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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.
#also has made it increasingly difficult to relate to those early into their transition honestly#like not in a bitter way it’s just like hard to express how diff the experience is#of being like a year on T vs 5 😭#ETA I muted this post ages ago now but fwiw seeing transphobes pop up in the notes on occasion just to say cruel reactionary shit#you are clowns I cannot imagine seeing a post that is ONLY about discussing with folks about the reality of a medication#and choosing to make that your moment to get a schoolyard bully jab in about how you find it gross or something.#you are less well adjusted than most children. may the universe be kinder to you than you are to others.
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#yall got annoying on this post so it's 20k ivantill now. sorry#shoutout to those of you supporting each other in the notes tho it's sweet#z.txt
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If I see one more naive white queer speaking over actual Chinese queers people and proclaiming xiaohongshu/rednote or even China in general is somehow a fucking wonderland incapable of violent bigotry I’m gonna explode

1) a lot of the queer related tags have suddenly become usable again after the great migration
2) the #le tag for lesbians literally comes from the #lesbian and #les tags being banned so to act
3) the welcome you’re receiving by chinese people isn’t what actual Chinese queers have experienced (we experience a bombardment of loud angry homophobes/transphobes every single fucking day) and every single Chinese queer I know has been ranting about this for days. Unfortunately a lot of people are hypocrites who are only nice to the guests in the house
4) not only is this rhetoric of don’t ask don’t tell being the main consensus in China FALSE (I don’t even want to get into the media’s suppression of hate crimes and how many queer activism accounts are being banned left and right), passive queerphobia is still FUCKING QUEERPHOBIA…
The audacity to come into OUR HOUSE and speak over us after 3 days of being pampered on this app just for being western is vile and so fucking demoralising because we’ve been yelling about our condition for so long and you guys would rather not miss out on social media brainrot than to actually apply some nuance for once… you guys wanted to distance from the sinophobic propaganda take of China being unequivocally evil so bad that you’ve swung to the other end
#人怎么可以贱成这样#the one word in my post that sums my feeling up is just. demoralizing. it feels so fucking bad to have our voices ignored#by our own countrymen AND by those who are supposed to be a part of our community#xiaohongshu#rednote#red book#little red book#red note#queer#lgbtq
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gem n joel the strongest duo (family) that you are
and of course. her
#geminitay#smallishbeans#gem#joel#gemjoel#gempearl#wild life smp#why are they just building gorgeous things while everyone around them dies#trafficblr#life series#eydidraws#my art#additional notes: i tried to give joel some racer pants#also very pleased i finally got to draw him with the two toe boot thing#everytime i see those kinds of shoes i think of joel for some reason#also fun fact joel is one of the first hermits i ever drew ! him and lizzie but they were a lot more . anime-y back then#but yes i wanted to give gem a more mechanic vibe and joel the more racer vibe#which is a bit ironic bec i think their roles currently as of session 2 is the opposite lol#mcyt
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🛹⛸💨💨
#Sonic#Sonadow#Sonic the Hedgehog#Jet the Hawk#Shadow the Hedgehog#Fanart#MSPaint Draw#jet is here to establish this as a sonic riders piece#and bc i think he's silly#Gives everyone their Sonic Riders gear bc those designs were the best#Sonic Riders you were PEAK#i could probably recite that game from start to finish i love it Dearly#ripped the rubber from the control sticks of my gamecube controllers playing this so much#and the OST remains 🔥🔥🔥 like Siri play Sand Ruins theme#on an other note; i'm so glad i did that dbz sonic page I have a MUCH better handle on drawing him now ♪(´▽`)
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Oh Dipper, you would LOVE Chappell Roan
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#chappell roan#pink pony club#gravity falls fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#I was hit with this vision this morning#I NEED JASON TO DO A COVER 😭 PLEASE OUGH IT FEELS LIKE SUCH A SONG THAT DIPPER WOULD SING#same with Hot To Go#no way dipper’s hitting those high notes in Good Luck. Babe properly LMAOO#I had to scribble this up to get it out of my brain bc now I need to go line my illustration homework oops
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Was dissecting the SOTM trailer and apparently your monty is a mm member comic is now canon




ANOTHER WIN FOR MONTY ENJOYERS!!!
(Original comic)
#ask reply#YOU GUYS DONT understand how hyped I got seeing that gator#I knew Monty would have just a bit more lore#cause he’s literally a swamp animal has been shown to be friendly with Mr hippo#and tge mm members being shown as in the swamp too#it much of been they were all early concepts#that faz ent use now as backup characters#I wanna say too that this SOTM Monty#he’ll probably have a small side story in notes or something#over how he was considered to be Freddy’s partner#but they instead went with springbonnie#so it can set up Bonnie and Monty’s beef LMAO#that might be delusional take but I’d be so here for it#haters for life Monty and Bonnie art 🩵#I feel so smart my brain is huge one win for me#I doubt Monty will be mega important but will be an interesting side thing#I’ll take my crumbs#idk if it’s canon just yet but him being shown is enough for me lmao close enough !!#we take those!!
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Not to preach to the choir but I wonder if people generally realize that AI models like ChatGPT aren't, like, sifting through documented information when you ask it particular questions. If you ask it a question, it's not sifting through relevant documentation to find your answer, it is using an intensely inefficient method of guesswork that has just gone through so many repeated cycles that it usually, sometimes, can say the right thing when prompted. It is effectively a program that simulates monkeys on a typewriter at a mass scale until it finds sets of words that the user says "yes, that's right" to enough times. I feel like if it was explained in this less flattering way to investors it wouldn't be nearly as funded as it is lmao. It is objectively an extremely impressive technology given what it has managed to accomplish with such a roundabout and brain-dead method of getting there, but it's also a roundabout, brain-dead method of getting there. It is inefficient, pure and simple.
#the notes on this post are about to get sooooo annoying#this doesnt touch on the fact that AI is stealing artist's jobs which i think is the real biggest harm of AI#but like#god#just take a minute and think about how stupid the current use-cases for AI are when you consider how it gets to those conclusions#this guesswork has its place in fields where guesswork is necessary like when screening for potential health issues in the medical field#but the benefit of the medical field is that when you get a false positive you can just do further testing to confirm the initial reading#that's called a second opinion and it is how the medical field is structured fundamentally#if you screen someone for cancer and it comes out positive#but it turns out they didnt really have cancer#that's fine! that's good news and it's good that you were at least wary of it!#but so many other applications for AI do not have this leeway where incorrect answers have further reaching consequences#and more importantly AI isn't stealing the fucking jobs of doctors!!!#although jesus i really wish doctors would stop using AI to take notes for patients#yes please lets give all my personal medical info to a big machine that stores and processes literally everything it hears#im sure there would never be far reaching consequences if that machine ever had a data breach#blah
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zero respect when people get all "oh nooooo i sure hope this post doesn't get a zillion noootes teehee, stop reblogging I can't have this be what people remember me for 🥺🤭" all coy and shit when the option to disable reblogs is right there. strangle that post in its crib to prove you're not a poser.
#i stand behind this so fucking hard and op was right to say it#i hope this post gets a billion notes so that all those losers see it and feel ashamed
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ANTONYMPH
#art#meta's art#deltarune#noelle holiday#noelle deltarune#girelle#siivagunner#fluttershy#antonymph#deltarune fanart#fanart#sorry for deltaposting so much for those who followed us for . not deltarune#give it a sec to get it out our system#on that note. field of hopes and dreams pal version is very good rip#and antonymph is good song
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not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing: locked in eternal psychological warfare
#thinking about them#cumplane#svsss#and other duos as well probably but I made this post for them so#probably those bitches from death note too or whatever#anyway#caitie speaks#shipping#kinda#fandom#someone added this tag and it was really good so I’m putting it on the original#the doctor and the master#lawlight#ship dynamics
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you’ve almost convinced me i’m real!
#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 spy#tf2 sniper#tf2 mvm#sniperspy#bloody suit#knife party#era.png#this was indeed an excuse to draw a sniper robot. i love those guys sooo much…#id in alt forever and always#id in alt text#more than 5 notes! impressive
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stop including selina kyle in the batfamily she should be stealing diamonds and talking like a 1930s pre-code vamp and get her pussy eaten by her two weed smoking girlfriends every night and just have a boytoy on the side for when shes bored !!! she is NOT watching those damn kids or dealing with those annoying men !!!!!!
#'did you love him?' 'i dont know the meaning of the word.' LIVES WITH ME FOREVER!!!!!!#selina kyle#she doesn't care about those kids and neither do i!!!!!! stop trying to construct a nuclear family dynamic and grow up!!#ransom note
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giving tim drake the illness. that boy doesn't have a spleen and when he gets the Normal Human Flu he is out for like two months. no one has ever been worse at being sick. his text chain with dick is just like
tim 8:07 pm
when i die do you want my playstation
dick i thought about it some more and im gonna give it to bart he likes games more. sorry I hope this doesn't hurt your feelings
i measured my heart rate and it's 83 but that seems high. that's too high right?
Cleveland clinic says asplenia can cause heart problems maybe i should call leslie
DONT TELL BRUCE BTW. HE DOESNT KNOW I'M SICK
or about the spleen thing either haha.
wait I told you about the spleen thing right?
haha
tim 9:12 pm
nvm I drank a gatorade All Good Boss!
(1 missed call - Dick Grayson 10:37 pm)
(1 missed call - Dick Grayson 10:38 pm)
(1 missed call - Dick Grayson 10:39 pm)
dick 10:40 pm
timothy drake I am at your door. let me in.
WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR SPLEEN.
tim if you don't let me in i will call babs
tim if you don't let me in i will call babs and also I will tell her about your spleen
TIMOTHY!!!
#crucially babs knows about tim's spleen and has for years. it's noted in his file and everything!#“do not send on biohazard missions”#bruce also does know tim is sick he assumes tim is handling it. he is correct comma sort of#dcu#tim drake#also crucial to note tim wanted to delete those text messages but his brain isnt Working Great atm#at the height of his illness he left a really weepy voice memo for bruce about the honor of being robin#luckily he couldn't figure out how to send it unsecured. two days later he found it and deleted it in a fit of Incredible embarrassment
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tomorrow's not coming
i can't hold onto angst for too long bc ella ashmore should never be sad ever again so consider this as well
#cinderella's castle#starkid#ella ashmore#cc tadius#elladius#tadmore#sir crumb#sir hop a lot#justine grizzwald#lucy grizzwald#lands that are#i am p proud of how this came out and it took a million years#those two factors means this will probably get. 4 notes. god bless
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