#unclear. Unknown-Scary is sustained Foreboding Dread in the background of everything. Known-Scary is more bursts of frantic anxiety and fea
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#talked to my mum about Fears About The Future#which felt. significant. especially since she was Normal about disability stuff (she desperately tries not to grieve me in front of me but.#she tends to struggle with it. especially when it requires being realistic about things. she's getting better with it)#and it didn't necessarily make things feel less scary#but less unknown. i don't know if Known-Scary is better or worse than Unknown-Scary#unclear. Unknown-Scary is sustained Foreboding Dread in the background of everything. Known-Scary is more bursts of frantic anxiety and fea#to be fair both are still Very Present#getting covid this year has definitely fucked with my health a lot#before i could manage uni and housework. now it's. very much one or the other.#and unfortunately. i have a larger workload right now. -> six hours of in person class a week of which i attend 3. which. feels bad ngl.#technically also work at home but that feels. more manageable and also not able to really be calculated. still a lot though.#i don't know. health scary. digging through work and income even scarier. thinking about the very very small number jobs i can work and the#smaller job market. even worse.
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