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smol + bonus i forgot to post
4th one i mainly drew cause of this song
#overly protective hank is best hank#with some exceptions but w/e#madness combat#hank j wimbleton#madness combat hank#hank j wimbleton x reader#im overdue on wimble sowwy
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can’t believe lxl’s stage kisses went from this
to whatever this is

#it’s been [insert number] days since the meoto kiss image was first featured in the magazine live reports and im still not over it lmaooooo#e s p not since watching the full meoto dance hellooooooooo???????#though. tbh. idk why we’re all even surprised by lxl making out at this point… they’ve been smooching for *years*…#though. yeah. getting to see them kiss for the first time in one of their 3d dances sure was. iconic. tbh#in other news guess who’s *still* mad about meoto~~~~~ if you guessed ‘yuuai twt’ you’d be right—#i swear yuuai twt is the gift that never stops giving i want everyone to log out of the birdsite except for them.#a n y w a y s here’s to hoping that meoto gets animated in some shape or form (like yumefan) in the future~~~#chizuchan manga p l s get adapted into an anime and animate meoto dance (kiss scene and all) im beggigngngngnngngngngng—
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guess who got STRAIGHT A'S FOR THEIR FINAL SEMESTERRRRRRRRRRRR
4.0 GPA FOR THE SEMESTER, BABYYYYYYYYYYY
this raised my overall GPA to a 3.12. which it's a little sad that i'd been struggling so much prior to this past year (from unmedicated adhd & having to work a fucking job while in school) bc i probably Could have had a really high overall GPA. this past year proved that i *can* be a good college student. but Oh Well. i can be proud of what i've accomplished in this past year at least. and i can be proud of going from academic probation a year ago to getting straight A's in my final semester of college. and managing to raise my GPA up to a 3.12. still an accomplishment!!!
#speculation nation#i got on academic probation bc i did just a Godawful job on my last semester prior to this school year#which was. spring 2023. my focus just fucking tanked Completely (due to me getting absolutely Slammed with my 3gun hyperfixation)#i only passed those classes on a technicality. aka i got like. barely a C in one i think? and a D in the other.#which normally isn't good enough to count but since it wasnt a prerequisite for anything my advisor was oh so niceys to me#and made an exception. so it did count for my degree after all.#but bc i did So fucking bad they were just like 'we gotta watch u' and there i remained until i went back to school last year.#bc i took a year off due to grief w/e lol. did some soul searching. came into some money. got on adhd meds. turned my life around.#and now i am boasting a fuckin 4.0 GPA for my final semester. WAHOO!!!!!!!#feels so nice. only the second time ive. ever? gotten straight A's. i think.#i got them one semester of my junior year of high school bc i got motivated by the studying in p4 lol#couldnt keep it up. it fuckin wrecked me. went back to my normal As and Bs for the remainder of high school#BUT it was the perfect time to have Gotten straight As. bc it probably helped me get accepted into college lol#and NOW..... OVER 10 YEARS LATER.......... i have gotten straight As for the first time in college. WAHOOOOOOOO#college is just another fuckin kind of beast. good god. i had to nearly break my back to keep up with this#helped that i only had 3 classes of actual schoolwork too. tho orchestra and bowling certainly kept me busy lol#still. gonna just bask in this for a bit. i am very very proud.
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how could you POSSIBLY trust a surgeon with a youtube channel
#Exception for those channels that are like 'Medical Information Iowa' or w/e. implying some level of review#a personal 'day in the life' type youtube channel.#just saw one for a chief surgical resident. you have the time HOW
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im on episode 14 of my osnf rewatch and some devious little voice in my brain is already saying “hey i think you should rewatch osnf. from the start. i think there’s some details you’re still missing about the characters that you could totally get from another rewatch so you should rewatch it wouldn’t that be nice rewatch it it’ll be fun just do a little rewatch a cute little rewatch :)” guys jts so over for me. im never gonna leave that damn forest.
#look i went into this rewatch with the goal of focusing more on thiago and cesar (two characters i didn’t pay attention to the first time)#and i kinda got thiago but that’s because i went and got obsessed w liz n thiago for MONTHS#and i still am don’t get me wrong but bc of this I didn’t think to hard abt other dynamics in the team#(except lizthiagojoui ofc)#anyway studying characters/relationships is fun but MAN i need to get to the next season at SOME point#equipe e you will always be famous. and drive me bonkers.#curlyosnf#dont mind me im just rambling
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Me when "You're not listening to me!" Gets thrown at me during a moment where I am simultaneously Physically Incapable of "Listening" AND Trying Desperately TO Understand SO I Can Listen, despite being unable to do so to begin with.
#dk speaks#vent#me when i try to build a lego house and it takes 4 hours except all i get for it is statements of#'did you even Try to make a lego house?? it just looks like a room. this is Not a house. we asked for a house are you dumb or something???'#LIKE STOP!!! STOP MAKING ME FEEL SMALL FOR NOT KNOWING THINGS I TRIED I TRIED MAKING THE HOUSE#AND ITS A HOUSE TO M E ITS GOT A DOOR AND WALLS AND A ROOF ITS A HOUSE TO ME BUT FOR SOME REASON NO ONE ELSE SEES IT#AND INSTEAD OF HANDING ME THE FUCKING INSTRUCTIONS ON WHAT THE HOUSE ~Should~ LOOK LIKE#I JUST KEEP GETTING BELITTLED MORE AND MORE UNTIL I EITHER MAKE SOMETHING THAT ISNT A FUCKING HOUSE AND EVERYONE CHEERS AS I GET TO JUST#SIT IN FUCKING CONFUSION AS TO H O W I EVEN GOT THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE#OR I JUST HAVE TO PUT AWAY THE F U C K I N G LEGOS AND GIVE UP ENTIRELY BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I DO#NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY ILL FOREVER GET LOOKS OF DISGUST FOR USING THE LEGOS ~WRONG~.#IF IM SO FUCKING BAD AT LEGOS THEN MAKE SOMEONE ELSE DO IT.#IF YOU CANT UNDERSTAND HOW I NEED TO TALK AND THINK THEN DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME UNLESS YOU PLAN ON FUCKING LEVELING WITH ME.#OTHERWISE CONGRATS!!!! YOURE TALKING TO A HUMAN FUCKING BRICK WALL!!!!!!!!#BRO I L O V E SPLITTING AND AUTISM YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY
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G-d when when teenagers say stupid shit on the discords I’m apart of I am always torn like do I gently (or not so gently) correct them? Do I explain to them that if they want to sit at the grown-ups table (I’m not talking about NSFW discussions but like, politics and shit) then they have to either act like one and deal with people correcting them when they are ignorant, or do I accept that teenagers are myopic and stupid and that is developmentally typical and I have to white knuckle my way through it? Idk man arguing with teenagers is beneath me but also I don’t care to enable certain kinds of behavior.
#Like I’m not your mom nor am I your teacher or w/e#I think it’s important that adolescents have contact with adults etc in relatively safe spaces (not sure discord counts as one)#and I would not care except my lord do some of these kids drive me up the fucking wall#and I’m aware that there are plenty of grown ass adults who are equally infuriating and stupid and have never matured#but there’s a different developmental norm and it’s easier for me to be like. Isn’t it embarrassing for you to be 29 and saying this shit?
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sometimes, i think about how ☝︎this rando☝︎ from the [redacted] anime inspired me to tl idol sengen out of spite for her butchered characterisation
#thank you [redacted] anime skinwalker mona for your disservice#it’s been yearsssssssssss since the [redacted] anime and i still can’t let go of my genuine irritation m a n.#sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night and remember [redacted] anime hiyori going ‘thank goodness it wasn’t *real* trauma :)’#wrt aizo’s backstory (as told by ken)#and how she p much went ‘you’re so cute. no wonder why that guy tried to [assault] you. meanwhile im so plain :( poor me :((’ to ‘‘mona’’#after saving her from a creep#i s w e a r everyone in gen retcon (except for juri and. like. koichiro** and the longleg**) was done soooooo dirty by the [redacted] anime#**the shortleg and the longleg were somehow somewhat nice(??????) in the [redacted] anime that it’s in equal parts hilarious and unnerving#i think the [redacted] anime would’ve been better if it had. like. kept hina’s initial saltiness towards hiyori (from the daikirai novel)#bc that *sure* was some light drama** that would’ve added some much needed depth to [redacted] anime hiyori’s characterisation#**said drama kind of involved hiyori seeming to pick up on hina’s dislike for her and trying to speak more formally*** around her and stuff#***e.g. of her trying to speak more formally: she tried to use ‘watashi’ instead of ‘uchi’ (and even corrected herself) when talking to hina#both hina and hiyori were such sopping wet creatures in the novels#that it’s genuinely a pity that they were portrayed as nice helpful senpai + airheaded kouhai in need of guidance in the [redacted] anime#anyways!!!!!!! back to mona#i really. *really* didn’t want the [redacted] anime’s portrayal of her to be *the* image of her in everyone’s minds so. yeah.#hence the idol sengen tl misadventure. that’s the main reason for it. really~~~~#the side reason was asuna. no. seriously. that ‘well duhhhhh’ face in vol 2’s post-asumona concert really sold me on her women’s wrongs lol#oooofffff i should really get ‘round to re-typesetting the vol 1 and 2 chapters some time soon… but i ✨lazy✨#p l e a s e don’t say anything about how bad the early chapters are~~~~ i ✨k n o w✨ i revisited them to check something or othee#and left cringing and wanting to cry out of shame. ahhhhhhhh they’re t e r r i b l e#though i’ve been having dreams of revisiting my tls and realising that i. like. left entire speech bubbles empty#w h y am i dreaming of tling man. i’m d o n e with it frrrrrrrrr im freeeeeeee (and manifesting s2 with all my heart s o b s)#anyways. lols. sorry for clogging the dash~~~~ im exhausted and when im exhausted i have the *neeeeeed* to ✨yap away✨—#in any case [redacted] anime skinwalker mona doesnt count as mona to me lmaoooooo#mv mona? yes mona. novella mona? yes mona. idolsengen manga mona? yes mona. honeypre (rip) mona? yes mona. [redacted] anime mona? n o t mon#anyway to the anyway!!!!!!! if you’ve read this far p l e a s e remember to support the official release~~~~~~~#and let’s all hold hands and ✨manifest✨ idolsengen s2 together~~~~~~~ mitsuki focus arc p l s—
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so on one hand, the meditative zone of hyperfocusing on art to the point the rest of the world and the body is left behind is a great time until it's over and a huge draw of. well. drawing. for me.
but on the other hand maybe this isnt healthy and i should like. set an alarm for every hour or so to drag myself away and rest my body and attend to my physical needs.
but on the third hand being made to do that kind of thing gives me maximum grump and is very emotionally trying and mentally exhausting.
thats like. so many rocks and hard places. like at least 3.
#yall. adhd? psure? a curse. pretty sure thats a blood curse. call it genetics if you want but i think we need to find that witch or wizard#or w/e their preferred nomenclature is and like. have a conversation w/them. maybe talk them down a tad? see if that helps.#task switching is like driving a manual Very Very Badly only theres no way to get better#and the smell and sound of melted clutch will live on in your dreams forever#and also haunt your day to day life. and mean everybody around you is mean to you. cus for some#reason thos fuckers get to drive *automatics* and they think you are too Even When Youre Clearly Not#cus on the outside it looks the hecking same except for the driving badly part HMPH
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this hollow knight figure might just be the most autistic thing i’ve ever been in the process of making
#it has a lot of movable parts and the texture’s really cool after it’s sanded and some parts are squishy while they dry#so my friends just started passing it around and using it to stim#and after a while it became like a talk pillow in that whoever was holding it would just start infodumping and we’d take turns#and it was pretty cool#except i was still trying to work on it and i c o u l d n t d o t h a t i f t h e y w e r e p a s s i n g i t a r o u n d#g r r r r r r#but yea#silly silly hollow figure#stan’s forum
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ngl i think i kind of was a genius for being like 'yeah this character is a scary killyou cannibal scary killer who scary kills you' and then realizing that the way my worldbuilding works out is that there's a nonzero chance that if you leave literally any body parts over they can just come back, depending on what they believe in their heart of hearts can kill them. Of course she'd start eating her kills. She probably tried normal stuff first and then realized it didn't work and she had to try harder if she wanted to actually keep them dead.
#red rambles#im working on a character who i made up years and years ago and wasnt even happy with then because he didnt seem to have enough like#interior thoughts he was just like a guy who killed people when he was stressed and his life was constantly stressful and then he killed on#person too many and they were like 'this is fucking untenable and he has to die' and then they killed him#which is soooooooooo absolutely nothing honestly. Like it works as a barebones summary but i want to stress there was actually straight up#nothing else there. the entire rest of his whole whatnot was just being entangled with Haven who is a different character who at the time#ALSO felt unsatisfyingly lacking in interiority but at lesat he had really complex motivations and action flowcharts. that werent just 'i#get grumpy and i just go kill some random person with no regard for what the consequences will be and then i am so mean and i kill you'#now theres a lot more happening. i really didnt. like.#okay so i had a Backstory worked out but it was vague because i didnt know what the fuck he WANTEDDDDDDD right like. i had no motivations a#literally all except 'oohhh i kill people ooohhh i like killing people ooohhh im erratic i kill people' and the background i HAD was like.#Upper class scion of some rich family whose family honest to god just did not like him very much and also [gestures vaguely] i guess he#maybe kicked dogs or something and then he ??nebulous timeline meets haven and then kills his sister or kills his sister and very quickly#thereafter meets haven but i usually lean toward the former because haven LOVES convincing people to kill their whole families its like#cathartic for him because he would love to kill his entire family but physically cannot do it. but like kind of the implications of this#as far as i was concerned given this is set in the mid 1800s was like. ehhh he's getting away with this because he's rich white and male an#it pays to turn a blind eye to his indiscretions or w/e. a genderswap means that she'd be subject to a lot more scrutiny on basis of like#misogyny. LOL. and i already had the preexisting 'hates half sibling' (i genderswapped the sister into a brother because why not) and 'hate#parents' and 'parents strongly dislike her' and 'unsettling' and it worked nicely to start giving me actual fucking. Literally anything to#work with there. because it means that by going off with Haven she walks out of one situation where she has like 0 agency into another one#and like to be clear i respect anyone who is sitting around in haven's general vicinity for snapping and just starting to kill people. me t#but this works. SOOOOOOOOOO much better for real#im still working the kinks out but like also this means that she wins. she wins like multiple times actually. she comes closer to killing#haven than anyone since he learned what fucking species he was and causes him more trouble in the interest of getting the FUCK out of there#than anyone else has and then she fucking gets what she was going for against literally every effort haven could've made over ~five decades#get owned loser.#every time i draw her i cant help it i write some shit like PLEASE JUST GET DIVORCED on it even though i wrote the fucking narrative i know#it will never fucking happen and thats why she does all this shit instead#in another world she'd be like the wildly capable owner of Raytheon 2 or some other shit like that. like she'd never be a nice or good#person but she wouldn't be dead. god she could be in charge of a country or some shit. Alas. Please get divorced.
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Look through my past and you'll see All the lies I've lied And why I'm justified
#warrior cats#warriors#wc art#wc fanart#mapleshade#mapleshade's vengeance#target4alterego.png#debating on tagging the reeds as characters#if you know you know!!#lyrics taken from justified from dead rising 1#maple's story is so... so fucked#i feel like there's better writeups about the inherent everything in mapleshade's story and depiction and whatnot#i think there's an inherent tragedy in her story that is only perpetuated because of how maple like. is as a person#i could talk abt how the warrior code bit IS flawed and unjustly harms everyone involved in it (except for the toms. which is really bad)#that doesn't justify the murders. but i don't think her kits should've been exiled and drowned yaknow??#she's a very compelling character in that she overeacts and is violence and is unreliable and i kinda wish that was all she was.#just a tragic horror story about a mother with nothing left to lose taking her anger out on those she deemed wronged her#i probably got some of that wrong but w/e. i like that murder kitty
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a quick "i'm not dead" doodle! :3 just more active on my main
#oc art#im gunna design a persona 4 this blog at some point i like neon stuff#im just mostly drawing w/ muted colors while i experiment w/ color context & stuff since i think its cool :3#ALSO i need 2 do more fanart.... mayb i'll do smthn 4 the fic im writing? we shall see#zenith is a fox spirit btw and they have a symbiotic relationship w/ lavius. except its also a possession thing. haunted mask#n e wayz hopefully i will b drawing more soon
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had to give up watching the latest 'make some noise' episode bc i had no idea who anyone the prompts referenced were
#except for the joker one#all the others i was like 'i'm sure this would be much funnier if only i knew who olivia rogan or w/e was'#dropout tv#make some noise
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and is there not just generally a certain level of decency that would make you like ease up on a person who's obviously more than a little frazzled i am sorry that i cant process all my feelings and regurgitate them to you in an easily digestible manner while im actively In a situation or have a prepared disclaimer about how im so sorry but im just overwhelmed and need you to leave me alone right now or whatever else maybe i just dont know maybe i cant tell you exactly what im feeling or need and if i have to figure it out and explain that to you my brain is going to explode. but you could read the room. is there not a point where a friend would probably just go oh okay let me not continue pushing this person let me take a moment to reflect on their state and perhaps try to ease that or at least not keep fucking pushing on it. and also maybe not choose these moments to make otherwise innocuous but contextually just kinda meanspirited jabs. ok whatever
#not to be a sensitive little bitch except im not.#i dont want to be rude or too explicitly open about the things i dont really like to talk about#but sometimes. frankly. people need to take on the weight of their own feelings. insecurities. thoughts. etc and then some#some of us grew up with little to no emotional support and in fact took on the weight of their family's issues and the brunt of their#emotional immaturity and sometimes that makes someone feel fundamentally rattled and unsafe in moments like that#some of us had pretty much every big personal emotional. thing. that happened to them minimized and turned into some tragic#family conversation. or had someone reply like huh idk if that could have happened to you i certainly dont remember that#and then you wonder if people were ever looking out for you and if the ones that did just truly didnt care.#um. anyway. this is not just to be like oh im so quirky and different and traumatized lol but im reaching a boiling point when it comes#to people just like. doing this shit. or whatever. im going to start screaming#i shouldnt have to bare my fucking soul to you for you to go oh huh maybe this is a sensitive subject perhaps#frankly we arent the same and we dont relate and aw bummerooni ik im not the only sufferer but good god.#our lives were very different in some ways!#and sometimes all i want is for someone to say its ok kid you did good#again. not to be dramatic. but when ive talked about MY upheaval of feelings or w/e like if thats been impacting#how ive been acting and people start crying at me or get all whatever. oh it makes me wanna be the one to pass the torch#yeah man imagine how tired we are.#ok talking incoherently now so im gonna go do my job i guess.#abby talks#i know no one will save me but maybe sometimes it’d be nice to share the weight regardless
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look at my neopets, boy*
*substitute gender of choice
#some of them need work customizing is haaaard#i finally. FINALLY got the background i wanted for luwuv#so now everyone has a nice fancy bg (except for specemin bc theyre my lab rat rn)#nje needs a better background especially that one doesnt rly fit them well#also NK0#forever mad that that outfit doesnt cover the ears but w/e#i wish moving nc items between accts was easier i have many more pets to customize#like i have the items. but i dont want to send them & then decide to move the pet to a different acct#& then not have any boxes to move the wearables over too#peiwa/navyz/keyesi kind of tell a story. btw. look at it#i wish i had a better wig for keyesi but he looked weird bald#CAN U TELL I LIKE AISHAS#i have another acct full of them too#i do have some permies that arent aishas. but not many#i do have other Ideas but i dont have names for them yet
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