written vs the stuff that stays a daydream is just based on what is a reoccurring daydream/how often am i thinking about a certain idea or scene because the more you think about the same thing, the more likely you are to write it down.

of course, there are ideas i think about relentlessly that don't get written but i think usually in those cases, it's because something's missing from the story i'm telling. likely, part of me thinks it's a dull story because the plot isn't giving what i think it needs to give. i find lately i get bored very easily if i daydream about a fic and the stakes are really low or it feels like there's not a lot of tension or points of conflict. one of my current wips has kind of been put on the backburner because the plot's too basic/fluffy for me so i need to ruminate some more and figure out what story i want to tell.

also, i think with writing now i am trying to veer away from some of the traps fic lands you in eg. i want to write more fully fleshed out characters who aren't 100% likeable. i feel like with fic and especially bts fic, there's like this expectation that you only write wholesome versions of bts who never do anything wrong but that is not how real life works so a lot of my wips are being revisited and will likely be rewritten so that i feel more engaged with what i'm writing. when the characters are perfect and the plot's super low stakes, i lose interest and i'm glad i've realised that.

god! so very sorry for how fucking long this is and kudos to you if you even read this far fjdnk thank you once again for such a fun ask cabin anon ✨ you are so delightful! hope you have a great weekend!

[irwen-s]

hhhhh idk if i read it somewhere but yeah..omegas getting needy and just wanting to cuddle and have that skin-on-skin contact with their alpha in the days leading up to their heat...soft

i love discussing the non-sexual and worldbuilding aspects of abo..like obviously i love smutty smut but abo can also be super soft. yes u get it gyuri trying to make herself impossibly smaller so she can feel the safety and security of saerom's arms!!! [screams] theyre so soft

also ya ive thought about making a hc blog before but i feel like i always run out of steam before i can write my ideas out in full. for now im just happy to chat w you and bounce hcs off each other but do let me know if you get tired of me invading your askbox every other day lol!! (you'll be the first to know if i do make a blog one of these days tho :P)

if you're still up for indulging my rambles here's a new thought i had last night while watching ep 2 of fromis' from 2 meals, when jiwon messed up cooking the noodles and was being down on herself but jisun and saerom were quick to reassure her: omega jiwon with her alphas saerom and jisun. jiwon is so bright that she draws everyone around her in with her childlike excitement and seemingly endless supply of energy. her alphas, especially saerom, are guilty of occasionally egging her on and participating in her antics, but more often, saerom and jisun are content to watch from the sidelines, keeping a close eye on their little omega who shines as bright as the sun. but jiwon is human, and she's fallible, so there are moments where her light seems to dim and she doubts herself. she tries to cover up her disappointment by laughing it off but all her jokes fall flat, coming out as self-deprecating admonishments rather than her usual excitable humour. late at night, jiwon is lying with her head on jisun's lap and saerom is sitting next to them, stroking jiwon's hair. everyone is ready to pass out, bellies full with all the food they made for dinner, clothes still smelling of the barbecue smoke. "i really messed up in the kitchen today, huh? jiwonnie is a bit of a klutz, can you forgive her?" jiwon says it with her aegyo voice, looking every bit like a little duck with an exaggerated pout on her lips. saerom and jisun humour her with little chuckles. they don't even need to glance at each other to know what the other is thinking - typical jiwon, trying to play it off again. saerom raps a knuckle gently against their omega's forehead in reproach, but she makes up for it immediately after with the kiss she presses to jiwon's hair. "jiwon-ah, you did great. the noodles were still delicious, as if you couldn't tell with everyone wolfing them down at lunch," she scoffs, though there's no bite to the statement. jisun, who's been silent this whole time, hums in agreement, cupping jiwon's chin in her hand so she has to look up and make eye contact with her alpha, and for a moment, jiwon looks heartbreakingly vulnerable. "just...tell me i'm good?" saerom and jisun's hearts squeeze in their chests. jiwon, with her face free of makeup, wearing a t-shirt so big for her that she's almost drowning in it, is their baby. their omega to love and protect and cherish. "of course, baby. you're so good, and you did such a good job today," jisun says, kissing the palm of jiwon's hand. saerom has so many things she wants to say to jiwon - i love you, you're amazing, you light up every day for me, you make me want to be a better friend, lover and alpha - but she settles on "good girl," and the way that jiwon's eyes crinkle and her cheeks flush let saerom know she made the right choice. later, after jiwon is all tired out from saerom and jisun attacking her face with a relentless flurry of kisses, jisun softly offers to teach their omega a new recipe on their next free day, and even though there's still that self-doubt that lingers in the recesses of her mind, jiwon knows there is no judgment from her lovers.

oop i wrote another essay 💀 you suggested abo fromis and now youve created a monster. hope u enjoy my ramblings lmaooo pls feel free to contribute ur thoughts on this poly pairing, i love them already

- flover anon

wah thats such a cute abo headcanon . . . i think theres a kinda similar prompt in my inbox an anon gave me that relates to this so im gonna end up writing it eventually hahaha

omg you like the non-nsfw kind of worldbuilding stuff of the abo-verse too, thats super cool! im kinda crap at worldbuilding but the behaviorial aspects of abo seriously intrigue me a lot. i like exploring that for sure, especially for more atypical abo relationships

oh man yeah . . . thats just the shitty thing about writing. you have to make the thoughts pay rent in your head . . . gish gish. please let me know the day you try out a headcanon blog! or just even writing out a full out fic, i would lose my mind over that.

ive been rereading your mini fic essay for like the past few hours cause i cant stop Thinking about it now flover anon oh my goddddddd. i admittedly like saerom when shes paired with jiwon and jisun the msot but i didnt consider them as a TRIO until you put this in my inbox??? and jiwon as their omega while theyre both alphas is driving me crazy ive literally never thought of this before holy shit.

(jiwon trying to play it off as a joke even though she actually does feel guilty and insecure about it is making my heart explode especially because saerom and jisun already know exactly what shes doing and theyre immediately there to reassure her sobs)

i LOVE this idea and you just basically wrote a whole prompt out here oh my god . . . i want to write it but you already wrote it . . . im basically huhuing right now. i literally cant. this is so good? this is so *good* omfg

okay i know i took a super long time to respond to this but thats because i literally dropped everything to 1) watch the from 2 meal episode because i havent watched it yet i was gonna save it for later and to 2) write a small continuation BECAUSE I COULDNT RESIST. you wrote something so soft and sweet and i just [screams into a pillow] i wanted to add to it oh my god

flover anon . . . can you please for the love of jesus send in an actual fromis abo prompt with this trio cause i want to write something for them jfc, like sfw or nsfw either way