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Lowkey dubcon with bob in the sense like he pisses inside you without telling you😵💫😵💫 what do you think
the thing about bob is he doesn’t ask. not because he means to be cruel — god no — but because his brain short-circuits half way through, thoughts scrambled by the wet heat of you around him, your thighs squeezing his hips, your voice all breathy and fucked-out in his ear.
sloppy and desperate, rutting into you like he’s chasing something just out of reach. whimpering. mumbling apologies for whatever it is he did wrong this time, begging you not to make him leave again, his hands bruising your hips because he doesn’t know his own strength when he’s like this.
and somewhere between the frantic pace of his thrusts and his face buried in your neck, he feels it. that twitch of his bladder. the dul, warm ache. and it should be enough to make him stop, pull out, mutter something about needing to piss before he comes.
but the way you’re holding onto him. how tight you feel. how you whimper when he slows down, nails scratching down his back like you’re scared he’s gonna stop altogether.
it short-circuits something in him.
“fuck,” he gasps, voice thick and wrecked, his stomach muscles clenching. “oh fuck i… i gotta—”
but he doesn’t finish the sentence.
because it just… happens.
a low, broken moan tearing out of his throat as the warmth spreads between you, thick and sudden and wrong. his cock buried so deep you can feel the pulse of it against your cervix, and then the unmistakable flood of heat inside you.
it makes you gasp, your body jerking under his, the strange unfamiliar sensation catching you off-guard.
“bob—”
but he’s already gone, pupils blown, lips trembling against your shoulder, muttering frantic, broken apologies even as he keeps grinding into you. like he can’t help it. like stopping now would kill him.
“m’sorry, m’sorry — it’s just — fuck, you feel so good, can’t — couldn’t hold it, baby, please don’t hate me, please—”
and there’s a sick, messy part of you that clenches around him, the filth of it, the obscene warmth of it making your head swim. because of course it’s bob. pathetic, miserable, feral little bob who cries when he cums and leaves bruises on your throat in the shape of his teeth.
you feel it when he finally spills inside you, the hot rush of it mixing with the slick mess between your thighs, and he won’t stop saying your name, won’t stop apologizing, kissing whatever skin he can reach with that damp, flushed face, tears mixing with sweat.
“i’ll clean you up, i swear — swear i didn’t mean to — don’t be mad at me, please—”
like he doesn’t know youre already puling him closer, fingernails raking down his back to keep him there.
because you love him like this. ruined. feral. sobbing in your arms. full of regret and still too desperate to pull out. and he knows it too. knows you’ll let him do it again.
and again.
#.ᐟ.ᐟ#robert reynolds#bob reynolds fanfic#bob thunderbolts#robert reynolds x reader#bob reynolds smut#bob reynolds x reader#robert reynolds smut#marvel#thunderbolts#⤷ robert reynolds#new avengers
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Marry Me
➾In Which: Meeting your boyfriend for one last date to break the news — well, let's just say you should have sent a text instead and ran for the hills.
RATED X. MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY.


❥Jeong Yunho x fem reader
"Your efforts have been cute but I'm tired of it. Time to face reality."
♡'・ᴗ・'♡genre: yandere, dead dove 🪦
ಠ_ಠwarning/content: DARK FICTION. DARK DARK. DEAD DOVE FFR. 403 possessive yandere, 414 punishment, home invasion, kissing and non-con kissing, toxic relationship, extreme controlling behavior, reader described as shorter than yunho, alcohol but not enough to even be tipsy, if i can't have you no one can ahhh yunho, forced legal marriage, insults towards reader: unsubstantiated slut shaming + cheating accusations, violence towards reader: manhandling + slapping + yelling + threatening with a knife + implied baby trapping and nc (i am so very sorry but yunho is the worst yandere in ateez, i fully believe it). pet names: love, doll, sweetheart. semi-abrupt ending cause i couldn't make myself go that far
"You think I'm finished? Oh, that's cute... Your punishment hasn't even started yet."
➯a/n: anon who requested this woke something dormant up in my brain about yandere yunho 😵💫 i think he's the yandere i MIGHT start writing noncon with IF i ever decide to because i legit can't see it going any other way until reader has INSANE stockholm worse than hwa's baby... mans is fucking CRAZY and SCARY and i luv him
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18+. MINORS HIT THE ROAD.

─..★.─────
"Hey, doll," Yunho smiles as he walks up to the table.
Out on the restaurant patio, it's nice and breezy and it cools your nerves as you return his smile.
"Hey, Yunie," you crane your neck to look up at him as he bends down; cupping the side of your neck while giving you a gentle kiss.
"For me?" He points to the beer on the table as he pulls back.
"Mhm, it just got here, still cold," you nod, leaning back in your seat and taking a deep breath.
"You're so sweet, thank you," he takes the seat across from you, looking you up and down. "Is something wrong?"
"Hm? No," you shake your head quickly and wave him off, "I, uhm, I actually got some good news..."
"Really? What is it?" He asks before taking a sip; and you wait until he sets the glass down to speak. You think he might have choked if you didn't.
"You remember the position my boss recommended me for?"
His face drops slowly. Pressing his lips together, he nods slowly.
"They want me to take it-"
"No."
"Yunho, it's not up to you." You try to stand your ground, but your voice waivers.
"You'd have to move to the other side of the world!" His outburst gets the attention of a few fellow customers, and he slumps back in his chair; pulling his hat further down his face. "Have you even thought about this- the logistics? We'd be in two opposite time zones, when would we even be able to talk?"
You're quiet. Too quiet. Looking down at the table with something stuck on the tip of your tongue but you're afraid to say it.
"Sweetheart." He whispers as he leans forward, resting his arms on the table as he looks at you intently. "Don't fucking say what I think you're about to."
"I think we should break up."
You jump as he slams his hand on the table before quickly putting his face in his hands with a groan. "Fuck..."
"Yunho, I'm sorry..." You look down at your lap, "but it's- really, it's for the best. We can both spend more time furthering our careers and maybe in the future-"
"Are you kidding me?" He mumbles, hand over his mouth and looking at you with a barely contained storm of emotions in his eyes.
You avoid his gaze like it's the plague, bouncing your leg and holding your hands together tightly. "No. I'm serious. This is the last time we're going to see each other. I went to your apartment while you were at practice and got my things, and I left yours o-"
"Nope." He laughs, unhumorous. Like he's in shock. "No, sorry. Not happening."
"You can't just say 'no', this is the decision I'm making." You look at him for a moment with a glare before quickly look back down when you see his eyes locked on you like some sort of predator.
"Like fuck I can't, you said you were going to marry me one day. You said you wanted to have kids together." His voice is even, but it's laced with anger. He leans over the table and pinches your chin, making you look at him. "What happened to that, love?"
"I'm sorry, Y-"
He grabs your hands as you stand up, looking up at you intensely. "You can't just leave."
"Miss?" Both of your eyes snap to the elderly couple who's approached your table after hearing the ruckus. "Do you need some help?" The woman reaches towards you when Yunho stands quickly and pulls you to the other side of the table.
"She's fine. We're just having an argument, every couple does. Right, doll?"
You gulp as he rests his hands on your shoulders. Normally, in any other argument you had, you'd say yes. But this isn't something small like whose apartment to go back to or whether or not you should take birth control when he uses condoms anyway.
Thinking about that second one gives you pause.
It's like every little strange or controlling thing Yunho has ever said slams on top of you all at once; making your knees weak.
"...Yes." You squeak out, feeling his grip on your shoulders tighten.
"Let go of her, son," the older man steps forward, and Yunho only backs up.
"Sweetheart, seriously think about what you're doing. I love you like nobody else ever could, I want to share my life with you, please-"
You writhe out of his grasp, all but running to the woman; grabbing your purse from the table on the way. "Come on, dear, I'll take you to your car," she takes your hand quickly, rubbing your arm in a comforting manner as she guides you back into the restaurant to head for the front door.
Yunho can only watch, practically steaming with anger, as the man sizes him up. He's shorter, smaller. He could easily over power the old-timer. But people are starting to stare.
"Fuck," he groans, kicking a chair before taking off his hat and running a hand through his hair roughly. Already thinking of ways to make you stay when you've clearly made up your mind — for real this time.
You've never said those words. Break up. Not even when he made you just as angry as he is now when he snuck into your apartment and —
He takes a deep breath when the idea comes to him.
He knows how to make sure you realize that you don't get to leave him.
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Your tired and puffy eyes crack open as the bed shifts.
Then, they widen quickly as you catch the outline of Yunho's figure climbing on top of you. When you try to scream, he slams a hand over your mouth. "Shut up." He says shortly, silencing you as you feel something cold and sharp against your neck.
"This is all your fault. You're the one who broke our promises. I should kill you."
You feel the blade tilt against your delicate flesh, your eyes wide and begging; filling with tears quickly.
He's straddled over your hips, caging you against the mattress. He stripped the blanket away while you were asleep, leaving you in your large sleep shirt and panties. Suddenly feeling way too exposed even though he's not looking at you with anything besides anger.
He leans forward, nose to nose, "I'm going to move my hand. If you scream, I'm going to. Nod if you understand."
You nod. Quick and careful.
Taking a deep breath when he removes his hand, you tilt your head to the side to face away from him. "Y-"
"Me first." When you bite your trembling lip, he continues, "is there someone else?"
"What? No, no," you shake your head quickly, arms wrapping around your chest in an attempt to comfort yourself as his gaze burns through you.
"Are you lying?" He sneers as he grips the base of your scalp, making you yelp before you remember his threat and slam your lips together.
"Have you been slutting around behind my back? Is that why you were so damn insistent about your birth control? Hm? Answer me!" He drives the blade into the bed next to your head, making you jump to the side and grab at his other arm clumsily.
"No! No, Yunho! Wh- There's never been anyone else, I swear, I swear," you sniffle, looking up at him as your tears start sliding down your temples. "I swear, Yunie."
"You swear? Oh, you swear, do you? That's what you said about marrying me, too."
"I m-meant it," you sob as he yanks the blade from your bed; thinking you're its next target.
"Did you?" He yanks you up by the grip he has on the base of your skull, ignoring your cries as he drags you to your desk — where the only light in the room radiates from. "Sign it." He says simply as he shoves you into your chair.
You look away from him slowly, rubbing your sore scalp as you look at the paper.
CERTIFICATE OF MARRIAGE.
"Yunho..."
He raises his eyebrows, looking you up and down as he leans against the wall. "Sign it, doll."
"I br- but- I broke up wi-"
He pushes off the wall quickly and slaps you.
He slaps you so hard your ears ring. Your head snaps to the side. Your jaw drops. His hand is the size of your entire face.
"You say those words one more damn time..." He pants, throwing the knife onto the desk before slapping your other cheek; throwing your head in the opposite direction with a cry of pain. "I seriously fucking dare you. See what happens. I'm already mad, love. Your efforts have been cute, but I'm tired of it. Time to face reality. You belong to me. Sign the paper."
With a shaking hand, you pick up the pen quickly —
And you sign your name right next to his.
You drop the pen like it's burned you, staring at the paper for a moment before you look at him. He looks down at the paper and smiles, barely noticeable. "Good." He says before leaning and pressing his lips to yours roughly.
You stay there, stunned, until he pulls back — and slaps you. "Ow!" You scream. It hurts so much more the second time when your cheek is already sore and undoubtedly bruising.
"Say you're my wife."
"Wha-"
Slap! "Say it."
"I'm your wife..." You stare up at him, shivering, "Yunho, please, calm d-"
Slap! "Say you love me."
"I love you!" You yell as you push yourself back on the chair, getting caught almost effective immediately. "Please, stop-"
He wraps his hands up in your shirt and pulls you up, dragging you the few steps back to the bed and throwing you on it.
You fall onto your back and sniffle quietly, "t-thank you."
He laughs as he crawls back over you. "You think I'm finished? Oh, that's cute... Your punishment hasn't even started yet. You really think I'm going to go easy on you when you just broke my heart like that?"
Your heart falls into the depths of your uneasy stomach as he trails his hands up your waist. "You're my wife?" He arches an eyebrow, urging you.
"Yes," you nod, breath caught in your throat.
"And..." He leans over, mumbling against your lips, "you love me?"
"Yes."
"That's beautiful, sweetheart," he smiles a bit more before he bites at your lips. "I think I know what will make happy... What will make you stay."
Before you can tell him you've changed your mind, you'll stay as long as he never slaps you again because your entire face is sore now —
"A baby."
He slips his hands under your shirt, running them along your stomach. "Being a Mommy finally going to make you settle down? The Mommy to my babies?"
"Wai-"
"Yeah, it will~" He grins widely as he turns you to lay on your belly, shoving your face into the sheets as he speaks right into your ear, "and every time you look at them, you'll remember how much this fucking hurt."
─MARRY ME★.─────
#request#stars ask and receive#ateez#ateez x reader#ateez fic#yandere ateez#yandere fic#yandere jeong yunho#jeong yunho x reader#jeong yunho#yandere yunho#yunho x reader#yandere yunho x reader#yandere ateez x reader
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#my GAWD#i just want him to fucking put me in a headlock#he can strangle me💕💕#ITS OKAY BC I WANT IT#what is wrong with me??😵💫😵💫#i see his pics or story and my mind goes ✨️✨️✨️choke me✨️✨️✨️
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Christian Horner about Daniel Ricciardo's return to F1 | ESPN F1 Unlapped, August 3, 2023
#christian horner#daniel ricciardo#m:sm#dan#video#red bull redux#i know i'm delusional but 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫 insane series of things to say#first of all starting with the recap of daniel's season thus far in the first answer#to just ASSUME that his issues on sunday had to have been because of some other factor???#literally just giving 'daniel's never done anything wrong in his entire life thank you very much 🥰'#and the entire second answer oh my gOD#EVEN WHEN HE WASNT WITH US??????#'you can't turn back the clock' but you know what you can fucking do!!!#use the regrets of the past to create a new and better future together!!!!#and christian effectively ending on 'well he's back and he's happy 🥰' is LITERALLY saying exactly that you can't convince me otherwise!!!#I SEE U CHRISTIAN!!
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I totally get people talking about rottmnt and not being into because of the cartoony madness and exaggeration. I get it, it’s grating for some
But that acceptance goes OUT the window as soon as the same person vehemently swears up and down 2012 is the best tmnt rendition 💀💀
The incest one??? With the horrible writing? THAT one?
#its just a little silly to me#also theyre both the same level of nickelodeon#ppl making it a maturity thing and THATS the reboot they go for… ok#I love 2012 btw#i also hate it#but like I love them in my version where things aren’t messed up#LIKE LEO AND KARAI 💀‼️#it gets a little grating how people who refuse to watch rottmnt will bash it to no end because its easy to jump on the bandwagon#you can have a lower tolerance for cartoons but dont make that your justification when I see your ass watching jhonny bravo BYE 😵💫#also i love ben shwartz dont be mean to him#if you think hes cringe then… yeah youre not totally wrong but he does a good job lmao#sort of#shhhhhh#tmnt#kat talks#favorite does not equal best btw#enjoy your turts reguardless#rottmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#just tired at the INSANEEE bashing with little valitity#we can just. shhhhhhhhh#also idc what anybody says the movie is worth watching 🤘#at least nobody is saying the bayverse is the best rendition#small mercies#leo karai incest arc flashbacks tho like EUUGGHHH#i will acquiesce ppl can complain about rottmnt splinter all they want and you wont hear a peep choices there were indeed made 💀#yeah that is really the unfortunate part dunno how that went wrong there
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#felt this in my stomach#🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫣🫣😶🤕🫨🫨😵💫😵💫😵😵🥴🥴😵🥴😵🥴😵💫😵💫🙃🫠🫠#like . who looks like this??#he is so Face#his skin is literally perfect what is wrong w him#post rehearsal jaehyun can come get the ********* **** ** *** **** from me like 🤪
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Me a few days ago: After finishing the fanfiction, I'm going to take a break.
Me today: God, I can finally start working on this new idea!
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I'M A FREAJKKKKK☹️☹️☹️😭😭😭😭 OH GODDDDDDDD
#yap sematary#society where objectum is the norm and being attracted to living beings is fucking EVIL#what's wrong with me??????#☹️😭😞🥹😍☹️😞👋👋🙂🥰😍🧐😞😔😢😖🙁😐😮😵💫😧😖😞😢😞😢
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world renown doctor just means world renown asshole
#metal speaks#this is a doctor hate blog#cripplepunk#medical abuse#medical trauma#i straight up feel like i got assaulted holy shit 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#he doesn’t even know what’s wrong with me
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Thinking about the moot who blocked me bc I made one too many sanders sides/ts crit posts 😔
#like dang bestie pop off /gen#ive blocked people for less#but its kinda sad bc they helped me with some ideas for one of my fics#idk man 🫠 could have just blocked the tag or something i feel like i consistently tag things like that appropriately#maybe im wrong#im gen just screaming into the void at this point 😵💫#i also think its silly bc ive ignored any response they had to any of my crit posts#where they disregard my point entirely in favor for saying what they liked about xyz#Ugh IDK MAN#ig its for the best 🙃
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preparing a pot of hibiscus tea ahead of time so i can have iced tea in the morning and now it just looks like there's a pot of blood in the fridge

#i call it a pot only bc kettle feels wrong and idk what the english word for this is.#i plan to mix it with raspberry syrup and maybe some more water wish me luck#first time I'm doing this. may have added too much sugar. maybe not enough. ig we'll see. i hope it doesn't suck 😵💫
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i dont wanna sound super corny but these two months with my bf feel like a fever dream…. how did i get so lucky
#dont get me wrong everything else un my life is going to shit but still#at least this is going well.. very very well#last night i went to an event with him and then we went and had a drink with his mom and his moms cousin and her husband#and we talked and laughed and his moms cousin and husband asked me about what i do and saw my art and they complimented me so much!!#such lovely people 🥺#and after that my bf and i went to dinner alone and during the dinner his mom texted him forwarding him a message the cousin and her husband#sent that said something like ‘now i understand why [my bf] waited so long to find a girl. it was worthh the wait. silvia seems like a very#special person.. a whole world to discover’ 🥺😵💫😳😭#i was speechless!!!!! ….. i dont deserve all this appreciation and love wtf!!!!!#like …. are they really talking about me …….
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#holidays have not been what i hoped for so far 😔😔#well the first week was good but then i got sick 😭#and it's been so awful#having a cough is literally the worst i couldn't sleep it was so bad#and i couldn't even enjoy doing anything really because you can't properly focus on the thing bc ur coughing non stop#i hate it sm#and today it was gone all day only that now it is back altough not as bad as before but still#it always gets worse in the evening#like help i just want this to end#what made it even worse i had real plans to study and now i barely got anything done 😭😭#and now i'm scared for exams bc i couldn't follow the plan altough i still have more than 2 and 3 weeks left#in my mind i already think i'm gonna do badly bc i need to study more i'm afraid#and i'm also upset at myself even though it's not my fault i got sick but i keep thinking i still could have done more ughh#to make it even worse i coudn't play tennis for a whole week and i was so looking forward to playing everyday (and improving) 😢😢#i couldn't do any sports or see anyone i miss it sm#i hope at least in the new year i can do stuff again 🥺#it was just the worst cold/flu and idk why whenever i get it it's that extreme 😵💫#or idk is it normal that you can't sleep bc of it ... i just don't wanna get sick again ever lmao it's the worst#i guess christmas was still nice it wasn't that bad then and it was a lovely day with my family :)#and our tree was really pretty this year and i'm really happy with my gifts and also those i gifted 🥰#the week before was good i did play lots of tennis and i went on a christmas market with uni friend and to vienna for a trip with my mom ^^#but maybe it was too much sometimes i wonder if i do something wrong or if it is just bad luck like i did train a lot#and i played a tennis match for my club and won against a higher ranked opponent so yay 😁#and i played really well i feel like i once again really improved my level :)) but i did play kinda sick already so maybe that was rly bad😅#maybe i should stop doing that 😅 but i didn't know it's gonna get this bad i just had the worst headache and sore throat#well ig i should have known but i also always feel like i have to play and i love matches and like my team needs me?#who else would have won that? i'm one of the best at my team and the others who are rly good weren't there that day so i felt responsible 😅#honestly my mom possibly she is also quite good but it would have been close and i wasn't sure so i played 😅#but i have done this too often by now... playing sick i really can't help myself 🤦♀️
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Oh my god i only ate one meal yesterday i think the holidays are making me nervous. Its fucking sunday at 8 am why am I awake why am i nervous about work tomorrow?!? It will be EASY
#ughghfufhhfuf#idk whats wrong w me#when i get anxious about things happening#i tend to hold still#and wait for it to pas#s#like a deer i guess#i feel like i forgot to buy someone a gift?#i definitely asked many people. most said no which was annoying??? but my dads wife gave me something to get him Despite His protests#I need to get regan something additional but i spend all my free time with her. complicated#i think my grandmother and i sort of agreed to get eachother nothing i just wanted to get my sister smth#ans i got her a bunch of stuff#i wish regan was easier to shop for 😵💫 shes so unknowable#much like my dad in that way#wait i thought of something#em yaps
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i just realized- 6 more months exactly until my birthday- that's... depressing- 😓
#tw: vent(ish?) in the tags#i still feel a year younger#i feel like i didnt do anything this year..-#😵💫#idk i need to find smt to feel good about and i feel so close to it...#i feel so close...#but it's just not in reach and idk what to do abt it#the things who make me who i am haven't changed for the past year#im still the kid who likes drawing bsd and music#the kid who everyone knows but doesn't have that many close friends#😮💨#mid-life crisis as a teen 🙌#dying in my twenties 🙌🙌#(/half joking)#i just wanna hug#but i dont really know how to ask for one#(pretty sure my mom would wonder what's wrong and my brother would look at me weird)#ik i should probably just start making healthy life choices but i cant be bothered#just three more months of school...#then a month off...#then half a month later im back in school to start it all over again...#i just wanna go Home#batrambles#batdiary#sorry this is so long and so weird(if you even made it this far)-
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I have a quick question what do mirrored pronouns mean?
it means referring to someone with the same pronouns you'd use for yourself! imagine it like a mirror reflecting your pronouns back at you... thanks for asking :-)
#im agender & dont rly feel attached to any one set of pronouns. but when i used any pronouns it made me feel weird to be subject to other#ppls perceptions of my gender every time they decided how to refer to me...#I like mirrored pronouns atm bc it feels like inviting someone to perceive you in the same way they perceive themselves 🫴#so it makes me feel less 'other-ed' as I'm not being made explicitly aware of what internal biases ppl are projecting onto me 😵💫#I mean of course ppl will always have their own perceptions n thats cool I dont expect to be understood#and idrc how total strangers decide to gender me in random encounters. but if ppl do want smth to refer to me with then this is whats#currently most comfortable for me! altho no pronouns are necessarily 'wrong' its nicer to feel like I'm not making it other ppls choice#hope that makes sense... im very tired haha#.asks
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