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As someone raised by atheists and only exposed to Christianity through stuff like Veggietales, to this day I still can’t intellectually wrap my mind about a genuine belief in religion, as in actually believing any of that shit actually happened. Like. Literally all of the major events described in almost every religion is stuff that factually cannot have happened if you understand almost any science or even just the fact that nothing like that ever has any evidence it can happen now. And people just. Politely ignore that fact? Like I understand that to a lot of people religion is about community and rituals and not so much the actual texts, but like. The fact that magic isn’t real is entirely undeniable. Most everything in the holy texts of most major religions is stuff that we know from how science works doesn’t exist and can’t have happened. And that for some reason doesn’t bother people? They just. Believe in it anyway? I can’t understand that perspective. To me, something being true is actually important, and the fact that religions say that things that aren’t real exist says that they aren’t reliable sources for basing my understanding of the world on. Again, I understand that most people don’t think about that, that religion is primarily about social cohesion and tradition and rituals and not about whether it’s literally true or not. But that perspective is just incredibly alien to me. It’s just weird, that most people can apparently just. Politely ignore that science has completely invalidated nearly everything religion says is true, and still for some reason believe in it anyway.
#atheism#religion#this applies to literally any and all mythology that claims the supernatural exists#all of them#musings#discourse#adjacent at least#skepticism#ultimately it’s like#I can’t help but think “so we all know this shit is fake right?”#And overwhelmingly the response is no!#They don’t#and I think that’s weird!#and to be clear while I do think the supernatural and thus any religion that claims to have supernatural elements is fake#That does not therefore follow “and thus they should be oppressed for it”#lots of people believe lots of incorrect things and while I do believe that the truth is a valuable thing in and of itself#there’s never going to be a world where 100% of people believe only correct things and there is no way to produce a world like that#my posts
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It seems like the older I get, the more irrationally angry casual censorship makes me. And it isn't just the "unalive" "grape" alleged filter-dodging vernacular, but the way normal words will be peppered with asterisks, or screenshots will have words like "gay" "hell" "fuck" etc either partially or entirely blurred. Who is this helping? What is the purpose of it, except to reinforce shame and elevate a flimsy perception of purity and safety, however those things manifest. It's so tiresome and I'm sick of it.
#ya girl#radio censorship also gets me like. do artists have to pre-censor to get any play? what“#what is the problem with little kids cussing sometimes? it's fun and cute and maybe will require a conversation but is ultimately harmless#it also boils my blood when somebody who can't bear to even briefly view the word fuck will pop out shit like the r word#the cognitive dissonance of it! come on
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods
#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags#HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio#Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting#the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them#for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to#where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it#and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new#so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails#Home in the Woods#my art#my comics#original comic#cw guns#cw blood#cw body horror
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Eyes like roses 🌹
#rose like eyes#Sonadow#sonadow#shadonic#Shadonic#sonic x shadow#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the ultimate lifeform#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow comic#sonadow fanart
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I think Shadow is more distressed at the fact that he likes Sonic
#my art!#shadow#sonadow#shadow the hedgehog#shadow the ultimate lifeform#I think I like men#he’s cool with being gay but liking SONIC?#sonic the hedgehog
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Shenanigans ensue
#had this silly idea and then realised it was nearly actually Valentine’s Day#and sort of rushed to try get it out on the day. close enough.#anyway I just think this would be a funny episode idea#with misunderstandings and miscommunication galore#they would build some ultimate matchmaker machine.#Candace would be annoyed because she would say you can’t make a machine to do that you have to do it naturally#Perry goes along with it all because he likes spending time with them#and then at the end it’s a lesson about how some people are gay or whatever#pnf#perry the platypus#human perry#my art
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Liu Qingge will never be in peace I believe
+ Liu Mingyan sketch !

[ID: A Scum Villain comic. Liu Qingge asks, "Mingyan-mei, are you there?" Liu Mingyan looks up from her desk, revealing she's drawing Luo Binghe and Shen Qingqiu sloppily making out (in the style of a meme). Liu Qingge looks tired and judgemental.
The sketch is screenshotted from a drawing software and shows Liu Mingyan sitting at a desk with a book in front of her and holding a brush. End ID] described by @nebulations
#my art#svsss#liu qingge#liu mingyan#bingqiu#qingge losing his mind while I HC his sister and his ultimate nemesis being best friend#scum villian self saving system#thank you nebulations ! I 'm not truly sure where to put the text... I hope it is okay like this ?
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FNAF circus baby is still Michael’s little sister
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#michael afton#circus baby#elizabeth afton#afton family#fnaf sister location#I love the idea that like#even though Elizabeth is circus baby now#and is all serious and mysterious and cunning#she’s still ultimately Michael’s lil sister#so Michael lightly making fun of her gets her heated BAHA#just average siblings activities#if Michael did this he could of broke her plan sooner pff
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realized i never actually posted my dessign.......
2nd art is for this cover
#deltarune#december holiday#noelle holiday#asriel dreemurr#dess holiday#utdr#deltarune spoilers#the 1st one was my very first dess ever before i decided i should ultimately give her blue antlers#or she paints them red to look less like her mother#goomyart
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The thing I keep coming back to, with all the *gestures expansively* is that real life doesn't have peaceful epilogues.
Every single win has to be defended. Forever. I'm sorry. It sucks. The Nazis lost until they stopped losing. The US had abortion rights, and then 50 years later it didn't. Empires fall, and then they invade other countries again. Oppressive regimes are overthrown and replaced with other oppressive regimes. You will never finish the work etc etc etc. Which is why it's so fucking important to be able to acknowledge and celebrate progress, when it happens. The people who came before you didn't put in all that work for nothing, and you aren't, either. You can't save it all for the Ultimate Victory because there is never going to be an Ultimate Victory. There's no such thing as a time when everything is good, and ours shall not be the commune of Heaven.
#rambling#like by all means always push for more#but man you gotta be able to note the small victories too#and you have to be able to step away for a bit when you need to because there's never going to be an Ultimate End#op
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people when toriel isn't the Perfect Mother Gentle Character Who Knows Exactly What Her Teenager Is Feeling and makes mistakes
toriel when she's a single mother who spends the entire day participating in her town's community life getting harassed by her ex or pushed to get back with him by her peers and ends up hanging out with the one guy treating her normally in their entire town, so she ditches church to spend some time with him and gets drunk for the first time in (likely) years
it's sad!! the end of chapter 4 is a really fucking sad scene, hilarious as it may be, because we know for a fact toriel's had to be the bigger person in her and asgore's rapport ever since they separated. as a character in hometown she's implicated in this extremely tangled web of social relations and painful drama going back years, that she needs something like this in her life. in a way, as the new guy in town completely unattached to its past, sans is a bit of a susie of her own. she needs this.
...and kris really, really doesn't.
#answered asks#wow almost like it's a recurring point for toriel as a character to be a loving caring mother with strong morals who nevertheless#ultimately fails her children because their needs are outside of her abilities to fulfil them#in both undertale AND deltarune! whodathunk#dr spoilers#deltarune#toriel
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the sky is falling like a comet, pretend it’s not the end of the world
#love when characters just have a moment of overwhelming gratitude mixed with grief of what could’ve just happene wowwww#yea that’ll get me#ummm like just thinking how like they could’ve all lost each other if they didn’t win in the end yk.. love frontiers so much I constantly#am thinking abt all the content it fed me aughhh#also like thinking abt the fear of losing the people u are closest with and are practically ur only family oh knuckles u lonely character..#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#tails the fox#amy rose#my art#sth#sonic fanart#sonic frontiers#knuckles the echidna#im the ultimate thinker I am always thinking constantly pondering one may say..#lalalalaaaaaaaa I wanna draw more angsty stuff to elaborate on this but my carpool tunnel from school assignments if bad enough already
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I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.
I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:
Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)
Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)
Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often
Eat dessert first
Celebrate well, and often
Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)
Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.
Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate
Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)
Walk without having a specific destination or goal
Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.
I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.
#mental health#mental health support#positivity#if anybody has ideas of their own definitely include them!#i just think being stuck with this feeling that you don't have autonomy and that you ultimately aren't an equal person or a person at all..#...in comparison to other people can be a really troubling and dangerous place to be in...#...and that isn't the person's fault for feeling that way. they didn't pluck those thoughts out of thin air...#...like i have felt that exact way all my LIFE because i have been abused for. probably 2/3s of my life...#...only within these past few years have i even FELT alive. frankly it's going to take a while to repair what i have been left with...#...so i know the feeling and i want to help others feel even a LITTLE bit alive. you deserve it...#...you deserve to take in a deep breath before slowly realizing 'oh my gd this is what it feels like to be alive' and SMILE about it#i want that for you even if it is brief. even if it is small. even if it is a whisper. i want you to feel alive#unironically getting rid of the idea of 'guilty pleasures' has made my life SO much better
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My little sister made me watch so many labubu unboxing videos I’m sick
#my art!#I never wanna see or draw a labubu ever again#I just think Amy would like them and want matching ones wth her boys#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#shadow#shadow the ultimate lifeform#i love them so much#sonshadamy
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Already posted these on twitter and they blew up, so here's my silly little Sonic 3 sonadow figure edits!! And an extra I made too... (Look below)
OH I'll be making more since so many people loved these BTWW!!
#my art :3#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonadow#sonadow fanart#sonic x shadow#shadow x sonic#shadow the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog fanart#shadow#sonic the hedghog fanart#sonic the hedghog movie#sonic 3#sonic fanart#sega sonic#sonic art#sonic movie 3#shadonic#sonic and shadow#the ultimate life form#I LOOOVE how these turned out I CAN'T WAIT TO MAKE MORE#And im SO HAPPY people ended up liking these so much too...#sonadow figures my shaylas
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