#tho more sketches may be incoming!! ^_^

[bat-luun]

oh yea i have other ocs look at my funny space dog

[pastelaspirations]

Yip :3 Henlo friend

Somewhere around 24 chapters now. I’m having to like limit myself or ima have a doodle for every chapter- I’m trying to get this done within a normal amount of time bro 😭

Also I’ve fallen into the tryna do too much trap and decided you get multiple full page fully rendered drawings also. I have one finished but I want at least one more. Maybe more depending on if the idea hits just right.

I am proud of myself tho because instead of coming up with something completely new I dragged out one of my old sketches from like months ago that never went anywhere and redid it into ✨something presentable✨

Apologies that I continue to yip yap in your inbox about my progress (or lack thereof-) but I swear it makes me do more because then there’s the fact that someone is waiting on me and like. It counteracts my procrastination?? Idk

Anywho. Ima talk about how much I love the fic some more because u deserve to know how good ur writing is <3

The slow burn is killing me (/pos) but the world building makes it totally worth it. I can tell reading like the sheer amount of effort that went into building this world around the characters and it feels like live filming instead of on a stage or smthin 🥰 One of my favorite characters (aside from the obvious main character biases) is actually Oren. Yes. He’s a jerk. But I love his development bro. And I also have a soft spot for cool designs and the reworked design in my head is like on point man. Anyway. Trying to read into all his motives and recognizing the seesaw of antagonist character but also real person who’s not black and white good or evil is like. One of my favorite parts of reading it. Very nice 👍 Also. Gaster. My man. My creepy probably not gonna murder you in your sleep if you accidentally spilled coffee on his shirt seventeen years ago evil genius man Gaster. Hehe. Need I say more? And and and all I can say is I’m remembering bits and pieces of when I read thru the first time and like clawing at the walls trying to remember when they happen so I can feel satisfied.

Now that I’ve provided a wall of text. Summary: Good fic. Recommended to my partner actually 👍👍 Good character. Good good good. Art incoming. Hopefully soon but may be a lil bit cuz ima be busy these next two weeks :’/ but ima try rlly hard to finish before the busy starts-

*Fades into the shadows again. Until next time*

AAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCK, BRRRO. SO MANY KIND WORDS, I AM TRYING TO READ AND APPRECIATE, HOLD ON

B r o. Do you, I ask sincerely, like to hurt yourself? BECAUSE, MAN, FULLY RENDERED, FULL PAGE DRAWINGS?? AND DRAWINGS FOR EACH CHAPTER??? LIKE, NOOOO. SWEET, YOUNG SOUL, DO NOT GIVE IT AWAY FOR SUCH A THANKLESS ENDEAVOR-

But I also know what you mean. I am... still procrastinating drawing the fourth anniversary drawing(s) because I decided that, I too, like to hurt myself-

ACK, I KNOW. I'M MY OWN WORST ENEMY. I want the two goofballs to do cute couple crap so bad, but I decided to make it the slowest burn of all time. Because Ink is a clueless demi with crippling self-esteem issues and Error is a very confused bi who has no idea how to articulate his feelings. WHAT A MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN, EVERYBODY-

Also, I'm just. Gripping your shoulders right now

Are you kidding me. We've got Oren and Gaster fans in here, I am so excited and laughing like a mad man-

I mostly say that because a lot of fans... understandably do not like them. SO, I AM SURPRISED WHEN I SEE PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE "HELL YEAH, I ACTUALLY L I K E THE ASSHOLE DRAGGO BOI AND THE MORALLY GRAY SCIENTIST GUY-"

But yes, thank you, thank you, I try very hard to make everyone seem like real people and not just "someone is a jerk and they'll never be anything more than that-"

[cheswirls]

i think if i can jus remember to navigate thru and upload smth for aokuro day i will be solid but also im taking 7 classes this semester so I'm not promising anything

[yanderecandystore]

How would Jack react to an artistic s/o, like he carries a sketchbook with him at all times and once Jack saw that he had at least a full page of just Jack doodles and sketches

Yo, hello there! I'm sorry for taking so long to answer you, I was trying to find the right time to write! :3

Do y'all mind if I changed it up a little bit? Changing a little bit of "reader's role" in this headcanon, instead of always being the "one of his gang's members" and such. I decided to add a little more than one page of sketches though •v• because I'm an ass.

Also oh my God, I'm sorry for babbling so much at the start ;-;.

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A cool and peaceful breeze in the middle of all Hell [Yandere!Delinquent OC Male artist!Reader - Headcanon]:

Let's set the stage, dear.

You're one of many students inside Saint Bernard's School for Prodigies, a place that since it's building process, was meant to be a safe environment to all gifted students, and even students that didn't seem to have any talent at all. It was built to be a welcoming place.

It was built to rival Amaryllis Academy. While Amaryllis was focused on a specific group of people (coff coff rich families coff coff), Saint Bernard's was supposed to be the… "Common crowd alternative".

It never got to the same level of development as Amaryllis did. Although there are rumours about the Academy being a breeding ground for prejudice and discriminatory behavior (involving a lot of bullying towards students that had paid their way into the scholarship), Saint Bernard's was basically disfuncional.

The only thing granting a base for it's failed and shaky structure, was government income and the rumours around the school. Student deaths, delinquency, gang fights, fragile authority that fails to reinforce school regulations, contraband inside school grounds, no security for both the faculty's staff nor the students, severe cases of bullying, etc, etc.

You heard that a billion times. And don't get me wrong, it is not like there aren't good people here, good people that can't afford a better place to go. But the bad overthrows the good.

So here you are, just another boy trying to pass through the school year like any other student. A guy trying to keep under the radar of… Basically, every single student and teacher in this place. You came with terms that, sadly, you couldn't trust no one here.

You saw what happens if someone like you starts to get comfortable around these people. They're brutal. The thought of getting out of this place has crossed your mind many times, but you don't really know where else to go. It's the nearest place to your house, and it's literally free to enter.

You're the silent type, you're not exactly antisocial by any means, you just prefer to be left alone with your pens and your trust sketchbook, although, it's kinda not having much space left, is it?

You don't have more money to buy a better set of materials, and to be honest, you're aware of how unkindly people would treat you if you bring something a little more pricey. There were students who were already picking on you for the fact that you just kept drawing and being a lazy bun, if they saw you with things that clearly looked (even a little bit) expensive you would never hear the end of it.

You remember seeing a poor girl (I mean literally) who had saved her money to buy a new pair of shoes, since her's were clearly old and tearing apart. Her tenacity was something really admirable, as she saved more than enough money to buy something actually good for her. Something she probably didn't seem to be accustomed with, as her reaction to getting her new shoes destroyed in front of her own eyes was absolutely heartbreaking.

Chills still run down your spine, as you remember one boy saying something like-

"- It's her own fault. She shouldn't have come to this place wearing that."

You really hate this place, the only shine of light though was what you heard another boy say.

"- Yeah, it sure is a poor girls' fault that a bunch of imbeciles are jealous of her accomplishments." That sarcastic tone was more than enough to get your attention, looking at the direction of the voices talking you saw the two boys that were talking.

One was clearly discomfortable with the situation, like he just said something stupid and is trying to not sound as bad as it was, and the other one who was not even looking at the asshole beside him, and oddly enough, he wasn't looking at the situation happening in front of everyone anymore. He felt like someone was looking at him, and coincidentally, there you were.

Of course, he looked at you like he would simply get up and beat the shit out of you for staring at him, he thought you had a problem with him, and he wouldn't mind starting a problem with you if that were the case.

The cold look was enough to send you the message, and not wanting to cause any trouble, you just moved your attention to somewhere else, ya know, like the girl suffering in the middle of the school's hall, maybe you shouldn't have looked at him for so long.

I guess you were just, caught up in his features?

Okay, maybe you have a problem now. You can't help but keep drawing him! Like, okay, you thought that maybe just one sketch would be fine. He has a lot of nice facial features and- and he is always with a closed expression. No emotions, just pure angst. You found yourself liking to draw him, and when you noticed, you had enough material to cover two pages. Two fucking pages filled with a boy don't even know!!

[Y/N], come on, get to your senses. You heard about the boy, he is one of the many delinquents running this place, if not the leader of one of the most influential gangs around this hellhole. Jack, was it?

Imagine having that guy and his gang come beat you up for being extremely nosy and drawing him so many times? You want to know what's worse though? One of these sketches were from a specific moment you saw this man without his jacket on, his shirt being see through and almost non-existent.

You need to burn all of them. Immediately. Or otherwise your school year will go from manageable to completely fucked. But some of these make great art studies tho-

"- Yo. I need to talk with you." Oh dear lord, your time has come.

"- S-Sup!" You try to hide the sketchbook before he notices some interesting depictions of himself. But honestly, it was too late boo, he already knew about it.

"- Mayday told me you've been stalking me." Jack said, not sounding even a little bit concerned about being "stalked".

You don't really know who is "Mayday", unless she is one of his gang's members. Actually, you may have a guess on who she is. You think you saw some girl giving you odd looks here and there, not really mean looks, but just "concerned looks", and now that you think about it, you saw her walking around with Jack.

Wait, was she the girl that got her shoes destroyed that day?

"- Oi! Aren't you going to say what the fuck is your problem?" While you were thinking about who that girl was, Jack took the opportunity to come closer and snatch your sketchbook.

"- Give me that. You better answer me or you won't see this until then." Jack had started to open the sketchbook up, to his absolute luck and to your demise, he opened up on that exact page.

"- Wait! Hold on, don't open it!-"

Too late though. His face said everything.

"- Woah. Interesting." Jack knows absolutely nothing about art and drawing and stuff like that. Yeah, he may know a couple of things about writing but, it's completely different to him. He is impressed with how talented you are.

That's so quite flattering details you managed to put in there, does he really look like that to you?

"- This is your work right? Is this why you kept staring at me?" He asks you, but honestly, what would answer? This guy has a whole group of people that can easily hurt you, so telling the truth can both free you and damn you.

"- Yeah, I did all of these… I'm sorry if it seemed like I was stalking you, well, I mea- I'm sorry if it made you feel awkward, I just thought you were a interesting model I guess?" There is no imaginable way of saying this without sounding like an stalker, right? God, this is so embarrassing…

Jack is absolutely flattered by this. Oh, yeah, it's creepy as fuck, love. But does he really care? I mean, dearest, do you really know him?

Mayday wasn't the first one to notice you staring, of course he felt someone drooling over him. It facinates him how ever since that day you kept being more prominent in his life, or rather, in his mind, as he never really made a move to physically interact with you.

He is surprised by how his acting skills have improved, he thought that he wouldn't find a way to convince you of his surprise when noticing your drawings for the "first time". Throughout this whole time he has thinking about you, is funny to see that in a way you were also thinking about him. Well, partially, you probably saw him as only a way to improve your art.

And honestly, he doesn't mind being your muse.

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[voidwaren]

Do you have any tips for incoming college freshman?

despite making it out alive, I’m not sure I’m totally qualified to give advice on college, but I’m gonna try anyway. 

note: this is advice of an anthropology major (and creative writing minor, both of which I can get specific on) that used to dual major in history, so results may vary. science cores are VERY different than say, like, arts. no idea how those people coped. they seemed p chill, tho.

I also may be a little out of date. I graduated five years ago, so things may have changed idk.

- keep a map of the campus on you if you’re not purely online by the time school starts again. my school gave us a planner with one in it and I had that shit for all four and a half years I was there, even when I knew the campus better than my own neighborhood. you never know when you suddenly have a class relocated to one of the arts building and you’ve suddenly forgotten where tf that even is and class starts in 20 minutes.

- (god one time I was taking an astronomy class and the lab was out in the food forest and I was like THE WHAT NOW WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT WHERE THERE THE HELL IS IT and that was the night I learned we had a food forest after two whole ass years of going to the university)

- idk if this is great advice or not but 90% of the time when I had a class, I showed up early and sat in the hallway and went over whatever we were supposed to be learning that day. it helped me better pay attention than it would have if I had done it hours before, and I’ve never had a professor that waited for me to understand before moving on, because it’s expected that you understood before coming to class. 

- AKA from my experience, you’re not going in there to learn, you’re going in there to review and ask questions on whatever your homework was. maybe you’ll learn a little more while in class, but most of college, for me at least, was teaching yourself via the readings and then gaining better understanding while in class. if you can, sit outside the class beforehand and brush up. it helps a LOT.

- take all the notes and see if you can’t find a method to take them well on YouTube. you’ll probably develop a method of minor encryption with shorthand if you’re anything like me and have professors that went super fast or readings that feel like a slow death, but, seriously. good notes mean everything.

- don’t worry about the other students, tbh. I worried a lot about the people around me for no reason, and, now that I’m out of there, literally none of it mattered in the end. college is a social thing, but don’t make it the priority over class.

- tho if they’re your partner for something and they don’t hold their weight, tattle that shit to the professor. if they’re a good professor, they’ll take the fact you’re pulling all the weight into the grading account, and hopefully help you.

- back up files in more than one place. trust me.

- email professors if you need help. it’s literally their job to help you understand what they’re teaching you. go to their office hours. I sure as fuck didn’t until I was a senior due to crippling anxiety and that was likely my biggest mistake I ever made. if they’re a bad professor and won’t help you, you have a chance to slam them in the end-of-class report thing they do.

- on that note, you probably will have a few bad professors. I certainly did. I even had to go straight to the dean after a mishap because I lost my scholarship due to a particularly bad one.

- PAY GOOD ATTENTION TO THOSE SYLLABI. highlight the fuck outta them. tack them to the wall where you’re see them everyday. also, probably, keep a planner. it’s probably the ADHD talking, but if I didn’t write things down in more than one place, I forgot about it. I learned this one the hard way, needless to say.

- if your school has a writing workshop place thing (like, where you can take your papers in and people will read them and help you fix them up) USE THAT SHIT LIKE YOU’RE GONNA BE KICKED OUT IF YOU DON’T. *especially* as a freshman, because you might think you know how to write a paper, but I can almost promise you for sure that you don’t know shit.

- enjoy yourself as much as you possibly can, especially as a freshman. you get a special n00b card when you’re a freshman, take advantage of that and get used to your new environment. go to the free things, eat as much free food as you possibly can. maybe skip drug parties, they’re kinda sketch. make friends, even if you might not keep them when you’re done. it might seem like hell while you’re in the middle of it, but I miss college so much, if only because I wasn’t the only one going through hell and the people around me knew that.

- good luck! you can always talk to me if you need to. I might not be the best help in any instance, but I’ll give it my best go.

[jlavisant]

First thing: missed you. Second thing: apart from Twitter - doesn't work for me, don't know why - is there any another place I can follow your work? Really missed you art - and your sassy tags

First thing, thank you ;w; I missed all of you guys and the fun we used to have too. Second... I haven’t been active anywhere except Facebook and I haven’t made any art to really speak of in much of this time since I’ve been away. I had to get a job that I knew I could do and would pay decently so I went back to cooking. Pay is good, but it’s very stressful and involved a LOT of overtime, so there was never a chance for me to make art for a long time. The only reason I’m even back on my blog right now is because the slow season has begun and I’m working a normal schedule. That won’t last forever of course but I want to make the most of it while it’s here.

It’s not all as bad as it sounds tho. My job forced me back into having a social life, and I’ve made some absolutely amazing friendships with my coworkers. They’re basically family to me. I would never discredit the value of an internet friendship because I’ve felt that love, and still do, but man there’s something about having a physical person hug you and tell you they love you that I had forgotten.

And while I haven’t been drawing much apart from little sketches and doodles on my breaks or off days, I’ve still been getting into new creative endeavors. Right now I’m actually balls deep in making dice boxes for D&D. I may start posting those cuz I’m pretty proud of them. A good friend from work also just started renting a studio and has invited me to work with him in creating all kinds of cool things from D&D tables and miniatures to reptile enclosures! The goal is to supplement income with this business so that I can tell my job not to fuckin schedule me more than 25 hours a week lol. That’s the long term. We’ve only just started. He does have a few reptile rescues already tho that are getting very nice homes. They’re so cute ugh I could die.

ANYWAY THIS TURNED INTO A WHOLE BACKSTORY but uh yeah there’s also the fact that my friends have been up my tail about making sure I don’t give up on art. And I certainly never intended to! I’m just trying to find some balance I suppose. When that art does start to come, it’s going to be posted here so you don’t have to look anywhere else! <3 <3 <3