#weeping and wheeezing

[blondeaxolotl]

So I looked into the notes of the axolotl with the blonde axe

Anyway

What's the lore origin behind your user name?

SIGH, okay this isn't as interesting as it might be but get ready for a mini ramble

So my original username is axolotlblondie, I go by both axolotlblondie AND blondeaxolotl, but the first one is just what my majority of my other social medias are called. Blondeaxolotl was born when I created this tumblr account, I have a tumblr account under axolotlblondie but back then it was shadowbanned so it caused me to create this acc as a result of it and I just decided to stay on this one even after the shadowban was removed because I already had a growing following and didn't want to leave it (plus the axolotlblondie account had a danganronpa following, when I made blondeaxolot I was already into Black Butler while my DR rot was dying so I just, left the first blog like an archive for my old art)

That's basically the origin for my user blondeaxolotl. But for axolotlblondie, I created it when I was- I believe around 13-15 I think? I don't know exactly but around that age was when I was into My Hero Academia, I was already posting art online but that was before axolotlblondie and I do not remember ANY other usernames I had before it. But anyway, what caused me to create the name was I had an MHA oc who was an axolotl, they were blonde. And since I was fixating on that oc back then I decided to use them as my "brand" for my insta account cuz I was planning on posting them alot, but unfortunately when I made that insta account my cousin introduced me to danganronpa and ever since then I only posted that oc ONCE on that account before it completely went overflood with DR art and my mha phase was already just gone lmaooo

But yeah that's the origin of both of my users, they're both just a reference to an old oc of mine I had when I was young. But hey little Mono cooked cause I'm here turning 20 this year still rocking the username with pride harhahrahrharh. And if you're curious, this is the said OC my usernames are based off on:

I underestimated how hard finding old art of this little guy would be, this is unfortunately the best I could find of them since I'm pretty sure all art I had of them were on old accounts which are most likely deleted now💔

But also after finding these drawings, I came to a horrifying realisation. Little Mono was fixated on this little sea creature based guy, and her art style/account as a whole was pink to go with it. But now here I am, 19 years old, with my pink blog (TWO PINK BLOGS ACTUALLY), hyperfixating on sea creature based characters and having ocs who are also sea creatures (AND ARE ALSO FUCKING PINK.)...

Head in my hands, I over here thought having to explain that my accounts username(s) is based off on an old mha oc was silly enough, but no instead I only got hit with the whiplash that I've been fixating on the color pink and sea creature based characters/ocs for years now WITHOUT KNOWING AND I DIDN'T REALISE IT UNTIL NOW OH MY GODD Anyways yeah that's basically it, I don't know what I'll do with the oc since I haven't touched them since I was at least 15 I think.. But yeah that's the said blonde axolotl themselves, I might re-vamp them one day if people like them but I'll think about it. Hope you enjoyed the mini Mono lore dump