#trigger warning: cyber bullying

[aeyumicore]

EXPOSING MY IMPERSONATOR/HARASSER: @/IZUWUS.

edit: final update to this situation here

edit 2 (9/22): her new blog is @/clitfilms with an alias of naya. be wary interacting with her.

edit 3 (9/26): She has switched accounts and aliases/personas MANY times in the past. She was previously miguelism/startitties as ‘Stella’ (lots of issues associated with this one). 

edit: people have also come forward to let me know that she was 'albaedo' and 'reinaphoria' (two deleted blogs that were used to also harass other writers)

She had an account that she deleted recently, in light of the discourse that came about from me exposing her as my harasser, that was called “@/movedtoizuwus.” I don’t know what it was called before she named it that. 

She then moved to maimochies/izuwus as Mai/Lise/Lili.

She used minimimies, exposingaeyumicore, aeyumiicore, and aeyumicores to harass me.

And now she is on clitfilms as Naya.

Her past accounts have had a LOT of drama and harassment associated with them. Go search it up for yourself on Tumblr. A lot of it is EERILY similar to what happened to me, in terms of how she spoke, the anons she sent, etc.

Other creators have reached out to me with similar experiences being harassed by blogs LINKED TO izuwus & startitties, and believe she has MANY other active blogs as well as deactivated blogs (reinaphoria) that are linked to harassment. I will not name drop those as I cannot say with the same degree of certainty that these are 100% her (like I know startitties and clitfilms to be) but I implore everyone to be careful who they interact with.

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I have decided to move forward with exposing the person I know to be behind the @/exposingaeyumicore + @/aeyumicores (these two are the same account, just renamed), @/aeyumiicore, and @/minimimies accounts.

That person is another large, probably larger than myself, writer in this space. That person is @/izuwus.

The reason I have decided to expose: Izuwus has still not left me alone, since she took down the impersonator blog last Thursday (evidence in doc confirming the blog was self-deleted and not deleted by Tumblr). Yesterday, she stalked my Twitter, saw a tweet I made with an idea I had for a Sylus fic, and proceeded to steal the idea as her own, posting it onto her main. That was my breaking point. (More details and screenshot evidence in the document below).

I have spoken to the Tumblr Abuse Support Staff and they have confirmed that I can post this, and it would not be considered harassment as I am defending myself from the harassment I endured for the last almost 2 weeks.

I do not feel safe on my platforms. I will always be paranoid that Izuwus is stalking me. She will never stop. I have given her MANY opportunities to leave me alone. I have given them opportunities to confess privately. You will see all of those in my document, as well as even on my blog I have warned them publicly to leave me alone.

CLICK FOR LINK: EVIDENCE THAT IZUWUS IS EXPOSINGAEYUMICORE, AEYUMICORES, AEYUMIICORE, AND MINIMIMIES.

Please be warned, this document is 55 pages (and counting should I need to add more evidence). It contains heavy mentions of cyber bullying, harassment, and impersonation. The document contains video screen recordings and lots of screenshot evidence. That is why it is so long. I will try not to edit the document, but should more evidence arise, I will be adding it.

Note, I am not asking you to harass Izuwus, to unfollow, or to spread the word. I could not care less if this person loses or gains followers from this. If you decide to continue following them, I honestly don't mind, I won't hold any animosity towards you. We can still be friends, mutuals, etc. I just want to get my truth out, before she continues to twist the narrative in her favor.

As a note, I have literally almost never spoken to this writer prior to the events of August 17, where @/exposingaeyumicore was released. I am aware Izuwus has told some people that she and I are close (again I have proof). This could not be further from the truth. She literally had me soft blocked prior to this happening on August 17, and then hard blocked me with no warning after I responded to her in our DMs that I did think her new layout was identical to mine.

I also have never had any issues with any readers, writers, anyone on Tumblr prior to this debacle. Not in my asks, not in my messages, not publicly. I absolutely did not start this. She started this, and brought it to Tumblr. So I am letting the people of Tumblr make their own decisions.

I will not be mass-messaging this post to anyone. I will not be commenting this post to any of her posts. I will not be going down her list of followers and sending it to them. I will post it here, and my Twitter, and that's it.

I am posting this on my main blog, and not making a burner, because I have nothing to hide. Should Izuwus refute this, or continue to make ANY claims about me, I will not be responding. It is very clear that nothing she says can be trusted, and I have provided ample legitimate proof (using HER OWN screenshots + taking screen recordings).

Especially after the @/exposingaeyumicore post, I have proven my innocence time and again. I have nothing to hide. No reason to lie.

If any other harassment targeting me happens (impersonation, vile claims, photoshopped screenshots), or any other creators in this space for that matter, I think we know who it is.

I apologize if I am not able to respond to all comments, messages, or asks. I am so exhausted.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, and if you decide to read the entire document, thank you again. Please stay safe online everyone. You could mind your own business and still be targeted. Be careful what info you share about yourself. Just be a good person.

[phantomwithbreakfast]

~ Forbidden Love ~

Pitch Pearl DP Phan Fic story.

You can read it on FanFiction.net

(Posted two chapters, third is coming soon—story totally not finished yet, so follow along if you want—but wrote already six more chapters ahead that needs to be revised first)

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Summary:

Pitch Pearl (coming soon into the story — so that’s a spoiler I guess).

Trigger Warning {Bullying and Harassment — Violence — Emotional Distress — Strong Language}

I rated it as T, but I think maybe it has to be M, I don’t know.

Danny is not a stranger to keep secrets—he spent almost two years already after the accident happened with the ghost portal, hiding the biggest of all. But now, haunted by relentless bullying (physical, mental and cyber) and tangles in emotions he can’t fully understand, he finds himself torn between duty, friendship, and an inescapable desire—a bond he’s unsure he should even want. To move forward in his life, Danny must confront the part of himself he’s been avoiding, facing the rawest truths he’s tried to bury.

I started this story to explore the complexities of identity and the ways we navigate different sides of ourselves, while also processing my own experiences with Post Traumatic Stress.

Main Characters:

Danny Fenton

Danny Phantom

Sam Manson

Tucker Foley

Dash Baxter

Own Character

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I also have more stories to share online, maybe. I don’t know. I am an introvert at this point lol.

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Art made in ProCreate.

DP copyright/rights, belongs to Nickelodeon.

I don’t know why I always draw Danny like he’s angry… 🫥

[xotaemintol]

JSMR [pt.1]// LEE JENO X FEMBLACK READER

[she/her pronouns are used. Warning, this fanfiction includes: cursing, drinking, smoking, mentions of cheating, abusive relationship dynamics, mentions of cyber bullying, protected sex, virgin idol, and more. If any of this these things are triggering for you, please look away. Minors, do NOT interact. Thank you.]

//fluff with slight angst//

(Jeno is an AMSRIST, for the last few years he’s comforted you through your toxic relationship with his videos, lulling you to sleep on your most difficult nights. After years of being one of his biggest fans, you’re finally able to meet him through a mutual friend of yours and your worlds finally being to align.)

//your point of view//

"Everyone, welcome to J...S...M...R. I'm Jeno. Hello, hello, hello. Today, I have something exciting planned—it's a little different from the usual things I do, but I wanted to do something special since I'll be reaching 10 million subscribers soon. So, for today I-"

"Y/N!" I jump as my headphones are ripped out of my ears aggressively by my boyfriend. "I told you to be ready by 4pm on the dot, not 4:01, not 4:02, not 4:03. Four O'fucking clock, are you deaf or something? Like seriously, do I have to spell it out for you every time and then basically drag you out the house?" I roll my eyes and snatch my headphones back from his hand.

"I swear, it's like you're five years old or something. What adult is that bad at time management?" He scoffed and rolled his eyes, he shook his head and looked around the bathroom.

"It's only 3:57, why are you-" He cuts me off before I can finish and yells; "I don't care! I told you 4 O'clock!" He holds his hand up in my face, showing four fingers to further emphasize his point. "By the time we leave it'll be 4:02, I get that you're used to having no where to be and nothing to do unless I'm involved—but people like me are punctual." He complains.

Just like always I'm silent, listening his seemingly endless tirade. I never understand why he's so adamant on dragging me along to every single one of his 'social events', he knows I hate going—yet and still, he remains selfish and drags me along. He says it's to "show off his beautiful girlfriend” and to teach me out to properly “network”. But I think it's to show others that he's successful in every aspect of life.

He's a talented artist, he has the nicest cars and clothes, he's young and handsome, and to accompany him he has a young and beautiful foreign girlfriend.

It's tiring being paraded around by him, and it never makes him look good—most people wonder why I'm still with him after six years. There's been countless scandals about him cheating on me at parties, or ones about us secretly living in separate homes; all of his close friend wonder why I haven't left him.

Still, he wants to pretend for the public and clean his image of being a shitty boyfriend.

"Are you even listening?" He slams his hand down onto the vanity and lowers his gaze to me, "Yah," He says in a low tone. "Didn't I tell you to stop watching that crap?" My eyes widen when he says this, immediately I go to grab my phone—he beats me to it though, and snatches it off of the vanity then takes a step back from me.

I face him completely, turning my body from the large mirror as I say in the most stern voice I can muster; "Joohyun, give me my phone now."

He laughs and raises his arm above his head.

"Seriously, Y/N do you know how pathetic you are? I'm trying my hardest to help you be a somebody, but you'd rather watch this loser and be a shut in, when you could be the girlfriend of me—I've told you twice already, stop watching these weird videos or I'll break up with you."

My heart skins at his harsh words, but not because of his ultimatum. I couldn't care less about him leaving me, it sinks because I know one thing for sure—I'm not a shut in, and wanting comfort doesn't make me pathetic.

With tears slowly building in my eyes and I glare at him.

"What makes you so special?" I ask.

"Why are you so special? Is it because you had one successful art piece in your whole career?"

Joohyun, with a face full of anger; holds my phone with both his hands. His face is red and slightly blurry from the tears in my eyes.

"You wouldn't even be known if not for me, and you'd rather bite the hand that feeds you than be normal?" He lowers his hands, my phone still gripped tightly inside of them.

His words are slightly true. Before dating him I was just a small social media presence, my videos about my experience as a black woman in South Korea were well received—becoming viewed as 'charming' and 'pure', by Koreans and other black women and men who want and or wanted to travel to South Korea. But dating Joohyun really kicked my career off the ground, people fell in love with our relationship.

We became known as a beautiful couple the moment we began dating, our love story to everyone else was seen as the perfect match. People were ecstatic to see that thee Lee Joohyun had fallen in love with a foreigner and cheered for us.

But that was four years ago. Before he was caught cheating on me, before it was found out that I decided to move out for a month due to his abusive language. Now, we're only a shell of our former selves—eating each other away slowly. My passion for creating content was being overshadowed by his work and his control, and now as I look at him with hot tears streaming down my cheeks—I want to break free.

"I'd rather be nobody than be stuck with you for another day."

He says nothing, I can see his arms go slack for a second before he inhales deeply and presses his tongue against his cheek.

"Yah...Y/N," His voice his shaky, through my tears I can see him blink away a few tears of his own. "You don't know what you're talking about, I'll give you another chance." He pauses.

"Me...or him."

I stare at him as I sniffle and wipe my tear stricken face. There was a time where I loved him the most, we planned to get married one day and raise our children to be successful and happy. We were so perfect for each other in the beginning, our flame burned so brightly. Joohyun and I moved in together not even two years into our relationship, because we were so sure that we'd last for ever and that flame would burn endlessly; like two young fools in love, we moved so fast. But now I can see the end of that tunnel, there's nothing but ashes left from those flames and I hate the smell.

I take a deep, and long breath and close my eyes. My voice is shaky as I speak but I'm sure as I say; "Him." That I mean it.

For a moment, he's silent. He says nothing and he doesn't move. From my phone I can hear the sound of Jeno's voice softly whispering, for the better part of about three years; his asmr has comforted me countless of nights. And even in moments like this, but as I hear his voice I feel a pain in my chest.

"Everyone, have you eaten today? You know, I like when you guys leave long comments for me—I always read them when I'm alone, so tell me: what did you eat today? Was it good? Did you like it? Are you trying new things? I want to hear from you, it's fun doing these videos…but when I'm done; I have no one to talk to. So, talk to me, even if it's through the screen, I still want to hear your thoughts."

Joohyun nods his head and says in a quiet tone; "Fine."

In the blink of an eye he raises both his arms and slams my phone down onto the tiled floor, I scream as the screen shatters before turning black. I can no longer hear Jeno's voice, just the sound of Joohyuns heavy breathing and my own crying.

"I'll find someone better than you, and you'll still be here in this weird parasocial relationship with that-that loser!" He throws his head back and lets out a choked cry as I grab my phone. His crying doesn't phase me, not even the sounds of his sobbing.

I hold my phone tightly in my hands and look up at him, I wish that looks could kill.

_

"Hello everyone! I'm Y/N, your personal travel guide of South Korea! Today, I'm here with Lee Joohyun, and we have some news to share. It's been a while since I've talked about our lovely Joohyun, right? I'm sorry, we've been so busy lately that I could hardly upload anything." I say to the camera.

I glance over to Joohyun with a forced smile expecting him to be holding his composure well, but instead, his eyes are watering.

"Joohyun, please...don't make this hard for both of us. It's what you wanted, can't we at least do one video normally?" He sighs and nods his head.

"I just can't believe I even dated a loser like you...and I let you break my heart." I roll my eyes and look away from him.

"Just leave, I'll do it alone." Without any protest he leaves and I restart the recording.

"Everyone, hello! This is Y/N, your personal South Korea tour guide! Today, I have some sad news to share, but first! I want to share good news with you!" I say with a smile. "So, yesterday while attending an event I got to see someone very famous, he was there to talk about his experience as a Yortober, can you guess who it is?"

I pause for dramatic affect and then with as much excitement I can manage I continue.

"It was the photographer Na Jaemin! He was so amazing, he spoke about his latest project Narcissism, he said that he's been working with six others on this project for a few years now and that it will be released soon with an exhibition—I will be personally attending the exhibition as a guest, so I hope to see you guys there. If you're touring Korea this fall then please join me and enjoy Na Jaemin’s Narcissism."

I clap my hands together and inhale deeply, now that the easy part is over...I need to get to the hard part.

"Now, you're probably wondering what the bad news was, right? Well, there's really no easy way to say this, but I'm sure you all guessed that one day I'd be saying this. It's hard to say it, but Joohyun and I have decided to officially spilt up..." As the words leave my mouth I feel a heavy weight lift off of my shoulders, it feels good to finally say it.

It feels like I’m actually free.

"There's no deeper reason for it, we just felt that it was the right thing to do..." But as I continue I begin to feel choked up, my eyes start to water but a genuine smile starts to form. "Joohyun and I loved each other till the end, we gave each other endless support and constant comfort—in the last two-three years though, things have just been harder." I quickly wipe my tears and sit up straight behind the table.

"Sometimes I think I'm to blame, sometimes he feels the same. But no one is to blame, we just moved to quickly—that's okay though, now, we're both going our separate ways so we can better ourselves and continue to grow and love others endlessly. I hope everyone can understand, it's okay if you don't; but please be kind to us both, especially Joohyun. Please continue to support his art and please continue to support my videos, we'll both do our best and work harder, so please stay by our sides."

The door opens and my manager silently signals for me to end the video, I nod my head and focus back onto the camera and wipe my tears again.

"But, don't be sad guys! I will still be your personal tour guide, providing you insights on all of South Korea's beauties and hidden gems. Thank you for your support and your love, as always, I'm Y/N and I'll be back to show you the beautiful creations of one of South Korea's favorite young photographers, Na Jaemin. Well, goodbye!"

I end the video and sit back down in the chair, slouching against it as my manager rushes to my side.

"Wow, Y/N, you did amazing!" She exclaims while handing me a box of tissue. "I almost thought you guys were seriously in love for a second."

I laugh at her playful comment and blow my nose.

"Do you really think I did good?" I ask, "They won't be upset will they?" She smacks her gums and shrugs while coming to the side of me.

She pats my back and offers me a gentle smile. Yurim has been with me since the beginning, after I was signed under company called Starslip she was assigned to be my manager. She's seen the ins and outs of every good and bad moment in my life, she's supported me and helped me through everything. Yurim even knows the truth about Joohyun and I, she knows about the cheating, fighting, and even him breaking my phone.

If there was one person I know will support me leaving that asshole, it's Yurim.

"Maybe, some will and some won't—most people know about him being a cheater though, so...I think people will side with you and that he'll face backlash, especially since he wasn't even here."

Suddenly I'm hit with realization as I remember that I told him to leave.

"Oh! Is he still here?" She shakes her head and rolls her eyes. I stand up and push my chair back. "He left crying and mumbling 'she should've loved me instead' like a baby." She responds while laughing.

I scoff, "There's no reason for him to cry—he's the one who treated me like shit, I just gave him what he wanted." She nods and purses her lips together.

"Mhm, yeah. He's lucky you didn't leave him three years ago..." She pauses and huffs while pulling her long black hair back, "Wanna get some Kamja-Jeon? It's the perfect time for it." I shake my head.

I don't exactly feel like eating potatoes, I want something spicy.

"I want spicy ramen."

[unicoo]

Took You Long Enough (coming soon!)

This might be the most wholesome thing I’ve ever written in my life 🤍

After 17 years of being oblivious to the fact that they’re both completely in love with each other, their best friend, Austin & Rosalyn finally wake up and smell the roses that have been in their face for years.

[Chapters will definitely be added as we go, since this story takes place this year. It’ll be a mix of real life, social media, and media articles. I want this to be as realistic as possible since a lot will be over exaggerated, so…❕Trigger Warnings❕Mentions of mental health, depression, anxiety, past thoughts of suicide & attempts. Cyber Bullying, Societal Pressures, Political Topics, Topics of Racism & Misogyny. Mentions of past relationships (so mental jumpscares lol). Talks of Drug use. Crazy ass fans (bc yes, even they deserve representation 🫶🏽) Don’t let any of that get you down, the fluff outweighs the angst, by a lot. Boyfriend Austin!! He’s whipped, but the OC has it just as bad.

0 - I Like Your Work (Austin’s POV)

1 - Wakey Wakey, You’re Viral (Rose’s POV)

2 - Working Together Again (Austin’s POV)

3 - Just A Little Longer (Rose’s POV) 

4 - Super Bowl (Austin’s Pov)

5 - Happy Valentine’s Day (Rose’s POV)

6 - Be Mine (Austin’s POV)

7 - See You When You Get Back (Rose’s POV)

8 - You and Me (Austin’s POV)

9 - That’s A Wrap (Rose’s POV)

10 - Code Red (Austin’s POV)

11 - Surprise, Surprise (Rose’s POV)

12 - Yeehaw (Austin’s POV)

13 - It’s Official (Media Frenzy)

14 - Drama, Drama, Drama (Austin’s POV)

15 - Ah, New York (Rose’s POV)

16 - Met Gala Whirlwind (Austin’s POV)

17 - Hello My Party People (Rose’s POV)

18 - Let’s Go See a Play (Austin’s POV)

19 - The Three Day Runway (Media Frenzy)

20 - Taking It Slow (Rose’s POV)

21 - Are We Moving Too Fast (Austin’s POV)

22 - Bye LA, Hello France (Rose’s POV)

23 - King of Cannes (Austin’s POV)

24 - I’m Proud of You (Rose’s POV)

25 - Busy Bee’s (Media Frenzy)

26 - Back Home (Austin’s POV)

27 - I’m Gonna Miss You (Rose’s POV)

28 - Press Press Press (Media Frenzy)

29 - Long Time No See (Austin’s POV)

30 - Chicago, Oh Chicago (Rose’s POV)

31 - A Sight for Sore Eyes (Austin’s POV)

32 - The Most Beautiful Date (Rose’s POV)

33 - Birthday Time (Austin’s POV)

34 - Best Birthday Ever (Rose’s POV)

35 - I Love You Mr Butler (Austin’s POV)

36 - Red Carpet (Media Frenzy)

37 - Can’t Keep my Hands to Myself (Rose’s POV)

38 - Venice Baby (Austin’s POV)

39 - Questions, Questions, Questions (Rose’s POV)

40 - I Love You (Austin’s POV)

[mygloviesme]

cool about it. || myg

predebut/debut!yoongi x female idol

summary: kanako is an established idol with a growing career and a secret relationship with a producer from her label, haneul. when she’s asked to work with yoongi and rm to create a track for her, she gains unexpected feelings for a certain upcoming rapper. with her increasing fame, her controlling boyfriend, a set of six boys who seem to have grown an attachment to her, and a new boy who’d give her the world, how will she figure out a way to balance it all?

WARNINGS: abusive, toxic relationship (not w/myg. this story delves deep into it so if that triggers you at all i highly suggest you not read), mentions of alcohol and some underage drinking, slight harassment, cyber bullying, just bullying in general, victim blaming, negative self-thoughts, it’s a heavy story overall so please please put yourself first ♥️

no. 1: tell myself one day ill forget about it

no. 2: breaking a sweat about it

no. 3: if you’d only ask

no. 4: get out of my head about it

no. 5: feeling like an absolute fool about it

no. 6: we don’t have to talk about it

no. 7: ask you easy questions

no. 8: trying to forget about it

no. 9: I came prepared for absolution

no. 10: no regrets

no. 11: so i take some offense when you say,

no. 12: i let you lie

no. 13: knowing that it probably isn’t true

no. 14: and practice method acting

no. 15: once, i took your medication to know what it’s like

no. 16: met you at the dive bar

no. 17: ill pretend being with you doesn’t feel like drowning

cool about it, eleven years later: no. 1

cool about it, eleven years later: no. 2

cool about it, eleven years later: no. 3 (finale)

[mekkthemighty]

Me and the goddess I tricked into loving me went and got our costumes for halloween and basically made some OCs (I'm a plague doctor and she's an edgy cyber punk android) and we found something interesting

Spirit Halloween has creepypasta costumes! some of these I'm not even certain if they are creepypasta creature or not like uncle bobby and mister smiler but they felt like creepy pasta things

Anyway we got to talking and she told me the jeff the killer lore (as best she rmbrs it) and I, having absolutely no prior knowledge of these things, tried to make sense of it and in the end came up with a future au we called Michael the Retail Worker which is atleast as edgy and nonsensical as its contemporaries but seemed interesting enough at the time

ALL THE TRIGGER WARNINGS ⚠️ violence, murder, edginess

So the backstory basically from what I understand, Jeff was a bullied kid, his bullies came after him with a gun or something at some other kids bday party and as a result of the running away got knocked into a chemical shelf in a basement and got an acid burned face and also somehow the house burned down (possibly the bullies burned to death apparently that changes depending on the version), anyway after that he is understandably traumatized and is at the hospital being told his face will never heal, eventually he has some psychotic break in the bathroom at home where he cuts his eyelids off and his mom instead of getting him some therapy calls for his dad to get the gun, and presumably he does cuz jeff kills them both, before attempted murdering his brother Liu which when you think about it is the first unprovoked non self defence murder so far and he's not even successful. Everything after this I'm told are spin offs and off shoots but this is the initial lore more or less, I did not look up the original for this nor do I plan to

So considering this we came to the conclusion that Jeff genuinely was just a victim in need of help, he's a minor who was put in an impossible situation and his crimes amount to 1 case of manslaughter in self defense, 1 double homocide again in self defense, and 1 attempted murder mid psychotic break

So the future AU goes as such, not long after the initial backstory there, Jeff gets captured by the police. At first he is treated like a deranged serial killer and the media gets its hooks into the story, sensationalizing the details. Soon enough he's put into psychological examination. The doctor he meets is trying to become famous by writing their accounts of this deranged evil, but once they realize the circumstances surrounding the crimes and the sheer trauma inflicted on him decides to sensationalize his findings to the media. He downplays the truth of self defense, claiming that his own mother saw him for the monster he is. This article makes his way to Jeff and he confronts the psychologist about it and gets a new therapist after making a public complaint about it in a court hearing. The media attention involved made it easy to find a replacement. The new one gets the judge to agree to a reduced sentence in a psychiatric hospital where he spends the next decade. The lawsuit against the first psychiatrist is settled and the money is put towards facial reconstruction surgery and other medical costs. He also tries to make up with his brother during this time but the two of them drift apart, neither wanting to retread bad ground.

He is released 10 years later and provided a new identity by WitSec. His scars have faded and his face is, mostly, healthy looking now. He even has eyelids again, though his vision isn't what it used to be and he needs glasses to see at all. He's found a job stocking shelves at a department store, and he mostly keeps to himself due to his understandable trust issues. He lives a quiet life as Michael the retail worker.

Then the true crime documentary is released. He's 25 now and fully settled in his quiet life. The documentary is sensationalized and gains media traction quickly. Coworkers begin talking about it in earshot and he awkwardly tries to defend himself without revealing his identity.

"I mean it's probably not as cut and dry as that, yknow.. uhm its just they're trying to.. make it get viewership yknow, you should.. uhm.. be more critical of that stuff... I'm sorry.. but like... you never know.. it could hurt their case or something..

NOT THAT I KNOW for sure either obviously just that media and stuff yknow.. I'm sorry...... bye.."

Anyway he tries to just keep going through life but now he has the additional stress of the media triggering him, he soon learns the popularity came about due to a copycat killer, one that is much more intentional than he is. Nina the killer, the Jeff the killer stan, kills her parents and brother and goes on to continue methodically working through her bullies until she eventually leads the police to find the bodies herself, and remaining uncaptured. In contrast to Jeff, she is exceedingly confident at murder because unlike Jeff, she chose the life of serial murder for herself. The police find her shrine to Jeff and the media goes crazy again. Nina tracks down Michael/Jeff and begins sending him fan mail. Michael is terrified and WitSec refuses to transfer him, choosing to use him as bait for her. As time goes on she is never caught and continues killing and eventually she feels she's killed enough to be worthy of meeting her idol.

Upon actually meeting him in person, she sees how little he wants to murder and has her worldview shattered but then she sees his workplace name tag and comes to believe that Michael is trapping the true Jeff within. She promises to free him before disappearing, once again evading capture.

Michael is still being used as bait despite this, forced to try to continue living his quiet life knowing she is out there. People around him begin disappearing and investigations become more and more thorough until a lull in the disappearances lasting weeks.

Michael the retail worker, now down several coworkers and the subject of several rumors is told that they believe Nina has moved on. That night as he opens the door to his tiny one room apartment he finds a fan letter containing the eyelids of one of the missing coworkers. The letters continue to arrive for him after this, finding him at work, on the street, at home, no amount of surveillance around him stops the letter from finding him first.

Finally WitSec agrees to transfer him to a new city and new identity. Only a month later, a coworker disappears and a letter arrives.

Yeah so thats the horrifying future AU we came up with, the convo basically was just "that boy aint no monster he needs therapy" and "oh you wanna know who the real monster in the lore is" and resulted in this edgy nonsense

[scarylibrary]

SirVivalistGaming: original ban reason "microaggression" new ban reason: conspiracy to commit cyberbulying

Jambone214: Ban reason: stalking, verbal harassment, threatening to dox me

Bunnygoddess33: Banned for siding with "neutrality" in the face of injustice. She caused a cascading effect upon my mental health by promising that SirVivalist was banned and then telling me the next day that "what he said wasn't illegal and he's willing to 'coexist' with you." I attempted to co-exist with him. His friends would not stop asking me why he was banned so I ditched his whole community.

Amandi_Cordis: told me he banned Voldemort. I was his mod. I clicked a wrong button, accidentally opened mod view and saw that he had unbanned Voldemort. When I confronted him about it, he refused to explain. This was around December 20th or so. A lot of awful things happened in a short time so I am struggling with exact dates. But I know that was when he freaked me out the first time and I nearly left twitch entirely, faith in humanity broken. Someone I trusted promised to keep me safe and he took it back.

Amandi DM'd me recently against my strenuous objections to Khaos_Lily. I warned her that so much as seeing his name now triggered me. She "refused to get involved." Amandi sent me a long accusatory message claiming I abused my mod powers, Voldemort is his friend and he wants to be my friend but he needs me to know how I hurt him.

He gaslit me. I told him in the first place it was an accident.

Amandi_Cordis: Banned for gaslighting me twice to protect Voldemort. I do not know his motivation but he's an asshole for contacting someone who clearly wanted to be left alone by him. [1:03 AM] Khaos_Lily: Banned for breaking my heart and refusing to deal with the Amandi situation. She knew about it. I cried to her for a week and she just changed the subject. So I broke up with her. She gets to tell the story because she went right back to streaming. How else am I supposed to feel but like I don't matter.

Th3_fastest: banned for being impossible to moderate for due to the number of pushy men in her stream. And her refusal to accept that the men in her stream are pushy assholes (one of them made three suicide jokes in a row, got timed out and was banned the next day).

Benzt3n: banned for making inappropriate jokes about suicide and then confronting me in whispers the next day even though Fast told him to leave it alone. She seems to think I'm the asshole in this situation. She's right. I'm an asshole.

FabulousFatman: banned for having that name and having not ever been fat and just generally being "thin Eric Cartman"

A_A_Ron_Reece banned for calling me an asshole in front of RyanGeeWhiz and then subsequently asking in Ryan's stream why he was banned from my channel. TWO STREAMS IN A ROW (edited) Jermdapinguino: he was transphobic in front of me. Zume_TV: Banned for banning me after I told him his friend Voldemort had frightened one of our mutual friends so badly that she asked me, tearfully and with strenuous apology to not come watch her stream because what Voldemort said to her stressed her out so bad. I told him I'd be scarce but I'd be around because Voldemort was barely there anyway. The next thing I knew I was banned. This is why I am not welcome in RyanGeeWhiz's community. I can't coexist peacefully with this. Say what you will about me. I just wanted to stream for nice people. Not this bullshit. So I'm good now. Fuck Twitch.

this is what I told my whole community before I banned Ryan with the intent to just stream for the few people that took me at my word that SirVivalist was cyber bullying me.

EDITED TO ADD:

RyanGeeWhiz: I told him everything SirVivalistGaming did to me and all the devestation he caused me in every community I tried to join.

Ryan raided Voldemort. I banned Ryan with the intent to just stream on twitch for people in here. I was not going to out a gay man for not heeding my warning about a violent homophobe. I assumed he'd stay quiet for his own personal safety since he refused to kick Sir out of his community.

He told everyone in his discord server I was "unwelcome" for vague reasons.

I banned him. He retaliated.

[aeyumicore]

Hello friends <3

Hi guys! I’m sure some may have noticed, but I have shadowbanned for the last few days. The ban has finally been resolved by Tumblr (it was triggered because I was messaging people who'd been interacting with my impersonator's posts, using a copy-pasted message, which was flagged as spam). 

I am also happy to share that the second impersonator blog @/aeyumiicore has been deleted.

I will be posting my Xavier fic in a few days, potentially maybe a week. I am so excited to share it with you guys, but I want to give myself some time just go back to normal, protect my peace. She’s been ready for quite some time, but I did not feel comfortable posting while I was shadowbanned, as the impersonator could more easily copy this one as their own, if my content was harder to find.

This trying time has shown me just how precious you guys are to me. Not only did you guys stand by me, but you took matters into your own hands to defend me. I truly don't deserve you guys. I love you with my entire heart.

I will be responding to asks soon <3 I just want to make sure this isn't buried just yet.

Now onto some serious business. 

A MESSAGE TO MY IMPERSONATOR:

In the days I’ve been shadowbanned I’ve had a lot of free time to do some sleuthing. I know exactly who you are, and others do too. And I have evidence, 26 pages of it to be exact.

If you do not LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. If I see one more impersonator/exposing account created, or any random accounts copying my fics, I will expose you. I could care less about exposing you, I just want you to LEAVE ME ALONE. I literally do not care about your main blog, I have no need to start a whole exposé. But I will if you don’t leave me alone. 

Don’t believe me? Take that chance. 

I already have the document with all the evidence written and ready to share, should you continue to harass me. Take your pick. 

For anyone else reading this who has supported and will continue to support me, I wish I could share the identity with you. Unfortunately at this point, I just want to be left alone. I don’t care to turn this into anything bigger than it already is. If they’re willing to leave me alone indefinitely, I am willing to let this issue rest.

Always do your own due-diligence. Be careful what you believe.

[cinnamon-won]

Potential Series? I need opinions please

I had a Yeosang fic on wattpad that was taken down. I was completely fuming because these things take a lot of time and effort to write. Of course, I lost those chapters to wattpad and it's very unlikely that I'll get them back, which is honestly so irritating because there were like 30k words worth of work in them :(

My question is: Is this something people will find interesting? Should I repost it here? (Poll at the end)

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⚠️Content Warnings: Minor x adult relationship (not romanticised), MxM, grooming, drug consumption, depression and anxiety, s*** h*** (not described, just mentioned), extreme bullying and cyber-bullying, homophobia, potential dub-con (implied, not explicit)

These were the most triggering things in this fic that I could think of off the top of my head. If any of these things upsetting I'm not asking you to continue reading - your content consumption is your responsibility.

Synopsis:

Sixteen-year-old Yeosang has always struggled to find his place. Ever since coming out, he’s been tormented by relentless bullying at school, and his mother’s rejection at home leaves him feeling even more isolated. The darkness of his depression and anxiety threatens to consume him—until he meets Hyunjae. Charming, attentive, and much older, Hyunjae becomes Yeosang’s escape, showering him with the love and affection he desperately craves. To Yeosang, Hyunjae is a lifeline, the one person who makes him feel seen and valued.

But not everyone is convinced that Hyunjae is what he seems. As Yeosang falls deeper under Hyunjae’s spell, his best friends, Seonghwa and San, grow increasingly concerned. They see the subtle signs of control that Hyunjae hides behind kind gestures and sweet words. Determined to pull their friend from a dangerous relationship, Seonghwa and San risk their friendship to open Yeosang’s eyes before it’s too late.

Don't Let Go is simply about how someone can take advantage of vulnerability and meddle with the blurred line between love and manipulation. Yeosang desperately struggles with himself as he tries to discern who has his best interests at heart whilst battling with the darkest parts of himself.

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I have read a variety of things on here before, so I have less worry about losing this here. And I know that a lot of people do end up enjoying these disturbing things.

I think the story didn't meet wattpad guidelines, which I probably should have guessed before posting it there. Luckily I have the first draft for all the chapters saved. It just means I don't have the final product. I'm trying to see the positives - maybe now when I go back to edit it, I can change it a little to fit my style of writing now, since this is like 2-3 years old.

I'm only putting this here because it's a fic I really enjoyed writing since I'm a sucker for angst. But I do want to point out that I wrote this a couple years ago, so some parts will feel amateurishly written. Yes, I could go back and improve it but I don't have a lot of free time and there's something sentimental about keeping it as it is.

[otome-mondays]

Amnesia Memories Review 💭

So going into playing this game I was very excited. I have heard this game’s praises being sung for years, so I was so excited to play what seems like a classic to the community. As always, trigger warnings first. Please look up the full list for any I might have missed. Amnesia, hospitals, manipulation, abusive behaviors, murder, blood, cyber-stalking, kidnapping, and bullying.

Amnesia’s prologue is very short. Probably the shortest to any otome I’ve played so far. We start with this little guy named Orion being like oh my god I’m so sorry but I somehow crashed into you and am accidentally causing you amnesia. Unfortunately, he is attached to us and can’t leave until we regain our memories. Our player character here doesn’t have a default name which I am not a fan of, so I’m going to be referring to her as MC or main character, or I will be using we/us/etc. Our big issue with Orion being stuck to us and having no memories is that there are multiple world or universes and we don’t know which one we’re from. Now we have to take a guess, which leads us to the route split. Yeah very short common route. As always, I’m listing the love interests out in route order.

Spoilers Ahead

Shin ♥️

Well this was a rough start. Shin’s route drops us off in a world where we’re already in a hospital. Well that’s just great. At least we’re discharged pretty quickly and can start pretending like we don’t have amnesia because how are you gonna explain having a dude in your head causing amnesia without getting concerned responses. I’m going to be honest, I had good hopes for this game and Shin’s route. Unlike last week’s game, I was unfortunately disappointed. Shin is very harsh and abrasive, and while I enjoyed Sasazuka for some reason I hated Shin. I think it might have been the execution of this game, but I honestly am not sure as it’s been so long since I played his route. Shin’s route is solving a mystery about how the MC was injured, which makes everybody think she got amnesia from the incident. I only really remember the good ending for the route where the conflict was resolved, and then a weird bad end partway through the route. After this route, I was worried for the rest of the game. This is because I had only really been close to this level of disappointment with Henri’s route, who is still admittedly worse to me. 3/10.

Ikki ♠️

Spoiler alert, this route was not much better. Ok so this is where I discovered that each route is a fully separated universe. Ikki’s route was a weird one. Ikki here is some random dude that is apparently so attractive he has a crazy fanclub. He’s already dating the MC by the time she gets amnesia, meaning she’s really gotta sell the fact she doesn’t have amnesia. This route explores why Ikki has a fanclub that’s so aggressive. I genuinely only remember the good ending, which they obviously end up together. I started joking about the game being torturous to play at this point. 3.5/10.

Kent ♣️

I was running out of hope and hating this game by the time I got to Kent’s route, so I was just dragging my feet about completing it. I was so uninterested I didn’t pick this game up for over 6 months. That is the only thing I regret about this game. Kent and the MC are also already dating, but they have a very rocky relationship. His route is about trying to understand why they’re dating in the first place and why he is the way he is. Honestly, this was the only enjoyable route in this game for me. I genuinely enjoyed Kent and his route. He’s the best character. 7.5/10.

Toma ♦️

With how good Kent’s route went, I was actually starting to have hope for Toma’s route! I wish I could warn past me. Ok before I get too negative, let me start by saying I was already the most interested in his route because of how much I liked him as a side character. He was a bit sketchy in Shin’s route, but besides that I was excited. That was once again wrong and Toma’s route is awful, I hate it. The MC is the target of severe and intense bullying at the start of this route, and we’re exploring why during this route. Toma, our MC’s best friend, is trying his best to protect her from it. Quick spoiler, there are 2 parameters in each route. Except for Toma’s. Toma has an extra third one as the protagonist’s doubt. Clearly, red flags and I was scared! I’m not going to get into details about how wild this route gets, but it is wildly messed up. I hated this route fully. He made it lower than Henri. 0/10.

Ukyo 🃏

So Ukyo unfortunately had a rough start with me personally because I was already putting him on my “dude what is wrong with you list” right next to Henri and Toma. That’s not where you want to be by the end of a playthrough, and definitely not where you want to be at the start of one! Ukyo’s route is where we try and understand why Ukyo is so weird. And I would go into more detail, but it’s lots of spoilers. Another absolutely disgusting route. The endings are wild. I hate it too. Still not as bad as Toma’s. 0.5/10.

Overall Thoughts 💭

Oh my god it’s finally over. If you’re unsure whether you should buy this game or not, don’t. I got it for like $2 on steam before it was even announced to get and English switch release. Still not worth it. Save your money. As for route order, this one doesn’t really matter. Go for whoever you want whenever. Ukyo is only unlocked after all the other routes have been played. 2/10

Time for rankings, this one is hard for the opposite reasons as some other games because I hated the majority of it! But thankfully by the time I made this review, my mind has been set on who I hate the most.

Route: Kent > Ikki > Shin > Ukyo > Toma

LI: Kent > Ikki > Shin > Ukyo > Toma

Resources 📝

I used Otome Kitten’s walkthroughs to help me get through this game.

[leviackermansgoodgirl]

Bare with me on this yall cause it's my first legit written out post here. (Has 97% to do with Levi Ackerman tho)

💥TRIGGER WARNING💥 mentions of Death, Car Accodent, CHSA/SA, cursing, mental health

I'm going through what feels like a living hell right now and thankfully as always Captain Levi to the fuckin rescue!

I found out last week that my 29yo cousin passed away in a horrible car accident and this week I was then told he was on the wrong side of the road at 3am on his way to work and had to be identified through dental records as the vehicle caught on fire and his body was burned beyond recognition... my real world boyfriend found out last night that his 12yo female cousin has been repeatedly assaulted by her foster father for we don't know how long. Plus my bf also got hacked on FB and started getting cyber bullied and roasted.

HERES WHERE CAPTAIN LEVI COMES IN

So to stay sane personally, I've basically been deriving my comfort from writing in my book that's about our dear captain and y/n (aka myself too) where Levi is listening to my character explain about being Beaten to death by a horrific boyfriend but she's saved when doctors bring her back and she's dissociated explaining this event while he's trying to control himself not to go hunt that bastard down...

Anyways I got to thinking (my real world bf has focused mainly on his problems much less on me or my grief and even when he does it's not in the ways I need...) I feel like with how perceptive Levi is paired with his own trauma filled life experiences, that he'd basically be the perfect partner especially for anyone that has/is dealing with trauma.

Levi would immediately notice when somethings 'off' whether it's anxiety, depression, ptsd, a breakdown etc. He'd immediately ask you what's wrong or going on bc he knows you aren't okay and gods help you if you try to say 'Oh its nothing/I'm fine' you're 100% getting the arched eyebrow look. He'd sit you down and ask you what you need or what he cam do to help you right now so that you're completely in control and his actions will match your words perfectly because he cares about your needs and understands how difficult it can be to bring up when somethings up.

He'd focus singularly on YOU NOT HIMSELF OR HIS PROBLEMS BECAUSE YOURE HIS PRIORITY RN! He never interrupts you or points the conversation or cathartic session towards himself because HE KNOWS YOU NEED THIS! When you stop talking because you're getting emotional and know you're about to break, he'll grab onto and hold you tight against his chest stroking your hair soothingly telling you

"It's okay babygirl. Just let it out you don't have to be strong right now I've got you."

And not a single piece of you doubts him which allows you to be fully vulnerable.

I feel like levi would've actually studied everything he could about all different manner of trauma, it's effects on the brain/emotions/ personality... so you never have to explain or even question yourself because when he notices you beating yourself up emotionally he will explain why what you're feeling and how you're behaving is perfectly understandable and 100% valid while reminding you not to be so hard on yourself.

"Show yourself the grace, compassion, and understanding that you give to everyone else in the world you encounter love. " he'd remind you.

I really need Levi to be beside me right now but I fully admit just thinking about having such an incredible perfect partner helped me so much!

PS: sorry for the long winded cathartic spill yall in really hurting tonight and Levi is where so much of my comfort is based right now.

Love yall!!

[soulsoffairlight]

CHAPTER 3 OF "ANIMAL FLOW: DUALITY" HAS BEEN POSTED!

Trigger warnings: Internet harassment/cyber bullying, death threats, implied [sick], implied s///////l thoughts

!!!please keep in mind that these are symbolic projections of my own traumatic experiences, and is generally going to be extremely heavy. my intention is to express my own experiences, and is in no way meant to cause harm. please read at your own risk!!!

As Lips finally arrives home, he finds himself unable to get his mind off recent events. Floyd won't talk to him, Animal wasn't able to come home, and his medicine is making him feel sick. As he notices the attention his situation received, things only begin to go downhill... as if they haven't already.

[thevampirecasketsystem]

Very hesvy vent post; Trigger warnings

Grooming, P3dophilia, Kink, Abusive and or Neglectful parenting

this is a heavy post because recently I have been remembering this a lot. I was the host when was this was years ago but I feel like I need an outlet for it.

In this post, I am going to be using I/Me more than We/Us for a reason at this point in time, which I’m telling this from I was not aware of this system I was the host and the main fronter, but I was not aware of the system at this point.

Now at the point of this happening we were bodily 12-15 years old. We had no friends we were constantly bullied and as a result were a complete shot in at school which led to us being chronically online as fuck. I was big in the role placing on Instagram. I would roleplay as Nina The Killer, Yuri from DDLC , Harley Quinn and sometimes FNAF characters or OCs. I enjoyed roleplaying it was a hobby that started off harmless and innocent and I got friends and social interactions so really it was great until it wasnt.

I remember a man in his 20s following me and being a kid with no awareness or cyber, I never saw any red flags I would rp with him and thought I had a friend I cared about this guy and we would talk daily even beyond our role roleplaying sessions we would talk because he seemed to like the things I liked and he gave me attention and from being a kid who didn’t get that I loved it. He was overly nice to me again. I didn’t see an issue with this. I just thought he was my friend and friends are supposed to be nice. My only real knowledge of friendship was from things like my little pony or cartoons like that which obviously doesn’t really translate to real world friendships in a lot of cases since I didn’t have friends apart from the fake friends I had when I was younger which scared me away from having friendships outside of the Internet.

Eventually we would start dating it was online and definitely not safe but our parents did not monitor our devices at all so it really to me didn’t matter and genuinely didn’t spark red flags to me anyway I know it was wrong. I deeply at this time knew it was wrong but the comfort of having someone and nobody paying attention to me again was enough to make me not care and stay:

This relationship with hypersexual eased on his part and he introduced me to his kink (DDLG) which I was also groomed into by him at first it was just during text then it became something he wanted to do 24/7 even on calls he had given me rules such as showing him outfit so I was going to wear to school and sending a photo for approval, sending photos of my meals (which I believe heavily attributed to us developing an eating disorder), having to sleep on FaceTime every night, Having to call him daddy and having to send him whatever he wanted if he wanted nudes sexual videos or whatever it wouldn’t matter where I was he would expect me to do it and if I was at school I was expected to find a way to do it as quickly as possible. I had punishments which were mostly just him being verbally abusive or telling me to write on myself or telling me to spank myself and send him video proof. One of the things he would punish me for was for observing my religion we are Jewish I am one of them more practising headmates and he would get mad at me for things like not being online during Shabbos I wouldn’t care when I explained why I couldn’t.

he would send me things like photos of adult pacifiers which were heavily decorated with words like “slut” and “whore” on the handles or would send me things like a chokers, collars and like dildos general sex toys and would tell me how he would want me to use that and would want to use things on me.

Eventually he got me a pacifier on Amazon. I believe shipped it to my address and would I expect photos of it which were really uncomfortable looking back on it but at this point even though I knew this was all wrong and shouldn’t be happening in my head that this was better than being isolated again this was much better than being alone because I hated being alone so I accepted this would be my fate. I would just do this.

I can’t remember every detail because I’m guessing a trauma holder has a trauma from this time but it went on for three years until we were 15 years old, which was when our parents finally found out. And when they found out I got the blame not the man that was grooming me for free your street but me it was my fault. They called me a pervert dirty disgusting and my dad slapped me on the face and I just remember I did feel disgusting and I knew it was wrong, but why was I being blamed for it? I was a kid this day. I don’t know why and I love my family, but I will never forgive them for that.

I got my phone taken away for about a month but the police were never involved my groomer and I did stay together for another year and then he ended up leaving me for a 14-year-old whose parents were aware that he and her were together and her parents were fine with that relationship and he now I think has left her he hasn’t Instagram page still but he has changed his age to 17 on it and I just feel disgusted I want to go to police and I don’t know if I can because I don’t know if we have any remaining evidence and my biggest fear is if he still has any of the NSFW pics and videos that I took for him or has shared them for all I know he posted on some fucking dodgy site which makes me feel sick.

It might’ve been a few years, but it still haunts my brain even if I can’t remember all of it the parts I can remember it just fucks with me.

I hate him I hate the community of DDLG because even though I was being groomed and I had a DDLG Instagram account because we have matching accounts, I was very apparent on it but I was a minor. I had my age even the people with MDNI would follow me back. Nobody told me that I was in a dangerous situation which I’m not saying it’s their job what I am saying is that community at that time? I don’t know if things have changed but at that time did not care that a child with a community and certainly didn’t care about that child was posting onto a kink account about kink stuff. I do remember having about 500ish followers? Which I know isn’t a lot, but that is a lot of people who are just acknowledging that a child is doing something that they shouldn’t be doing and is endangering themselves and none of them gave a fuck

I hate that community I hate what they did to me and the rest of the system. I hate my ex I hate it all and I hope one day I can recover from this but I don’t know if I will.

and yes, I am referring to it as DDLG instead of DDLB because at the time I didn’t know I was a trans guy either so…

[nolitethoughts]

Buckle up, because the triggering reads are not slowing down.

Omniviolence by Jones Worthington is meant to “push buttons’ and it certainly did.

trigger warnings: violence, harm to animals and child loss

John Wick meets Mad Max in this fast paced, action driven, dystopian sci-fi novel. 

Synopsis in short: In the future in America, Chicago. One of the main characters, Jackson, a young boy who has been bullied on the internet watches from his window as an online ‘avenger’ bombs his bullies’ house with a drone. Next time we meet Jackson he is one of the online nameless cyber-coin-assassins. This and the fact that there is no government of sorts basically sums up how Omniviolence could’ve spread anywhere. The term ‘cancelling’ transforms into a completely new concept. Now if you have enough Gilt/Bit/whatever coin you can hire a nameless cyber-assassin over the internet and end your online or real-life nemesis. Our other main character is Joe Carboni who is an old-fashioned ‘Genial’ (which is a term for Millennials mostly), who is also an assassin but the Italian-mafia type. 

While a woman called Anja in Switzerland is working on a solution for ending Omniviolence and ‘save’ the human race from itself…

Overall: I think I underestimated the amount of weapons, violence and action presented in the novel. Therefore, I can’t say that I was the main audience for it. However, I’m pretty sure that there is a niche of readers who would definitely enjoy this book. This being said I absolutely loved the relationship between Jackson and Joe. I think it was the strongest aspect of the story. Even though there is limitless aggression around them they still manage to crack a few jokes here and there which lets the reader breathe for a second. 

I think what the book was trying to convey is that it doesn't matter which side (if you are at all) you are on, as long as you are not going for the extreme. So I hope we can all take ourselves a bit less seriously and nurture some empathy for others. Live and let Live. 

Huge thank you to Gareth Worthington for gifting me an ebook copy of Omniviolence.

Check out a longer review on my website, link in bio.

Is there a read that shocked you (in a positive or negative way), recently?

[aeyumicore]

Last remarks regarding @/izuwus.

edit 9/22: her new blog is @/clitfilms with an alias of 'naya'. be wary interacting with her.

edit 3 (9/26): She has switched accounts and aliases/personas MANY times in the past. She was previously miguelism/startitties as ‘Stella’ (lots of issues associated with this one). 

edit: people have also come forward to let me know that she was 'albaedo' and 'reinaphoria' (two deleted blogs that were used to also harass other writers)

She had an account that she deleted recently, in light of the discourse that came about from me exposing her as my harasser, that was called “@/movedtoizuwus.” I don’t know what it was called before she named it that. 

She then moved to maimochies/izuwus as Mai/Lise/Lili.

She used minimimies, exposingaeyumicore, aeyumiicore, and aeyumicores to harass me.

And now she is on clitfilms as Naya.

Her past accounts have had a LOT of drama and harassment associated with them. Go search it up for yourself on Tumblr. A lot of it is EERILY similar to what happened to me, in terms of how she spoke, the anons she sent, etc.

Other creators have reached out to me with similar experiences being harassed by blogs LINKED TO izuwus & startitties, and believe she has MANY other active blogs as well as deactivated blogs (reinaphoria) that are linked to harassment. I will not name drop those as I cannot say with the same degree of certainty that these are 100% her (like I know startitties and clitfilms to be) but I implore everyone to be careful who they interact with.

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Hi friends. I have not spoken publicly about the situation with my harasser/impersonator/Izuwus since Aug 28. I only responded to one account under that same post, as they were non stop deleting their blog when I would block them so they could remake to comment more. The blog name was 21303, clearly a burner, and the comments are still under my post though they are unviewable as their blog was deleted. (original post here)

I received an update from the Tumblr Abuse staff today at 4:40 PM PST in response to a report I made regarding the above user 21303. I will attach a video of the email (to prove that it is not edited). You'll even see the emails from the sites someone (probably Izuwus tbh) signed me up for in this post: link.

VIDEO of the email Tumblr sent me: link.

Izuwus did NOT delete her own blog, despite what she made it seem like. Tumblr removed it for violating their Terms of Service and User Guidelines.

In the email I reported the blog '21303' but I did mention I believe this person to be Izuwus. I did not report Izuwus. Yet Tumblr took it upon themselves to remove Izuwus' blog.

Tumblr is known to reach out to blogs that are under investigation to let them know their account is being reviewed.

You can believe what you will, but this email from Tumblr confirms that Izuwus was in fact the person harassing me.

Side note, when someone deletes their own blog their asks will show "BlogName-deactivatedDateDeactivated" such as on the left. Yet izuwus' still shows as normal, like on the right, which is what it looks like when Tumblr removes your blog.

I am closing this awful chapter of my time on Tumblr for good, barring any other suspicious behavior that may happen.

I am so sorry you guys had to witness this. I appreciate you all. Please stay safe!

[myartpoemsandriting]

Rant

Alright, one:

Do NOT, I repeat, DO NOT use mental illness as an insult! DO NOT call someone a psycho/sociopath because you don’t like them. Same goes for psychosis. Someone is npt psychotic because you do not like them/ think they are evil. I’m psychotic, and it’s not because of some random person that said that I was evil.

Two:

Let me say, it’s... beyond rude to call someone weird. You don’t know what’s going on in their life. Telling someone to go die? Worse. Don’t EVER say it, especially online. Online, you wear a mask. No one can see past it. Goes for everyone else too. Don’t judge someone by their cover. Report people if they are offensive. DO NOT send them hate.

Three:

Oh my god, where the hell do I start with Pyromania? I’m not dangerous. Yes, my habits could potentially be. It’s just a mental affliction. I’m not going to set you on fire if I get mad. It’s not like I have supernatural powers over it- I just have an obsession. I don’t go around thinking, ‘hey what can I destroy?’. I simply feel the urge and have to pick up the match.

I don’t even think about it. I pick up a match if I pass it, and if I see a lighter I will flick it on. I burn pencil erasers using friction because at least then I’m not posing a fire threat.

I enjoy the smell of burning, even if it’s harmful.

If I’m being honest, it hurts me most of all. I have not caused damage before, and I try to be careful.