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(second ask) also it is always So nice to meet a fellow med student in fandom <333 tho i know the pathways a little different outside of the US lol. may i ask how/where you broke into like, Real Craft in literature/writing? i always felt that as a stem kid i was mostly stumbling around blind in undergrad and now i barely have time to devote to reading Or writing :')
!!!!!!!!!!!! A fellow med student!! That's awesome. I'll happily accept any advice from you - I'm still in my first year and only graduated from high school/secondary school last July, so I'm very much still in deep water here 😅. Any tips on getting through it? (Also, any perspective on what med school is like in the US? I don't know much about it other than the nebulous concept of "premed" and am very intrigued!)
Honestly, I don't think I've broken into Real Craft yet in writing, which makes me somewhat underqualified to answer your question. At least not properly! Or maybe not in a satisfactory way; I've been writing since I was a kid and writing fanfic since I was like - 11, maybe? 12? And sometimes I don't even feel as if I've improved much since then. I think the only advice I can offer for finding that feeling of Real Craft (because when it does come through - in flashes - it is the most wonderful thing in the world, as you know) is to read A LOT more, and more importantly to start reading as a writer instead of as a reader. Dissect the writing, look at how your favourite authors construct sentences, etc etc etc. I always notice a sharp uptick in the quality of my writing after I devote real time towards studying the way an author evokes emotion and uses language. So that may work for you, although of course everyone is different T_T.
Also, I totally feel your struggles RE: not having enough time. Writing every day is a good way to combat this, even if it's just a hundred words. Writing is a skill like anything else and if you do it enough you can sharpen it into a habit!
#so a good chunk of hymnal was actually written after I had just started#dorothy dunnett's house of niccolo series - now my favourite book series of all time#and so much of the turn of phrase there was influenced by the way she uses descriptive language in unexpected ways so.#yeah. i'm not sure what the point is here. maybe just to play around a lot and have fun!!!!#ask#but also!!! don't beat yourself up if you don't have time!!!!!!!! no time constraints on writing. take ten years to write a thousand words!#who cares!!!! it will wait for you#there's my wisdom from. uh. less than 20 years of living so maybe take a couple salty pinches with that
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I think this is just a trend everywhere but I've been very frustrated this week by how much admin work is being outsourced to me as the patient/customer.
My orthodontist tells me I can make an appointment with the surgeon. I call the surgeon. They tell me I need a new referral. I call the orthodontist. They do a referral. I call the surgeon. Referral didn't come through. They tell me about their special unique system we have to use. I call the ortho again and walk them through the referral. I call the surgeon. They say the referral was missing some details so they have to do it again. I call the ortho.
The insurance company calls me about repair shops. I give them the name of the repair shop which I already gave them yesterday. They say they're not in their system but I can use them, but I have to call the repair shop to ask them to contact the insurance company. I call the repair shop and they say the insurance company is supposed to email them.
I feel like at a certain point these constant fetch quests become unreasonable?? Is it too much to expect these groups to communicate with each other instead of making me run back and forth between them???
#if the referral is inadequate why don't you tell the referring doctor directly?#instead of waiting several days for me to call you and THEN saying it's wrong#and making me take care of it#don't get me started on the professionally threatening email I had to send the regional director#for her to FINALLY send us an email introducing our new manager who was supposed to start 4 days ago
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really love dynamics that are like 'it honestly doesn't matter if you view them as romantic or platonic, the point is that they love each other. the type of love is inconsequential, all that matters is that it's there'. gotta be one of my favorite genders.
#who cares if its platonic love who fucking CARES if its because they wanna kiss like the devotion and the tenderness is there no matter what#mainly brought to you by: jack and anne from black sails but also probably sydcarmy and msr#sydcarmy#msr#rackhanne#the bear#black sails#txf#the x files#mulder x scully#sydney x carmy#jack rackham x anne bonny#oh wait perhaps also theonsa if you squint#maybe not
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First meeting
#stobotnik#doctor ivo robotnik#agent stone#sonic movie universe#i hope you all are noticing what i'm doing with stone's clothes specifically#white shirt pre robotnik black to fit his goth boss then colors when ivo starts wearing red#also i know we all like to think robotnik hated being assigned an agent but i present to you:#he sees it as a symbol of status kinda. stone hates being here#it just feels right to me. it's not that robotnik thinks the agent will be useful at all#he's just pleased that he got one#everyone else has an assistant why shouldn't he?#this ties to a very very stupid headcanon i have#and it's that robotnik's blood type is O negative#HEAR ME OUT he would hate that. he would hate being an universal donnor because he doesn't care about saving lives of humans ew#but then stone is also O negative so that means robotnik can receive blood from him if necessary#and that's mostly the reason why he was chosen to be his assistant#ivo is too important to die! and O negative blood isn't that common#Stone knows but probably no one told robotnik#then of course imagine stone getting injured and needing blood and ivo is like wait i can do that it doesn't matter what his blood type is#you get the point#i think. i'm pretty sure there was a point#oh well#oh the no hr joke. they're a shady goverment organization i don't think they treat their people that well#that being said maybe robotnik's treatment of stone was the reason they had to get an hr department who knows
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me n my vamp bf
#fanart#sanji vinsmoke#roronoa zoro#zosan#one piece#being able to feed your boyfriend a heart...#of the guys ass that you just kicked....#NO wait i was thinking about how muscles that have been stressed can be Tasted or whatever#omg no this will become too weird if i delve too far into sanji trying different methods of culling people LOL#anything for the sexy hot sexy sexy hot hot super sexy sexy hot uhhh what was i saying. OH . vamp boyfriend#my heart.. here is a Heart....#Sanji cornyisms#anyway. whatever. who even cares. I care. I CARE.#happy ALMOST HALLOWEEN
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Fresh from the oven: two kcd hansry mini comics (ft. Zizka and Hynek), one (1) portrait of Samuel (need to draw him more) and a bunch of Kettle Hat Henry doodles again, except this time we got more variety (And yeah, I did draw these because of tunes. again. Everybody say 'thank you Tunes!' >:) she says she is warming up to them but it is still funny to torment her with my henry's fashion choices)
#kcd#kcd2#kingdom come deliverance#hansry#henry of skalitz#hans capon#hynek of kunstadt#jan zizka#uhm.... suggested ziznek sooo...#ziznek#samuel of kuttenberg#dry devil#shoutout to my gf who has watched me draw most of these fjkhdjkfhsdkjfhdsjkhf best company I could ask for <3#I keep torturing myself with the angles I choose for my art. ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO HYNEKS FUCKED UP HAIR#i love drawing him.... he also tests my patience#anyway I thought it would be really funny to have them all be hypocrites in the devil's den. 'I'm different aand also the master of subtlet#'but what are YOU doing with that guy 🤨??'#If hynek cared enough for either hans or henry he would have pointed out that it probably doesn't matter since they are at the devil den bu#alas. hynek cares more about being zizka's guy. his little support beam. his ride or die. his rotten little soldier-wait no#his rotten little carrot :] sorry#also hynek's one speech bubble is meant to be read as unintelligible from where henry and hans stand but he is saying something along the#lines of 'any specific part that got soft with old age? you need a hand?'. and zizka's reaction is based on my obsession with him laughing#at hynek's jokes when they are alone or if he gets caught off guard by them. or if they are drunk of course. citing that one#'devil knows' 'no i don't' interaction. bet that one felt like crack to hynek. ANYWAY#the first comic is based on that defanged powerplay hans and henry love to engage in. it's funny to use these words now bc even though#they are originally from me i now can't help but connect them with tunes hdfghjsdgfhjsdgf go read tunes' takes btw!!!#and ougggh i need to draw sam more... he is literally one of my faves.... i have so many ideas for what to draw but i first need to get use#to drawing his face waaaaaa#okay. whatever. disappears cutely into the fog. love ya byeeeee
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the thing about merlin and arthur is that, while yes there are lots of moments we can point to in the show when arthur is an utter arse to merlin, he is in fact — and especially based on what arthur knows — incredibly accepting and indulgent of merlin, about everything from his more seemingly benign quirks (intense strangeness... see: woodworms) to his more serious transgressions (apparently disappearing for days at a time for, *checks notes*, a drunken bender) and arthur just. lets him. by series 4 especially. merlin gets away with murder (which, to arthur at least, is an idiom)
and the thing about that is! i think merlin sees this as arthur ultimately not caring, further evidence of arthur not seeing him, and of arthur dismissing him as ultimately unimportant, in the grand scheme of things. but it's actually because arthur has just decided to dismiss whatever it is he has to, to have merlin in his life.
#merlin constantly for some reason: wait. do you... care about me?#arthur who has done - in his eyes - nothing but loudly and embarassingly care about merlin since s1: please quit drinking#bbc merlin#arthur x merlin#merthur#they just make me a little bit insane.#this all fits into how ultimately merlin is constantly the one putting up barriers in their relationship. tbh.#unfortunatelymerlin#um analysis#<- the unmitigated gall i have to call this analysis#have decided to schedule this post on a random sunday so if youre seeing this hello#from the past
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Go to hell, I finished cooking my soup of questionable quality
Edit: I made a facking typo in my tags oh my goodness
#collab of the century am I right#*Cricket noises as I wait for the applauses of approval*#more seriously though I hate this thing in my head since the distortion at home post#glad I got it out#even if it looks a bit wacky but who cares#camp here and there#chnt fanart#sydney chnt#sydney sargent#the magnus archives#tma fanart#jonathan sims#jonathan tma#art#digital art#comics#fan comic#mutedsybille's art#Jon what the hell is the purpose of that bun if it's not even gonna pull hair out of your face you idiot
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there will be summer and there will be singing something quick and messy and personal. cicadas are active again where i live :]
#rambles#mirage ultrakill#<- fine i'll maintag. who cares#summer is something i always look forward to. however harsh it might get at times#i will always love it#do you think mira enjoys summer. do you think she also waits for it even if only subconsciously.do you think she likes to hear cicadas sing#something something personal change something something fleeting nature of life#this whole thing is more about catching a feeling rather than drawing something pretty though i did touch it up a little
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“Take my hand” pages 16-18
1 -> 3 - day 4 - swap
#nmweek23#wrightworth#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#fan art#fan comic#aa#rendevok#says ‘some time later’ bc im laughing at myself and also i said they had been kissing the whole time it took me to get to the next part#hope you liked your 8 month kissing session boys <333#shoutout to edgeworth! i will be laughing at him via phoenix for the entirety of this comic#speaking of living vicariously i am so sorry for the sappy bullshit i put into their mouths but alas. *I* am a big sap!#this was one of those ones i was like ‘WOULD THEY THO oh wait who cares’ can i get a CHEERS BRO?#i’d like to promise that it gets better but. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)#until next time… [tuxedo masks into the night]
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#myslop
#if i keep waiting to draw more so i can ahve more to post at once ill never post anything so here#kaart tag#pencil#roblox#forsaken#c00lkidd#bluudud#pr3typriincess#two time#jason#007n7#chance#guest 1337#spelled the kidds names different in the image descs because i imagine the numbers make screen reading worse#I LOVE YOU PRINCESS !!!!!!!!!!#ngl i forgot to write the text on blu and princess but who cares
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all sunrise on the reaping has taught me is that the same way katniss is haymitch's not-daughter, peeta is effie's not-son
#the compassion the care the kindness..... she was creating his embryo when she first met haymitch#the politcal savvy the manipulation the conniving..... oh how she loves her son#the loving somebody through their worst..... effie and peeta you will always be real to me!!!!#she stood by haymitch through twenty five years of alcoholism. peeta stood by katniss through the hunger games#through his hijacking. even at the end he still loved her. he went through 2!!! hunger games for her.....#cant stop thinking of peeta and effie in those capitol cells..... cant stop thinking of them using effie to make peeta cooperate.....#cant stop thinking about peeta waking up in 13 and wanting effie#peeta post-mjay eating breakfast at effie's place after his therapy sessions#peeta post-mj coming up with plans to convince effie to move to 12#THAT'S HIS MOM!!!!#effie having nightmares and the only she can convince herself that it's safe is by making sure peeta's heart still beats....#they're literally the most mother and son duo ever....#wait!!! peeta slowly losing himself to the hijacking and effie desperately trying to remind him who he is#dont fucking touch me!!!#thg#the hunger games#sunrise on the reaping#thg sotr#sotr#peeta mellark#effie trinket#haymitch abernathy#katniss everdeen
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there is just something about the difference between edwin's love interests and having the cat king's reaction to edwin in hell being "i'll be waiting when he gets back" vs charles "no version of this where i don't come get you" rowland convincing a powerful trans-dimensional being to open a door to hell just so he could get him back
i am insane
#like YES i know there is obviously so much more history between the boys than edwin and the cat king#and for everyone who's like “well how would the cat king have gotten to hell”#yall charles got LUCKY that the night nurse was there to open a door for him#you can bet your ass that if she hadn't been there he still would've figured out how to get there no matter what it took#but the cat king calling himself a romantic because he'll wait vs charles GOING TO HELL TO GET HIM BACK????#absolutely insane#i cannot handle these two#like i can vibe with the cat king#but charles x edwin for the WIN#obviously the circumstances between the characters are a lot different#but to me that changes absolutely nothing about the fact that charles who only thinks of edwin as a friend would do literally anything#vs the cat king who claims to have fallen for edwin doing literally nothing and just sulking about it#i don't even care if you dont ship charles and edwin#the love they have for each other will forever outweigh anything else#(ps if you ship catwin you simply do not need to interact with this post. you will not change my mind)#(you do not have to interact with posts you don't agree with)#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#charles rowland#edwin payne#the cat king#painland#payneland#dbd netflix
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Welcome to the reverse verse! This is part 1 of 2 of a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are and I can't wait to tell you all about it, because I'm incapable of being normal and chill about these concepts, so I ran with it.
Charles Rowland was born in 1900, his mum was from India and moved to the UK after marrying Charles' dad, a soldier who was not... very loving. Charles' heritage gave him some problems, but none as bad as that one time in 1916 when he was sacrificed to a demon and spent the next 7 decades in Hell. He doesn't like to talk about it, except when it can get him what he wants. He was always an angry boy, or so he thought, but after his time spent in Hell, it became so much worse. He's explosive and unpredictable, and so he mostly avoids conflict. He doesn't need to fight anyone, as his charming personality and sweet smile (plus a few smart calculations) always seem to be enough to convince people to give him what he asks for. And when the fight is inevitable... well, he has Edwin for that!
Edwin Payne grew up very sheltered, in a deeply religious home, and he is proud of that. Don't try to argue with him, because he surely has a Bible verse that will help him win (and if not, he is not above using his croquet mallet now that he has someone to keep safe). Unfortunately for him, he realized at a quite young age that he felt attraction towards other boys. Even worse, somehow other people could tell as well, including those peers that ended up killing him for it (the rumour spread throughout school was that he had died due to AIDS, and most people just accepted it). He never acted on those unnatural urges of his, but when he met this ghost who had just escaped Hell... he decided not to risk eternal damnation, and to stay here with Charles, instead. Edwin has no interest in the supernatural or in magic, and sort of looks down on them, but luckily his friend's got that covered.
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#reverse verse#honestly the fact that i was given so much freedom to plan this universe is insane to me i am so thankful#i feel like this version of them is a bit darker#that wasn't intentional but oh well#guess that comes with having a charles who is kind of manipulative#and an edwin who is the annoying kind of catholic#(i am allowed to say that i come from a catholic family... not very catholic mind you my mom didn't actually care)#cw homophobia#can't forget that one#i'll post the next part probably tomorrow or the day after!#that's the crossover so wait for it#just to make it clear yes this edwin is in love with his charles but in denial#and this charles adores his edwin and doesn't think much about it#universal constant etc etc
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Bonus 8: How met your mother (CSSR design by @qourmet!)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#cangse sanren#wei changze#jiang fengmian#It was important to me that WCZ had the hereditary mole. I will die on this hill.#I have been *waiting* for the day to finally arrive when I could finally make this comic. It's been marinating for months.#My mission is to redraw all of qour's character designs one day. They are just *that* good.#CSSR has the vibes of a wandering menace who shows up in towns like a stray cat arriving at a new doorstep for treats. 10/10.#While YZY strongly leads us to believe that JFM was in love with CSSR and that's his whole motivation behind taking wwx in-#-I do think this is (once again) rumour being presented as reality. It's the juicer story to tell after all.#It is still possible that he did love her! But I think that story undercuts the relationship he also had with WCZ.#Yall ever think about how JC and WWX parallel their fathers? How Wei Changze also left the Jiang Leader's side? I do.#Unlike JC though It is far more hilarious and plausible to imagine JFM begging to be CSSR and WCZ's third. You know he would.#My wild headcanon is that JFM and YZY are in a mlm and wlw arranged marriage situation. Deeply unhappy as partners. Better as friends.#they care for each other and I'll admit that there is a beautiful tragedy in them having romantic feelings for each other the whole time.#But I am also here for the gaffs. Let them be unfulfilled homosexuals together.#Meanwhile cssr and wcz are having incredible hetrosexual sex in a bisexual way that WILL leave him pregnant by the end of it.
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An Au of my already existing au
JD leaves the tree and instead of breaking up with his GF takes her with him, where they become parents in the woods, and a family of nomads :D
This art was made a looong time ago but I finally felt comfortable enough to share it
Jade is currently in joint custody between me and @spjs
The differences between the OG Lief and his Explorer counterpart
#my art#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls john dory#trolls au#n2 au#trolls oc#torlls oc lief#trolls oc jade#this occurs within my already existing au#so Floyd goes back to the tree alone and has to take care of Branch mostly alone#he actually gets to talk to Clay about helping in this one#and the troll who wouldve been helping Jade with Lief goes and helps Floyd with Branch#but hes a secret rn#theres more to this and more drawings to share hehe#i cant wait to attack you with them
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