#weve had eds for comparable time frams (his is on and off for 6 yrs mine for 5 but with the same onset time)
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me when im jealous of a fucking fictional character’s ed like a dumbass
#they gave his weight and height bruh i can calculate his bmi#its like#kinda crazy low#like i think 10.9 when he gets hospitalized fr#although he eats more than me and lost less weight than me lol#cuz bro was legit always underweight#uh#he was like 121 initially and then ended at 74#wait nope nvm thats not less than me fuck#uh time to get competitive! yippee (fuck me)#wait nvm im fucking stupid#thats a comparable amt of weight to the amt i lost in a somewhat comparable time frame#like its 3 lbs more than me in around a month less but tbf i spent 6 months in quasi recovery/high restriction so leave me alone#so this is one of those ‘its only an ed if ur sickly underweight’ moments#like#comparing myself to him#weve had eds for comparable time frams (his is on and off for 6 yrs mine for 5 but with the same onset time)#(actually i was younger by a few months lol)#wait nvm i forgot im entering my 6th yr of being mentally ill yippee happy birthday to me ig#lmao#uh similar onset ages similar amount of time with restrictive behaviors similar pattern of on/off restriction similar amount of weight lost#similar lvls of restriction/caloric intake (mines actually like 1/4 of his but that doesnt mean much cuz hes eating like 600 calories a day)#so yeah its a fun ‘eds are only real if ur skinny’ moment lol (hit me with a baseball bat)#hes not fucking real i cant be comparing myself with a fictional guy fuck this#ugh
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