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Ellie is away｡｡｡ ⸝⸝⸝ e.williams

Alternative Chapter 5 – 2006, Senior year college

⊹ ࣪ ˖ a/n ﹕it’s been over a year and honestly, most of you probably forgot this alternative chapter even existed or were convinced it was never coming out. yeah… super late, i know, but hey... better late than never, right? :3 i tagged all the people i felt i owed an apology to, both for the heartbreak i caused and for the ridiculous delay. yup, i suck. i know. but at least we finally have the happy ending now??

⊹ ࣪ ˖ wc/cw｡｡｡﹕2k approx. suggestive content?, happy ending! MDNI.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ summary｡｡｡﹕A time before Skype and Facebook. Windows XP just came out, and Windows Messenger was the thing. You finally got a computer just to chat with your friends.

➙ part one, two, three, four, sad ending ˎˊ˗

brickmaster has signed in

ynshere: hi baby ynshere: how was class?

brickmaster: alright i guess brickmaster: boring without Riley brickmaster: i think she's hungover

ynshere: again? ynshere: i don't get why you keep hanging out with her

brickmaster: ahhh shit…here we go again

ynshere: no i'm being fucking serious Ellie

brickmaster: please. i had a really long day

brickmaster: i don't wanna argue

ynshere: see, that's the problem

ynshere: you never wanna talk about things

ynshere: and every time we talk it's "Riley this, Riley that" ynshere: i feel like an afterthought

brickmaster: that's not fair

ynshere: you're right. it's not fair to me

ynshere: you cancel on me

ynshere: you barely even call anymore ynshere: and when we do hang out, you're distracted or talking about her

brickmaster: you're making this way bigger than it is

ynshere: i'm making it big because it hurts ynshere: and i'm starting to feel like maybe you don't want this anymore

brickmaster: don't start with that shit brickmaster: not tonight

ynshere: then when?

brickmaster: i don't know brickmaster: fuck it brickmaster: i'm logging off

ynshere is typing…

brickmaster is away.

ynshere: wait whatever.

brickmaster has signed in

brickmaster: hey brickmaster: can we talk?

ynshere: you logged off on me last night.

brickmaster: i know brickmaster: i'm sorry brickmaster: i was being a dick

ynshere: oh but what's new?

brickmaster: i just didn't know what to say without blowing up

ynshere: and you think leaving me hanging was better?

brickmaster: no brickmaster: it wasn't brickmaster: i panicked brickmaster: i hate fighting with you

ynshere: then listen to me, Ellie ynshere: that's all i've ever wanted ynshere: not a perfect version of you ynshere: i just want you to listen and care about how i feel

brickmaster: i do care brickmaster: you know i care

ynshere: then why do i feel like i'm yelling into a void every time i bring her up?

brickmaster: because you're always on my ass about Riley brickmaster: and it feels like you don't trust me to make my own decisions brickmaster: i know she's no saint brickmaster: but she's been good to me brickmaster: when i was alone

brickmaster: when shit got bad and you weren't around

ynshere: wow. that's not fair ynshere: you knew i was always a phone call away ynshere: i would've dropped everything just to come see you ynshere: but you didn't ask, didn't talk to me ynshere: you just let us drift

brickmaster: i didn't mean to brickmaster: i was just trying to survive

brickmaster: you know i had such a hard time making friends

brickmaster: and now that i do have friends, you hate it.

ynshere: god it's not even about that. it's about how you make me feel.

ynshere: i feel like i'm waiting for my turn to matter again

brickmaster: you do matter brickmaster: i'm just brickmaster: i don't know how to balance it all

brickmaster: i didn't expect you to be mad all the time

ynshere: i'm not mad. i'm hurt.

brickmaster: i'm sorry, okay? brickmaster: i know that doesn't fix it brickmaster: but i'll try harder brickmaster: i promise brickmaster: i'll do better brickmaster: please just… don't give up on me

ynshere: you're asking me to ignore everything i've been feeling ynshere: and just hope it'll get better on its own

brickmaster: i'm asking you to believe me when i say it will brickmaster: i'm still me brickmaster: maybe a messier version brickmaster: but still yours brickmaster: if you'll have me

ynshere: you know i'd never give up on you ynshere: but i'm tired, El

brickmaster: you're more than i deserve brickmaster: i love you

brickmaster: i'll do better brickmaster: please just give me some time to fix it

ynshere: okay ynshere: but don't take too long ynshere: cause i'm here now but i can't promise i'll always be

brickmaster: i know brickmaster: and i'm sorry

brickmaster: i love you. so much.

ynshere: i love you too ynshere: please don't make me regret it

brickmaster: i won't. brickmaster: i swear

ynshere is away.

brickmaster is typing…

brickmaster: can i still come see you this friday?

brickmaster: welp. guess i deserved it

brickmaster has signed in

ynshere: hi ynshere: how was your day?

brickmaster: hey pretty brickmaster: ehh, kinda shit tbh

ynshere: oh no :( ynshere: what happened?

brickmaster: idk brickmaster: everything just felt…off brickmaster: class sucked brickmaster: people were weird brickmaster: Riley and i argued

ynshere: wait, seriously? ynshere: you two never fight

brickmaster: yeah well brickmaster: she was being pushy about something

ynshere: what'd she do?

brickmaster: nothing brickmaster: it was dumb, but still

ynshere: oh Ellie…

brickmaster: i told her to stop and she got all defensive and stormed off brickmaster: and now people are staring at me like i killed someone

ynshere: they've been staring at you?

brickmaster: for days now brickmaster: today was just worse brickmaster: like they know something i don't brickmaster: and it's driving me insane

ynshere: do you think Riley spread rumors around?

brickmaster: she swore she didn't brickmaster: but i don't know what to think brickmaster: i'm starting to feel crazy brickmaster: like i don't know who to trust

ynshere: you can always trust me ynshere: you know that, right?

brickmaster: yeah brickmaster: i know brickmaster: sorry i've been a dick lately. you don't deserve it

ynshere: it's okay ynshere: just don't shut me out, El ynshere: i'm here. i wanna help

brickmaster: you always do brickmaster: maybe too much

ynshere: hey.

brickmaster: no i mean brickmaster: in a good way brickmaster: i don't deserve how patient you are with me

ynshere: yeah well, takes years of practice :p

brickmaster: lol shut up

brickmaster: but really, i'm starting to think you've been right all along

ynshere: now that is some paranormal shit i'm witnessing

ynshere: it's genuinely concerning.

ynshere: WHERES MY GIRLFRIEND AND WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HER??

brickmaster: only you can make me smile in a moment like this

ynshere: :)

ynshere: want me to stay on the phone with you for a bit?

brickmaster: please.

ynshere: yay we get to talk shit about your friends

brickmaster: sooo exciting

brickmaster: just promise not to say "i told you so"

ynshere: no promises <3

brickmaster is typing…

ynshere: c'mon hurry up. call me

ynshere is away.

brickmaster: i love you.

brickmaster has signed in

ynshere: HAII BABYYY ynshere: how are you feelinggg?

brickmaster: hey brickmaster: i need to tell you something brickmaster: god, i don't even know how to start

ynshere: uh oh i don't like the sound of that ynshere: i'm listening ynshere: take your time

brickmaster: remember when i told you Riley and i fought?

ynshere: yeah

brickmaster: i lied about what it was really about brickmaster: i didn't want to tell you brickmaster: i was scared you wouldn't believe me

ynshere: El ynshere: just say it. whatever it is, it's okay

brickmaster: she tried to kiss me

ynshere: …what?

brickmaster: we were in her room brickmaster: just hanging out brickmaster: and she leaned in brickmaster: i swear i pulled back right away and told her to stop brickmaster: and she got all weird and quiet

ynshere: holy shit

brickmaster: then i left brickmaster: and the next day people started acting different brickmaster: whispering brickmaster: staring brickmaster: someone called me a dyke in the hallway yesterday

ynshere: what the fuck.

brickmaster: turns out she's been telling people i got all clingy and weird when she "turned me down" brickmaster: like i'm some creep who couldn't take rejection

brickmaster: i fucking hate this school so much

brickmaster: it's like the Cat thing all over again

ynshere: i'm so fucking sorry

brickmaster: i should've listened to you brickmaster: i defended her brickmaster: over and over brickmaster: even when you were right

ynshere: this isn't your fault ynshere: she's punishing you for setting a boundary

brickmaster: she was my friend brickmaster: and now half the school thinks i'm a predator brickmaster: and the other half just…avoids me brickmaster: like i'm contagious

ynshere: i hate this ynshere: i hate her ynshere: and i hate that you're going through this alone

brickmaster: i'm not alone brickmaster: i have you, right? brickmaster: if you still want me

ynshere: of course i want you, dumbass :( ynshere: you're my girlfriend ynshere: and i believe you ynshere: not her ynshere: i just wish you'd told me as soon it happened

brickmaster: i wanted to tell you sooner brickmaster: but i was scared you'd look at me different brickmaster: that you wouldn't trust me

brickmaster: i don't want her

brickmaster: i'm not into her

brickmaster: god i never even wanna see her again

ynshere: baby :( i wish i could do something

ynshere: i feel so useless

brickmaster: you're doing enough.

brickmaster: i'm gonna try to report her brickmaster: i don't know if that'll do anything…but i can't stay quiet anymore

ynshere: i'll help you ynshere: whatever you need ynshere: even if it's just to sit with you on call while you cry

brickmaster: you're too good to me. you're genuinely amazing

brickmaster: i don't know what i'd do without you. seriously.

ynshere: now you are starting to sound a bit miserable, Williams.

brickmaster: god you're so annoying

ynshere: yet, who do you go whining to, hm?

brickmaster: don't let that get to your head alright

brickmaster: i love you so much

ynshere: i love you more ynshere: always

brickmaster: i think i wanna come visit brickmaster: like soon brickmaster: tomorrow perhaps?

brickmaster: please tell me you're not busy

ynshere: never busy for you. i'll be here ynshere: bring your favorite movie ynshere: and your smellie ass, of course

brickmaster: crying now, thanks

ynshere: bullied you too hard?

brickmaster: yeah, i'm getting soft, i hate it

ynshere: old you would've gotten off to it. drastic character development, to be honest.

brickmaster: i hate your guts.

ynshere: ...but i gotta say, i love it when you don't emotionally barricade yourself :))

brickmaster: i need cuddles so fucking bad

brickmaster is typing...

ynshere: tomorrow, my love <3 ynshere: i'll wait for you, okay?

brickmaster: and to make out for like 5 hours straight

ynshere: oh alright. you ruined it.

brickmaster: what can i say? doctor's orders.

ynshere: freaky ass doctor

ynshere: let's get off here

brickmaster: yes please brickmaster: i want your voice in my ears and your name in my mouth

ynshere: okay horny poet calm down ynshere: call me

brickmaster: calling in 3 brickmaster: 2 brickmaster: 1

ynshere is away.

brickmaster is away.

dinathedrummer has signed in

ynshere: DEEEEEEEEE ynshere: OOOOMYGAAWDDD HI

dinathedrummer: HI BABYGIRL dinathedrummer: i literally was just about to message you

ynshere: SAME BRAIN ynshere: you'll never guess what

dinathedrummer: what whattwhat dinathedrummer: TELL ME

ynshere: I MOVED IN WITH ELLIE ynshere: AHHHHHHHHH ynshere: LIKE OFFICIALLY ynshere: WE HAVE A WHOLE ASS HOUSE ynshere: AND A PUPPY

dinathedrummer: SCREAMING dinathedrummer: A PUPPY??????? dinathedrummer: WHAT KIND WHAT NAME WHAT COLOR

ynshere: A GOLDEN RETRIEVER ynshere: HIS NAME IS NUGGET ynshere: HE'S STUPID AND PERFECT

dinathedrummer: I AM THROWING MYSELF OUT A WINDOW dinathedrummer: WHEN CAN I COME SEE HIM dinathedrummer: AND YOU dinathedrummer: AND THE LOSER

ynshere: as soon as possible :)) ynshere: bring Jesse too ynshere: i wanna show you guys everything ynshere: pls pls pls come visit

dinathedrummer: OK BUT WAIT WAIT WAIT dinathedrummer: BEFORE I SAY YES dinathedrummer: i have to tell you something

ynshere: oh god what ynshere: are you breaking up with me

dinathedrummer: I'M PREGNANT

ynshere: !?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?! ynshere: SHUT THE FUCK UP ynshere: YOURE LY^JING

dinathedrummer: NO I AM NOT dinathedrummer: YOU ARE TALKING TO A PREGNANT AND ENGAGED WOMAN RIGHT NOW

ynshere: HOLY SHIT ynshere: I NEED TO SIT DOWN ynshere: WAIT I AM ALREADY SITTING

dinathedrummer: I KNOW IM FREAKING OUT dinathedrummer: JESSE IS FREAKING OUT dinathedrummer: WERE BOTH FREAKING OUT

ynshere: IM FREAKING OUT

ynshere: YOURE HAVING A BABY WTF ynshere: i feel like we're still kids :')

dinathedrummer: i know right ynshere: still not an excuse not to visit though.

ynshere: i will carry you if i have to ynshere: we will roll you through the door on a giant beanbag ynshere: nugget will love you

dinathedrummer: okay, but no Ellie near the baby

ynshere: the baby is still inside you.

dinathedrummer: details.

ynshere: fair enough though ynshere: i'm texting ellie now ynshere: and i am cleaning the house because i want you to think we're cool adults

dinathedrummer: babe be serious... you live with Ellie Williams. dinathedrummer: no one thinks you're cool

ynshere: rude

dinathedrummer: truth dinathedrummer: i love you tho

ynshere: love you too ynshere: i'm so happy for you ynshere: you're gonna be an amazing mom ynshere: and Jesse will be like ynshere: the weird dad who tries to make up raps for bedtime

dinathedrummer: 10000%/^ dinathedrummer: omg i gotta go Jesse is literally eating cereal out of a pot right now i have to stop this man

ynshere: please make sure your baby never hits its head

dinathedrummer: i really hope he doesn't get the Jesse gene

ynshere: HE????

dinathedrummer: gut feeling

dinathedrummer: i'll call you later!!

dinathedrummer is away.

ynshere: you better ynshere is away.

brickmaster has signed in ynshere has signed in

brickmaster: no fucking way

ynshere: LMAO ynshere: AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME???

brickmaster: did your fingers just magically remember the password too?

ynshere: i call it witchcraft ynshere: or maybe the gay nostalgia was too strong to resist

brickmaster: honestly brickmaster: it's been what? six years?

ynshere: five ynshere: don't age us like that

brickmaster: oh i'm not the one aging us, adulthood is.

brickmaster: i'm literally sitting in a break room with a vending machine that ate my dollar

ynshere: i'm in a supply closet with my laptop on a box of printer paper ynshere: we're living the dream, babe

ynshere: god. remember when this was the only way we talked for like… years?

brickmaster: yeah brickmaster: and i constantly kept logging off mid convo like a coward

ynshere: growth <3 …even if you still sulk in the kitchen now when you're upset ynshere: but look at you now ynshere: emotionally available and in real pants!!

brickmaster: these are khakis and i want to die

ynshere: i warned you about office jobs ynshere: now you're just another girl in a polo

brickmaster: ..girl in a polo that says howdy

brickmaster: get it right

ynshere: sigh... i know ynshere: you're lucky i stuck around after your "howdy" phase

brickmaster: you just started saying it back

ynshere: loyalty

brickmaster: love

ynshere: same thing tbh

brickmaster: hey

ynshere: heyyheyh

brickmaster: thanks for not giving up on me back then brickmaster: seriously

ynshere: thanks for growing up with me ynshere: and for making it here ynshere: with me

brickmaster: you ever think about what would've happened if we didn't work out? brickmaster: if we never talked it out that night?

ynshere: sometimes ynshere: and then i look over and see your hoodie on the floor ynshere: and your nerdy cereal bowls in the sink ynshere: and i remember ynshere: we're good ynshere: we made it :)

brickmaster: we really did huh

ynshere: yeah ynshere: when are you coming home btw

brickmaster: uhh getting off earlier today, actually. forgot to tell you

ynshere: oh cool. what's the occasion?

brickmaster: i wanna fuck my fiancee's brains out?

ynshere: alright. too bold. ynshere: log off

brickmaster: thought you were into it last night?

ynshere: i was just shocked cause you proposed midfuck

brickmaster: yeah, after you were moaning like a pornstar. don't twist it

ynshere: pfft, i was faking it

brickmaster: nah. your pussy was literally convulsing around my fingers

ynshere: guess i've gotten real good at acting, huh?

brickmaster: okay, no oat milk for you then

ynshere: and no cookie for you tonight

brickmaster: you're actually a monster

ynshere: mhm a cookie monster. see you later baby?

brickmaster: always

ynshere: oh, and grab oat milk on your way home, we're out

brickmaster is typing…

ynshere is away.

brickmaster: ask your dad

brickmaster: …coward

brickmaster is away.

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