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spent the afternoon organizing the dice collection
#this was fun and direly needed#all of these were divided between the bag and the hand-shaped bowl#both of which were overflowing with dice and thus unusable#now any houseguests can actually pick dice if they forget their own! or choose from the pre-made color schemes! :D#and i can actually carry the dice bag with me without it being a major hassle#this still doesn't include the dice i use for tomu. or aalo#or the ones that feel too special to get mixed in with the rest of the collection#i feel like i should figure out a real actual way to store this amount of dice but this'll do for now#i like how pretty they all look now#sussitalk#dice tag
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tried really hard to capture some of his whimsy
#this truly is a practice piece i wanted to try practicing both capturing likeness and drawing a smile#and honestly got so frustrated and kind of gave up and did whatever after strugling with the face so much like i didn't even try with the#clothes anymore and just simplified but they ended up looking better than the face maybe bc i wasn't trying so hard lmao#but i had fun he's occupying so much of my brainspace rn unfortunately#and i really tried to capture xiao zhan's likeness and his beautiful smile :) and i think in the end it worked out ok? like wei wuxian's#whimsy is there i think. like still need to refine and all that to better capture all that but first attempt!#long tags but i really was going through something#he's my bestie my beloved <3 silly little guy <3#wei wuxian#wei ying#mdzs#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the untamed#wei wuxian fanart#mdzs fanart#the untamed fanart#my art#digital art#<- i always feel weird putting so many tags but also feel the need to try to accurately categorise#in a bewitched state currently. like it really is dire for me#posted and immediately deleted and posted again. tumblr fucked up my colours </3 it still turns green when i upload </3 can't fix it </3
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we just need a desmond crashout next chapter and maithall stocks will go up like crazy
#makotalk#project eden's garden#p:eg#pjeg#desmond hall#maithall#or chapter 3. i can be patient. dont direly need a crashout but it would just be fun
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(no spoilers please!)
nasty disgusting guy. get cerebroslugged, doofus
#my art#dimension 20#d20#a starstruck odyssey#aso#dnd#norman skip takamori#i have two markers to my name#three if you include the highlighter#need to up my marker game it's growing dire because i yearn for colour and have none to use. such is my pitiful life#anyway! aso is so fun. such a crisp and vibrant world#been compiling a collection of skip clips because i am to zac like a moth is to a flame#the weirdestttttt fucking creature god
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AHHHHHH COMM FOR @shadow-heart-077 ! this one entailed. so mcuh trial and error but i Love the result :) happy 2 be doing cool larger pieces again!!!
#my art :]#two things i RLY wanna start doing again#are big rendered pieces and sketch pages#i need to get into So much bc i wanna do fanart again as well#obv. theres always smth so fun about connecting w other peoples brains#OCS TOO THOUGH!!!!!!!!!! SCREAMING#and commissions are Tentatively open but i dont rly have prices and thankfully hours at work have been ok so its not dire#we ball!!!!!!#hi again guys i swear im for real back
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me staring into the distance:
so the evanuris/blight situation is that: solas managed to, at the height of his power + with all his ancient elf besties helping, seal them into the black city and make the veil. and this took so much out of him that he was basically comatose for 5000 years. ok fine.
but then in vg, his initial plan was to put them in a different jail, while the veil is still up (despite that weakening all magic significantly and making it difficult to even access the black city). and then he wants to tear down the veil afterwards, presumably expecting to still be awake to do so. despite not having his original orb or his ancient elf besties anymore? so it doesn't particularly make sense in general. similar to how he described what he wanted to do with the orb, you'd expect him to take out the veil first and then reseal/move the jail?
(and then he wanted to put them into a Regret Prison when he is the ONLY one out of that entire situation who feels any regrets... 😭)
then his more ambiguous-sounding veil removal motives of being depressed about elves/spirits and unable to see the modern world as worthy of existence... become almost irrelevant. bc it's kind of necessary for him to Do Something? or else everyone fully dies of turbo blight when the archdemons die and the black city inevitably opens?
but then no one really mentions the looming catastrophe of the blight part, and they handwave it at the end, and all act like he's being very unreasonable. which he is! but only bc they made him dumber than a rock and weirdly inconsistent in his capabilities, not bc his motivations were actually proven to be wrong. aaaaa.
#veilguard critical#txt#i'm going to be honest. the regret prison was like#SO goofy as a concept imo#like yeah ofc it'll trap solas dreadwolf. guy who regrets every action ever taken in his entire life starting from day 1#the well known sunk cost fallacy king#why would it trap... a bunch of self absorbed dictators...#elgar'nan peacefully: ''i've thought about it and i'm great actually. never did anything wrong 😌'' and leaves#''ahhh it's about PROCESSING regret-!'' well unfortunately that's still very unconvincing#rook had a small handful of regrets and just walked out no problem#presumably the evanuris have even fewer and milder regrets?#elgar'nan like ''hm. i regret not killing my wife sooner! ok i've processed it. time to leave 😌''#ghilan'nain like ''i regret not making my ultimate creation: three crocodiles a halla and an elf mashed together. would've been fun''#????#like putting a rat in a box made of cheese...#it would make way more sense if the evanuris made it in the black city as a way to trap solas while they were in their time out tbh#vg's whole plot is just like#a series of ''don't worry about it kitten'' missing threads#and it does seem like they never fully decided on whether they wanted his plan to be ''necessary'' or not#so they flip flopped between making it sound like a guilt-fueled nostalgia thing that he should be talked out of or stopped#versus a genuine trolley problem that is just Too Unspeakably Dire to reveal#and then decided there could not be any moral complexity so trolley problems are as bad as the worst version of the plan. fhsjfbh#personally the regret prison is my stupid google doc bc i unfortunately need to consider this for solas' internal narration 😔#at any given time i am the pepe silvia diagram meme...
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FANFIC TIIIME
I've only read a few sentences yet and I'm already hyped!! Rambling in the tags below (part 1)
#💬 rory rambles#puppeteer au#YES we WERE in dire need of Pomni-centric content thank you dear author#the ribbons being endless and everywheeere. based#PASSENGER IN YOUR OWN BODY MENTIONED#girl I love the determination (though we all know how this will end)#THE REFERENCING THE DAY ONE COMIC AAAAAAHHHHH#I AM FREAKING OUT RN#and the allusions to The Incident hehehehehehheh#ohh Kinger... never change#the hinting that maybe Gangle stayed away from Jax because she feared getting injured. because she wasn't powerful enough yet#hmmm oh yes yes I am considering it#MY SECOND ONESHOT'S EVENTS fuckkk I really don't like that one anymore. really don't like it#but I respect your choice to include it#I didn't give you guys much “canon” lore to go off of after all#about certain events#...because I didn't HAVE very certain events in mind. just a vague direction for things to go tbh. I was just fuck it we balling it#STRUNG UP LIKE AN ABSTRACT ART INSTALLATION#exactly exactlyyy#HAHAHAHAH OHH WOW THAT IS HORRIFYING#HER SPEAKING THROUGH ZOOBLE#I LOVE THAT#yeah Pomni is a nervous laugher I getcha girl#fun fact (just remembered this from Jax showing up brandishing scissors) I have thought of a sort of “bossfight”#between Gangle possessing Ragatha vs Jax and Pomni. for funsies. whenever I listen to a specific Spider Dance remix I imagine it#GANGLE HAVING A MONSTER FORM???? YES PLEASE#“She'd never thought that Jax could scream like that. She never thought he was capable of begging like that.”#I am grinning like a sick sadistic freak rn#THEM BOTH SPEAKING AT ONCE ohh haunting. I enjoy it#I'll wrap it up on this post bc there's a tag limit BUT I'M STILL GOING
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poll time cause i'm very frustrated about the results of the last drag race episode & i think almost no one who follows me watches drag race which is perfect cause it means no biases. so watching this video of two drag queens lipsyncing to defying gravity from wicked, who do you think performs the best ? (aka who embodies the song best, whose performance do you resonate with the most etc.)
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tell me your reasoning in the comments too if you'd like <3
#i've been really miserable lately lol so i need some fun discourse to focus on yeay#play with me please lol my life is genuinely dire i'm processing the traumas from the past months and i've been on my period for 3 weeks
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Btw I’m home and done with my philosophy class today and it’s only the second day but damnnnn like Ik philosophy is inherently subjective but um. some of you guys are just stupid i think (the ppl in my class, nobody here 😭💗)
#prof is annoying as hell + mumbles a bunch + wears a mask so he’s impossible to understand much of the time#and moreover. aside from the girl that sits next to me (who seems very nice so far) everyone is literally so full of shit#‘yea if my friend was being attacked I would definitely put my life on the line to help them id die for my homie’#yea okay sure dude. I’m very confident that you would give up your life in a split second decision to save your friend instead#of idk. running away?? that’s what I’d do and I’m not afraid to admit it 😂#like everyone thinks they’d do ‘the right thing’ in these life or death situations#but like 90% of you guys would just run the fuck away I just know it. be so real rn#*sniffling dramatically* you are all so dumb#(again @ the ppl in my class)#this class is gonna be something/neg#also there’s gonna be a ton of group projects. with these ppl. so that’ll be fun and cool 👍#sorry to get on the intellectual high horse or whatever but man#you guys need to be realistic. you can’t just pretend like you have the moral high ground bc you SAY youd die for someone else#that doesn’t make you morally superior 😐#idk if this makes sense but trust me. it’s dire out here 😭
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i did it i have CRAFTED my top 100 albums (as of this moment) TAke a look yall
i did this for the love of them game so im not tagging but 🫵 GO DO IT if you so desire
#making this made me realize how many older albums i still direly need to listen to lol. most of these albums are newer#oh and i didnt repeat artists to make it more fun teehee#skulltxt
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and all i can taste is this moment, and all i can breathe is your life
by firenati0n on ao3
T | 9999
tags: city of angels au, guardian angel henry, lawyer alex, 5+1, dual pov, hurt/comfort, angst with a HAPPY ENDING! NOT THE MOVIE ENDING I PROMISEEEEEEEEEEEEE
“In all the years, across all the universes, in the midst of all these people…you saw me. You felt me somehow. A gossamer fine thread connecting us, yet you grasped and tugged and held on tight. If losing my wings means I gain you, then that is a loss I will bear with gratitude.”
Five times Guardian Angel Henry yearns for a truly human sensory experience, and the one time he feels them all at once. Or, Henry discovers the joys of humanity through Alex’s eyes, finds himself, and falls in love. Or, Henry takes a leap of faith, and Alex catches him.
xoxo roop
also i know i talked about this in literally january so tagging some folks who expressed interest in this in the past pls don't mind me <3 ilysm xoxo
@ninzied @suseagull04 @onward--upward @duchessdepolignaca03 @@candyspandemonium @anincompletelist @inexplicablymine @heysweetheart-writes @wordsofhoneydew @nocoastposts @onthewaytosomewhere @magicandarchery @celeritas2997 @cha-melodius @junebugclaremontdiaz @kiwiana-writes @eusuntgratie @bigassbowlingballhead @hgejfmw-hgejhsf @littlestar2911 @leaves-of-laurelin @tinyarmedtrex @galitzine-nick @anchoredarchangel @gltzine @getmehighonmagic @thirdeye1234 @movetoheavens @starkfridays @indestructibleheart @littlemisskittentoes @songliili @theprinceandagcd @gay-flyboys
#rwrb fic#fics#rwrb#roop writes#fic: angel au#fanfiction#another genre unlocked: hurt/comfort and angst#adding to my roopertoire#(thanks for that fun word anchor jasdkfjalsf)#i have been avoiding this wip since january#and it is finally done#and i cried every time i sat down to write it#and it is so deeply personal to me#so i hope you love it as much as i do#felt cathartic to write#i am henry fr#i need my alex expeditiously#the situation is getting rather dire
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one of the things that you will inevitably notice if you take one of those data literacy classes, or even one of those sad "how to read a qualitative research paper" classes like the one i took in library school, is that most research is pretty bad by textbook standards. most of it! perhaps that is not true in all disciplines, but if you are trying to read a serious paper with any kind of data component about information science, good luck buddy. education seems pretty bleak too, by volume. which is not to say that there is no worthwhile research being done or useful data being collected, but i think about it a lot, because it is, i might argue, my job to think about knowledge production & dissemination. we are talking research methodologies on the tier of "i posted a google form in an open facebook group" and "i asked my twenty-five student employees what they thought" and "i interviewed five of my colleagues and wrote notes in my notebook" being published in widely circulated, well-regarded journals. research design is both a) a discrete skillset and b) time-consuming, so it doesn't necessarily happen, and it is pretty complicated to figure out if the kinds of data you can easily collect are actually usefully descriptive of the problem you are trying to approach. as always my first prescribed solution is "more money, so we can have more staff, so we can spend longer and try harder on projects," but there are obviously other problems here too
#im working from home rn 😇#every now & then i have a moment of deep wrongheadedness where i consider getting a phd in library science#no one on earth needs a phd in library science but i could then a) occasionally adjunct in library schools which sounds fun#and b) possibly do something about how fucking dire the state of research in the field is. from my perspective.#most of the scholarship about libraries is written by academic librarians because they have time + infrastructure + pressure to publish#however & i say this with respect they do not know what the fuck they are talking about outside of their specific context#psychology has huge ideological problems but when people point to the methodological stuff i'm always kind of like.#well. yeah. that's social sciences for you. these are really common issues
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Current fic in a nutshell:
Scourge: Don’t be scared of the Emperor, be mad about what he did to you and everyone else
Cas: What if I’m mad about what he did to YOU instead
Scourge:
Scourge:
Scourge: You know what, fine, whatever gets you moving here, just deal with him
#kem rambles#the constant butting heads/principles vs the very dire need to work together is so much fun to write
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I'm in a weird predicament with one of my WIPs.
It's not something I've shared on Tumblr (or anywhere else, for that matter). There's not much to share at the moment anyway, just a few pages of a very rough draft. In such early stages I don't want to say too much, except that it's a psychological horror novel and one of the top contenders for being my debut when I finally publish mainstream.
The characters and plot have been living in my head for quite a while, in a way that's different than some of my other WIPs. You see, writing this story will be both cathartic and vulnerable for me. I'll have to expose my ugliest inner thoughts to all of my readers in a grand effort to cut out the worst parts of myself. Like a weird ritual of healing, coping, and therapy all rolled into one, if that makes sense.
In short, I will not be portraying myself in a flattering light. But that's not what's stopping me.
This past year and a half or so has been... weirdly emotional for me. Lots of cloud nines and rock bottoms. I've struggled with (and continue to struggle with) broken trust, loss of loved ones, heartbreak, envy, regret, uncertainty of the future and of my place in the world—all themes that are essentially the pillars of this WIP I'm talking about now. And because of this, I fear that the subject matter, which was already personal, has become too personal. Too close to my heart and mind.
Maybe these intense, tumultuous moments will eventually die down. Or maybe they won't. But either way, eventually this is a story I want to share. I think it's the only way I'll be satisfied.
And now I'm thinking about all the people in my life who might read this. And yes, there's always a level of anxiety in sharing your writing with someone you love and trust. But what I'm feeling isn't anxiety—it's fear. Because if I share this story with the most important people in my life, there's a good chance that they'll recognize themselves in it. Not because I've painted them in a negative light, but because they're so interwoven with who I am that they'll be seeing a part of me that I always keep buried. They'll see all the dark thoughts that I try to filter out, that I try to leave unspoken—except now it's all on display for them. And it feels cowardly that I couldn't say any of it out loud, or put it to rest in utter silence. It feels like I would be forming rifts, burning bridges between myself and others.
I would be destroying something sacred. And the last thing I want to do is hurt the people I love.
I don't know if venting about it online is gonna help anything. I don't even know if I even want advice. I'm just scared to write this story that, for so long, I've built into my road for self-acceptance.
I know without context it all sounds cryptic, and I promise it's not as deep as it feels at 1AM. But at this point I'm sure you've heard of the mortifying ordeal of being known. And of the importance of 'doing it scared.' There's truth to both, and they've never conflicted with me before. But for the first time, I'm genuinely scared to write something I feel in my bones needs to be written.
And I don't know if that means I need to back off until I calm down, or charge full speed ahead.
#long post sorry#if you read till the end I appreciate you#at the very least I needed to get this off my chest because oh my god I don't know what to do about this#for once it's not important for me to spell out exactly what I'm feeling#best case scenario is that things get better with time (because I know it'll be ok even if it doesn't feel like it)#worst case scenario is that things could get very complicated and uncomfortable very quickly#on paper that doesn't sound too bad but I'm anxious and desperate to do good that I feel like I'm at a stalemate with this one#luckily I have other projects like Agent Ace that have less dire complications for my personal life#(maybe that's a bad example bc AA is actually hella political but for me at least it will be an easier story to tell and it's FUN)#but one day I'm gonna have to come back and address this for real#but for now I'm okay with just throwing this post into the void and not thinking about it again for a while#thanks again have a good night#late night rambles#ella's writing
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Had kari make me a smoothie out of pineapple, açaí, and blackberry. Did you guys know about this? It’s the cure to all disease
#was having a category 4 period headache event on Monday and nothing was helping until we put our heads together and came up with this concoc#concoction of fruits we had bought pre tonsillectomy to prepare#and in my time of dire need this had me like headache disappeared within seconds it was incredible#I had her make it for me again today just for fun and it’s still so good#it’s not sweet but it’s not completely tart either it’s the perfect balance#so good#chhapa
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tired of being silent on the issue. let me in the writers room NOW
#going to lead a workshop on how to write good time travel narratives. the situation is dire here#text#time travel#photo#YOU CANNOT ESTABLISH HARD RULES TIME TRAVEL SYSTEM AND WALK IT BACK LATER. DR WHO KNOWS THIS. TED CHIANG KNOWS THIS. WHY DOESNT ANYONE ELSE#i’m not even joking even LOKI did this better#but umbrella academy girl. be for real#doom patrol did this better#ted chiang#stories of your life and others#arrival#doctor who#the umbrella academy#doom patrol#avengers endgame#🤢#THE PLOT HOLES#THE CHARACTER ASSASSINATION#voltron doesn’t really have time travel but it somehow did the exact same sci fi sins by a remarkable feat of bad writing#you can write nonsense time travel you can do it! it’s okay!!! it’s fun even!!!#BUT YOU CANT IGNORE ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE TIME TRAVEL STORIES WORK AND OR BE GOOD AND OR BE FUN. AT ALL.#back to the future baby. we need you back more than ever
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