#thoughtsonaloop

[pig-on-acid]

I spent one hour yesterday crying cause I wanted my father. But it's been 15 years since his passing.

For the first time in a long time, I longed for his touch, the way he made me feel better and made me feel protected and safe.

I've never felt safe for the past 15 years actually.

I just want my father. Just for a minute, just to give him a hug and feel safe. Just for one minute.

-Kameshi

[reapnotsow-blog]

I hate those times when I feel like I’m so annoying and just feel unwanted but at the same time I’m so lonely and tired and just want to talk

[pig-on-acid]

#thoughtsonaloop #excerptfromabookillneverwrite #71 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0GT697lWrF/?igshid=qruaob0rxbd8

[pig-on-acid]

#thoughtsonaloop #excerptfromabookillneverwrite #73 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0GT0aylaOD/?igshid=23ypf9w2i6f8

[pig-on-acid]

#thoughtsonaloop #excerptfromabookillneverwrite #1 https://www.instagram.com/p/BygABgmFG7U/?igshid=afhq7ykpx28d

[pig-on-acid]

#thoughtsonaloop #excerptfromabookillneverwrite #56 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByS4lGOF_fY/?igshid=f2imf7k1liv7

[pig-on-acid]

#thoughtsonaloop #excerptfromabookillneverwrite #56 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByS3DPzlCIN/?igshid=15k3igao7tiuj

[reapnotsow-blog]

what do you do when your friends become the monsters in your head?