#ty anon for the rambling in my inbox LOL

[yourfaveisintersex]

Sanji from One Piece is intersex, and his variation is Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia (CAH)!

[arknights-imagines]

hey, just wanted to say you should check out the newest 3d pv. they made a 3d model of executor and he's beautiful. sorry if you already got a bunch of messages about it, lol. cheers

Hiya anon sgshshs 💕! Ty for dropping by my inbox 🥹🙏!!

AAA okay tysm for sending in an ask about this and giving me a chance to ramble about it on here 🫶🫶!!! I haven't gotten any asks sent in about it yet, but I have already seen the PV you're talking about (and watched it over and over again... Lots and lots... Maybe an unhealthy amount lolososjs 😶 anywho!) and yapped about it with my irl friends lololnsjsjs 🥹

Anywho!! The PV in question is the new 3D for Masses Travels, the Laterano event new on CN ✨😭🎉!!!!!! If you haven't watched it yet, anon is right, dare I say 'Rico is sgshshs breathtaking in this PV 🥹💕... And so is everyone else featured (Lemuen... 😭🫶)!!

The animation is amazing omg, and the 3D models are v v impressive!!! So please give it a watch HERE or you haven't seen it yet 🤲!!

There's so much Federico content in this PV...Just look aaa! And his little the Law drone lololnsjsjs 😭 Tysm Hypergryph 😭🥹🙏!!

(I basically turned every Federico moment in the PV into a gif... So here they are for you guys 🥹🤲!!)

I don't want this post to be too long itself (don't want too much text when Federico is there to admire lolososjs 🥹💕), so I'm most likely going to follow this post up with another, longer yap post later! Going into more detail, talking about little things I noticed, and rambling about all the best moments in this PV lololsbsjs (there are too many of them omg svshgs) 🥹🙏!!!

Anon! Please take this flower from 'Rico as a thank you gift! Tysm for your ask again, please remember to take care of yourself and have a great day 💘!!

Always remember: 'Rico and Exe love you sbshhs!! 🫶

[zph]

HI HIII!

This is so random istg but ty for existing and sharing ur ideas and writings on scara 🛐🤧☝️

CUZ HOW R THEY SO GOOD AND ADORABLE AT THE SAME TIME SOB-

Im so sorry to say that but u probs wont be getting rid of me from now on 😔✨

CUZ UR WRITING IS SO YUMMY AND GIVES HOW A RELATIONSHIP WOULD WORK OUT WITH SCARA REALISTICALLY??

Im down on ma knees i swear-🛐

I came from the 5 senses post u made and i cant stop reading ur work cuz they feel accurate to me and my dear hooman they feel so self indulgent too like-

Anyway- im rambling at this point but just wanted to say i wouldnt be able to keep my lips to myself too if i was with that lil guy, especially his neck like- (NOT ANYTHING SUGGESTIVE THO-)

SiGh... Tysm for sharing ur thoughts and gracing our eyes with ur work 🫡✨

I think im gonna Send way too many thoughts and make u get tired of me quickly so i apologize before hand 😔☝️

HOPE U STAY HYDRATED AND TAKE CARE OF URSELF DEAR HOOMAN!! TY AGAIN FOR UR WORKS!! TT ✨

(P.s: since u wont be getting rid of me easily u can call me Zen muhehehe-)

-Zen 🫡

WELCOME haha this is so damn cute. welcome to the anon list, zen 👋. we are apart of this brain hive where we collectively kiss scara (or gnaw his neck. whatever which you prefer), glad u could make it onboard.

BUT getting asks like these genuinely make my day. smiling hella hard as i’m reading this whole thing. wowowow thank you for the kind words zen!!!! always here to talk & indulge. send in anything i don’t mind at all lol . pick at my brain whatever u want, inbox is always open

god but thank you again, glad to know u came from the mothertruck that was the 5 senses fic!!!!!!! drink some water as well & take care of urself zen

[angelsouli]

requests!

hey guuyyss (guys as in my 6 followers..)! I'd rlly rlly love if people started sending in reqs ab any groupsss I wanna be writing what people enjoy. Even if you don't follow me u can still send stuff.. I do anons too but have none rn, anon list will start once I have anons if I ever get any LOL. I'll take any requests! Such as fake texts reqs, fictions, rambles and dribbles, thoughts.. anything:). You can even just pop into my request inbox to say hello🤍.

Thank you to my 6 followers ily all 😙❤️‍🩹 esp @kssyki and @shosouls and @lilacs4ung ty for the support🫶

[ghost-1-y]

hi it's my first time reading a fic of urs. can i just say how much i loved sabotage like 😭😭 the premise is so good and so creative!! and the way u wrote sanemi 🤤🥵🥵🥵

omg hiii anon!! i’m so glad you enjoyed!! seeing your ask in my inbox actually made me so happy because i spent so much time on the plot and working in little symbolisms and such, so the positive response is making me feel like it was all worth it🩷

also i LOVE sanemi lolol so i’m glad that you like how i wrote him!! pardon my ramble about how i came up with his characterization for this fic but i have a strong feeling that while he has a lot of respect for women, he wouldn’t hesitate to put someone in their place if they became too arrogant or pretentious for his liking (i kind of got this idea from how he treats giyuu and one other scene in the manga in which he was speaking to kagaya lol) hence: brat tamer!sanemi

but again i’m so glad you enjoyed!! ty so much for reading hehe and perhaps be on the lookout for a part 2 in the future because i have some ideas floating around for that as well👀👀

[decembermoonskz]

hi izzy!! just dropping by to say hello and ask how you’re doing 🤍

but also seeing what you said about the anon messages really made me think—i do believe that you (and other writers) taking down your works or leaving has scared some readers, you know? it’s just a reminder that we should appreciate all of the fics and the writers behind them, and not only mourn them when they’re gone and it’s too late.

and that’s not to say that your anons or anyone else *didn’t* appreciate them, i’m not trying to call anyone out. i think this can be said for plenty of fandoms and plenty of things outside kpop fics too. it’s just nice to appreciate things and let creators know that you appreciate their things, and not just as a last resort.

anyways. just my ramblings haha. i hope you’re having a good day / night 🤍

aww I agree with what you said rain. honestly I didn’t expect anyone to send me any messages about my fics if I’m being totally honest with you haha 😂 so it’s come as quite a surprise to me.

So I’m going to continue this under the cut so it doesn’t take up too much space. I just wanna say that tldr these are just my thoughts on why I’m really archiving my works and the feedback/plagiarizing events going on and have been going on. Feel free to disagree with me on any of this but please anyone, do not come into my inbox with any discourse or just to tell me you disagree with something.

And before I continue I just wanna say, rain, ty for provoking all these thoughts out of me and sorry I got kinda carried away LOL This got SUPER long so don’t feel like you have to read it lovely but just know you are so one-of-a-kind and I’m so glad you stopped by today when I saw your message I smiled 🫂

So about the messages I got, I just wanna say that there were some of these ppl who replied to their own asks to me and they said they fully understand why I’m doing what I’m doing and it’s nice to know that even tho I don’t necessarily need any validation to be satisfied with my choice.

I’m going to just share my own ramblings and my own feelings towards some of these things bc I really don’t talk about it much (mainly bc it’s kind of draining for me personally)

I think some ppl do understand that this was an inevitability should writers continue to be plagiarized or essentially “left on read” when it comes to feedback (to be slightly witty and lighten this just a bit lol) this topic isn’t one I talk about a lot but I fully acknowledge and hear/see what other authors go through on an (unfortunately) regular basis.

I think the main thing I tried so hard to remind myself of is that I write for myself and no one else. More than once did I forget this and start thinking “oh please like this fic! please tell me it was worth it to write! please like it and me!” I think that’s what my thoughts began to turn into, and when that started happening I knew I needed to step back bc I really started to hate writing and I wanted to just turn away from it. I took a really long hiatus back in 2021 (iirc time is fake) and after writing tons of projects for myself and taking time off of tumblr, I came back in a much healthier mindset.

Basically, I really stopped caring about notes and feedback and for me it was life-changing.

I under no circumstances claim this is how all writers should be to feel better nor do I claim thinking like this is as easy as a snap of your fingers or that it cures all problems. It took me a while to learn this lesson (hence the hiatus) but having learned to not really care about all of that stuff I truly felt better about my writing AND myself. Any and all notes and feedback have just been pure bonuses for me and they brighten my day if I happen to get any. Heck, I’m still shocked that not one but TWO of my fics surpassed 1k notes, like, that’s crazy to me. I realized that once I stopped caring so much about feedback or notes and chose to focus whether or not I was the one who was satisfied with my work, I noticed a lot of positive things would gather towards (such as feedback or reviews).

With all of that being said, this doesn’t make the issues going on go away (though I wish it would). I can’t deny that this is pretty much the perfect time to archive my fics what with the surge of plagiarism coming into the light right now. Of course though, plagiarism has always been around and it happens to anyone over anything, they way I think in no way ignores the fact that something like that is out there and unfortunately we all take a risk when sharing anything online (tho ofc plagiarism can happen even irl but this is more focusing on online). I knew that risk going into it and it hurts when I see other people I know and people I don’t know have their hard work taken by some random stranger all so that person can get more praise from more random strangers on the Internet bc they couldn’t come up with a creative idea on their own.

I really hope that these issues can be resolved and I always send my love and support to all authors who have been affected by plagiarism. I’m glad more people are being brave and using their anger to act and call out these people and standing up for themselves or others. Putting those emotions into something positive is what I hope for the most.

Now the last thing I wanna talk about is the reason I (myself) am taking a break. I think that the timing as I mentioned couldn’t have been better what with everything going on, but these issues aren’t actually the real reason I’m taking this break but i kind of Sept my reasons reasoning under the rug bc it wasn’t necessarily as urgent as others.

My reason is simply bc I’ve kind of lost that drive to post my stuff online at all. The same thing happened when I used to draw and post art years back. I realized that I just enjoy these activities for myself and my friends rn rather than sharing it with a ton of people. Now this isn’t to say that I hate it or that I’ll never post again ever. I doubt that honestly. But I think taking this break is good for me bc I just want to talk about my fics and/or share them with friends right now and that’s enough for me. Im sad to stop posting, yes, but it feels kind of like I’m closing a chapter. That doesn’t mean I can’t change my mind later on or want to post again either! I think we forget sometimes that we can make decisions and essentially unmake them down the road. There doesn’t need to be this fear of seeming indecisive to others or anything like that. I feel like I’d love to come back and post again some time but for now I’m good. I enjoy being on tumblr to reblog posts, chat and ramble, and maybe even come back to see messages in my inbox. That alone makes me happy and I just don’t wanna add anything else to it rn.

Will I be back to posting? I feel like I will at some point, but idk when that point is exactly. For now, I’m gonna take my time and think about it. I’m gonna keep writing but I just don’t think I need to share it online rn haha and I’m content with that. I don’t believe I was ever “unappreciated” on here, I was happy sharing for the most part, and any and all feedback gave me a little pep in my step, but it wasn’t the sole reason I was posting and that in and of itself I think was the reason I didn’t quit posting on tumblr a long time ago. I do hope that for those who continue to post on tumblr, they know it’s okay to keep doing it. I don’t want them thinking that with people leaving they’re wrong or bad or insane for still posting. Everyone should just do what feels right for them. I hope more and more people will come to appreciate authors more, not just of kpop fic but any fic or any writing. I hope creatives will be appreciated and given lots of love and they will have lots of joy rather than stress in their lives. I just don’t feel like being one of those creatives right now, and that’s okay. I can always come back if or when I feel like it.

I think that’s all sorry for this word dump, this is a fic length itself 😭😂

[songbird-sunrise]

[ooc: hi I'm the anon from last night who rambled poetry about complexity into your inbox just here to say I'm actually awake now and I have only like 2% memory of writing all that. Why can't the pretty words happen when it's not 2am and I'm half asleep???? Or when I wanna work on a WIP??? Why do these blorbos you have made pull poetry from me when I'm deep in writers block?????? Anyways congrats on the good blorbos, they live in my head rent free and make words happen.]

OOC: LOL i kind of relate though I always feel like I write best at like 2am idk why

Ty ty :D the blorbos hit different I guess

[superm4ks]

As someone who reblogs your scholarship on the reg I kinda had a feeling your fic would be A+ too but like daaamn 😳😳😳 idk if this was intentional but Max saying ‘I’ll mop don’t start’ and then Charles did actually feel the need to start, and now it feels like there IS a hint of a connection between them and Charles became a bit more than a visitor of this reality. I thought it was really clever and really nicely done.

Also No. You can’t have me, too and waits for a wave of disgust that won’t come suit them so well and make me feel so many things 🤯 it felt just right. It was perfect. This is the best thing I’ve read in a while. I’m literally in awe. I have a million questions and I don’t want to ask any and I just want to wait to find out about them in your writing.

(ok this ask was longer than I thought it’d be and I’d do it on anon if I can but I really need to tell you how much I love your writing and I don’t have an account sooo here is me rambling on in your inbox when we never even talked lol. Anyways. Thank you for sharing your writing with us!!)

THANK YOUUUU omfg ur way too kind … I’m so glad that lil hint of like a soulmate type relationship came across that’s fr what I was going for ((because I’m a worm)). I’m actually saur excited to reveal everything and make it super intense and painful for no reason lmfao 😚 yk lestappen is good for that.

Please ramble in my inbox whenever u want and dm me too like hello. Ur so welcome ty for being the coolest readers 😭🌷

[dykeza]

YES!!!! AGREEING SO HARD RN. I am nodding my head very hard while writimg this. ALSO TY FOR LETTING ME RAMBLE ABOUT THIS IN UR INBOX LOL!!! I have a mcytblr blog but im afraid to say this stuff off anon smh

ALSO. This was mainly a twitter thing I think? BUT SOMETHING THAT ALWAYS INFURIATED ME IS WHEN PEOPLE TREAT TUBBO LIKE A SOFT UWU BOY.

Like no!!! He isn't like that!!! He isnt a character to baby because you think he doesnt know things/know any better!! Hes really fucking smart in canon! Hes treated like an adult despite not being one, AND THAT SHOULD SAY SMTH ABOUR HIS CHARACTER!

Like. he isnt a baby. Hes a character who canonically drinks/takes drugs and fought in wars and is ready to kill if it seems right to him!!!! For fucks sake he makes nukes!!!

"oh but hes baby--" no. twtter people just have a fascination of baby coding ND characters!! And this isnt just a mcyttwt issue, but i see it ALOT there for tubbo and other ND/ND coded characters!!! GAH!!! Misprotrayal of tubbo just makes me!!! angry!!!!

-Tubbo anon

“Like. he isnt a baby. Hes a character who canonically drinks/takes drugs and fought in wars and is ready to kill if it seems right to him!!!! For fucks sake he makes nukes!!!”

YOU SPEAK TO ME AND ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!

if c!Tubbo is anything, he isn’t a Baby. He knows so many things, most things he would be better off not knowing. And being treated like an adult when he’s Not is what makes him such a One of a Kind character. He drinks and smokes and does drugs, and yknow what? That’s probably because he was raised and traumatized in that space.

He isn’t a baby, he isn’t something that can be treated like a clueless lamb. And that’s his Issue. That’s what fucks him up!!! And that’s what makes him HIM!!!!!

God anon I love you so much. Literally talk into my inbox anytime you want. I may not answer regularly as I am quite prone to forgetting but I STILL WANT YOU TO!!! Also please come off anon just so I can follow you. I won’t even post the ask…. Or DM me. Pls pls… I gotta follow your massive brain ^-^ <3

[dreaminterlude]

Idk quite whats going on but pls take care of yourself! You don't deserve any of the hate or negativity that gets thrown your way on here (idk how bad Twitter is but I can imagine). I love hearing your opinions on stuff and I tend to use anon more to ask questions, but if you turning anon off ends up helping ease your stress and anxiety pls go for it (im not trying to speak for all the other anons but I feel like I'm not alone one this since you get a lot of supportive anons too). Best of luck with your work, and I hope you feel better soon!

Sorry for multiple messages but I saw that you mentioned that you weren't strong, and of course idk you irl but I can say that from someone who looks at your blog first for ty content and sees a lot of your posts, that the way you interact with people on your blog, from other tumblrs to the hateful anons, you come across as strong. You don't let yourself get stepped on and stand up for yourself, which I admire bc it is hard to do that. Anyways im done rambling now and will get out of your inbox lol

thank you for this dear 🥺 i think im just overwhelmed with everything right now. i appreciate you coming on anon and sending such sweet and thoughtful things to talk about and i so appreciate talking to you and all my other anonymous friends 🥺  ahhhh your second message i appreciate it so much thank you it makes me feel better reading your messages, you don’t even have to be this kind and supportive but you are, thank you for being so kind and lovely and generous, you have no idea how much it means to me! take care, hope you’re having a good day/evening, and i hope you’re doing well 💛

[pinkyarn]

Hello! Just wanted to say hi. Hope you have a wonderful day! Your blog is amazing... and maybe one day I'll come off anon and say hi and we can be blog-buddies lol

hi!! aa ty tyyy! pls come off anon and say hi omg i love making friends! and yess! we can be blog buddies!! (but a heads up that i’m awkward as hell and ramble a lot and make lame jokes lmao pls bear with me)

spam my inbox i’m bored