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ragatha/agatha and pomni/penny human hcs!
(r)agatha:
is an english teacher!
yes she still loves horses. she used to ride them, & she loves old western movies.
owns cowboy hat and boots.
analytical and loves long & winding conversations.
has a very happy cat named sandwich.
patches her own clothes, doesn't have kids but if she did she would embroider their names into their belongings.
she still plays cello, she loves music in general, probably sings like an angel.
can't do any mathematics.
can drive, but like a lunatic. somehow has never had an accident though, so it's fine.
probably has a cute little baby blue/yellow car now, but definitely had a beat up offroader truck at some point that got put to good use. or maybe she still does, i'm not the boss.
total lesbian, a bit of a heartbreaker but not intentionally (women just keep falling for her)
goes to town/neighbourhood/community meetings. likely is/was in a knitting circle
absurd number of quilts in her home
pomni/penny:
is an accountant as we know, and cannot cook for shit as we know.
no pets she can barely take herself for walks. is more similar to a cat, but had a dog growing up. would love a collie or a dalmatian probably.
would name the dog something stupid like Thermometer Johnson.
she can drive, but nervously.
really quick thinker, like impressively, unless she's under HUGE amounts of stress. is literally always thinking at 100mph.
no sense of interior decor or personal style. all practical, kind of butch. really does kill a suit.
very much lesbian but not fully to terms with it. probably had short-lived relationships with men in which she was 'content' but didn't really care for it. seeing agatha as agatha for the first time was probably a crazy punch to her little gay heart. not to mention the cowboy gear.
autistic
watches 90s anime to wind down
listens to every single genre of music. passes a lot of time with headphones in, slowly making her way thru the entire world's discography
owns no band merch or anything though she just listens
can't sleep without a fan on, thunderstorm 12hr audio, blackout curtains, weighted blanket, water nearby
does not sleep a lot
both of them (going to call them pomni and ragatha for convenience):
didn't immediately recognise one another. i havent got an exact idea of how they reunited after getting out, but there were tears.
bonded in a very rare and unique way - they got to revel in the newfound joys of real life again. they got to eat delicious food, go on long, unobstructed walks in the real sun, be warmed by it, chew on ice cubes and shiver at the pain, listen to each other's heartbeats, listen to real music, read real books, smell soaps and flowers and sauces. they went to the supermarket together and read all the labels, and bought one of each type of fruit to try between them, and smelled all the candles, and touched all the blankets. spent a lot of time holding hands and kissing and i'm sorry to say, probably having sex, because holy shit, i'm real, you're real, we're real
now live together in ragatha's apartment, after pomni moved out of her small and confusingly-furnished flat.
both of them feel inadequate from time to time. this is resolved by a stern-but-loving talking-to.
sandwich likes pomni very much. pomni doesn't really get cats, but loves sandwich a great deal, and enjoys letting her sleep on her lap.
ragatha is very pleased to see her girls getting along.
ragatha cooks, pomni chops the veg. she often doesn't fuck it up
pomni cleans a lot as a 'thank you for letting me live here, i love you'. she's very much acts of service, ragatha is words & physical touch <3
they watch a lot of movies together. depending on how long they've been stuck, they might have culture to catch up on
ragatha wants to have a house with a garden one day. pomni starts germinating seeds from their fruit & veg like a weird science experiment. ragatha is delighted when she is presented with a baby tomato plant.
clothes are shared. ragatha's are bigger, but most of pomni's are ill-fitting anyway so it can go both ways. ragatha likes to dress pomni up in different outfits and have her do a little fashion show. pomni pretends not to savour the confidence boost.
pomni starts sleeping more
#ok im tired so thats it now. BYE#tadc#pomni#ragatha#the amazing digital circus#buttonblossom#tadc pomni#tadc ragatha#jesterdoll#ragapom#tadc headcanon#ragatha x pomni#pomni x ragatha#tadc hc#tadc humanization#human versions
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BEST-FRIEND!NAMJOON who has a matching necklace with rings from your favorite drink cans. you thought those necklaces were made when you were 15 years old. 16? no, 17. yes, 18 for sure. it was something simple, very insignificant, but for you and Namjoon it was memories of two days full of sun and joy. in each necklace there was a new promise of eternal friendship and infinite love. it was as if those necklaces were the rings of your friendship. you never took them off. and whenever you needed that extra strength or comfort, it was by holding your necklaces that you found a little peace. “i’ll be honest with you. i don’t remember when we made our necklaces. all i remember is your huge smile when you put on yours. and to be honest, that’s all i need to remember.”
BEST-FRIEND!NAMJOON who pretended to marry you on your last day of high school and still has the vows he made to you. you knew that your paths would separate with the arrival of adulthood, but neither of you wanted to lose that special friendship. so, as if to celebrate the love between you, you and Namjoon faked a small ceremony in the garden of his house, where vows were exchanged and sealed with a tight hug. neither of you would disappear, you would just keep growing together. “i promise that our paths will meet again and when that happens, i will come to you with a suitcase full of my love for you. i promise that i will see you again and i will have my heart empty of missing you.”
BEST-FRIEND!NAMJOON who does embarrassing photoshoots to give you as postcards at christmas. when you took that photo of Namjoon at the beginning of high school and just teased him that he looked like he had never seen a camera in his life, Namjoon took your words as a challenge. so, every year without fail, Namjoon would do a small photoshoot where he would pose as if the art of photography was a science too complex to be understood. always signing the postcards with words too sweet for the photographs used, you looked forward to christmases just because you would receive that piece of intimacy from your best friend. “merry christmas to you and me. here’s your annual postcard. i don't know how to exist. i hope this makes you smile. stay well.”
BEST-FRIEND!NAMJOON who has written down in a notebook all the promises you made to each other. from the day you started a friendship, promises started to be exchanged. small things like taking his first car ride with you, or giving handmade gifts until you were twenty-five, you and Namjoon had a long list of hopes that graced your friendship. with each promise fulfilled, Namjoon crossed it out with the date it was fulfilled. but those long-term promises, those promises that lasted a lifetime, those were the ones that graced the first page in Namjoon’s notebook; after all, there is nothing more beautiful and hopeful than “i promise to love you until the day the earth eats me. and even then i will return in the form of flowers to show my eternal love for you — N.”
BEST-FRIEND!NAMJOON who saves you whenever you have a date that goes wrong. whenever you went on a date and it was going badly or was really uncomfortable, Namjoon didn’t mind pretending to be your very sick grandfather or your little sister who had a nightmare. all it took was a message from you for Namjoon to come up with a story that would justify your absence. changing his voice, status and name, Namjoon always made sure you had a way out of that date, always waiting for you at the door of your house to have ice cream with you on your couch. “remember if you need a way out, just send me a text. i can be everything you need, just say the word. i hope you have fun and remember, i’m always here.”
BEST-FRIEND!NAMJOON who is always the first to wish you a happy birthday. Namjoon always made sure to do two things: be the first to send you a happy birthday message and the first to call you to sing you the happy birthday song. when your special day arrived, a long and sincere message found refuge in your inbox and, before you even managed to open the message, Namjoon was already calling you to wish you a happy birthday. between Namjoon’s tender voice and his gentle words, you were starting your birthday with a little encouragement and happiness — that day was going to go good, Namjoon had promised you that. “happy birthday, sunshine. i know your day will be fantastic because you will be with me, but still, i hope the day goes well for you. remember that i love you very much and that the world is a better place because you are in it.”
BEST-FRIEND!NAMJOON who had no problem declaring himself to you because he knew it was reciprocal. when the time was right, Namjoon declared himself to you without nerves or beating around the bush. he knew you like no one else. he knew everything about you, including your feelings. so when he realized that his love was desperate to find shelter in your soul, it was with calmness and affection that Namjoon spoke to you. with bright eyes and a wide smile, Namjoon just looked at you and confessed. “ i like you. i dare say i love you. and i know you feel the same, so thank you for taking care of me and my heart. i know that with you i am in good hands.”
#!BTS bouquet꒱₊˚ᰔ.#kimnamjoon#bts#namjoon#btsarmy#bangtansonyeondan#army#bangtanboys#bangtan#namjoon x reader#namjoon x you#namjoon fluff#bts namjoon#bts x reader#namjoon fanfic#namjoon oneshot#namjoon scnearios#bts fanfic#namjoon fic#namjoon fic recs#namjoon imagines#bts fic#bts rec#rm x reader#rm oneshot#rm fluff#rm x you#rm fanfic#rm scenarios#rm fic
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Happy Birthday Steve
A short and sweet peek at a morning with your favourite birthday boy.
Word count: 533
Author’s note: seeing as it’s our boyfriend Joe Keery’s birthday, I felt a wee bit inspired to write some more early morning Steve sweetness 🩷 written on my phone and barely proofread, but we move!
Your eyes open to milky white dawn on the walls dappled with morning sun, like gold-leaf, breaching through the gauzy curtains. In that cocoon between sleep and wakefulness, you feel the warm weight of his arm and the puff of slumber-sweet breath against you.
Steve radiates warmth like a personal space heater throughout the seasons, like the welcoming hug of home and comfort and safety when you need him.
You turn your head on the pillow to watch him, older now than he was when you fell asleep together last night. Lifting your heavy head, you brush a kiss to his temple and murmur ‘Happy Birthday Steve’ quiet enough not to wake him fully, loud enough to leech into his hazy peace so he knows he is loved and adored and worshipped.
It is too early move and begin the day proper. Too soon to begin brewing coffee and toasting bagels and cutting up fruit to share between the sheets. You are too comfortable to slip away from the warm bed to place a candle in the surprise cupcake and sing a quiet ‘Happy Birthday to you’ in your morning voice in place of the usual shrill of the alarm.
Soon, in time. Not yet.
Steve shifts beside you, pulling you close again as he huffs into the pillow. The sleepy scowling frown between his brows softens, relaxed again as he dreams on. The smooth pad of your thumb passes over the crease, chasing away the dregs of whatever pissed him off inside his head. You look forward to hearing what it was, told in his tired timbre, when he wakes.
When - not if, when - he wakes and catches you staring, gazing, mooning over him, he will smile into the cotton pillowcase and call you a creep, light-voiced without an ounce of malice or meanness. He will pull you close and pretend to groan as you pepper his face and anywhere else you can reach with birthday kisses until his cheeks are pink and aching, until you are both at bursting point with how much you adore each other, how happy you are together.
There’s a party planned for later, much later and too far away from your dreamy morning bliss to fret about. The cake is ordered and the balloons will be bright and round, there will be paper plates stained with pizza grease and sweet icing. The Party is surprise-party-ready with presents for Steve - who you think has cottoned on to the plans but he has kept schtum out of kindness. He turned a blind-eye to the hushed heads-together chats with Robin, the phone calls with Dustin or Max or a cacophony of competing voices on the other end.
It will be far from the for-show extravagance of his childhood birthday parties and the cheap-beer fuelled ragers of his teens. As long as you are there, propped on his lap as he blows out candles or tucked under his arm with your fingers in his back pocket in the kitchen, it will be a good birthday.
But for now, you linger in that cosy space with the weight of Steve’s arm keeping you near and his breath on your neck.
dividers by @saradika-graphics 🩷
#steve harrington#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington x you#steve harrington x y/n fluff#bangaveragefics#bangaveragefic#Steve Harrington x y/n#steve harrington stranger things#steve harrington fluff#steve harrington fanfic
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For Death Or Glory : Chapter One

Jake x Charlotte (Fem OC)
Warnings: Anxious theme, Bickering, Brotherly Taunting, Uncomfortable situations, Yearning (oh the yearning) Smoking, Alcohol (it's a bar- feels self explanatory but just for safety) Shitty dad jokes, and silly goofy boy time!
Word Count: 3k
Summary: Jake has spent most of his 20's single or just random dates here and there. Unfortunately for him, his brothers and their partners are all on board for trying to find him the love of his life.
Author's Note: hehe hi :) I couldn't resist any longer. I hope you love Jake as much as I do.

Beggars Song - Matt Maeson "Oh yeah, I'm a beat down, washed up, son of a bitch, I got one more cigarette and all my money is spent, but I'ma Be damned if I let it keep me down."
The soft ‘click’ of the door latching behind me as I sneak out of Willa and Quinn’s apartment. It stopped snowing a few hours ago, so the plows have had time to take care of the roads. Hopefully, they could get out of there quickly enough to make it home. I can’t be shocked that we all got roped into a slumber party, especially with Josh involved. I honestly didn’t even mind it; sometimes, spending time with everyone is nice, not in the bar. My heart was whole, watching everyone laugh and smile together.
Their apartment complex wasn’t too far from the bar, but I don’t trust the roads enough to drive the speed limit.
‘Oh, what a night,
Late December back in ‘63..’
“Oooh, this one hits,” I say as the song fills the car. Turning the volume, I tap along on my steering wheel. Taking my time, I can appreciate how the snow softly coats the trees, which kind of makes up for the lack of leaves. The sun feels extra bright today, bouncing off all the snow piles and practically making the ground light up.
‘What a lady, what a night.’
“Oh, I, I got a funny feeling when she walked in the room,” I quietly sing along. I’ve always been a little partial to the “oldies” as they say on the radio, but I grew up listening to all of it. Maybe I’m just a sucker for nostalgia.
Pulling into my usual spot, ‘Oh, what a night,’ I sit for a second, contemplating whether I should run upstairs real quick or go into the bar. I probably should at least change. I’ve been in these clothes for almost twenty-four hours.
As fast as I can, without busting my ass on the ice, I walk to the stairwell. It’s unfortunately not the most insulated, so I hustle upstairs; the first chilly days always catch you off guard. The warmth hits me when I get into the apartment, my body letting out one last shiver, shaking the chill from outside off.
After finding a clean button-up and switching into new pants, I feel like a new human. I take a few minutes to brush my teeth, spray myself with some cologne, and then make a cup of coffee. The warm drink on a cold day routine never misses. I scroll through my emails while waiting for my coffee to finish brewing before heading to the bar.
The brisk air has me running down the stairs, fumbling with my keys to unlock the back door to the bar. I quickly turn the keys, hearing the heavy ‘clunk’ of the deadbolt flipping over. I scoot myself inside, pulling the door shut behind me while letting out another shiver.
My body freezes when I hear sounds coming from the actual bar. Jesus Christ, NO. My heart rate spikes as I creep down the hallway, not wanting to give myself away. As if whoever or whatever is in here didn’t hear the door, you dumbass. I still can’t see out into the bar, but the faint sounds are becoming much less muffled as I get closer.
“Fuck, what do we do?”
“Just get dressed, baby. Go, go, go.”
Is that Danny? I take a few more steps before finally seeing his tall figure standing shirtless near one of the end booths. He’s clearly buttoning his pants when I see a pair of smaller arms reach out behind him. Oh my god, Melody. I watch as he fumbles around, trying to flip his shirt from inside out, when he turns around and locks eyes with me. I can see any ounce of life drain from his face from a mile away.
We stare at each other for what feels like an eternity. Still, it is realistically ten seconds before I spit out the only question I can manage to think of, “What the fuck is going on?”
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“Jake, really, I’m so sorry,” Dan is about to plead his case now.
Looking at him, I take a deep breath, knowing he genuinely feels terrible about this. “It’s fine,” I say, touching his arm.
“I will just take the day to really clean the bar, I suppose,” letting the smile sneak onto my face to ease the tension.
He lets a small laugh, “I’ll help since it’s my bad anyway.”
“Oh god,” I let slip. That was supposed to be an inside thought, but here we are.
“What?”
I silently point to the camera behind the bar. I won’t lie: Watching the emotions cycle through his face wasn’t a little funny. Melody looked wide-eyed as the realization hit her as well.
“Oh shit, oh my god,”
“You quite literally helped me install them,” I let out an uncomfortable laugh, “I don’t know how you forgot.”
He runs both hands over his face before finally asking, “Can we just.. delete that.. ALL of that..please?” His voice is coated in desperation as he keeps looking over at Melody.
“I’m certainly not going to watch it, Danny.” Relief washes over him as if he really thought I would watch that.
“Let’s agree to never bring this up.. again.. Ever?” I cock an eyebrow at him, taking a quick glance at Melody as well. She nods aggressively.
“What are we never bringing up?” Sam’s sing-songy tone radiates through the bar. God damn it.
Josh’s loud voice followed suit, “Oh, I love a good secret!” Of course, he came with Sam.
“That is between you guys and Danny,” I put my hands up, “I have cleaning I need to get done.” I look over to Dan, trying not to laugh. The look on his face is screaming that he knows he’s screwed now that Josh is here. Everybody is about to know his little secret.
“If you need to go for a little bit, do what you need to,” I lean in and whisper to Melody as I pass her. She gives me a thumbs-up and mouths, ‘Thank you,’ as I head down the hall.
“Goodmorning, brother,” Josh’s voice comes from behind me as I grab some cleaning supplies from our storage closet.
“I’m surprised you guys got here this early?”
When I left the apartment, I didn’t think anybody would be moving for quite a while. The few of us in the living room, all sleeping on the makeshift bed we crafted with extra blankets and pillows. Sam dipped at some point in the night to Willa’s bed, what a party pooper.
“I couldn’t fall back to sleep after you left, and I heard Sam moving around,” he tells me, “We figured you could use some help getting the bar situated after last night anyway.” Reaching out to take the broom and dustpan from me.
Surprised that they wanted to help, I quickly said, “Oh, well, thanks bub.” Not that they didn’t usually help out if I asked, but it was a bit more dependent on me asking, which I’m candidly not great at doing.
“So, what exactly needs to be cleaned?” Sam finally caves.
I smile at him, knowing what he’s trying to do, “Let’s just say we’re taking the opportunity to really make sure everything is clean.” Grabbing a rag and some disinfectant to start wiping everything down.
“Well,” he instigates further, “I just didn’t know if there was like a specific booth or something.” He unsuccessfully chokes back a laugh.
Josh quickly cut him off, “I’m sure he asked for specifics,”
I bite my tongue so as not to laugh at the argument that will start. If there’s anything I know, it’s that these two can’t help but start shit with each other.
“It was just a question, Josh.”
“You’re just picking at him for no reason. He said we’re cleaning everything, so just clean.”
“You know why we’re cleaning. That’s why you’re being defensive,” Sam says, his voice rising as he realizes.
Josh gasps dramatically, “You DO listen to your girlfriend. Oh my god, I’m so proud of you!”
“Oh, fuck off,”
Josh laughed loud: “It doesn’t take much to figure out what happened, Samuel. Just use that little brain of yours for a minute, and maybe you’ll piece it together.”
I sit in a booth to wipe the table down, just listening to them go back and forth. Josh isn’t wrong.. If he really did just stop to think about it, he would figure it out. Or, literally, just ask Danny. I never said he couldn’t ask him.
“I’m not that stupid, I know that-” Sam starts but immediately stops when he sees Danny walk back in.
“What are we yelling about?”
“The two of them are bickering about why we’re cleaning,” I say plainly, with my eyebrows raised and a tight-lipped smile.
His eyes widen, clearing his throat before saying, “Yeah, uh, people were a bit frantic last night trying to get out of here when the storm started, and we also didn’t want to get stuck too long, so we just.. didn’t have time to clean.” He couldn’t be worse at lying, but I think Sam will let it slide because of how uncomfortable he looks right now.
“Now, why couldn’t you just say that?” Sam turns, looking back over at Josh. Jesus Christ, here we go.
“Because that’s obviously not the reason, they clearly–”
“Good morning, Krusty Krew!” Quinn sings through the bar, thank god.
“Did we interrupt something?” Willa asks through a laugh.
“Yes, thank you,” I speak before the other two can.
It’s fun to watch as they both make their way over to their respective partners. Josh and Quinn always seem like they haven’t seen each other in years, even if it’s only been 20 minutes. The way they just curl into each other at any given moment. And then there’s Sam and Willa. Her laugh radiates through a room whenever Sam is around; they constantly pick on each other about something. He presses a kiss to the side of her head before she starts to walk away, but not before he swats at her ass, and she flips him off. She’s a saint for putting up with him.
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I listened to everyone’s chatter until Josh and Sam started bickering again. I motion to Danny to say that I’m going outside for a minute before grabbing a cigarette from my office. Walking out the back door in the crisp air, I pull out my lighter and try to beat the wind. That first inhale is always the most rewarding. I told myself when I left the shipyard that I would cut back; the guys I worked with were heavy smokers, and it’s easy to fall into that trap. Now, I settle for one a day, and honestly, some days, I don’t bother; I find that when I’m stressed, I tend to go for it, but I’ve stuck to my guns and not gone back to smoking aggressively.
I walk across the street, finding my usual spot to watch the boats slowly sail out to the ocean. I like to come here when I need a moment. I’m unsure why I’m feeling more anxious today than usual, but my chest feels heavy. Why do I feel so alone?
It’s not that I can’t be alone. I obviously have made it this long without someone; I have just spent the last two years watching everyone close to me find love. I never really feel lonely because they are all part of the family at this point, but I do have days where I can’t help but be almost..jealous. My mind keeps wandering as I take another drag. Is there something I’m doing that just makes me not worthy of dating? I’ve never understood why, out of all the dates I’ve been on in the last handful of years, none of them have worked out. God, I sound so pathetic.
I enjoy the last moments of my smoke break, forcing myself to focus on the boat coming into the dock. I can’t seem bothered when I go inside, or they’ll notice.
Finally, making my way back inside, I see Josh and Quinn in one booth and Sam with Willa in another. They don’t seem to notice that I’ve snuck back in, so I just spend some time cleaning up and organizing behind the bar while there’s nobody to actually tend to.
I start mindlessly wiping down the wine glasses, trying to make them as clean as possible. Josh and Quinn are in my line of sight; it’s hard not to notice how in love they are. Always sitting on the same side of any table, whether it’s a booth or a typical table setting, they’re attached at the hip. They’re always touching. Whether it’s just sitting close enough, one of them can move their leg closer, or right now, where Quinn is just tracing their finger along his jawline and down the bridge of his nose. They lean in, pressing a kiss to his nose before he tugs them in quickly for a real kiss. This is dreadful. I really can’t remember the last time I kissed someone. Am I that touch starved that I’m jealous of my brother? The squeak from the glass reminds me where I am. I shake my head, putting it back in its place and grabbing a new glass.
I glance over to the other booth; Willa has her head propped up in her hand as she looks at my brother. Even though they instigate each other most often, it’s always with love. She has a soft smile plastered on her face as she nods to whatever he’s saying. Running his hand down her forearm every so often, it’s weird seeing Sam so.. domestic? Willa really is perfect for him, though. I knew the moment she put him in his place while on a date with SOMEONE ELSE. How she looks at him like he’s the greatest thing ever created is incredibly sweet. I can’t hear what they’re saying, but I can see the way her eyes light up before she calls him ‘babe.’ I put the last glass back in place, tossing the towel under the bar.
I think I have scrubbed every inch of this bar today, I think to myself, leaning into my hand. The music is lower since there’s nobody here, and everybody is currently preoccupied. I let my mind wander for a minute.
The feeling of being so excited to see someone that your heart flutters. Being able to just hold someone close. God, getting to kiss them endlessly— nothing is better than that. Feeling them smile at you, ugh. Being so wrapped up in each other, pulling her into your lap so you can just have her as close as possible. Someone to call sweet things and have them call me ‘babe.’ Fuck me. I need a wife. Can I just skip to the being in love part? I don’t want to waste my time on girls who will just leave after a couple of months. I just want to fall helplessly in love and spend every day making sure they feel the same.
“Jake?” Sam loudly says, waving his hand in front of me.
My body jumps involuntarily, “For fucks sake.”
“Good daydream, huh?” Josh teases. I fight the warm feeling creeping into my face, rolling my eyes subtly.
“What do you guys want?”
“Will you make us drinks, please?” Josh asks, trying to recover from his taunting.
“Quinn and Willa too?” I double-check as I’m grabbing glasses. They both nod in sync.
I kept letting out little sighs, which, to be fair, I didn’t think were that obvious. Turning and setting one of the drinks in front of them, my eyebrows pulled together.
“Why do you look so angry?” Sam asks.
“I’m not?” I quip back. Unfortunately, it didn’t come out as convincing as I would have liked.
“I really think you just need to get laid or something, Jake,” Josh laughs out, “you need someone to take the edge off!” he laughs, nudging Sam with his elbow. You’re telling me.
“When do I have the time, Josh? Come on,” I can’t help the attitude that comes out, but given the day I’ve had so far— getting harassed for not getting laid is not helping.
“Honestly, you just seem tense lately,” Sam pipes up, “maybe if you actually flirted with one of the pretty girls who comes in, you could get off once in a while.” Josh barks out a laugh towards Sam, but I see Dan pointing in our direction as I listen to my personal peanut gallery giggle.
Rolling my eyes at them as they keep egging each other on, “Trust me, I’d love for my wife to walk through those doors, but I don’t see that happening.”
I turn to finish making drinks for the boys, trying to ignore them, squawking about my lack of sex life. As I set out a few glasses on the counter, I heard a lower, raspy female voice ring behind me, “Could I speak with Mr. Kiszka?”
I turn around to a petite redhead dressed very professionally. Her button-up was a pale yellow, tucked into some grayish-blue slacks. Her hair curled perfectly, and her dark red lips stood out against her pale complexion.
“Which one?” we all answer in unison.
She flips open her folder, looking at whatever papers are in there, and I can’t seem to look away from her. She’s … so hot?
“Um, Jacob Kiszka, I’m sorry.”
She looks up at me, making direct eye contact. Green. Her eyes are green.
I manage to muster up the ability to ask, “What do you need from me, dear?” Dear? Am I ninety? The sounds of my brother’s giggling prevented any level of silence between us.
“Well, I’m sorry to do this to you randomly, Mr. Kiszka,” she says confidently; her voice is so pretty.“Mr. Kiszka is our father. Please call me Jake,” I say, trying to lighten the mood as I extend my arm out to shake her hand across the bar. It feels like a small jolt to my heart as her hand firmly grabs mine, and she tells me, “Charlotte Rhodes.”
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Chapter Two
FDOG Masterpost | Masterlist | Prologue | FDOG Playlist
If you ask nicely, I may be so inclined to drop Chapter 2 sooner than next Thursday .. is all i'm going to say. 🤭
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“sunshinez being the loveable...” ²˙⁵
danielle marsh x 6th member!reader / 1.38k
summary. — “sunshinez being the loveable sunshines of newjeans and tokkis.”
warnings. — rushed at the end / video format is originally by @/jihyoruri
🎬 — sunshinez cheering up their members
“i can’t believe it’s raining.”
[rain D:]
hanni, danielle, and hyein all collectively sigh, having been more excited for the outing than you, haerin, and minji.
“why did it have to rain on today of all days.” hyein continued, slouching in her seat, going so far down that the seatbelt was under her chin. “why couldn’t it have rained when we were busy doing stuff inside?”
“because that’s not how life works.” haerin murmured, staring out the window with a blank look on her face.
[our haerinie is suddenly so mature-]
“sit up, hyein, that isn’t safe.” you told the younger girl as you patted her leg, making her reluctantly sit up, before turning to your members. “and don’t worry, i’m sure the staff has already found something else for us to do.”
“but that’s not the problem.” hanni whined, crossing her arms with a pout on her lips. “i wanted to go outside, y’know, and feel the sun and stuff.”
“you make it sound like we don’t go outside ever.” you deadpan. “besides, i doubt that they’ll scrap the idea of having a picnic. we’ll probably just go on one on another day.”
[optimistic yn to the rescue (?)]
“ynnie is right.” danielle said, smiling. “why whine about not going today when we’ll go ? i bet they prepared something just as fun for us to do today!”
“but…” haerin started, looking skeptical. “what if-”
[a few moments later]
“whooooo!”
“yipee!”
“yahoo!”
“who- who says yahoo?”
“i do. do you have a problem with it?”
“…no.”
“good morning, bunnies.” minji greeted quietly, smiling tiredly and giving the camera a small wave. “it’s currently…” she trailed off, picking up her phone and turning it on. “eleven o’clock. we’re doing some shoots outside that need to be done at night, so…”
[oh she’s so cute–]
“cheer up baby, cheer up baby–”
[TWICE?????!!?!!/$/]
minji blinked, turning her head before looking back to the camera with an exasperated look on her face. “that was danielle trying to keep the members awake. she’s singing the song and yn’s doing the dance moves…”
“jom deo himeul lae~”
“it… looks like it’s working?” she shook her head and sighed, the corners of her lips turning up ever so slightly. “honestly, those two… we don’t even need coffee anymore with them around.”
[danyn are happy pills confirmed.]
“yeojaga swipge mameul jumyeon andwae~”
“speak for yourself.” hanni muttered, walking into frame with a clear, plastic cup filled with what looked to be coffee – iced coffee, to be specific – in her hand. “i don’t think i can go a day without coffee.”
“geuraeya niga nal deo johahage doelgeol!~”
“didn’t you sleep the entire ride over? why are you so tired–”
“well, i tried to sleep – tried being the keyword here – but with those two talking next to me…”
“oh.”
🎬 — sunshinez hugging for warmth (or just hugging)
“ynnie, come join us!”
you perk up at the call of your name, turning away from the camera to see danielle gesturing for you to come to where she and hyein were hugging.
“hurry, yn-unnie!” the younger of the two whined, shivering so hard that you could see her body shake despite being at least twenty feet away. “it’s cold!”
“hold on, i’ll be right over there!” you turn back, an apologetic smile on your face. “sorry, duty calls.”
waving goodbye at the camera, you run over to where the two girls were, arms spread before wrapping around their shoulders.
“ynnie~”
you smile, squishing your cheek against hers as you tighten your arms around her. “danielle~”
“unnie, what happens if two suns collide?” hyein asked, looking away from the two of you. “like, do they just explode?”
“if they’re big enough they will.” minji responds, crossing her arms. “i’m pretty sure that if they’re both small, though, they’ll just merge together and form one big sun.”
“they’re big enough though.” haerin said as she pointed at the two of you, looking up at the older girl. “shouldn’t they be exploding and not… merging together?”
“they’re killing us without the exploding.” hanni muttered, shooting glares – whether they were playful or not, though, no one knew – at you.
danielle smiled, either oblivious to what the girls were saying or just ignoring them. “ynnie~”
“dani~” you coo in response before giggling, prompting the older girl to also start giggling
“…i sort of want them to explode.” haerin says bluntly. “is that bad?”
hanni blinks, a look of disbelief on her face. “uh, yes??”
“kang haerin.” minji says sternly, her brows furrowed and her arms crossed.
“ooh~ mom’s mad~”
“shut up.”
🎬 — sunshinez being… sunshinez
“oh my god, look ynnie, that cloud totally looks like a bunny!”
[…a bunny? it looks like a duck to me-]
you hum, brows furrowed as you studied the cloud danielle was pointing at. “no, it looks more like a cat.”
“i think it looks like a bunny.” minji muttered, squinting at said cloud before turning and pointing at another cloud. “that one is more like a cat.”
“no, that one looks like a dog, minji-unnie.” haerin sighed, shaking her head in mock disappointment. “this one is more like a cat, and the one dani-unnie was pointing at is definitely a bunny.”
[are they srsly having an argument over the shapes of clouds???]
hyein huffs, rolling her eyes. “of course you would agree with dani-unnie.”
“and what’s that supposed to mean?”
[haerin: 😾]
“well, for starters–”
“i think you’re all wrong.” hanni cuts in, interrupting what would have been a debate between their two youngest members. “to me, they all look like clouds.”
[…]
“you’re not even looking at them.” danielle says, pouting. “how do you know they look like clouds?”
“…because they’re clouds?”
[LMFAOOOO]
you sigh, shaking your head as you patted danielle’s back. “don’t worry, dani-unnie, it’s not your fault hanni-unnie lacks the imagination a normal person would have.”
“seriously?”
“actually, that would explain a lot of things…”
[?????]
“yah, what things?!”
“shopping, shopping~”
[introducing: childish yn that only comes out when she’s just with danielle]
danielle giggles, swinging your arms back and forth as the two of you walked. “you sound pretty excited to go shopping, ynnie. is there a certain store you want to go to?”
“maybe guxxi?” you suggest, tilting your head slightly. “or chxxxel?” you sigh happily, eyes forming crescents as you smiled at her. “honestly, as long as you’re with me, i don’t care where we go.”
[🫠]
“aw~” the older girl smiled at you, reaching free hand up and pinching your cheek. “i didn’t know our ynnie could say such flattering words~”
you chuckle, your happy smile turning into bashful grin. “i really mean it, though. if you want to go anywhere, just tell me and we’ll go there.”
[oh wow-]
“ah, isn’t that like one of the lines from uh, what was it called?” danielle frowned, her eyebrows furrowed as she tried to remember. “aladdin?”
“huh?” you blink, visibly confused. “aladdin? what’s that?”
“you know, the movie with a blue genie, a magic carpet, and a monkey?” when you shook your head, the Aussie raised a brow, her frown deepening. “ynnie, did you not watch aladdin?”
you shake your head, an apologetic look on your face. “sorry, unnie, but i didn’t really watch movies as a kid, much less disney movies.”
[i mean, me neither-]
“what?” the older girl gasped, looking as though she had been physically struck. “you haven’t watched snow white?” you shook your head. “the little mermaid?” a frown. “not even cinderella?” another shake of the head.
“alright, well, i guess when we get back to the dorms, we’ll have to do a disney movie marathon.” danielle said, sighing. “i just can’t believe you’ve never watched a disney movie before…”
“i mean, i’ve watched some clips on txktxk.” you mutter, laughing sheepishly. “it’s not a lot but it has to count for something.”
[relatable. movie clips are everywhere on tiktok.]
“don’t worry, ynnie, we’ll fix this transgression immediately.” danielle took out her phone, sending your members a quick message. “it’s just going to take a while.”
“uh, why is it a transgression, exactly?”
[it’s not-]
“because i said so.”
[nvm.]
“…okay.”
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dirty laundry, pt. 3
a/n: here's part 3! "death of peace of mind" came through my airpods at the exact right time while writing this. i hope you enjoy! if you want more, let me know by reblogging, liking, commenting, vibes, whatever. i love this couple so i'm willing to write more!
pairing: noah sebastian x reader
genre: idiots-to-lovers
warnings: praise; oral (m. receiving, f. receiving)
word count: 3,787
summary: noah spent the night, it's the next day. what will these two do?
part one part two part four part five
noah was the first of the pair to wake up. he first noticed the lack of warmth that he had when he had fallen asleep. he turned his half-awake eyes to the other side of the bed and saw she was curled up on her other side. he smiled to himself as he rolled himself over and pulled her back to his chest. she made a small mewling sound as she snuggled in closer to him.
“what time is it?” he heard her sleepy voice ask him.
“i have no idea. you keep the windows covered so i’m not even sure it’s daytime right now,” he said with a playful tone.
she giggled. “sun’s too bright.”
“i know,” he said. “if we get up now though, i’m sure we could locate somewhere that has pancakes.”
“tempting,” she said thoughtfully. “but i’m pretty comfy.”
“then we’ll stay here,” he kissed the back of her neck.
a couple more hours passed as they laid there. he dozed back off to sleep after a few minutes of listening to her heavy breathing.
when he awoke again, he realized he was alone. the sheets were still warm where she had been laying so he hadn’t been alone for long, he concluded. the door to her bedroom was slightly open, allowing the morning sunlight to stream in. as if on cue, her shape darkened the door and pushed it open more.
“oh, good, you’re awake,” she said, still sounding slightly tired.
“just barely. whatcha got there?”
“iced coffee,” she passed him a cup as she sat on the bed.
“doll, there’s no ice in this,” he chuckled.
“okay, so it’s cold coffee,” she laughed. “you don’t get hot coffee cause that’s scarlett’s and she might disown you for drinking it without asking.”
“that’s fair. she’s so touchy,” he said as he took a drink of the coffee.
“truly,” she said as she brought the blanket over her legs again.
“is she home?”
y/n looked over at him with raised eyebrows. “what do you think?”
“good for her,” he mused, earning him another laugh. “so what’s the plan for today?”
“well, it was wallow in self-pity but i guess that’s canceled.”
“definitely canceled.”
“so nothing planned unless you want to be bored while i knock out some homework.”
“oh, i’m sure i could find something to keep me occupied,” he wiggled his eyebrows at her, causing her to lightly shove him. “can i play your xbox?”
“that i will allow,” she said, passing him the controller. “only if you try dragon age though.”
“deal. you do your homework, i’ll age some dragons.”
“that’s not-” he shot her a look that told her he knew and she nodded with a smile.
a few hours passed of her reading over articles and typing god knows what at the speed of sound. he opted to start with the first dragon age game in the series, a game that he realized came out in 2009 and looked like it. but after getting some tips from her on character creation, he played while she worked.
eventually, she shut her laptop and set it on the side table and threw her backpack back to the floor before slumping against the pillows in exhaustion.
“you know,” he said, saving the game and exiting. “you look really hot while you work.”
she shot him a look that told him he was being dumb.
“i’m dead serious. especially when you pulled your hair up to get it out of your way, peak sexy academic.”
“you’re so weird,” she said, shaking her head, amused.
“and yet,” he said leaning over her. “not wrong,” he moved a stray piece of hair that had escaped her bun.
there was a sudden knock on the bedroom door, “lovebirds, are you decent?” scarlett’s voice sing-songed through the wood.
noah groaned and sat back against the pillows as y/n answered in the affirmative. scarlett sauntered in, freshly showered and wearing different clothes from the night before.
“when did you get home?” y/n asked, patting the space in front of her on the bed.
“like an hour ago. wanted to be clean before i told you about my escapades.”
“should i leave?” noah asked.
“depends on a couple of factors, my dear noah,” scarlett answered. “one, has anyone in this house eaten lunch? and two, do you want to hear of the sex life of your closest lesbian friend?”
“one, no. and two, i don’t even want to hear of the sex life of my closest straight male friend,” he answered. “i’ll go get us food after i get dressed.”
“i thought you said you were decent,” she shot an accusing glance at her friend.
“i have shorts on,” he confirmed by standing up from the bed. he grabbed a shirt from the bag by the bed and slipped it on over his head. “what do you want to eat?”
“olive garden,” y/n said with a smirk.
“i only do olive garden in the restaurant,” he chided.
“for the soup, ya know,” scarlett explained to y/n as though she didn’t already know.
“right.”
“something close,” y/n said thoughtfully, not wanting him to have to drive all over town to find something.
“honestly, taco bell sounds good,” scarlett said.
“taco bell always sounds good,” y/n said.
“text me what you want,” noah said to scarlett, leaning over the bed to give y/n a quick kiss.
“ew, pda,” scarlett jokingly said.
“pda?” y/n started. “we’re in my bedroom.”
“you win this time. why don’t you need y/n to text you her order?”
“he has a list,” y/n looked up at him standing by the door with a smile. he shot her a wink and took off toward the restaurant.
he heard scarlett yell down the hall, “he should have one for me too!”
he didn’t know exactly what the two were talking about as he drove the approximately 10 minutes to the closest taco bell. he ordered in the drive-through and waited in line and all the while he couldn’t wipe the smile off his face. once the food was secured, he drove the 10 minutes back to the house.
the girls had relocated to the living room and were trying to decide what to watch when he walked in and kicked his shoes off. he sat the bag of food and drinks down on the coffee table and took a seat on the couch next to y/n.
“noah,” scarlett started. “tell her we can’t watch our show with you because it’s a) ours and b) you would be lost.”
“i’m not getting in the middle of this,” he said as he handed y/n her drink.
“fine,” she drawled out, taking a drink from the soda. “then since i have the remote, i’m picking avatar: the last airbender and there’s nothing you can do about it.”
“since when am i not okay with avatar: the last airbender?”
“the movie.”
“you wouldn’t.”
“i would.”
noah decided now was the time to step in. “doll, you know that movie was garbage.”
“yeah, but it has jackson rathbone in it,” she countered.
“who?”
“jasper from twilight? guy with dissociative identity disorder on an episode of criminal minds?” scarlett supplied.
“the one who looks constipated?”
“that’s the one. she has a very miniscule celebrity crush on him,” scarlett confirmed, dodging a pillow that came flying toward her.
“i thought i was your celebrity crush?” playfully upset. he was secure enough in himself to not be completely jealous of people she’d never met.
“a girl is entitled to multiple celebrity crushes,” scarlett said, defending her friend.
“oh look, it’s not streaming. you’re saved again,” y/n said, ignoring the two of them talking about her crushes. “cartoon it is.”
the three of them ate and watched the show in relative peace. after they had finished eating, noah moved so his head was in y/n’s lap and she stroked his hair as they watched. it was peaceful until scarlett’s phone started ringing.
“do you want me to pause it?” y/n asked as her friend stood to take the call in another room.
“nah,” scarlett answered before walking to her room.
“multiple celebrity crushes, huh?”
“a couple.”
“who?”
“none ya,” she said, poking his nose.
“fine, keep your secrets,” he stuck his tongue out at her.
“does it actually bother you?” she asked after a moment.
“no, doll. it doesn’t. they don’t have you, i do, and” he tilted his head to make sure scarlett wasn’t coming back down the hall. “they don’t know the face you make when you come.”
her eyes widened and blush rushed across her face. she smacked him on the chest. “noah,” she whisper-yelled.
“just sayin’,” he said, turning a triumphant look back at the tv.
another full episode later, scarlett emerged from her room, dressed in scrubs.
“where you going?” noah asked as he watched her slip her shoes on. “it’s family time.”
“sorry, dad. a damsel in distress needs me,” scarlett winked.
“she means work,” y/n translated. “you’re supposed to be on days off.”
“yeah, well,” scarlett started. “at least it’s overtime pay. i’ll be able to take you on a nice date soon, my love.”
y/n rolled her eyes. “try not to catch anything.”
“no promises. love you two. no fucking on the couch,” she said as she shut the door.
“you two will be the death of me,” y/n said, covering her face in her hands.
“at least when i said it, we were alone,” noah defended himself.
“true,” she sighed, turning her attention back to the tv.
“hey,” he sat up and faced her. “you okay?”
“i’m just tired,” she said, giving him a small smile.
“doll,” he warned.
“i am tired. but i’m also upset because she’s been working a lot of overtime. yesterday was her first true day off in like two weeks.”
“fuck,” he said. “no wonder you were so worried about her getting to go out.”
she nodded. “can we take a nap?”
“if that’s what you want.”
“i think so. if you’re not tired, you can continue saving ferelden.”
“you’re so cute when you say nonsense words,” he said, standing and pulling her up. he kissed her quickly before gathering their trash from lunch.
“it’s the country you’re in in dragon age: origins! it’s not nonsense!” she said, incredulously.
“i know, doll. i’m fucking with you,” he shook his head as walked to the kitchen.
“rude,” he heard as she started toward her room.
when he finally made it to her room, he closed the door and climbed in bed beside her. she was scrolling on tiktok, laughing. he just watched her, smiling fondly.
“hey, look, it’s you,” she said, showing him the screen of her phone. sure enough it was him performing.
“it is me,” he said, nodding. “and that’s folio. and ruffilo, and jolly.”
“jerk,” she said, laughing.
she put her phone on the side table and turned to look at him.
“no, no,” he said.
“what?”
“last time you looked at me like that, you didn’t sleep.”
“i’m not looking at you like anything!” she said defensively.
“sure,” he said, trying to hide his smile. “so if i do this,” he kissed her forehead. “or this,” her nose. “or this,” her lips. “you’ll still sleep?” he said against her lips.
“yep,” she said, her eyes closed from the contact.
“what if i don’t want you to?”
“then i guess you’re s.o.l.,” she said, suddenly turning around.
“baby,” he said, pulling her back to his chest.
“hmm?” is all that came out of her.
“look at me,” he coaxed.
she turned her head and looked at him.
“such a good girl,” he whispered, capturing her lips in his again. she sighed into him, starting to angle her body back towards him.
he let her move so her back was to the bed and he was hovering over her, much like the night before. he kissed her deeply, parting her mouth so his tongue could take up residence. their tongues fought for dominance, this time she did not give in so easy. she licked the roof of his mouth and he moaned at the feeling. her hands were roaming up and down his covered chest before she moved her hands under his shirt. he shivered at the feeling of her hands on his bare chest.
“god,” he breathed. “i love your hands on me.” he kissed down her neck and sucked on the hollow spot at the base, causing her to moan out his name. “i love the way my name sounds on your lips,” his hands were making their way under her shirt. “i love when you wear my clothes.” he let his hand roam her torso, “i love what’s under them.”
he pushed the bottom hem of the shirt up, revealing her stomach and then her breasts. he kissed the valley between her them before bringing one into his mouth. her breathing became more rapid as he sucked on the skin and nibbled lightly on each nipple. he kissed down her stomach and stopped at the waistband of her shorts, looking up at her through his lashes.
“baby,” he started. “please, can i taste you?” he’d never been so desperate in his life.
“are you sure?” she asked.
“i am more than sure. i’ve never been more sure about anything in my life,” he nipped at the skin by her waistband, causing her to shudder. “but i’ll only do it if you’re okay with it. i’m never gonna do anything you’re not okay with.”
“i’ve just never..i mean i’ve read about it but..” she trailed off.
“remind me to have you tell me more about what you read later,” he said, still looking up at her from between her legs.
“oh, no. that’s between me and my bookshelves.”
he chuckled darkly, “guess i’m gonna start reading.”
her eyes widened, “that’s okay. you really don’t have to.”
“oh, i think i do,” he kissed the hollow spot on her hip. “but right now, i want-no, i need to taste you.”
“okay,” she breathed.
“don’t just agree to make me happy, baby.”
“i’m not. it’s okay.”
he hooked his fingers in her waistband and pulled her shorts and underwear down together until she was bare to him. he leaned back down and hooked one of her thighs over his shoulder, giving him better access. he kissed her inner thigh until his mouth met her core. he licked a stripe up her folds, stopping to circle her clit. he moved his tongue to her hole and started his ministrations, nose nudging her clit with every move he made.
her fingers wove through his hair, tugging at the roots, causing him to moan into her. the moan sent vibrations through her, causing her to moan as well. her breathing was picking up as she felt his tongue working her into oblivion.
he replaced his tongue inside her with a finger and continued to suck and kiss at her clit. the onslaught of both his finger and tongue was almost too much for her. “god,” she breathed out.
“my name is good enough, baby,” he said, only stopping for a moment, the quip earning him a smack on the head, causing him to chuckle.
he went back to his work, inserting a second finger and continuing his attack on her clit with his tongue.
it came like a sneak attack, his name fell from her mouth like a prayer.
“that’s it, baby, let go,” he continued to lap up the juices flowing out of her, not wanting to waste a drop.
when he came back up, his lips and chin were glistening with her release and he wore the biggest smile she’d seen on him in a while. he rested his chin on her stomach and looked up at her. “next time, i’m having you sit on my face,” he said matter-of-fact.
she laughed.
“i’m dead serious, doll. i want to drown in you, difficult to do that when gravity’s working against me.”
he slid up her body, coming face-to-face with her. he rubbed his nose against hers. “do you want to taste yourself?”
she nodded, a blush creeping up her face.
“you’re so cute. you’re practically completely naked under me and you’re embarrassed about this,” this caused her to smack his arm, which caused him to laugh before kissing her fully on the mouth.
he moaned as her tongue immediately darted into his mouth. he felt her hands tugging at his shirt and quickly discarded it before reattaching himself to her.
“noah,” she breathed as she pulled back.
“hmm?” he asked as he attached himself to her throat.
“teach me how to make you feel good.”
“fuck,” he groaned before looking at her in the eye. “you don’t have to,” he said.
“you promised,” she reminded him.
“you’re right, i did.”
he slid off her, pulling her up by her arms, the shirt she was wearing dropping to cover her once more. he started to pull his shorts down and noticed she was looking away and chuckled. when he was sufficiently disrobed, he turned her head to look at him in the face, kissing her deeply. “are you sure?” he asked when he pulled back.
she nodded.
“we’re gonna have to get you used to using your words, baby.”
“i’m sure,” she said in answer.
he pulled her hands to his chest, palm down, wanting to start her in familiar territory. he ran one of her hands slowly down his chest, stopping at the dip in his hip. “last chance. you can back away and everything will be okay,” he said, looking directly at her.
“i’m not backing away from you,” she said, looking directly back.
he nodded and continued moving her hand toward his length. both of their breaths hitched when she grasped him. he moved her wrist at the pace he liked and let go, letting her take over. his breathing was becoming shallower as she continued. “just like that, baby. look at you, such a good girl.”
she kissed his chest as her hand pumped him. he held her head to his chest and kissed the top of her head. “i’m close, baby,” he whispered into her hair.
she stopped her movements and he let out a small whine when she removed her hand from him. he looked at her in confusion as she put her hands on his shoulders and pushed.
“sit down, dammit,” she said. he obeyed, wanting to see where this was going.
he groaned at the sight when her knees hit the floor in front of him. her hands spread on his thighs as she confidently brought her mouth to him. her tongue licked up his length before she took him in her mouth. she took as much of him in her mouth as she could, until he felt the back of her throat, causing him to moan. his hands went to her hair and his fingers wove themselves in it. he gently bucked into her as she bobbed her head up and down. he knew he wasn’t going to last long, his release right on the precipice.
“baby,” he breathed. “y/n,” this time it was her name falling from his lips.
she didn’t pull away and instead used one of her hands to pump the rest of his length that didn’t fit in her mouth. when he came, she let it fill her mouth before swallowing.
“where did that come from?” he asked as she pulled back from him.
“i told you, i read a lot,” she said.
“i’m really gonna have to start reading,” he said, more to himself.
“come here,” he said to her.
she stood and let him pull her to him, his hands going to the back of her thighs. “sit dammit,” he mirrored her words from earlier.
she sat, knees on either side of his hips. her drenched core hovering over his length, that was already starting to harden again. he pulled her lips to his, tasting himself on them as he deepened the kiss. he fell to his back, legs still over the side of the bed, her hovering over him now. her hair formed a curtain around their heads.
“y/n,” he said softly, placing a hand on her cheek. “i love you. i love you so much.”
“i love you, noah. more than words can say,” there were tears forming in her eyes.
“c’mon, doll. let’s get you cleaned up,” he slowly sat them up and stood, carrying her.
he sat her on the closed toilet before turning to the shower knobs. “stay with me,” she said, softly.
“if i do that, you can’t commune with satan in your lava,” he said, causing her to laugh.
“that’s fine. don’t wanna talk to him anyway.”
when the temperature was just right, he helped her pull her shirt over her head and stepped in the shower behind her.
“you know,” she started. “the shower feels bigger when i’m alone.”
“i can leave,” he said, starting to pull the curtain back in jest.
“don’t you dare.”
after they washed, they walked back into her room and got dressed. he started stripping her sheets as she dug for clean ones in the chest at the foot of her bed.
he smiled to himself as he threw the soiled sheets in the washer and walked back to see her struggling with the fitted sheet.
“the bed is a rectangle, but the sheet is a square,” she said, grumpily.
“i think it’s more like an oval,” he said, thoughtfully.
“not helpful,” she huffed as she found the corner.
after the bed was made again, they climbed into their spots. “i think you earned your nap,” he said.
“oh, was that tax for napping?”
“100%.”
“i’ll remember that.”
after a few moments he said, “tell me the author who taught you how to give head. i owe them a thank you note.”
she shook her head. “bold of you to assume it’s just one author.”
“bold of you to assume i won’t write multiple personalized notes.”
turning more serious, “it was okay, then?”
“okay? you think it was just okay?”
“i don’t know, i mean it was my first time.”
“trust me, doll, it was great. especially for a first time.”
she smiled.
“oh, she does like praise, doesn’t she?” he quipped.
“she likes peace and quiet too,” she countered, laying with her back to him, still smiling.
he brought her to him, kissed the back of her head, and held her tightly.
#bad omens fic#noah sebastian#noah sebastian fic#noah sebastian x reader#bad omens fanfic#bad omens#noah sebastian smut#bad omens smut
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Decided to put down some of my favorite songs, enjoy :)
[Mod notes:
Shout out to the homie for giving me the russian songs, I am blessed.
I am copying nurly blog and providing song snippets that Anya vibes with <3 ]
Сплин - Черный Цвет Солнца
"She had a rule — never to trust anyone who stands between her and the light I took off her dress and found a bulletproof vest When the music stops in its tracks, pick up the gun and wait for the sign I am coming to die for this love so that I might wake up alive"
Pink Floyd - The Wall
I don't need no arms around me And I don't need no drugs to calm me I have seen the writing on the wall Don't think I need anything at all No, don't think I'll need anything at all
Electric Light Orchestra - Don't Bring Me Down
You're always talkin' 'bout your crazy nights One of these days, you're gonna get it right Don't bring me down No, no, no, no, no Ooh-ooh-hoo I'll tell you once more before I get off the floor Don't bring me down
The Darkness - I Believe In A Thing Called Love
Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel Touching you, touching me Touching you, God, you're touching me I believe in a thing called love Just listen to the rhythm of my heart There's a chance we could make it now We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down I believe in a thing called love, hoo, ooh-hoo
Ольга Арефьева и Ковчег - Авиатор
"Love has no radio, I breathe and I glide I value gravity, but I'm leaving again Attraction of bodies has unlawful joys But I wanted something bottomless, so I flew away"
Blue Oyster Cult - (Don't Fear) The Reaper
Love of two is one Here but now they're gone Came the last night of sadness And it was clear she couldn't go on Then the door was open and the wind appeared The candles blew and then disappeared The curtains flew and then he appeared Saying don't be afraid
3 Doors Down - Kryptonite
I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon After all I knew, it had to be something to do with you I really don't mind what happens now and then As long as you'll be my friend at the end
Олег Медведев - Марш Небесных Связистов
"If copper starts singing in your teeth, It means heavens are summoning their communicators” “Remember how suddenly in a sparking sting along your spine raced The most clear-sounding, the most star-sounding frequency” “Breezes of the Atlantic kissed burning hands on the steering wheel Only blue sea and clouds below Antoine Over the shoulder and up and away, a flaming ‘lighting’ is flying, Never met or found, A short signal, a final ‘hello’ in every language"
Foo Fighters - Everlong
Breathe out, so I can breathe you in Hold you in And now, I know you've always been Out of your head, out of my head, I sang
All-American Rejects - Dirty Little Secret
The way she feels inside (Inside) Those thoughts I can't deny (Deny) These sleeping dogs won't lie (Won't lie) And all I've tried to hide It's eating me apart Trace this line back
Мельница - Dreadnought
"Please, still glance sometimes at the horizon of never I will send you a letter with the white postal whale” “And I, believe me, would explode all the ammo of my soul And tore the time and space into a place Where my stubborn compass keeps pointing Where your trains fly over thin ice into never"
Engelbert Humperdinck - A Man Without Love
I cannot face this world that's fallen down on me So if you see my girl, please send her home to me Tell her about my heart that's slowly dying Say I can't stop myself from crying Every day I wake up, then I start to break up Lonely is a man without love Every day I start out, then I cry my heart out Lonely is a man without love
Мельница - Прощай
“Farewell, and if it is forever, then fare forever well” “We won’t wake up, we won’t come back - not to ourselves, nor to each other"
The Dartz - Катти Сарк
"And along the seaside towns the signal runs, faster than breath: The epoch burned, the epoch ended of great sailing ships” “When fires took cutty sark, In narrow cabin I lied dreaming Of stranger homes and strangers sleeping Of mornings grey in cold hyde park"
Chumbawamba - Tubthumping
Don't cry for me Next door neighbor
Björn Skifs and Blue Swede - Hooked On A Feeling
Got a bug from you girl But I don't need no cure I just stay a victim If I can for sure
Eurythmics - Sweet Dreams
Some of them want to use you Some of them want to get used by you Some of them want to abuse you Some of them want to be abused
Зимовье Зверей - Макросхема
“Accept me, o space, into your macrochip, At least as your most useless and miserly motherboard” “Celestial bodies and their satellites will never know When we will grow old - before or after We are like spaceships that docked for a party, Only guests in this future” “From the vantage point of today, of hope not devoid, Tomorrow seems enormous as well But the sky doesn’t care for planes anymore, The sky is already filling with smoke” And also, of course, “everyone’s fate is already foretold, And survivors-to-be are ordered to rest”
David Bowie - Space Oddity
Now it's time to leave the capsule if you dare This is Major Tom to Ground Control I'm stepping through the door And I'm floating in a most peculiar way And the stars look very different today
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough
Сурганова и Оркестр - Неужели не я
“It means there are no farewells It means we begged the forgiveness of our dead For nothing; it means there is no coming back For winter Only one thing remains: to tread this world without care There is no falling behind, it’s only possible to take over” “Thank god it’s winter, It means i never returned anywhere”
Asia - Heat Of The Moment
And now you find yourself in Eighty Two The disco hot spots hold no charm for you You can concern yourself with bigger things You catch a pearl and ride the dragon's wings
Kelly Clarkson - Because of You
I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with
Flёur - После кораблекрушения
“And it will be tempting to submit to the distant howl of sirens To give in, to accept the inevitable, to fall asleep Just so that you wouldn’t have to see reality as it gives a Frightening lurch And the fatally growing wave as it covers the stars” “Just keep treading water, cling to the surface, Don’t let the black stifling wave deceive you You are on the list of survivors, your name is the first on it The shore is closer than you think, and you are much stronger”
Flёur - Когда ты грустишь
“When you are sad, im itching to sing, and that’s how it always goes You’d try to cut me with a word or reprimand, but I am not prideful You are always frowning and I am so carefree, we just aren’t meant to be We sing different songs — you of what’s eternal, and I of what’s earthly”
Nicole Dollanganger - Please Just Stay Dead
Wrap you in yarn and grass Embalm you with milk And lay you to rest In cardboard lined with silk
I Don't Know How But They Found Me - Choke
Now shut your dirty mouth If I could burn this town I wouldn't hesitate To smile while you suffocate and die And that would be just fine And what a lovely time, that it would surely be So bite your tongue And choke yourself to sleep
Зимовье Зверей - Снова в космос
“[There is a reason] to leave, to melt away, to fade, to glide over everyone’s heads, To die in an unfair battle without all those fanciful wounds To let unreigned horses into uncontrollable flight And, leaning foreheads together, to watch the emptying screen” “Look how the ships are leaving for the stars From the bottom where a murky demon rules over the weeds Nothing, nothing was worth the earth And nothing, nothing is worth the sky”
#This took so long to craft#thanking my homie always and forever#ask blog#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing#captainsays
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Foliè ~ Chapter 11
The Village
Trigger warning: GORE
(took a while to finish it, because it went through a lot of rewriting. It's my first time writing something with gore so I was a bit insecure. I hope you'll like it~)
I hated every step that brought us closer. I hated her because she didn't give us a detour. I also hated him a little because he walked towards run-down houses with a stupid smile, as if he were walking through a field of flowers. The village was small, not even twenty houses to be seen. The roofs were broken, with holes that let the bright sun shine in. I had goose bumps all over my body and my legs twitched as if they were telling me to run. But I didn't. "I don't see anything bad, do you?" the man asked me. "I don't care, let's move," I hissed, slightly irritated. He let some air out of his nose in annoyance and said, "You know, you were more charming when you were clinging anxiously to my arm." I rolled my eyes and increased my pace, wanting to get this all over with. This was just another thing to bully us in some way. She wanted us to tremble in fear. "Listen, this village is deserted, I mean…" the man's voice rang out. He pointed to the crumbling and clearly empty houses. "It couldn't be more deserted. So we can take it easy, maybe we'll find something to nibble on. I may look like a dead man, but I eat like a living one." He then grabbed me by the shoulders and started to push me slowly past the houses. "It's not so bad, okay? Haven't you ever been in an abandoned house at a carnival? It's not much different." I didn't know if he was trying to reassure me or pull my leg. "It's not the same here. There's no danger to life at carnivals." I hissed at him and tried to shake him off me. "At the boring ones, maybe." he replied with a laugh. "Can't we just keep walking? If you want to eat so bad, we can go find berries or some shit." From the disgusted look on his face, I went with the assumption that he didn't like my idea. I didn't actually want to eat, no, I didn't feel the need. When did I stop feeling hungry? Is that part of the madness? No, I saw insane things eating, grotesque things, but they ate. Was this perhaps a personal punishment? Did she hate me for some reason? We stopped abruptly when we heard a noise from one of the houses. Singing. My whole body shuddered and the great need to run came over me, but she spoke.
"Stay"
I froze, as did the dead man behind me, whose grip on my shoulder tightened. A man came out of one of the houses. He was humming to himself and seemed to be searching for something with his gaze, then he caught sight of us. He had ice-blue eyes, his porcelain-colored skin littered with small scratches. He stood there, eyes wide open, staring at us. His dark hair was well-groomed, which is more than I can say for his clothes. He tilted his head and smiled. "Well, I didn't know we were expecting guests. Are you travelers?" His expression showed pleasure, but his voice was flat and monotone. "Yes, we're just passing through and were about to move on." I managed to explain with the hope that he would let us go. "Then you must be hungry. Come on! Me and my wife were just about to start lunch." I shook my head vigorously, but his smile fell. He stopped without a word, barely blinking and stared at us with lifeless eyes. He took a step towards us. My instincts screamed to run, but an arm was swung around my waist and gently pulled closer as the dead man beside me said, "It would be our pleasure, sir." With panic coursing through my veins, I looked up at him with the hope that I had misunderstood him, but seeing the fear in his eyes, I fell silent. "What a happy surprise! Come, come, Agatha is already waiting." The man beamed with joy again as he invited us into his cottage.
"You young people are so restless these days, you always have somewhere to go," joked the gentleman as he stepped inside. The dead man laughed lightly and played good guest while his nails dug into my hips in fear. The living room was small, but well kept. It was clean, tidy and there were some pictures of the couple on the walls. "Agatha, dear, I hope you've cooked enough." the man said with a laugh as he stepped into the kitchen with us. I bit my tongue almost bloody to keep from screaming. At the head of the table, our eyes met Agatha's. She sat there lifelessly, her hollow eyes staring into nothingness. Her skin was cracked, with small holes from which larvae crawled, feasting on her once delicate skin. Her hair, or what was left of it, was carefully braided into a pigtail. She wore a new-looking sleeveless dress that slipped easily off her body. I fought the urge to vomit when I saw the hole covered in flies and wasps and larvae above her left breast. A hole where the heart must have once been. Small cuts and missing pieces of skin were on her arms laid on the table. Her mouth hung open as if she was still screaming for mercy in her death. The stench was horrible, the sound of insects feeding invaded my mind. My gaze wandered. A small whimper escaped me as I turned and the man stood in front of me, so close that the tips of our noses were almost touching. His footsteps had been quiet, I hadn't heard him coming. With a jerk, I was pulled backwards by the dead man beside me. "What an inviting dwelling you have, dear sir," he said, but the man didn't take his eyes off me. "Are you proud?" he asked me and my heart stopped for a moment. What did he mean? Proud of what?
"Of your deeds."
That didn't help me. I wanted to leave so badly. If there was a God, I would pray to him now to free me from this hell. The dead man gently pulled me to a chair. "We won't be long, just a quick bite. We don't want to disturb you lovebirds for too long." I had hardly realized how scared I was, only when I slowly placed my hand on the table did I see how much I was shaking. "Agatha has prepared something delicious for us," the man said happily. "I'll be right back." For some reason, he moved away from the kitchen to get the "food". As soon as he was out of sight, I turned to the dead man next to me, my breathing ragged. "I want to leave! Let's get out of here, please, I beg you." I sounded like a wuss, but my pride was secondary at the moment. "We're staying. He wants us to stay. God knows I'd rather eat what he's prepared than beg for my life because we pissed him off." he said. My heart stopped. I could hardly breathe. My eyes twitched briefly to Agatha's lifeless body, whose holes that were once her eyes seemed to be looking in my direction. Panicked, I shook my head as I turned to the man next to me. "No, no, no, you can't ask me to do that. I don't want to, please let's-" I fell silent as his large hand gripped the back of my neck, pulling me towards him. Our foreheads leaned against each other as he whispered quietly, "We're doing this, we can do this. I'll make sure nothing happens to us. You have my word, little mouse." The sigh that escaped me was shaky, but I nodded. He smiled. That damn smile that makes my heart pound. "Here I am, sorry to have kept you waiting." We turned to our host and I felt a cry catch in my throat. He placed the food on the table. In front of me was a crushed, bashed-in, hollowed-out skull of a creature that was barely recognizable. Larvae had already started to nibble on it, and it stank so much that my eyes watered.
"Bon appetit."
I want to leave.
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chapter 10/chapter 12
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The NATLA is removing the Day of Black Sun Invasion and I’ll tell you why:
Where’s Haru?
Disregarding the disservice to Katara’s character by removing “Imprisoned”, there’s a pretty important gap that Haru, his father, and their people fill in the show.
They make up about half of the invasion force foot soldiers and operate the centipede-like tanks that are powered by earth bending. Their involvement is vital for the invasion arc and for future diplomatic purposes because for the first time in a century, the different nations are working together.
The Swamp
They are definitely taking out “The Swamp” from season 2, there’s no reason to repeat Sokka and Katara seeing their worst memories or other visions when they already do that in the Spirit World with Aang in season 1.
Not going to the swamp means they won’t become allies with the plant water benders, so less benders to operate the submarines.
So that’s two major allies likely removed from the show and cutting the invasion forces in half. No earth benders for tanks or the front lines and no extra water benders for the submarines or Huu for the giant vine monster assist.
Sokka’s relationship with Hakoda
First, HAKODA WOULD NEVER
It really makes me so mad what they changed with Hakoda. Sokka wasn’t left behind because he wasn’t skilled or talented or trusted, it was because he was just 13 and needed to take care of Katara.
Hakoda and Sokka’s relationship is built on trust, mutual admiration, similar tactical mindsets, and familial strength. They gave Sokka daddy issues he didn’t even have by failing his ice dodging test (which he passes with flying colors in the original), but I’m not getting into that.
The problem here is they set up no groundwork for Hakoda to trust Sokka to actually take over the invasion, if it happens, which is unlikely at this point.
Wan Shi Tong in the Spirit World and the Library
This is the big one, I’m convinced they’re removing Wan Shi Tong’s Library for a few reasons.
One, Zhao didn’t get his information about Tui and La from the library. He got it from the Fire Nation archives, which doesn’t really make sense. Why would they have information on Water Tribe history or legends? But whatever, this means he never went to the library and never burned the information on the Fire Nation.
Two, the sun dial that Sokka uses in the library to discover the solar eclipse that temporarily negates Fire bending is now in the Fire Nation. We see Ozai looking at it to determine the placement of Sozin’s comet at the end of the season 1. How is Sokka going to figure out the eclipse when the team isn’t even supposed to be in the Fire Nation at all in season 2?
Three, the library can only exist in the physical world if Wan Shi Tong is also in the physical world because he keeps it tethered there physically. That was his sacrifice to share his knowledge, he couldn’t return to the spirit world. Now, they’ll probably change the lore to make up for this like they have so unnecessarily with other things, but it all feels very messy and unplanned.
So, without the library, what else changes? Appa’s kidnapping, they won’t have time for it. This causes other issues, but I’m going to stick specifically to what it has to do with the invasion.
Protecting Appa is the reason the Kyoshi Worriers get captured by Azula, Suki ends up in the Boiling Rock prison, and Azula and co. get the disguises they need to infiltrate Ba Sing Se. Being undercover is how Azula finds out about the invasion and was able to warn Ozai so it was unsuccessful.
Are there narrative workarounds here? Probably, but not in a way that works with their limitations that I can see.
Pacing of the Show
They have no time to actually do the invasion.
Assuming they fix everything I mentioned above either in season 2 or off screen, their pacing is way too rushed to be able to reasonably fit in the invasion and the final battle.
Each season will be 8 episodes because that’s the Netflix formula, I highly doubt they’ll change it. It makes zero sense to do a massive battle halfway through season 3 that should take up two episodes and then just one or two episodes later is the big finale.
And it’s not like they could combine the two fights when the point of one is for the fire benders to have no bending and the conflict of the other is that fire benders are 100x stronger.
With these odds, it’s far more likely they’re removing it to have more time for the main plot. What do you all think? Let me know in the comments!
And if you want to see my full review, find it here.
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Valentine headcannons because I can.
turning and after (I can't find why he was turned so I'm making my own way) and general
(I'll be honest some of these don't make sense but neither do I)
(I'm taking things from other vampire movies and applying them to monster-high vampires, mainly The Little Vampire ( 2007), all Hotel Transylvania movies, and some things from redacted audios ( yes I pulled this card so what)
he was turned only because of that old vampire dude (I forgot his name but he was the bad guy that was in charge of the vampire heart thing) needed a soldier and he had a magic core, so he was chosen with his mom
he had his magic core (power core or something) before his turning.
old vampire dude taught him that stealing love was the only right way to get it.
he was forced to train in many ways. ( fighting, torture, self-defense, etc)
at first, he refused to drink any type of blood because he was disgusted with himself, so he only went off love but that soon changed as he wasn't getting enough.
he was told if he didn't do something right, he would be starved ( cruel)
he struggled with his strengths for a long while, breaking things and bending them without warning. because of this, he has to keep a very good hold on his emotions ( news flash, he can't do that very well)
his fangs would cut his lips and tongue constantly so they had to put stuff on his fangs to protect his mouth ( modern stuff includes foram and just hiding his fangs in his gums)
he has to make himself look more human when going out ( fangs back into gums, sunglasses, something longsleeved or something that covers his skin from the sun rays, he will also just make glamors( magic covers) over himself if he's feeling lazy)
he can heal himself and others if needed (I've seen vampires be able to do that so all vampires that learn it can do it)
all vampires' eyes do that thing where the pupils shrink ( predator stare), some do it on purpose and some only do it when threatened.
his eye color can go from red to pink depending on if he drank blood or went off love. his eyes are pink 80% of the time
he can make illusions but depending on the size it can only last so long.
he can fly ( more like float but it is kinda of the same thing)
all vampires have bat forms ( we know this where am I going with this?)but they can also have a pair of small bat wings and tails on their forms at all times ( kinda like a hybrid of sorts, this is only the case if they get their bat form and go through a transformation ( vampire puberty )
he makes bat sounds (I love bat sounds, they itch my brain)
he likes putting his hair in styles his mom used to wear in BC ( or was it AD?)
he has daggers hidden on his person at all times because of monster/ vampire hunters
he likes to make fun of and torture hunters
he artistic
15 languages ( both verbal and nonverbal)
he can't sing but boy can he hum
has had his core touched and he punched the shit out of the person that did the touching out of shock.
he doesn't use his arms or hands in fights often because he likes kicking people
cries blood instead of water
has a pet reptile ( haven't decided which one)
has a HUGE soft spot for animals ( less for flying monkeys but he still loves the nice ones)
absolutly hates tomaotes, apples, bellpepers, anything with a bad texture, smell, or colour ( same)
we know he has a sweet tooth but I think he wouldn't like dark chocolate (I'm just giving him more of my traits at this point)
he bites ice cream and then whines when it hurts his teeth from the cold
he accidentally locks himself in places you wouldn't expect ( expert in finding spots that get you stuck 🤝)
in the comic thing, he's not seen till he's ready. based on that I would think that He is really hard to find when he doesn't want to be seen and can hide his presence ( how does that work? We will never know)
He can't spell nor remember easy words but can somehow be completely fine with large words ( ah yes another of my problems given to my comfort character)
he has a heart on his chest ( did I say this already?)
hes flexible as fuck ( military training ?)
he teaches spelldon and others he knows stuff that they wanna learn ( if he knows how ofc)
he never lies ( after the movie ofc) because he knows the truth will only hurt more with lies.
can be protective when with people
Mom friend ( mom friend)
( if they become friends) Draculaura tottled his car once and he's banned her from driving his car ( I would too)
can braid hair like no other, you need to fix your hair? he's there with a hair tie ( only if you tell him the can ofc)
I'm done, my brain is fried and I'm losing my ability to spell.
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January 2025
My New Year's kiss. It's lovely to have somebody around I can kiss whenever I want. Listening to a weird Siberian song at midnight. It's been stuck in our heads for days now.
Going on a long walk on the first day of the year. Findus the cat kept following us. Frozen ponds with interesting air bubbles and plant patterns. Ice crystals on every twig and leaf of grass. Crunchy steps. Breaking the ice. Literally.
Cuddling with Mara. Reading a book together in bed. Making her a cute ponytail.
Starting the year with a health food challenge. No sugar, no flour, low carb. And I don't even have to do it alone which helps a lot!
Eating big bowls of salad with delicious dill dressing.
Watching The Substance - Body Horror at its best.
A fun way to think about relationship dynamics.
Slow days playing board games, watching animal documentaries, coming up with tasty low carb recipes, painting and drawing together, doing housework. Simply existing together in this little domestic bubble.
Solo cuddle time with Findus. Sinking my face into his belly fur.
Greek yoghurt with milk and fruit for breakfast. Almost tastes like ice-cream.
Lazy TV massages. / Another amazing massage from Ploy.
Spooking a few deer on our snowy forest stroll.
Watching birds trying to fly in heavy wind.
Tinned mushrooms as a low calorie snack.
Long, trippy dreams.
Nightly painting sessions listening to the Cosmic Matrix podcast.
Petting, scratching, cuddling Thea. Such a gentle little black cat. She was really into it that evening.
Bringing two whole containers worth of snacks on the train. Eggs, olives, cheese, veggies, apples.
Two nights at a hotel in Würzburg. The crisp white sheets.
Mushroom burgers and a cute art store.
Playing the piano with Georg.
Standing at a laptop in the living room at Claude's party. Adding songs from 20 years ago to the queue. Singing along to Such Great Heights by The Postal Service. C. remarked what a beautiful song it is. I feel down a 2000s Indie Rock rabbit hole and made a whole playlist on Spotify. How great is Staring at the Sun by TV on the Radio?!
Ripping apart my sudoku book because I was too obsessed.
Buying a bunch of Sennelier soft pastels and pastel crayons at Gerstaecker. Getting new paper, too.
Discovering Agnes Lawrence Pelton's art and the Transcendental Painting Group. I ordered a gorgeous book about the painters but it's not available yet. I'll have to wait up to three months for it to arrive...
Those little moments when I feel seen. Appreciated. Cared for. When C. commented on the amazing smell of my lavender marjoram hand cream and wanted to try some. When he noticed that my lipstick didn't really match the colour of my shirt. And when he ran my finger over a little naked patch of skin on my love handle and said he'd discovered a nice spot. When he carried my backpack because my shoulder hurt. Checked if I was keeping up when we were running for the train. And he already thought about ways to check in at the hotel without my involvement because he knows I hate that. And he added a song I played to his favourites. And kissed me at the bookstore because apparently I looked very intellectual which made me even more attractive.
Signing up for the info event at the art academy. Thinking about applying for visual arts, too.
Cutting train rides very short by sleeping most of the way.
Meeting Franzi and Marie! A cozy evening with a crazy cat, Indian food and easy conversation. I love it when people just get each other and still feel super close and familiar even though you don't see them very often.
Getting to know Anja. Being weird together. Coffee walks in the morning. Watching rom-coms in bed, singing along to Britney Spears songs.
The warm shower of compliments at the end of my Gestalt therapy training. I learned that what people admire about me is my humor, authenticity, intelligence, strength, wisdom, creativity, my voice. I know who I am. And many said they wish I could be a little more calm, relaxed and self-assured. Focus more. Tone down the drama and the fireworks and let my fragile, soft essence shine through as well.
Squeezing fresh lime over veggie curry. It adds so much flavor!
Peeling off the whole face mask in one piece.
Little signs along the way. The same drawing I'd made the day before on a house in a village I was driving through. Angel numbers. 222 everywhere.
Such a cozy and crazy last evening with C. We played a sexy card game and ended up roleplaying (I was a massage therapist in a senior home). Then I was reading from his 2009 US roadtrip diary while he showed my some photos from back then. It was so interesting to see that some things haven't changed: he's still passionate about music and DJing and still has interesting (business) ideas and conversation topics.
Dota - Für die Sterne / "Ich bin nicht hier um mich zu bemühn, ich bin hier um zu blühn."
A very active Friday. My first Nordic Walking unit (I meowed at a cat and it immediately came to me to be petted!), the first time in the gym for a while. And a yoga class. Felt surprisingly good.
Meeting a bunch of new people at the clinic. Feeling much more secure and open. This time it only took one day to fully arrive.
Music night with clarinet and guitar. Singing harmonies with Sebastian! Compliments for my voice.
Coffee and cheese as a treat.
Hot pink loafers. Soft and comfy.
Blooming tulips.
The joy I feel when I spot an animal somewhere.
People opening up to me. It's nice to see that they feel safe with me and value my observations and input.
Sending lots of letters and postcards.
The Diva Dance scene in the movie The Fifth Element.
Painting something I hated at first but loved in the end.
Another go at art therapy. I have a good feeling about the therapist!
Lena talking to me about all her creative endeavors. Breaking the ice.
Being helpful for others. Mirroring them, explaining, offering resonance.
Talking to W. about my way out. Which is: taking on a tapas. Self-accountability. Being honest and calm. Using my time with him to stop functioning so I can observe myself and heal.
A 45min walk despite the wet snow and cold wind. Feeling my body tingle and warm up afterwards. Also: when I came back I found a collection of old rusty puzzle cubes on an electrical box.
Caressing the bony part over my ankles.
Floor heating.
Watching the cranes flying over the lake illuminated by the warm light of sunrise.
Unlike mammals, birds breathe through continuous one-directional flow of air through the respiratory system. We take air in and breathe it out, sort of like the tide moves in and out of a bay. As a result, our breathing system is said to be tidal. Avians have a non-tidal respiratory system, with air flowing more like a running stream. (I didn't know!)
A beautiful sound bath with lots of crystal singing bowls and tuning forks that made my brain tickle.
A feast of damn fine veggies with tofu and nougat-filled dumplings. Celebrating every bite. Allowing myself to eat.
Boxing training. I loved the activation, aggression, using my whole body and strength. The psychological effects of having a partner (or opponent). But my whole body hurt the next day.
A few lines towards the end of Marianne Eloise's book obsessive intrusive magical thinking made me feel seen. A little mentally ill, too. But they made me think of my exiles. The parts of me I abandoned. And how I used to be as a child.
Painting an unexpected family portrait.
Starting to read a book about... soul travel. Trippy and fascinating.
A long, heartfelt message from Becky. And a thoughtful gift from my Gospel Choir: a sketchbook, a set of pencils, a novel (with the number 22 in the title!!) and some chocolates. I feel loved.
Dancing like nobody is watching. And even though I'd felt like shit all day it actually brought my energy back. And someone said the thought I had a really good feeling for my body and movements. And a lovely voice.
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45 RPM vinyl records with picture sleeves
a-ha - "Take On Me"
a-ha - "Stay On These Roads"
a-ha - "the Sun Always Shines On TV"
ABC - "How To Be a Millionaire"
ABC - "King Without a Crown"
ABC - "When Smokey Sings"
Adam Ant - "Friend or Foe" (Picture Disc)
Air Supply - "Making Love Out of Nothing at All"
Alabama - "She & I"
Alan Parson's Project - "Don't Answer Me"
Alan Parsons Project - "Lets Talk About Me"
Herb Alpert - "Diamonds"
Thee Amazing Andy California - "EP"
Ed Ames - "Who Will Answer"
America - "Lonely People"
Laurie Anderson - "O Superman"
Animation - "Let Him Go"
Animotion - "Obsession"
Adam Ant - "Strip"
Apollonia 6 - "Sex Shooter"
April Wine - "Just Between You and Me"
April Wine - "Sign of the Gypsy Queen" April Wine - "Tell Me Why"
April Wine - "This Could Be the Right One"
Arcadia - "Election Day" Arcadia - "Goodbye is Forever" Joan Armatrading - "Drop the Pilot" Eddy Arnold - "Best Wishes"
Art of Noise - "Kiss"
Art of Noise -"Paranoimia"
Artists United Against Apartheid - "Sun City"
Asia - "Don't Cry"
Asia - "Go"
Asia - "Heat of the Moment" (and UK) Asia - "The Smile Has Left Your Eyes" Atlantic Starr - "Always"
The B-52s - "Legal Tender"
Bpeople - "EP" The Babys - "Back on My Feet Again"
Bad Company - "Rock 'n' Roll Fantasy"
Philip Bailey - "Easy Lover"
Bananarama - "I Can't Help It" Bananarama - "I Heard a Rumour"
Bananarama - "Love in the First Degree"
Bananarama - "Shy Boy"
Bananarama - "The Wild Life"
Band-Aid - "Do They Know It's Christmas"
The Bangles - "Hazy Shade of Winter"
The Bangles -"Hero Takes a Fall"
The Bangles -"If She Knew What She Wants"
The Bangles - "Manic Monday"
Bay City Rollers - "Saturday Night"
Beat Happening - "Dreamy"
Pat Benatar - "All Fired Up"
Pat Benatar - "Fire and Ice"
Pat Benatar - "Hit Me With Your Best Shot"
Pat Benatar - "Invincible"
Pat Benatar - "Little Too Late"
Pat Benatar - "Looking For a Stranger"
Pat Benatar - "Love is a Battlefield"
Pat Benatar - "Ooh Ooh Song"
Pat Benatar - "Promises in the Dark"
Pat Benatar - "Sex as a Weapon"
Pat Benatar - "Shadows of the Night"
Pat Benatar - "Treat Me Right"
Pat Benatar - "We Belong"
Pat Benatar - "We Live For Love"
Berlin - "A Matter of Time"
Berlin - "Like Flames"
Berlin - "Masquerade"
Berlin - "No More Words"
Berlin - "Sex (I'm a...)"
Berlin - "Take My Breath Away"
Big Chief - "Get Down and Double Check"
Big Country - "Look Away"
Blondie - "Call Me"
Blondie - "Heart of Glass"
Blondie - "Rapture"
Blondie - "The Tide is High"
Blue Meanies - "Stone Cold Crazy"
The Blues Brothers - "Gimme Some Lovin'"
Kurtis Blow - "Back By Popular Demand"
Blue Oyster Cult - "Burning For You"
Bon Jovi - "Runaway"
Bon Jovi - "You Give Love a Bad Name"
Bonaventura - "When Malyndy Sings" Book of Love - "Pretty Boys and Pretty Girls"
The Bouncing Souls - "The Argyle EP"
David Bowie - "Blue Jean"
David Bowie & Mick Jagger - "Dancing in the Street"
The Boys - "Lucky Charm" Laura Branigan - "The Lucky One"
Laura Branigan - "Self Control"
The Breakfast Club - "Drive My Car"
The Breakfast Club - "Right on Track"
Bette Bright and the Illuminations - "The Captain of Your Ship"
Martin Briley - "One Night With a Stranger"
James Brown - "Living In America"
Jackson Browne - "Lawyers in Love"
Buckner and Garcia - "Do the Donkey Kong"
Kate Bush - "Experiment IV"
Kate Bush - "Running Up That Hill"
John Cafferty & the Beaver Brown Band - "C-I-T-Y"
John Cafferty & the Beaver Brown Band - "Tough All Over"
Cameo - "Back and Forth"
Cameo - "Pretty Girls"
Cameo - "You Make Me Work"
Glen Campbell - "Its Just a Matter Of Time"
Captain & Tenille - "Love Will Keep Us Together"
Irene Cara - "Why Me?"
Belinda Carlisle - "Circle in the Sand"
Belinda Carlisle - "Heaven is a Place on Earth"
Belinda Carlsile - "I Feel the Magic"
Belinda Carlisle - "I Get Weak"
Belinda Carlisle - "Mad About You"
Kim Carnes - "Crazy in the Night (Barking at Airplanes)"
The Carpenters - "Merry Christmas Darling"
The Cars - "It's All I Can Do"
The Cars - "Shake it Up"
The Cars - "You Might Think"
The Ceiling Stares - "A Tunnel Through the Air"
Peter Cetera - "Glory Of Love"
Peter Cetera - "The Next Time I Fall"
Eugene Chadbourne - "198666"
Cheap Trick - "The Flame"
Cheap Trick - "She's Tight"
Cheech & Chong - "Bloat On"
Cheech & Chong - "Born in East LA"
Chicago - "If She Would Have Been Faithful..."
Chipmunk Punk - "Call Me"
Clarence Clemmons - "You're a Friend of Mine"
Nat King Cole - "In the Cool of the Day"
Phil Collins - "A Groovy Kind of Love"
Phil Collins - demos
Phil Collins - "Don't Lose My Number" Phil Collins - "I Missed Again"
Phil Collins - "One More Night"
Phil Collins - "Sussudio"
Phil Collins - "Two Hearts"
Phil Collins - "You Can't Hurry Love"
The Communards - "Never Can Say Goodbye"
Earl Thomas Conley - "Angels in Disguise"
The Contours - "Do You Love Me?"
The Controllers - "Play Time"
Alice Cooper - "Clones (We're All)"
Alice Cooper - "Paranoiac Personality"
Alice Cooper - "You and Me" Elvis Costello - "Accidents Will Happen"
Elvis Costello - "Veronica"
Crash Craddock - "Don't Destroy Me"
Floyd Cramer - "Mood Indigo"
Crosby, Stills & Nash - "Wasted On the Way"
Crowded House - "Don't Dream It's Over"
Billy Crystal - "I Hate When That Happens" Culture Club - "Church of the Poisoned Mind"
Culture Club - "I'll Tumble 4 Ya"
Culture Club - "It's a Miracle"
Culture Club - "Karma Chameleon"
Culture Club - "Missed Me Blind"
Culture Club - "Time (Clock of the Heart)"
Culture Club - "The War Song" Roger Daltrey - "After the Fire"
The Dancing Did - "Badger Boys"
Rodney Dangerfield - "Rappin' Rodney"
Danzig - "Dance of Death"
Terence Trent Darby - "Wishing Well"
Dave Clark Five - "Catch Us If You Can"
Morris Day - "The Oak Tree"
Taylor Dayne - "With Every Beat of My Heart"
Dennis De Young - "Call Me"
Dead Or Alive - "Brand New Lover"
El Debarge - "Who's Johnny"
Duane Decker - "Hard Disk Drive"
Rick Dees - "Eat My Shorts"
Depeche Mode - "People Are People"
The Detergents - "Leader of the Laundromat"
Device - "Hanging on a Heart Attack"
Devo - "Peek-a-Boo"
Diana - "Workin Overtime"
Dire Straits - "Money For Nothing" Doctor and the Medics - "Spirit in the Sky"
Thomas Dolby - "Airhead"
Thomas Dolby - "Europa and the Pirate Twins"
Thomas Dolby - "Hot Sauce"
Thomas Dolby - "Hyperactive" Joe Dolce - "Shaddap You Face"
Dr. Hook - "Years From Now"
Drunk John Lennon - "I Wanna Hold Your Gland"
Duffy - "Mercy"
Duran Duran - "Is There Something I Should Know?"
Duran Duran - "New Moon on Monday"
Duran Duran - "The Reflex"
Duran Duran ' "Union of the Snake"
Duran Duran - "A View To a Kill"
Duran Duran - "The Wild Boys"
Sheila E. - "A Love Bizarre"
Sheila E. - "Glamorous Life"
Earth, Wind & Fire - "Fall in Love With Me"
Sheena Easton - "Eternity"
Sheena Easton - "Morning Train"
Sheena Easton - "Devil in a Fast Car"
Sheena Easton - "Strut"
Sheena Easton - "Sugarwalls"
Sheena Easton - "Swear"
Sheena Easton - "Telephone"
Dave Edmunds - "Crawling From the Wreckage"
88 Fingers Louie - "Wanted"
Electric Light Orchestra - "Calling America"
Elmo and Patsy - "Grandma Got Run Over By a Reindeer"
Erasure - "Chains of Love"
Gloria Estefan - "Can't Stay Away From You"
Don Estus - "Spell"
Eurythmics - "Here Comes the Rain Again"
Eurythmics - "Love Is a Stranger"
Eurythmics & Aretha Franklin - "Sisters Are Doing it For Themselves"
Eurythmics - "Thorn in My Side"
Eurythmics - "Who's That Girl?"
Expose - "Seasons Change" Fabulous Thunderbirds - "Tuff Enuff"
Fabulous Thunderbirds - "Wrap it Up"
Face to Face - "10-9-8"
Donald Fagen - "I.G.Y."
Jad Fair & Jason Willet - "Punk Rock 1996"
Falco - "Vienna Calling"
Harold Faltermeyer - "Beverly Hills Cop"
The Fat Boys - "The Twist"
The Fat Boys - "Wipeout!"
Dan Felder - "Heavy Metal"
Ferrante & Teicher - "The 7th Dawn"
Bryan Ferry - "Kiss and Tell"
Fine Young Cannibals - "She Drives Me Crazy"
The Fixx - "Are We Ourselves?"
The Fixx - "One Thing Leads to Another"
The Fixx - "The Sign of Fire"
Fleetwood Mac - "Tusk"
Flesh Columns - "Schweigew Vor Dem Sturm"
A Flock of Seagulls - "Space Age Love Song"
A Flock of Seagulls - "Wishing"
Flying Lizards - "Money"
John Fogerty - "Rock & Roll Girls"
Force MDs - "Tender Love"
Lita Ford - "Back To the Cave"
Lita Ford - "Kiss Me Deadly"
Foreigner - "Dirty White Boy"
Foreigner - "Double Vision" Foreigner - "Head Games"
Foreigner - "I Want To Know What Love Is"
Foreigner - "Say You Will"
Samantha Fox - "Do Ya Do Ya (Wanna Please Me)"
Samantha Fox - "I Wanna Have Some Fun"
Samantha Fox - "Love House"
Samantha Fox - "Naughty Girls"
Samantha Fox - "Touch Me"
Samantha Fox - "I Only Wanna Be With You"
Frankie Goes To Hollywood - "Relax"
Frankie Goes To Hollywood - "Relax" (picture disc)
Michael Franks - "The Camera Never Lies"
Fun Boy Three - "The More I See (the Less I Believe)"
Funkadelic - "One Nation Under a Groove"
Joey G. & the Brick Alley Band - "Stand Up/Victory!"
Genesis - "Illegal Alien"
Genesis - "Mama"
Genesis - "Misunderstanding"
Genesis - "Paperlate"
Georgia Satellites - "Keep Your Hands To Yourself"
Glenn Frey - "The Heat Is On"
Glenn Frey - "Sexy Girl"
Glenn Frey - "Smuggler's Blues"
Glenn Frey - "True Love"
Peter Gabriel - "Games Without Frontiers"
Peter Gabriel -"I Have the Touch"
The Gap Band - "Beep a Freak"
The Gap Band - "I'm Gonna Get You Sucka"
Genesis - "Abacab"
Andy Gibb - "I Just Wanna Be Your Everything"
Debbie Gibson - "Only In My Dreams"
Debbie Gibson - "Out Of the Blue"
Debbie Gibson - "Shake Your Love"
Godley & Creme - "Cry"
Golden Earring - "When the Lady Smiles"
The Go-Go's - "Head Over Heels"
The Go-Go's - Our Lips Are Sealed"
The Go-Go's - "This Old Feeling"
The Go-Go's - "Turn To You"
The Go-Go's - "Vacation"
The Go-Go's - "We Got the Beat"
Leslie Gore - "She's a Fool"
Lou Gramm - "Midnight Blue"
Lou Gramm - "Ready or Not"
Grandmaster Melle Mel - "Beat Street Breakdown"
Grand Funk - "The Loco-Motion"
Eddy Grant - "Boys in the Street"
Eddy Grant - "Romancing the Stone"
Great White - "Once Bitten Twice Shy"
Greg Kihn Band - "The Break Up Song"
Grieving Eucalyptus - "Drive-in"
GTR - "When the Heart Rules the Mind"
GTR - "The Hunter"
Sammy Hagar - "I Can't Drive 55"
Sammy Hagar - "Never Give Up"
Daryl Hall - "Dreamtime"
Daryl Hall - "Foolish Pride"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Adult Education"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Downtown Life"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Everything Your Heart Desires"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "A Night At the Apollo"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Maneater"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Missed Opportunity"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "One on One"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Out of Touch"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Portable Radio"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Possession Obsession"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Rich Girl"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Say It Isn't So"
Daryl Hall & John Oates - "Some Things are Better Left Unsaid"
Jan Hammer - "Miami Vice Theme"
Happy Flowers - "B B Gun"
Happy Flowers - "Call Me Pudge"
Paul Hardcastle - "19"
George Harrison - "Got My Mind Set On You"
Debbie Harry - "Backfired"
Debbie Harry - "French Kissing"
Debbie Harry - "Rush Rush"
Corey Hart - "Never Surrender"
Corey Hart - "Sunglasses at Night"
Dan Hartman - "I Can Dream About You"
Dan Hartman - "Second Nature"
Haysi Fantayzee - "Shiny Shiny"
Murray Head - "One Night in Bangkok"
Hear 'n Aid - "Stars"
Heart - "Allies"
Heart - "Alone"
Heart - "How Can I Refuse?"
Heart - "Never"
Heart - "Nothin' At All"
Heart - "There's the Girl"
Heart - "These Dreams"
Karl Hendricks - "I Hate this Party"
Karl Hendricks Rock Band - "Thank God We Have Limes"
Karl Hendricks Trio - "Baseball Cards"
Karl Hendricks Trio- The Worst Coffee I've Ever Had"
Don Henley - "Dirty Laundry"
Don Henley - "Johnny Can't Read"
Homosapiens - "Voglio Amarti Di Piu" The Honeydrippers - "Sea of Love"
Honeymoon Suite - "New Girl Now"
Hooters - "And We Danced"
Hooters - "Day By Day"
James Horner - "Star Trek II Theme"
Whitney Houston - "You Give Good Love"
Hovland - "Five Days After a One Night Stand"
Human League - "Don't You Want Me"
Human League - "Fascination"
Human League - "Human"
Human League - "Love Action"
Human League - "Mirror Man" Englebert Humperdinck - "Les Bicyclettes de Belsize"
Englebert Humperdinck - "My Marie"
Englebert Humperdinck - "Sweetheart"
Ice T - "Lethal Weapon" Icehouse - "We Can Get Together"
Billy Idol - "Eyes Without a Face"
Billy Idol - "Hot in the City" (original)
Billy Idol - "Hot in the City" (reissue)
Billy Idol - "Mony Mony (live)"
Julio Iglesias & Willie Nelson - "To All the Girls I've Loved Before"
James Ingram - "There's No Easy Way"
Insiders - "Ghost on the Beach"
Intimate Strangers - "Let Go" INXS - "The One Thing"
INXS - "What You Need"
Donnie Iris - "Do You Compute?"
Donnie Iris - "Tough World"
Iron Maiden - "Flight of Icarus"
Burl Ives - "The Night Before Christmas"
J. Geils Band - "Angel in Blue"
J. Geils Band - "Centerfold"
J. Geils Band - "Freeze Frame"
J. Geils Band - "I Do"
The Jacksons - "State of Shock"
The Jacksons - "Torture"
Michael Jackson - "Man In the Mirror"
Janet Jackson - "What Have You Done For Me Lately"
Jermaine Jackson - "Dynamite"
Jermaine Jackson - "I Think It's Love"
Jermaine Jackson - "Perfect" Joe Jackson - "Breaking Us in Two"
Joe Jackson - "Stepping Out"
Mick Jagger - "Just Another Night" Mick Jagger - "Throwaway"
Rick James - "High on Your Love Suite"
Rick James - "Loosey's Rap"
Sonny James - "I Love You More and More Every Day"
Jefferson Starship - "Crazy Feelin"
Waylon Jennings - "The Dukes of Hazzard"
Jesse Johnson's Revue - "Be Your Man" The Jets - "Rocket 2 U"
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts - "Crimson & Clover"
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts - "Do You Wanna Touch Me"
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts - "Everyday People"
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts -"Fake Friends"
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts - "I Hate Myself For Loving You"
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts - "Light of Day"
Billy Joel - "Allentown" Billy Joel - "The Ballad of Billy the Kid"
Billy Joel - "An Innocent Man" Billy Joel - "Goodnight Saigon"
Billy Joel - "It's Still Rock n Roll To Me"
Billy Joel - "Keeping the Faith"
Billy Joel - "The Longest Time" Billy Joel - "Pressure" Billy Joel - "Say Goodbye to Hollywood"
Billy Joel - "Tell Her About It"
Billy Joel - "Uptown Girl" Billy Joel - "You May Be Right"
Billy Joel - "You're Only Human" Elton John - "I Guess That's Why They Call it the Blues"
Elton John - "Nikita"
Daniel Johnston - "Happy Time"
Daniel Johnston - "Seminal Twang 5"
Daniel Johnston - "Seminal Twang 13"
Daniel Johnston - "Speeding Motorcycle"
David Lynn Jones - "Bonnie Jean"
Grace Jones - "I'm Not Perfect (But I'm Perfect For You)"
Howard Jones - "New Song"
Howard Jones - "What is Love?"
Howard Jones - "You Know I Love You...Don't You?"
Journey - "Only the Young"
Journey - "Open Arms" Journey - "Separate Ways" Journey - "Still They Ride"
Journey - "Who's Crying Now"
Jump 'n the Saddle Band - "The Curly Shuffle" (original)
Jump 'n the Saddle Band - "The Curly Shuffle" (reissue)
Katrina & the Waves - "Rock & Roll Girl"
Nik Kershaw - "The Riddle"
Nik Kershaw - "Wide Boy"
Nik Kershaw - "Wouldn't It Be Good"
Claude King - "Wolverton Mountain"
Ben E. King - "Stand By Me"
King Kong - "Bring it On"
King Kong - "Movie Star'
The Kinks - "Come Dancing"
The Kinks - "Do It Again"
Kiss - "Crazy Crazy Nights"
Kiss - "Reason to Live"
Kix - "Get It While It's Hot"
Klymaxx - "Meeting in the Ladies Room"
The Knack - "Baby Talks Dirty"
The Knack - "Good Girls Don't" The Knack - "My Sharona"
Gladys Knight & the Pips - "Love Overboard"
Kool & the Gang - "Victory"
Krokus - "Midnite Maniac"
Frankie Laine - "Moonlight Gambler"
The Landlords - "Our Favorite Songs"
Cyndi Lauper - "All Through the Night"
Cyndi Lauper - "Change of Heart"
Cyndi Lauper - "Goonies R Good Enough"
Cyndi Lauper - "Money Changes Everything"
Cyndi Lauper - "She Bop"
Cyndi Lauper - "True Colors" Cyndi Lauper - "What's Going On"
Lemon Pipers - "Blueberry Blue" Julian Lennon - "Say You're Wrong"
Leotis - "On a Mission"
Levert - "Pull Over"
Huey Lewis & the News - "Doing it All For My Baby"
Huey Lewis & the News - "Heart and Soul" Huey Lewis & the News - "Hope You Love Me Like You Say You Do"
Huey Lewis & the News - "I Want a New Drug"
Huey Lewis & the News - "If This is It"
Huey Lewis & the News - "The Power of Love"
Huey Lewis & the News - "The Heart of Rock & Roll"
Huey Lewis & the News - "Walking On a Thin Line"
Lio - "Le Banana Split"
Lisa Lisa and Cult Jam - "Head To Toe"
Lisa Lisa and Cult Jam - "Lost in Emotion"
Little River Band - "The Other Guy"
Kenny Loggins - "Don't Fight It"
Kenny Loggins - "Playing With the Boys"
Kenny Loggins - "Welcome To Heartlight"
Loose Ends - "Hangin' On a String"
Gloria Loring & Carl Anderson - "Friends & Lovers"
Los Lobos - "La Bamba"
Love and Rockets - "So Alive"
Loverboy - "Heaven In Your Eyes"
Loverboy - "Hot Girls In Love" Loverboy - "Jump"
Loverboy - "Lovin Every Minute Of It"
Loverboy - "Notorious"
Loverboy - "Queen of the Broken Hearts"
Loverboy - "This Could Be the Night" Loverboy - "When It's Over" Lene Lovich - "New Toy"
Nick Lowe - "Cruel To Be Kind"
M - "Pop Muzik"
Madness - "It Must Be Love"
Madness - "Our House"
Madonna - "Cherish"
Madonna - "Crazy For You"
Madonna -"Gambler"
Madonna - "La Isla Bonita"
Madonna - "Like a Virgin"
Madonna - "Material Girl"
Madonna - "Papa Don't Preach"
Madonna - "Live To Tell"
Madonna - "Causing a Commotion"
Madonna - "True Blue"
Henry Mancini - "Ravel's Bolero"
Louise Mandrell - "Too Hot To Sleep"
Biz Markie - "Just a Friend"
Steve Martin - "King Tut"
Johnny Mathis - "A Certain Smile"
Paul McCartney - "Coming Up"
Paul McCartney - "No More Lonely Nights" Paul McCartney - "Say Say Say"
Paul McCartney - "Spies Like Us"
Paul McCartney - "Take it Away"
Christine McVie - "Love Will Show Us How"
Men at Work - "Dr. Heckyll & Mr. Jive"
Men at Work - "It's a Mistake"
Men at Work - "Overkill"
Men Without Hats - "I Like"
Sergio Mendes - "Olympia"
Mick Fleetwood's Zoo - "I Want You Back"
Midnight Star - "Headlines"
Migraines - "The Night Has Eyes"
Mike and the Mechanics - "All I Need is a Miracle"
Mike and the Mechanics - "Silent Running"
Mike and the Mechanics - "Taken In"
Steve Miller - "Abracadabra"
Steve Miller - "Cool Magic"
Steve Miller - "Heart Like a Wheel" Milli Vanilli - "Baby Don't Forget My Number"
Kylie Minogue - "The Locomotion"
Missing Persons - "Destination Unknown"
Missing Persons - "Give"
Missing Persons - "Windows"
Missing Persons - "Words"
Modey Lemon - "You Bug Me"
Eddie Money - "I Think I'm In Love"
The Motels - "Suddenly Last Summer"
Motley Crue - "Looks That Kill"
MOTO - "El Stop"
MOTO - "Eternal Standby"
MOTO - "4Pac"
MOTO - "Hammeroid"
MOTO - "I've Shot My Load..."
MOTO - "Jacuzzi For the Dead"
MOTO - "Magic Words"
MOTO - "Midnight at the Guantanamo Room"
MOTO - "She's Not Ready"
MOTO - "Street Where Love Lives"
MOTO - "What's Words Worth?"
Mule - "Beauteous"
Mule - "I'm Hell"
Musical Youth - Never Gonna Give You Up"
Musical Youth - "Pass the Dutchie"
MX-80 Sound - "O Type"
Nazareth - "Love Hurts"
Negativland - "Truth in Advertising"
Robbie Neville - "C'est La Vie"
New Edition - "Count Me Out"
New Edition - "Mr Telephone Man"
New Edition - "Once in a Lifetime Groove"
Juice Newton - "Love's Been a Little Bit Hard on Me"
Olivia Newton-John - "Heart Attack"
Olivia Newton-John - "Landslide"
Olivia Newton-John - "Make a Move on Me"
Olivia Newton-John - "Soul Kiss"
Olivia Newton John - "Tied Up"
Olivia Newton-John - "Twist of Fate"
Stevie Nicks - "Stand Back"
Night Ranger - "Sentimental Street"
Night Ranger - "When You Close Your Eyes"
Nilsson - "Daybreak"
Nitty Gritty Dirt Band - "Oh What a Love"
Noise Addict - "The Frail Girl"
Aldo Nova - "Fantasy"
NWA - "Express Yourself"
Alexander O'Neal - "Never Knew Love Like This"
Ric Ocasek - "Emotions in Motion"
Billy Ocean - "Suddenly"
Oingo Boingo - "Weird Science"
Yoko Ono - "Beautiful Boys"
Roy Orbison - "You Got It"
Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark - "Dreaming"
The Outfield - "All the Love in the World"
Robert Palmer - "Addicted To Love"
Robert Palmer - "I Didn't Mean To Turn You On"
Ray Parker, Jr - "Girls Are More Fun"
Ray Parker, Jr - "That Old Song"
John Parr - "St Elmo's Fire (Man in Motion)"
Pebbles - "Mercedes Boy"
Pebbles & Bam Bam - "Open Up Your Heart"
Pet Shop Boys - "It's a Sin"
Pet Shop Boys - "What Have I Done To Deserve This?"
Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers - "Don't Come Around Here No More"
Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers - "Jammin Me"
Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers - "You Got Lucky"
Phantom, Rocker and Slick - "Men Without Shame"
Planet P - "Why Me?"
Robert Plant - "Burning Down One Side"
Robert Plant - "Little By Little"
Robert Plant - "Pledge Pin"
Pleasure Heads - "Catholic Guilt"
Pleasure Heads - "Song For God"
Pointer Sisters - "Baby Come and Get It"
Pointer Sisters - "Freedom"
Poison - "Talk Dirty To Me"
The Police - "De Do Do Do De Da Da Da"
The Police - "Don't Stand So Close To Me"
The Police - "Every Breath You Take"
The Police - "Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic"
The Police - "Invisible Sun"
The Police - "King of Pain"
The Police - "Secret Journey"
The Police - "Syncronicity II"
The Police - "Wrapped Around Your Finger"
Mike Post - "Hill Street Blues"
The Powerstation - "Communication"
The Powerstation - "Get it On"
The Powerstation - "Some Like it Hot"
The Pretenders - "Back on the Chain Gang"
Prince - "America"
Prince - "Batdance"
Prince - "Delirious"
Prince - "Kiss"
Prince - "Let's Go Crazy"
Prince - "Take Me With U"
Prince - "U Got the Look"
Prince - "When Doves Cry"
Quarterflash - "Find Another Fool"
Quarterflash - "Take Another Picture"
Quarterflash -"Take Me To Heart"
Queen - "Back Chat"
Queen - "Bicycle Race"
Queen - "Body Language"
Queen - "Flash Theme"
Queen - "One Vision"
Queen - "Play the Game"
Queen - "Radio GaGa"
Quiet Riot - "Bang Your Head (Metal Health)"
Quiet Riot - "Mama Weer All Crazee Now"
The Radio Beats - "Blow You Up"
Rainbow - "Street of Dreams"
Ravyns - "Raised on Radio"
Re-Flex - "The Politics of Dancing"
Ready For the World - "Love You Down"
Ready For the World - "My Girly"
Ready For the World - "Oh Sheila"
Helen Reddy - "Candle on the Water"
Jim Reeves - "Is This Me?"
Mike Reno & Ann Wilson - "Almost Paradise"
Reo Speedwagon - " I Do' Wanna Know"
Reo Speedwagon - "One Lonely Night"
The Residents - "From the Plains to Mexico"
The Residents - "Safety is a Cootie Wootie"
The Residents - "Satisfaction"
Burt Reynolds - "Let's Do Something Cheap and Superficial"
Lionel Richie - "Dancing on the Ceiling"
Lionel Richie - "Stuck On You"
Marty Robbins - "El Paso"
Kenny Rogers - "Islands in the Stream"
Kenny Rogers - "Love Will Turn You Around"
Kenny Rogers - "Morning Desire"
Kenny Rogers - "Real Love"
Kenny Rogers - "We've Got Tonight"
Rolling Stones - "Emotional Rescue" Rolling Stones - "Going to a Go-Go"
Rolling Stones - "Harlem Shuffle"
Rolling Stones - "She's So Cold"
Rolling Stones - "Undercover of the Night" The Romantics - "One in a Million"
Diana Ross - "Pieces of Ice"
David Lee Roth - "California Girls"
David Lee Roth - "Goin' Crazy"
David Lee Roth - "Just a Gigolo"
David Lee Roth - "Stand Up"
David Lee Roth - "Yankee Rose"
The Rotters - "Stevie Nicks Sit on My Face"
RUN DMC - "It's Tricky"
RUN DMC - "Mary Mary"
RUN DMC - "Walk This Way"
Rush - "New World Man"
Rush - "Tom Sawyer" Saga - "The Flyer"
Salt-N-Pepa - "Get Up Everybody"
Salt Chunk Mary - "Ornithopter"
Sawyer Brown - "Betty's Bein' Bad"
Boz Scaggs - "Heart of Mine"
Scandal - "Beat of a Heart"
Scandal - "Love's Got a Line on You"
Scandal - "The Warrior"
Scritti Politti - "Perfect Way"
Sebadoh - "Gimme Indie Rock"
Bob Seger - "Even Now" Bob Seger - "Old Time Rock & Roll"
Bob Seger - "Understanding"
Shalamar - "Dancing in the Sheets"o
Michelle Shocked - "When I Grow Up"
Shonen Knife - "Secret No. 712"
Paul Simon - "You Can Call Me Al"
Simple Minds - "Don't You (Forget About Me)"
Siouxsie and the Banshees - "Peek-a-Boo"
Sludgehammer - "Big Water"
Sludgehammer - "Cherry Pop"
Sludgehammer - "Dynamite Lady"
Smashing Pumpkins - "1979"
Rex Smith & Rachel Sweet - "Everlasting Love"
Patty Smyth - "Never Enough"
Snakefinger - "The Man in the Dark Sedan"
Snakefinger - "The Spot"
Snakefinger - "What Wilbur"
Soft Cell - "Tainted Love"
Soft Cell - "What!"
Donna Sommer - "Love is in Control"
Donna Sommer - "She Works Hard For the Money" Spandau Ballet - "Gold"
Spandau Ballet - "True"
Sparks - "Cool Places"
Sparks - "When I'm With You"
Rick Springfield - "Affair of the Heart"
Rick Springfield - "Bop Til You Drop"
Rick Springfield - "Bruce"
Rick Springfield - "Don't Talk To Strangers"
Rick Springfield - "Don't Walk Away"
Rick Springfield - "I Get Excited"
Rick Springfield - "I've Done Everything For You"
Rick Springfield - "Love is Alright Tonite"
Rick Springfield - "Love Somebody"
Bruce Springsteen - "Born in the USA"
Bruce Springsteen - "Cover Me"
Bruce Springsteen - "Dancing In the Dark"
Bruce Springsteen - "I'm On Fire"
Bruce Springsteen - "My Hometown"
Squeeze - "Tempted"
Billy Squier - "The Stroke"
Brenda K Starr - "I Still Believe"
Brenda K Starr - "What You See Is What You Get"
Ringo Starr - "Back Off Boogaloo"
Ringo Starr - "Photograph"
Ringo Starr - "You're Sixteen"
Starship - "It's Not Over ('Til It's Over)"
Starship - "Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now"
Starship - "Sara"
Ray Stevens - "Santa Claus Is Watching You"
Jermaine Stewart - "We Don't Have To Take Our Clothes Off"
Rod Stewart - "Do Ya Think I'm Sexy"
Rod Stewart - "Infatuation"
Rod Stewart - "Love Touch" Rod Stewart - "Some Guys Have All the Luck"
Stray Cats - "Sexy + 17" The Style Council - "My Ever Changing Moods"
Stryper - "Honestly" Styx - "The Best of Times"
Styx - "Blue Collar Man"
Styx - "Come Sail Away"
Styx - "Don't Let It End"
Styx - "Mr. Roboto"
Styx - "Music Time"
Styx - "Renegade"
Sue Saad and the Next - "Won't Give It Up"
Yma Sumac - "Birds"
Andy Summers - "2010"
Supertramp - "Dreamer"
Supertramp - "Logical Song"
Survivor - "Burning Heart"
Survivor - "Eye of the Tiger"
Survivor - "High On You"
Survivor - "I Can't Hold Back"
Survivor - "Is This Love"
Patrick Swayze - "She's Like the Wind"
Swing Out Sister - "Breakout"
Sylvia and the Sapphires - "Shopping Around" (picture disc)
Talking Heads - "Burning Down the House"
Talking Heads - "Swamp"
Talking Heads - "Take Me To the River"
The Temptations - "Ball Of Confusion"
Thompson Twins - "Doctor Doctor"
Thompson Twins - "Hold Me Now"
Thompson Twins - "Lay Your Hands On Me"
Thompson Twins - "Love On Your Side"
Thompson Twins - "You Take Me Up"
.38 Special - "Back To Paradise" .38 Special - "If I'd Been the One"
Thumbs Up of Pittsburgh Records - "One For the Thumb in 81"
Tiffany - "I Saw Him Standing There"
Tiffany -"I Think We're Alone Now"
Tony Toni Tone - "Baby Doll"
Total Coelo - "I Eat Cannibals"
Tourister - "Clutching Your Cardigan"
Pete Townshend - "Face Dances Part 2"
Toyah - "Life is a Riddle"
Toyah - "Bird in Flight"
Toyah - "Ieya"
Toyah - "Four From Toyah"
Toyah - "I Want To Be Free"
Toyah - "Thunder in the Mountains" (picture sleeve)
Toyah - "Four More From Toyah"
Toyah - "Brave New World"
Toyah - "Be Proud Be Loud (Be Heard)"
Toyah - "Rebel Run"
Toyah - "Don't Fall in Love"
John Travolta - "Let Her In" The Tubes - "Don't Want to Wait Anymore"
The Tubes - "The Monkey Time"
The Tubes - "She's a Beauty"
Tanya Tucker - "Love Me Like You used To" Tina Turner - "We Don't Need Another Hero"
Tina Turner - "What's Love Got To Do With It"
The Tweets - "Dance Little Bird"
Dwight Twilley - "Girls"
Twisted Sister - "I Wanna Rock"
Twisted Sister - "The Leader of the Pack"
Twisted Sister - "We're Not Gonna Take It"
UFO - "Too Hot To Handle"
Ultra Baby Fat - "Bent On"
USA For Africa - "We are the World"
US Bombs - "Tora Tora Tora"
Van Halen - "Dance the Night Away"
Van Halen - "Hot For Teacher"
Van Halen - "I'll Wait"
Van Halen - "Jump"
Van Halen - "Pretty Woman"
Van Halen - "Why Can't This Be Love"
Van Stephenson - "Modern Day Delilah"
Luther Vandross - "Stop To Love"
Velore & Double O - "She's Fine"
Maria Vidal - "Body Rock"
Voices of America - "Hands Across America"
Voodoo Glow Skulls -"Dog Pile"
John Waite -"Change"
John Waite - "Missing You"
Joe Walsh - "Space Age Whiz Kids"
Wang Chung - "Dance Hall Days"
Wang Chung - "Everybody Have Fun Tonight"
Wang Chung - "Hypnotize Me"
Wang Chung - Let's Go"
Rusty Warren - "Sings" (Green Cover)
Wendy and Lisa - "Waterfall"
Jody Watley - Some Kind Of Lover"
Karyn White - "The Way You Love Me"
The Who - "Athena"
The Who - "You Better You Bet"
Whodini - "Rock You Again (Again & Again)"
Kim Wilde - "You Keep Me Hangin' On"
Deniece Williams - "Let's Hear It For the Boy" John Williams - "Close Encounters of the Third Kind"
Vanessa Williams - "Darlin"
Vanessa Williams - "Dreamin"
Ann Wilson - "The Best Man in the World"
Jackie Wilson - "Reet Petite"
Wimp Factor 14 - "Train Song"
Peter Wolf - "Come as You Are"
Peter Wolf - "Lights Out"
XTC - "Ten Feet Tall"
Weird Al Yankovic - "Eat It"
Weird Al Yankovic - "Fat"
Weird Al Yankovic - "I Lost on Jeopardy"
Weird Al Yankovic - "King of Suede"
Weird Al Yankovic - "Like a Surgeon"
Weird Al Yankovic - "This is the Life"
Yaz - "Situation"
Yello - "0h Yeah"
Yes - "Leave It"
Yes - "Owner of a Lonely Heart"
Dwight Yoakam - "Little Ways"
Paul Young - "Everytime You Go Away"
Frank Zappa - "Valley Girl"
ZZ Top - "Gimme All Your Lovin"
ZZ Top - "Legs"
ZZ Top - "Sleeping Bag"
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A Murder of One
Chapter:
28
Summary:
The Pillars vs. Upper One ft. Akiko
Previous Chapter | Origin | Next Chapter
“Hey Akiko, how powerful are your eyes?”
Akiko looks left to her new friend and mother figure, Miyuki. The two are lounging on the engawa, the day a bit hotter than most. The small twinkling of the wind chime sings in the air, and Chiyo is holding Ayame to Akiko’s right.
The two had come to visit, with Chiyo bringing Ayame in for a third check up this month (“She’s like… Drooling more than usual???”) and Miyuki tagging along just because (“I don’t want to be left out. What if you guys forget I exist?!”)
With no patients in her ward (for once in a blue moon) Akiko has decided to entertain the girls with something from over seas.
“It’s called a popsicle. Dad taught me how to make some and shipped over a special cooling machine,” Akiko explained as she handed out the icy treats.
So now the girls lounge in silence, listening to the wind chime and the birds tweet and Ayame’s baby babble.
Until Miyuki’s question.
“I dunno. How cold’s your ice?” Akiko shoots back. Miyuki rolls her eyes, “No but like. You see stuff-”
“So do you-”
“Quit it.”
Akiko quits it. Chiyo laughs. Ayame startles.
The two girls look between them at the younger one, her eyes closed as she gives it some thought.
“Well my nichirin tools are clear, and I can still see them. I have to clean the sharps myself now though, or the girls will cut themselves on accident. I dunno though, is that what you meant?”
Miyuki shrugs, “I guess. Genya mentioned something about how you took his measurements without a measuring tape or thermometer and stuff. And that you knew how many demons he ate, which, by the way, don’t tell Sanemi.”
Akiko rolls her eyes, “I don’t have a death wish. Also, doctor-patient confidentiality, blah blah blah.”
“Akiko, you tell me what’s wrong with Giyuu all the time.”
“Not out of kindness. I’m hoping you drop him when you realize how messed up he is. I don’t know what you see in him Chiyo,” Akiko says and Chiyo nudges her shoulder. Akiko holds her hands up in defeat, muttering a half assed apology that all three girls know is in no way genuine.
They’re silent again for a moment, but Miyuki suddenly jumps up, her eyes sparkling like a snowflake under the sun.
“Y’know what’d be really cool?! If you could see the future!!”
Chiyo and Akiko stare up at her listlessly, both wondering how that would even work.
“I don’t think that’s what my eyes are for.”
“Ok but you say that a person dies when you see one crow-”
“Because they do-”
“So isn’t that the same thing?”
“She kinda has a point,” Chiyo comments, shrugging her shoulders at the concrete evidence. Akiko shakes her head in disagreement.
“But wouldn’t it be so cool though?!” Miyuki keeps going, a smile on her face as she finishes off her popsicle.
Akiko scoffs, “What would I even use it for? Seeing which demon slayer is about to come through my door and with what injuries- wait… that actually sounds really nice…”
“See?!!!”
“It’d be great for fighting,” Chiyo comments, flexing her arm in thought as Ayame holds on like a monkey. “Then I could predict a demon’s blood art or their next moves.”
“That wouldn’t help me though. I can’t fight,” Akiko says. Chiyo and Miyuki nod their heads, knowing how sad Akiko’s physical abilities are. Her talents lie elsewhere.
“Oh! What if you like… I dunno, tell us how to fight or something? Like if you’re on the sidelines and giving us guidance.”
“Chiyo, that has to do with fighting still. Besides, I don’t think I should be on the field with an active fight.”
Miyuki grins, placing a hand on Akiko’s shoulder, “Don’t worry, we got your back! We’ll make sure a demon doesn’t touch you!”
Again, Akiko scoffs, “You guys barely listen to me though. Sanemi wouldn’t listen to me for sure. Muichirou would probably look around like ‘Who said that?’ and Iguro would rather get hurt just to glare at me for giving him an order than listen to said order.”
Miyuki and Chiyo share a look before then both ruffle Akiko’s short and slightly curly locks.
“Trust us.”
“We’ll listen to you.”
“MOVE!!!”
All four Pillars immediately jump back, just as Genya fires a shot with his newly formed demon gun. Muichirou’s sword is still embedded through the chest of Upper Moon One, but he’s abandoned it upon hearing Akiko’s scream.
The bullets burst and pierce through various parts of Upper One’s body, and roots immediately begin to grow up and out. It keeps him in place, and the Pillars all see their opening.
“DEFEND!!” Akiko commands them again, and they do so immediately.
They almost didn’t hear her over One’s monstrous roar, but Himejima’s chain whip around everyone so as to protect them, and Miyuki shoves Muichirou behind her since he has nothing to protect himself with. Akiko yanks Genya behind the wall they were hiding behind, and he throws his body over her and onto the floor to protect them from the various blades that shoot overhead.
Akiko hears a strangled scream, and her eyes quickly dart around Genya’s body to see Miyuki, crouched on the floor with her right foot missing. Sanemi grabs her by the haori and Muichirou jumps over Miyuki, rushing forward to grab ahold of his katana to give the two a second of time.
Miyuki is flung back, Genya catching her in his arms and setting her beside Akiko, who rips one of her arm sleeves off to act as a bandage. Genya runs into battle, blasting off another round from his gun, and Akiko has done all she can for Miyuki’s missing foot.
“Told you we’d listen,” Miyuki smiles painfully. Akiko nods her head, her throat choked up and tears blurring her vision.
“You can’t die,” Akiko squeaks, actually squeaks. She hates herself for worrying Miyuki at a time like this, but Akiko doesn’t know what would have happened if everyone didn’t move when she told them to. They looked like they were about to jump right in too, and Upper One still looked like he had another trick up his sleeve, and Akiko didn’t want anyone to find out what it was first hand.
“Course I won’t. I’m the damn Ice Pillar,” Miyuki ruffles Akiko’s hair, and the two hear a loud clang. They look up to see Himejima’s weapon has come down on Upper One from the bottom and top of his neck, and Miyuki makes eye contact with Sanemi.
She rushes off in an instant, and the two Pillars slam their katanas down together, delivering the final blow that rips Upper One’s head off. His neck gushes out blood with the force of a waterfall, but Akiko knows that he isn’t done. His blood coagulates at one, and the bleeding stops.
“Keep going!” she cries out, “He’s not dead!”
So the five press him. Genya with his gun, Muichirou digging his blade further up his chest, Sanemi and Miyuki working as a flawless pair with attacks similar to an ice storm, and Himejima’s own weapon flying around with enough force to break pillars and walls.
Akiko watches as he tries to regenerate his head, looking like a deformed arachnid with tusks. His body is pelted with relentless attacks, each more delivered with more desperation than the next, but then his body stops. It stops regenerating, and it begins to crumble.
Everyone stops in their tracks, weapons raised in caution, chests heaving as they try to catch their breaths. But he really does stop.
Akiko starts to cry, and her cry of relief is what startles everyone back to reality.
They’re alive.
They’re all alive.
Miyuki tackles Akiko first, then Muichirou falls into the two, then Genya pulls Sanemi with him, and Himejia offers the group a small smile.
Akiko can hear the crows caw their victory.
“UPPER MOON ONE IS DEFEATED! THERE ARE NO CASUALTIES! ALL FOUR PILLARS ARE ALIVE!!!”
Her heart soars, and she can physically feel the spirit of the demon slayers lift. Miyuki is bawling her eyes out into Akiko’s ruined shirt, and Akiko wails too. Genya wipes his own tears away and Sanemi runs his hand through his brother’s hair, truly smiling for the first time. Akiko has a feeling that the brothers will be ok.
“We must hurry,” Himejima’s voice grounds the group, and they sober up quickly. Goto has made his way back into the room, and he helps Akiko patch up the Pillars.
Akiko is halfway through stitching Himejima’s face when her sight comes across a nightmare.
“Tell them to stop.”
“Huh?”
“TELL THE DEMON SLAYERS TO STOP!” Akiko looks up at a crow in the corner. “THEY MUST RETREAT!! MUZAN IS ALIVE!”
Miruna soars out of the room immediately, and Akiko can see that he’s come across the first group of demon slayers. He caws his orders and they freeze in terror, but Miruna doesn’t stick around to make sure they listen.
He continues to soar, through rooms and corridors, warning team three and five to retreat.
But team one and two aren’t so lucky. About half of each team had begun to retreat on Akiko and Kiriya’s orders, but they weren’t fast enough to escape Muzan.
Akiko watches with horror and he slices bodies left and right, flying off walls and floors and devouring every demon slayer in sight. The few people that retreated without a second thought are no match for Muzan, and he catches them in an instant.
Akiko can feel the bile climb up her throat, the blood drain from her face. She can see Tamayo’s head in his clutches, his claw digging into her head, a thumb through her eye. She’s crying, the last of her face crumbling away. Then, in an instant, Muzan crushes her head.
Blood spurts everywhere, and Akiko finally hurls.
Muzan has revived.
And he’s bringing everyone to him.
“We have to go,” Akiko mumbles, wiping the bile from her mouth. Kiriya just gave the green light for all Pillars to regroup and kill Muzan. And she intends to follow this order.
She finds the strength in her legs to stand, though wobbly, and Himejima picks the girl up. He carries her in one arm, his weapon clutched tightly in the other, and Akiko starts to lead them through the maze. Miyuki has an arm over Sanemi’s shoulder as he helps her run, Miyuki still trying to get used to only having one foot. They’re all silent, listening closely to Akiko’s orders of left, right, up, down.
“Work with me here, Yushiro,” she mumbles, but she knows that he’s too far driven by rage to focus on anything but destroying the monster in front of him. They’ll have to take the long way, unfortunately, and Akiko worries that there is no time.
She watches as Giyuu and Tanjirou run in to fight. Muzan’s razor sharp arms flying around, delivering deep cuts to the two. She watches as Yushiro continues to manipulate the Fortress demon’s mind, and she sees past the illusion where Kanroji and Iguro have died.
They pick up more demon slayers along the way, team three and five grateful to be alive.
And even though Akiko knows that Kanao, Zenitsu and Inosuke are alive, it doesn’t stop her from crying out in relief at the sight of them.
“Akikooooo!!!” Zenitsu cries out, reaching out to her. She bats his hand away, and grabs ahold of Kanao’s instead. The girl tears up at the sight of Akiko, and they two share a look of understanding, being the only two tsuguko of the now deceased Butterfly Pillar.
Akiko blinks her tears away quickly as the building begins to shake, and she can see that Yushiro is beginning to drive the Fortress up.
“Listen closely everyone,” Akiko says, drawing more of Yushiro’s demon papers from pockets of her hakama.
“I have a plan.”
its almost over... can you feel it?
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XD'
Phew!
Walk in this bitch im with the gang
Man's
Man down
Locked for a !madness
Opps
Doing crazy shit every night, ain't no big thang
You don't know my language, don't know Skrrtinese
Woke up this morning got cups in my face
You not special at all, you big plain
A backpack nigga with luxury tastebuds
And the Louis Vuitton store got all of my pay stubs
Any rumor you ever heard about me was true and legendary
like I need the.....
Got them racks scattered all over my apartment
I shoot anything under the sun
jus called up [?] you know what we doin',
Woke up in Saks fith
Catch me out in Europe, 'cause I'm important
My bitch don't rock no Jordan's 'cause she gothic
Yung Bruh, this that hot shit, this ain't no pop shit
I'm smoking thrax
Any rumor you ever heard about m
I forgot, I made 50 bands off this laptop
You see that boy You better shoot in his face
Twizzy sending shots just like he Curry
be lookin like "Damn, what the fuck?"
We pull up in that i8, that Roadster, that Cullinan
We gon' pop out in a truck (Woah, woah)
Blue tint windows, I'm fuckin' it up
Thay say I be geeked the fuck up
Everybody wanna copy me, they think it's cool (They
think
Choppa on me, I'm bussin' it up
know who I am, who are you? You came up to me like I know you but I am confused
I guess this Shawty she doin' a handstand
ah, I don't even fuck with nobody at all, no friends
Whole lotta racks in the bust down
Went and copped ten, then I went and got—
Psh, I'm up
Blue strips
Call my diamonds ice spice all they do is dance
Stick in the box
Yeah, ha, yeah
Out in London, got the Tonka
Got a bunch of bad b****** I can't wait to replace
Double OT
(babe)
I tried to save you in time, but you wanted to stay in there
I'm too underrated, thought that they would leave me the my
Man's got caught. Start singing like he's Drake
Spent a lil then pack of a purse off lean
Better that I change my number so you can't explain
Yeah, it's 5 AM and you still outside, it's freezing, yeah
jus called up [?] you know what we doin',
Big body Benz member I used to be dusty
I'm from the east with the squad
Bitch I'm on demon time
Got a crush on this waitress I might serve it
30s coming in I got good prescription
Yeah. I would like to purchase studio time
Take lotta L,s before you make m,s
Mob ties
I don't give a fuck what you said (Nah), delete my number
Cutty
Chop
Lamb
made twenty bands yesterday without even trying
I just be hitting buttons on my phone and watch it pile in
Arc'teryx
Back in the day started out with an eight
Ran off on the plug it was too easy
Ran off on the plug
212 be my playground
LA chew right through the week
Hit the ground heavy
Running low in Cali
Going uptown (UH!)
Airplane
Surf
You ain't talking about a bag don't say my name
You'd just a lame
Keep rolling blunts of sticky
I stay on go ain't got time to kick it keke
The feds
That like bitch gimme face
Popping out the amg
Smoking exotics
Order
My twizzy
I don't even tap I just go insane
Hell cat
Perky inside my soda get it fizzy
When I was down bad you was never around
Every Friday I'm make it move like Jason
Move it to my house
Tints
1700
I'm a Florida boy I been wilding for so long
California hot shit but I'm froze up
Pelican
25 racks for a verse
I put 5 grams in the wood I don't even know if I can get high
Double cup styrofoam pour it up
Wanna eat me up
I feel like a teddy bear
Lol shawty doing a hand stand
Bitch, I ain't shoppin' at no mallCan't even pronounce what I got on
Double R RR
Side popping
Came up from the mud
got it out the mud
Grew up to the moon
Rockstar popstar
In the hills
Imma do it while I land
Why you keep texting on my phone like bitch you better go show some
Move it to my house
One phone call....
I walk in this bitch
I have to write to find bakence
John calling me Relly
Got a script in my pocket I ain't seen no doctor
Smoking on zotic
Going wild in this fast lane
Seen the lights of the good year blimp
I put a Choppa on a blade I put a blade on the switch
If it ain’t bout money, it ain’t making no sense
Put a Choppa on the blade put a blade on the switch
I'm not a actor I'm a rapper
You not a rapper you a.actor
I don't miss Im making money while I piss
Outside it's a movie
I was in the trenches when Brittany kissed Madonna on TV
Madison
Terminal
forgiato
How he say we gang and we ain’t even met?
Put a rack in each hand
I forgot the name of the weed I'm smoking on but it damn sure ain't no Dosidos
We don't go fuck just any hoe
Heard you tryna fuck any hoe
I'm out in LA smokin' piss by a cheetah
90 percocet 10s now my cellphone
When I was down bad you was never around
SmOking exotic
100k for the feets
Try to get away from me had a stand off
Taking trips to NYC
You ever dance with the devil by pal e moon like?
Married to the money
I just hit rodeo spent a check on my momma
Fuck around with a opp put a coochie on his head
30thousand dollars for a nigga to get flee
When we out in public she gone take a pic
Took a look to my right that's a opp on site
I put my heart in this
Chrome heart
High waisted shorts
LES
You think I'm a rock star I'm a pop star
Throw it back shorty make that ass clap
I still ride a gangsta label
Glock got a switch it came with a night light
Give a fuck if you famous you getting smacked up
Popin shit like I run shit
Back to back shows
212
100 felonies
Hoe in the room for one night
Thinking of the Masterplan
I see all the plots
Gotti
Creatine with the water whippin
Zazai stay in that bitch mouth like a dentist
Out of state I'm doing different shows
Bitch I ain't really wanna fuck put it in your mouth
Skinny jeans on with a big bank roll
My loyal jugg love to meet me at that one spot
I smoked a quarter last night by myself
Got a pot addiction, damn I need some help
You look like an easy lick now
Had to stay down with the plug just to get it up
Never wore a condom no condom
Government issued Glock bitch I found it
Bullets inside of a cop and I let him drowned bitch
High speeding high speed chase
The fall
Can't tell a lie
It's/that's worth a lot
100k in my lap
You ain't got no minutes on your phone you in love with me
Paper work say I'm a paid killer
I tell her get off me when she try to cuddle me
No label
That bitch wet
Mans
MaN down
I know the cops won't get me here
I shave my head every day like I'm Britney Spears
[Verse 1: Ricky Hill]
I know my haters hope I lose my tone
But I'm Ricky Hoe, I know I fucking won't
She don't hear me, that's Satan tryna body me
Spin his block with choppas, make these nigga fear
Pull up on opp, we gon' empty clips
But she a sad bitch, she just slit her wrist
I don't want to feel
Zooey deschanel
Checking media takeout
Murder suicide
30 minutes' later Kobe told me put the mask on'
Fuck it we gone pop.out
Trap out the west side Atlanta
This shit came straight out the croc pot
hit that boy with a hollow now he in gelato
What happened Walk in this bitch and I'm spazzin
Vvs on my pinkies
Spin in his block two times with a chopsticks get this shit poppin
I put the bricks on the plastic
Say he gang but hr ain't really gang he is not official
Ran off on a plug it was to easy
Big body Royce pullin up can't even fit through
Let then hittas do it for me because back then they did it with me
5weejing
Fah!
Fap!
My Glock got a switch
I'm getting bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger
Gurl that butt getting bigger
I be with them niggas sending shots they gone solve em.
When you see that boy you better shoot in his face
20 minutes later Kobe told me put the mask on
They say I'm geeked the fuck up
Can she fuck right now
L weil Uzi but I'm nice now
Jugg like 200 bands out the laptop
I need deep
Yeah it ain't matter Xay hit it first
Balenciaga marjeally
Came out the beast out the belly
Bullets in the mat
Running like lil G
When my pocket ain't no cap
An I'll find em on the Map
Pop me a PERC and promethazine
Likeing my drip cuz my drip is too clean
I got my clout in under three weeks
You know that I luh' to flex
I'm finna hop on a jet
You is a bitch pull up with the K and then I ran off with the strap
Lil macey came back call up my grandma I'm still in the trap
Call up my bitch I said throw it back
Louie v on my backpack you want my drip lil bitch you can't have that
Better watch out or you finna get beat
Impregnate Brittanys
Balenci' untied shoes
Spent a whole check on some
Christians
I need every bad bitch at the equinox
I don't care about making friends, I just care about faith
Yeah, bitch, I'm on the edge and this shit feel great
Rock Chane'-ne' and some Gucci on my socks (Skrrt, in the cut)
I wore designer I won't wear again
Plus kojomi just shut down the app store
If Nike ain't had frizzy they would have nothing
Take a picture with me on rodeo
I like my bitches extra thick
I need deep
The mandem celebrate Eid, the trap still runnin' on Christmas day
Left it on red
I really hate niggas I'm a Nazi
Two cups (Cup), toast up with the gang (Gang, gang)
From food stamps to a whole 'nother domain, ya
I can see your essence still just doesn't feel the way it's supposed to I feel so bad
Won't catch me around a broke bitch unless you pay me
bitch came with 25hundred told her maybe
5k in a day you can't trap with me
We
Catch a case I'm beating the case
I keep that mask
.snookke. Runts
indica
Stuck inside my mind
Vagabond
Capital P ( Pimp)
No sir ski !!!!
Hit the has
This and that
Came up from the mud
We go to stores for them looseys and them doue cups
Thoes was long nights
I'm steady on my grind I need cheese on my grits
I got goons that will take your life I'm just saying
My name already a legacy
What you know about having no heart ?
This that motherfucking amthum right here boy
I really do this shit for jits boy
You know why they don't make it out
90's raised me . Enough about that
Yeah I know the strains I just trimmed that
I'm a 90's baby so I keep the strap
If I hit it from the back she fine hit the sidewalk
Oh you do that too ? Never seen that
Drip
If
I
I
If
Too many heads in LA
I got a Glock in my rari
Sorry about that
Fuckin on his bitch out a iphone6
Honest
I stretch the work it not no Levi jeans
DayDay made that nigga Diddy Bop
Bring us some figgy pudding
Put it out here
Walk around
Wock
Now we catch him at the chicken spot, up a couple chops
Flex the L's
On the gram '
Histagram
but the other day
I had a dream I wasn't K,
I probably would be deceased if it wasn't for my grandparents
I'm too legit for life, I should get a grip and die
You speakin' down on Odd Future, it's a fuckin' pronoun
Twenty-one in the league ho I'm a fuckin' pro now
clothes fit, from out the closet
In the rectum of the hood
Diamonds hit like piss
2003 shit
51 -50
730'
While listenin' to R. Kelly's greatest hits
That's my bestfriend
Yeah I'm glad for you
Ran off on the plug
Skirt off
In the gym
Ice on my wrist
Rolling up big that's Pikachu
If I see you I don't speak that means I don't fuck with you
Got a bag and fixed my teeth hoe you know this shit ain't cheap
Plug hit the stick in my Tesla
Okay here we this that new yishigo
I don't know how they feel about me right now
Hold up b**** hold my phone
Pick it up dropped it off back where I found her
Late nights in the studio you can't be wasting all my time
Shorty want to come my way
Won't you come my way
Hey, I live in a house with a pool in the back
Right around town with the strap in my lap
Jeffrey Jeffrey Dahmer
Cartier frames on me look like Jeffrey Dahmer
Punch line after punch line
Lol
You know I eat rappers at lunch time
Fuck a record deal I do it no cosign
You ain't got no minutes on your phone then you in love with me
The paperwork say that I'm a paid killa
I'm a real grave digger
She a real gold digger
I f****** new b**** cuz her ass bigger
A 20 years later I'm the same nigga
I'm sliding over cars while I shoot. I think that I'm some cruise bitch
Blue cheese got a hundred racks up
Fiji water splash need to get some work off
A lot of niggas* die do to these streets
Don't call me daddy cuz I'm not chyour papi
Ice on my wist hit wit the light at the Roxy
By my
I don't wake up in the morning for no breakfast
Niggas know I'm a shooter
My nigga gone shoot from the tray
herd you is broke that's not my problem
I ain't got time to play with that side-poppin
Fuck around give you my last name
Mans don't celebrate either trap still running on Christmas Day
I think that I'm tom cruise
Killin niggas even doe black lives matter?
You ain't got mineuts in your phone then you inlove with me
No condom
For the money im a savage
I got a play on my phone
watch me get this money nigga
tired of being hungry nigga
I'm out here popping ollie's switch
this the start of it
bitch I'm high as fuck I can't even roll my weed
there
I'm in the hills
I keep a FN57 and a G Tuck
told my bad bitch let the camera man hit for me
I go 200 and I crash out
love to beat that till it creame up
you see us scorin'
V.I.P in the plural, while yo section borin'
Bitch I got the Tommy no Hilfiger
Pull the checks, receipt stashed, straight to the palm, drippin'
space ghost coast to coast
ride around with a kill tec
he got shot he ain't get back
I got a whole lot of money coming in
ran off on the plug
Justin Bieber
I need a bitch with a real butt
jugg
I gotta know who you fucked in ths room
codine and a lot of cups
niggas think o can o broke
I can not go broke nigga
Xanny, help the pain, yeah
Please, Xanny, make it go away
know I'm misunderstanding
cuz skin complexion
free my nigga out of that jail
every other night another dollar getting made it
goddamn it
hot sauce
balling
Fast car, NASCAR
bag on fire
you gone fuck around and drowned of this wave
every other night another movie getting made
I spend in the club what you have in the bank
hate
my AP going psycho
had so many bottles gave ugly girl a sip
I'm in the Lambo I'm on my way
my money thick I'll never fold
can't really trust nobody with all this Jewelry on me
take you to the smoke shop we gone get high
got the racks and they all C-Notes
in the rental
all vvses put you in a necklace
diamond district in the chain
certified you know I gang
in the morning or the late
you got that yummy yummy
said she wanna fuck the homie we gone team up
my chain straight from the ocean
niggas think it's sweet
got free wifi they ain't got 3g
I really hate niggas I'm a Nazi
breaking the seal
Jesus piece
the audience
can we get married at the mall?
My shooters gon' shoot, can't miss
pouring up lean
backroom
money falling out the ass I got a lot of cash
I don't
just got up out it they like there he go
really spinny
really drippy
Moscow face
hand deep up in her purse
diamonds hitting
hide it in my sock
I'm her dad
xanny make it go away
I want drugs
college
I'm getting sketched out
shoot out
backroom
do the dash
2am in the A
wanna come to my room
Clancy ( ofwgkta manager )
iraq
hunting em down
backroom
foreign
Afghanistan
hell no nawh
every night
switch lanes
no face no case
club going up on a Tuesday
throw that to the side yeah
press my line
I'm different
wanna go it how I do it
i don't sell Molly no more
stupid lil bitch
lil bitch
put this Greek dick i
water
I didn't do it but fo
smoke
smoke crack
I cannot go broke
Octobers very own
Calabasas
locked in
late night in the studio you can't be wasting all my time
100k for a feat
niggas think it's sweet it's on sight
my new bitch ass fat like that ass on Kim k
I used
I used to
pink and yellow diamonds
my diamonds
diamonds hitting
beat the beat up
think it's sweet it's on sight
crying in a bag
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what flavor is your soul?
GRANT WARD: VANILLA
oh heart of ice and mind of gold, what am I to do with you? you are only good in small amounts, bittersweet fledgling, you are hard for most to swallow. your spirit is strong, your wit is potent, your biting essence drives even the most daring away. but why are you hiding your sweetness? I know within you, you are soft, but humanity has made you bitter. you mask your pain and sorrow with spite and sensibility. you say you do not care about trivial things, but don't you? sweetheart relax. you can let down your drawbridge, the waters are not poisoned. I know you have looked monsters in between the eyes and scoffed at them, but please, relax. you think your armor protects you but it is smothering you slowly. little owlet, when will you learn, words can only get you so far? feelings are what makes this world pulse. do not suppress your feelings. your heart can still thaw my dear. trust.
KASSY HARWELL: ROSEMARY
ah, the old soul, nice to meet again. the time of ages is etched into your bones, you see clearly. you've watched the heartache in this realm and sworn to solve it. but kindness without limits is self destruction. oh little leaf, strong and wise, you seek to bring peace with your presence. I'd be wrong to say you fail at this effort, but you mustn't set yourself on fire to keep others warm. you wish to please everyone, to protect them all. but if you shield the saplings from the sunlight they will never grow, and you one day will wither. protect yourself too. you know there are no happy heroes, so don't be one. be a friend. your loved ones will not forsake you for not being perseus slaying all their demons. you have your own monsters, why not meet them first before you conquer anyone else's nightmares. oh true-hearted paladin you are brave, and you are good enough. you know that right? be true to yourself, one cannot do anything saintly if they did not tend to their own wounds first.
ALEC CROSS: MINT
oh spry little dryad, spinning sprite, you drift through life as light as lion down. you are the chimes of churchbells and the laughter of faeries. gossamer and spidersilk shine from your ribs. life is fleeting, you more than anyone should know that. something we love today may never see tomorrow's sun. you pride yourself on skipping through moments, soft and merry. but you do not let your soul be tethered. is it for freedom or fear, sweetheart, that you do not let yourself be tamed? you are as fresh as and wild as bluebirds in snow, you smile at your problems before dashing away. hoping they will never catch up to you. but even nike can't run forever. you have been hurt before. but that is life. you wish to never feel that way again, but regretfully I must tell you that is nothing short of impossible. life is but part sorrow part sun, you cannot have teacups until they are burned by the kiln. oh I see the scars child, they shimmer down your chest, I see the pain in your eyes. but I also see the stardust. keep smiling, but allow tears also. you do not have to be solely wonder, fear, you are allowed to be bitter. so bite, and scream, and laugh, and love. that is what makes life worth living.
NATHAN BISHOP: LAVENDER
oh moon child, restless sleeper, tell me what it's like to dream? you float along the margins of reality, picking up the pieces of fallen memories to sculpt into your own realm. you are searching, but your tongue is quiet, quiet, quiet. open your mouth and sing my dear, silence only does you good for so long. and here you planted roots in the darkness, where not even the moon can reach your leaves. there is such a thing as being too practical, for you sail your ship on perpetually calm waters, and never have you spotted land. your mind has wings, uncage them! allow yourself to dream, you are not too far gone. there is no such thing! trust in yourself dear.
REV EVERHEART: SALT
ah little kraken, bold are you. restless sailor, dauntless fighter, lower your sword, let me see your shield. ah, of course, they are but the same object. oh wave-tossed ruffian, lend me some of your mettle would you? you have been struck by the sharpest of spears yet you still stand here proudly. but off your guard, elsewhere of the battlefield, you will find your spirit can parch others. your words are but weapons crafted from your soul. little lion, sheathe your claws, or the ones you love the most will suffer. you do not have to be strong all the time love, there's nothing wrong with being soft. vulnerability is not weakness, and if it were, what's wrong with that? strength is not always your greatest tool, your heart is good. put down excalibur, and use your words. you'll find they will carry you much farther. not everything in life is a battle.
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