#wonder if anyone knows both of them...
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Drepressed hooded boys gotta be one of my favorite genders
#simon henriksson fanart#olivier florence#idk how to do backgrounds#simon cry of fear#cry of fear#cry of fear simon#cry of fear fanart#o segredo na ilha#ordem paranormal fanart#o segredo na ilha fanart#ordem paranormal#paranormal order#wonder if anyone knows both of them...#will probably draw them again:]#osni#osni fanart
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The Dellamortes
#Rook being denied her stupid ass pointy Tevinter mage shoes made her almost leave him at the alter#something something rook you know nothing about fashion leave this to the antivans#but also she would’ve had 0 interest in planning it I know her ass showed up to her own wedding like a modern groom does#just shows up 0 input#the wedding portrait is FINALLYYYY here#when I tell u I redesigned rooks dress 1000 times#I was fighting with making it Tevinter styled because she’s a Mercar rook but then I was like no no she’s marrying into a crow family those#mf’s would GLUE feathers to her if they could#also do love the idea of them both being like do we have to wear white I don’t think anyone is thinkin the god killers r pure pious virgins#of course you have to wear white I SAID SO DAMNIT#dragon age veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#rookanis#lucanis x rook#rook#lucanis dragon age#rook mercar#rook dragon age#I was tryna keep it ‘humble’ cause chantry but also the antivans….. do not do humble#also I wonder if Rook Mercar saw a woman leading the chant and was like w hat the fuck#cause imperial chantry#also the idea that illario was at the wedding??? I know my rook was PISSSED#also so funny to think lucanis was desperate to leave his own wedding because p arty ugh#I know this is so much yapping but I just have so many feelings about their wedding lol#Vivienne Rook Mercar#well Vivienne Rook DELLAMORTE NOW BOYS AM I RIGHT HAHAHA#I just know lucanis would’ve heard the chantry mother say ‘do you Vivienne take this man’ and he would’ve been like#who the fuck is Vivienne#my art
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That feeling when he can't stand to see you that way, no matter what you do, no matter what you say😩😭💔
#scott pilgrims precious little life#scott pilgrim vs the world#spvtw#spto#scott pilgrim#wallace wells#lisa miller#scollace#kim pine#natalie adams#envy adams#don't rlly know if I like how this turned out but oh well;;;#hope its obvious that this is based on the song “Scott Pilgrim” which the creation the comics were inspired from#the lyrics always make me think of Wallace and Lisa's feelings for Scott every time I hear it#ofc you could also relate it to Kim especially since the singers voice kind of reminds me of her#but overall the lyrics fit these two much better since Scott never truly “saw them that way” despite how long they've liked him#and they always seem happier to see him compared to Kim#Im surprised tho that I havent yet seen anyone draw these two together now that their dialogue parallels have been acknowledged more lately#also tho I wish more people pointed out that they both got cucked by red heads LOL#and Kim and Envy actually do look really similar when scott first meets them#makes me wonder if Scott subconsciously went for Envy since she reminded him of Kim (which would be fitting given that you could argue that#Envy dated Scott because he reminded her of Todd. Since he and Scott are confirmed to be meant to be seen as similar to one another#so much so that even their first and last names rhyme#last thing I'll add tho is that while Wallace and Lisa are very similar even personality wise#the one big difference is that despite that whole conclusion on vol4 of Scott not cheating on Ramona with Lisa because he loves her#the writers apparently think it would be “organically correct” for him to have an affair with wallace LMAO#but I guess we shouldn't be surprised since Wallace and Ramona are both in the front of the official valentines art which is clearly#a deptiction of Scotts wet dream or smth (oh and you could also argue that Wallace and Lisa parallel on that art since they're both#shirtless with white socks.. which could be a reference to how lisa wears skimpy clothes for Scott and Wallace often only wears boxers#to like sexually frustrate Scott for fun or smth
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my limbus bugs mainly based on characters that may or may not show up later... and one mystery feature for your guessing fun:]
#heads up for uhhhhh really long tags#had half a mind to do a style study/imitation but gave up like. one layer in#i guess i should tag these a bit differently on the chance that they show up later in canon. ill put 'lcb' before their names#as opposed to '[character] lcb' that i use for canon characters#with this ill go back and tag for montag as well#digital stuff#colored sketch#limbus ocs#lcb avdotya#look upon my rodion clone. my beautiful son#they hired the worst photographer (me. colors are scary) in the city for their wedding no wonder that thing's cursed#that wedding dress photo was supposed to be an id photo mockup too but i just kinda gave up. started over with the next one#eyeballed the height measurements sorry if they look off...#lcb dmitri#her. well. you will hear more about her. this is a threat (joke)#lcb knauer#cheetos-flavored sinclair..#trivia: my friend's impression of knauer was “i mean this in the nicest way possible but he looks like a femcel”#personally i think hes cute#lcb beck#clair's college ex. what else is there.#these are mostly so that i can mess around and come up with some designs for funsies.. i havent given much thought to their stories#and in any case most of them are side characters so that'd be a bit difficult#that said. even for the one who's the protag in her source i havent really written anything either... oops#she's good contrast with sinclair the way she's both taller than meursault and also the worst brawler youve ever met#if anyone guesses her source i'll edit this post with a tag:D#well that was fun! i'll probably do another handful of sketches and then never draw these guys again#disclaimer: i got the german off google translate so if there're any glaring mistakes please let me know#i dont know russian either but i got the subtitles from their names so it should be ok.. avdotya's is just rodion's also.#let me know if i got anything wrong still. thank you
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Justify away (Patreon)
#Doodles#Clinical Trial#Angel Martinez#Lee Smith#I had far too much fun drawing that first one even if I do think it's OOC lol#I don't think he'd touch them that casually I just reallyyy wanted to draw it#Thus his apology afterwards lol#They're in a particularly delicate mindframe at that point! No way he'd touch them without their express permission#Though he sure does overstep in other ways huh - that's kind of his MO haha he won't lift a hand against their will but anything else?#Fair game#He's creepy! Convinced he means well and in some ways he does but agh#I like how I honestly can't settle on the way I feel about him haha - I just feel A Lot towards him!#I'd tell him to treat Angel well but I already know he'd literally die before he made any other move pft.... Oh Lee...#His self-justifications are probably the scariest part of him - the way he can turn so quick on a dime if he just convinces himself#''No actually I intended to do that from the start'' uh huh - guy who definitely had everything figured out from the very beginning#Sure Lee lol#Which isn't to say he's not intelligent! That's part of his problem really lol he can talk himself around with logical arguments#Doesn't mean he's right but once he's settled he's hard to unsettle haha#What he regrets and what he doesn't give such an insight into what he values as well#Murder? Just doing more good than harm - harm reduction even getting rid of someone without remorse#Better him than someone else and better Brandon than let him run loose#Neverminding him taking the role of judge-jury-executioner - and this is no defense of Brandon I do basically agree with them both#But that's still not Lee's choice#But the closet? Something he does regret - because that was selfishly motivated that was inward-aimed with outward consequences#Murder was to help Angel and anyone else in the line of fire - the closet was Lee's own pleasure above all else#Makes sense that he'd be more worried about one than the other and that order being a little skewed lol#Not something he could justify to himself and so it became a regret! Man - the fact that the Reject-Reject ending has him predict Angel :(#Wonder if it's something he could ever spin the positive on if given enough time - everything happens pretty fast thereafter#Impulsive guy.... But that is part of the Lot I feel towards him haha
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Turns out, even a Soul Jam split between multiple cookies will awaken....
Or, a silly little AU I've been concocting for a couple months now! Gonna make a rp blog at some point but I at least wanna wait until the Eternal Sugar / Hollyberry updates finish!
The basic premise of the AU is simple: as a token of goodwill/trust/etc, most of the Ancients give a small peace of their Soul Jam to their most trusted allies.
Overtime, it just becomes second nature. A mark of how much trust they have on their shoulders, a way for the rulers to always know who they can trust.
And then Beast-Yeast happens. Turns out, when the Ancients themselves gained their awakened forms, the same happened to the cookies holding those small fragments....
And chaos ensues, because 2/3s of the Abundance holders should be dead and are Not, one of the Resolution holders has no fucking clue what's happening, and both Truth holders just woke up and have been transformed overnight with no word from Pure Vanilla in weeks
Light of Truth -
Although it wasn't until he lost his memories, Pure Vanilla did hand out two small fragments of his Soul Jam.
One to Black Raisin, even before he regained those precious memories. One as a gift to the leader he trusted to keep the village safe throughout it all.
One to Strawberry Crepe, as a peace offering. What harm could come if he indulged in the child's curiously just this once?
Crepe was a design I always had in mind, with small physical changes! They now have pretty magic freckles, lights glinting in the hair, and various other little stuff!!! I really just enjoyed the idea of the subtle stuff for them!
(I also like to imagine that they're now able to read the Soul Jams, and have an internal sense of if someone is lying or not)
Black Raisin gets wings :3 It's kinda hard to work with just the sprite, but they're white chocolate, as a reference to chocolate cover raisins!!! And honestly the hair was just because the wings felt a bit bland, so the idea of the Light of Truth taking over her hair was an idea that I figured looked awesome!!
Also the Crows and her can communicate without any hesitation. She just starts chirping to chat with a random crow in the middle of a meeting. does not realize this is happening
Light of Resolution -
Long before he closed the kingdom off, Dark Cacao gave his most trusted soldiers their own chip of his Soul Jam, trusting that they'd understand what it meant.
And understand they did. Crunchy Chip made sure that even among the coldest nights and hardest training sessions, that gem stayed safe. Caramel Arrow, even while exiled, treasured the shard of something precious with her life.
Dark Choco, on the other hand, only gained his due to sheer luck. Affagato had gotten his hands on the small chip of Soul Jam that had originally been reserved for the prince, and lost it in the wilderness. Dark Choco just happened to be in the right place to find it.
For the designs, I. honestly I wasn't sure how exactly the best way about changing them up would be. Aside from making Crunchy Chip a furry. that was a given lol
Tbh Crunchy Chip was kind hard to figure out a design for, but in the same vein as Carrow, I think at lot of the changes Awakening brought were in his instincts and shit. mans will know if you're acting shifty from a mile away
It's a bit hard to see, but Dark Choco has some draconic traits! Claws, tail, horns, and some scales on his face! Honestly I just liked the idea of him echoing his father a bit through that :D
Carrow my beloved I couldn't find much to change up about your design because in my head most of the changes were magic in nature. Just know that all her arrows are 100% magical now and will never miss any target. and small trails of purple magic follow them. please see the vision
Light of Abundance -
Mozzarella was always a candidate for this role, being one of Golden Cheese's most trusted allies. Golden Cheese thought the shard of her Soul Jam had died with her friend, but it turns out things didn't go exactly as she assumed...
Burnt Cheese, in the same vein as Mozzarella, was assumed to have died alongside the shard he was given. Until Smoked Cheese misplaced the Soulcheese's after defeating Burning Spice.
Smoked Cheese, by all means, should NOT have been given a fragment of untold power. But Golden Cheese saw something in him that caused her to pause. Maybe it was a small reflection of herself, maybe the hope that it'd placate him. Whatever the reason, when the Goddess of Eternal Gold regained her wings, her adviser as gained a pair of his own.
Smoked Cheese gets wings!! I liked the idea of him having smaller, but very capable, wings!! Some of his outfit was shifted to a more gold color, and the purple smoke is also gold! (this will be a theme)
Mozzarella gets cool horns! I also adored the idea of her Soul Jam fragment taking the place of the cheese slice on her head piece!!! I then proceeded to (attempt to) make it look like she was sprinkled in gold dust!!!!
Burnt Cheese... I'm so sorry my guy I had like no ideas ;-; I did end up giving him a small tail, and made him look like parts of his cape/head piece were coated in gold! Again I'm sorry Burnt Cheese fans I didn't know what to do for his designs ;-;
#I haven't set in stone what goes on with the Light of Passion bc we're halfway through that mess in canon#but currently I'm going with the idea that Hollyberry gave fragments to both Pitaya Dragon and Wildberry!#I also don't know if White Lily would trust anyone else to give them a piece of her soul??? so that's waiting until we get more info on her#as I said I'll be making a rp blog once the june update comes out#because it doesn't make sense to start something only to potentially need to retcon it in like three weeks#crk#crk au#crk sprite edit#cookie run kingdom#cookie run kingdom au#cookie run kingdom sprite edit#sprite edit#shared souls AU#strawberry crepe cookie#black raisin cookie#dark choco cookie#caramel arrow cookie#crunchy chip cookie#smoked cheese cookie#mozzarella cookie#burnt cheese cookie#kinda funny that Crepe's fragment is Curiosity when I have an OC that's literally the Light of Curiosity#hmmmm wonder what would happen in they met. the world would probably implode#also for each fragment's trait; I tried to make it part of the original light#for example; strength; loyalty; and adaptability all have elements of Resolution within them#Pleasure; greed; and protection all tie into Abundance with enjoyment; wanting more; and keeping your treasures safe#Curiosity and Leadership are more abstract; but often you're chasing some sort of truth / leaders have to be truthful to gain loyalty#for the Light of Passion; Pitaya has Defiance and Wildberry has Steadfastness; both of which you gotta have at least#a little Passion about something to stand for it :D#. as you can see I am very autistic about this AU so please please please talk to me about it
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talking about favorite animes/mangas is funny cuz mine are like
Top 3 animes
-anime nobody remembers
-anime nobody remembers
-anime nobody remembers
Top 3 mangas
-manga nobody's heard of
-manga nobody's heard of
-manga nobody's heard of
#If anyone is wondering my favorite animes are princess tutu sarazanmai and tsuritama#And my favorite mangas are no home last karte and souei soshou#Princess tutu sarazanmai and tsuritama all have big tumblr presence but if u bring them up in general convo?#Blank stares#No home is big too BUT i remember when i was the only one on here posting about it so it gets a pass#Last karte and souei sousho both got nominated for the mangas to get animated tho yayy#My other top mangas are meiten restaurant and zeikin de katta hon#I SAW ppl zeikin de katta hon posting a bit ago i was like wowww#On my insta ive been putting 'i miss meiten restaurant' on my note for like a month now every day#I should do that on here too#The rest of my anime top 5 is nagi no asukara and air#I just thought top 5 was too many for this joke#TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS STUFF#anime and manga#zeikin de katta hon#Meiten restaurant#no home#Last karte#Souei soshou#Nagi no asukara#air anime#Princess tutu#sarazanmai#tsuritama#Also if anyone wants to hear my top 10 let me know#Or just send me asks in general i never get asks
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people who’ve watched both trigun animes; is the new one good? this is the second time I’ve been trying to get into it but I just can’t seem to do it!
#I want to love it bc I got so excited when I saw it bc I don’t know anyone who knows trigun!#buuuut#first off? the animation is not my thing but I can get used to it for sure.#and I believe that if you make a new adaptation of something you should change it!!#but I don’t like the changes RIP#too much exposition early on like leave some mystery#why is he immediately telling people about his evil twin brother and we see how it all went down with ram#it’s more fun for the audience to also wonder wtf is going on with vash#AND I MISS MY LESBIAN DUO!! bring them back together#but most of all…and I know this is a sign of the times! but vash looks too cool#he looks too good#too pretty#not wack enough! also partially bc the animation I think bc it’s easier to make expressions in 2D#but he’s just too normal looking#AND I MISS HIS COOL COAT#I’ve always wanted to own it as a kid#but now they’ve removed all the cool buttons and the- well make it a trench coat again#but again it’s modernized it so I get it I just don’t like it!#so people who have watched both of them please weigh in! bc I want to love it!#is it worth to keep watching or should I just give up and say nope not my thing#maybe I should just say ok I can’t separate these two things and therefore not enjoy it#or does it get better the more I watch?#trigun#trigun anime#trigun the stampede#vash the stampede#million knives#trigun 1998#trigun 2023
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I want Derap to steal Ro from the sticklers as his back up plan teammate
LMFAO???? i can fw that, it could be interesting but if its bc he thinks zam will betray him or smt then ro is such a funny secondary option bc zam is one of ro's most favouritest people on the server. and like. even w zam and ro being good friends aside, isnt one of the biggest issues in zam and derap's relationship derap's insecurity over devotions? if he wants a teammate who Isnt obsessed w mapicc then going from zam to ro is like saying "i hate citrus fruits. im gonna eat this lime instead of this lemon!" 😭😭😭
#asks#lifesteal spoilers#i do gen think ro would be loyal to derap if he was like . normal to her abt things#bc i actually do think hes one of the few people who COULD make her care abt lifesteal again#and login more bc he would ask it of her and she will login if shes wanted#so in theory they'd work well together but that also depends entirely on how much he lets his mapicc insecurities affect things#bc ro is not someone who will stay if she doesnt feel trusted or wanted#look at the end of both s4 & s5#though i do wonder if she would even leave the sticklers bc i actually dont know if she would#bc rek and jumper have made their love for her so blatant and have done nothing But adored her#and stayed loyal to her (and each other) since week 1 of the server#so i struggle to see ro ever wanting to betray / leave them LMFAO#though ig if derap dragged her online and spent time w her nd made her feel cared abt then maybe#bc for as much as rek and jumper care abt ro they deadass have done like 1 ½ things together#in the span of what 8? 9 months?#thats bad bro 😭#im still convinced that shes spent more time derap on the server then anyone else#including her Actual Team#this girl only plays the server for like 1 hr once a month#besides the times people asked for her to login and i think?? derap has done it more then anyone from when he was tryna join the sticklers#idk bro im js yapping now#the tag monster is BACK yippie!!! 🎉🎉🎉
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Is this a Minrathous Route specific scene? I've played this game like 3 1/2 times now and never seen it before 👀
#i'd actually be so stoked if it was#i was *just thinking* the other day how it's odd we don't know anything neve's family#but we do bc she tells calypso. she just doesn't tell lydia bc of they're not friends like that#that's so so cool#neve and calypso are best buds for life <333#if y'all were wondering calypso's playthrough has got me really feeling both davrin and neve#idk i'm not as into davrin's romance as i thought i'd be#something about rook's lines just kinda. rub me the wrong way for some reason#BUT! she doesn't need to romance anyone and i have a new appreciation for both of davrin's character#and neve's character#and kinda them together by extension <3#oc: calypso mercar#neve gallus
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It really does make me wonder what else has been shot down by Fox. Because buddie is obviously the thing that we’re more able to clearly connect dots on even before Oliver started saying anything about any of it, but you know it’s not the only thing, we just don’t have the threads to pull on for anything else
#I have this theory that is less a theory and more a feeling#because it has no basis outside my own impossible to pin down vibes#but it makes me wonder about Maddie and Chim#both as their own characters and a couple#idk maybe it’s the way that Maddie was often So isolated as a character outside of Chim and Buck and only occasionally Athena#maybe it’s the way Chim keeps getting put through the wringer without very much acknowledgement#not that I think every incident any of them has needs a trauma arc#but it gets brushed off. a lot#maybe it’s even the way we had that couples therapy line in the 6.01 synopsis that just never happened#I don’t know! like I said it’s vibes but I would love to know if there was meddling there as well#and also with anyone else too of course
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would it be a stretch to say Akihiko & Yukari are lowkey BPD-coded? cuz this realization is driving me insane
#maybe im projecting..but unpacking trauma through fictional characters has been so cathartic lately LMAO. it's helping me soooo much#i only highly suspect i have BPD and i plan on talking to a professional about it cuz it's ruining everything... but#im learning so much about myself through these two ahhhhh#but also it's so funny reading through longass psychology research articles and stuff and just being like “this is giving akihiko vibes 😩”#BE SERIOUS PLEASE#obviously im only going off of basic character traits. there's a lot that isn't shown in game but...#i could see them struggling with certain things because of what IS shown. and many of the traits and trauma are present for both of them#and that deep fear of loss/abandonment and the many struggles and symptoms that come with it are literally what their arcs about#yukari doing anything to get makoto back..Akihiko refusing to let Shinji go and being so fixated on not losing anyone else..it's all so rea#the impulsivity &black and white thinking the intense emotions and anger the unstable relationships the low self esteem...i could go on#seeing them overcome it all is so inspiring#i will write essays for both characters trust..cuz there's so much more i can say#i saw myself so much in yukari it was scary. and i relate to Aki more than i thought too oughh.#i dont think i've seen anyone talk about this cuz cluster b headcanons and non adhd/autism HCs in general are rare#but omg...no wonder theyre both my favorite P3 characters LMAO#even if they or i dont have BPD..it's just nice to not feel alone in certain things ya know?#akihiko sanada#yukari takeba
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isaac & scott / mason & theo | sometimes all i think about is you
#twedit#twvid#scisaac#mason x theo#twrarepair#back on my scisaac masontheo parallel bullshit btw#back on my masontheo is just scisaac if they were True enemies to lovers bullshit. btw. if anyone was wondering.#like of course scisaac and masontheo get paintaking scenes. its enemies to lovers. ofc mason calls theo a bitch its FULL enemies to lovers#for clarity the hands at the rave and the masontheo hug r parallels to ME bc its touch with an excuse for it#scisaac can brush hands when theyre holding a needle between them and theo can hug mason when its a means to an end#the rest i feel r fairly straightforward but i wanted to share the vision for that one#mason hewitt#theo raeken#scott mccall#isaac lahey#tw#oh also the last shot is the last shot of isaac and theo respectively. if that wasnt clear.#like how isaac and theo both nebulously sort of Gone from beacon hills#and the theo shot also to me looks like footage from The masontheo ep 618. btw. which just brings me joy#actually i have more to say. hi. masontheo r just so.#you know how isaac kind of has. he has the awkward tenderness of someone who has never been loved and is forced to improvise#theo doesnt even have THAT!!!! scott holds out a hand and isaac takes it with an awkward fervor#mason keeps his hands to himself because he doesn't trust what theo might do with it and theo can only help when its helping himself#bc the tenderness will be TOO AWKWARD. so isaac says he wont leave without scott and theo says we need to find him so i cant leave you#so isaac grabs scott because scott makes him feel safe and theo can only grab mason when its part of a script bc thats how he feels safe#HELLO. IS THIS THING ON. DO U GUYS HEAR ME. SCISAAC IF THEY WERE TRUE ENEMIES TO LOVERS!!!!
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I don’t know how to have friendships or relationships and keep them alive. Like. Wait. I’m supposed to be interesting and likable? Even after they get to know me..? Um. Okay. 🤨
#If you’re a friend or partner of mine wondering if this is about you#it most likely isn’t#this is about as vague as a vaguepost can get#in that it doesn’t actually apply to anyone in particular#just a general vague sense of unlovability that I feel within myself#thinking about how back in highschool and even a couple years after college#I was at the center of a big friend group who all loved spending time with each other and would hang out as much as we could#and how now#I’m like#the weird hermit bitch who intentionally isolates herself and makes herself weirder and harder to love#I miss my friends#I miss Amber. I miss Kiwi. I miss Ness. I miss Emily. I miss Austyn. I miss Cory. I miss Shawn.#I miss Chrissy. I miss Nikki.#Most of these people are still there. Many of them are still HERE. On this website.#I could just reach out to any of them.#We could be friends.#Like we always were.#We could talk.#We could hang out.#…but we can’t.#Because the common factor between all of these is me#and the fact that I don’t know how to keep a friendship alive#Hell I still consider Nikki and Chrissy my friends. Both of them are very dear to me and that’s never going to change.#But it’s not like we ever even talk anymore#and that’s my fault.#I miss them all…
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qpr jean and neil. that's all i'm gonna say.
do you see my vision?
#i might add onto this later but right now I'm too busy crying#“misplaced forever partner” ARE YOU KIDDING ME THAT DESTROYED ME#neil ordering a hit to keep jean safe changed my brain chemistry#i need them to be friends#i need them to call each other and gossip and send each other stupid memes that only they understand#i need them to slowly grow closer as they heal until one day they can finish each other's sentences#and they ocassionally make super dark jokes about their trauma out of the blue (they bet on how people will react competitively)#i need them to call each other derogatory names but get Super Upset whenever anyone else talks shit about the other and offer to kill them#and i would love them to reclaim the spots next to each other that riko set#and make them their own#they're not partners on the court but they sure as hell are partners in life#the mcs ever#at one point andrew and jeremy are just looking at each other across a table at a restaurant as these two bicker#and realize they have somehow both become the Third Wheel despite the fact that 1) there's four of them and 2) jean and neil aren't dating#the amount of queer platonic pining i could fit in these traumatized people#the: “i'm lowkey obsessed with you but I Really don't like you romantically and I don't know what to do with it”#and the: “oh thank hell me too i thought i was even weirder than i already am. wanna go harass the fbi with me?"#jeremy and andrew watch this trainwreck both exasperatedly and proudly you can't convince me otherwise#cannot convince me that these four won't somehow end up living in each others pockets even if they live 1000 miles away#kevin pops in frequently as his usual wonderful diva self#anyway i'm going insane how yall doing#neil josten#jean moreau#all for the game#the sunshine court
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Something about Izuku I keep thinking about is how much he's a downright hypocrite and the only reason he isn't called out on it is because he's one for himself and not for others and at the core of it all it boils down to his pending childhood issues and the *vaguely gestures* "relationship" he and Katsuki have- I mean, just out of the top of my head:
Wants to be a strong and dependable hero but is at his weakest when he's alone.
Says to Himiko he would never hurt someone he loves but was the reason Katsuki was forced to dance with death until his own sacrifice. Hell, I'm expecting him to actually accidentally hurt Katsuki (Physically? Emotionally? You decide) next time they talk.
Wants to save people with a smile but barely cracked genuine ones during his battle with Tenko- I can think of two(?), and even then those felt more like a resignation (379 and 412 iirc) than actual smiles.
Being aware Kacchan's a jackass, fine, but the entire "Imitate the people you love/admire" themes, having an attitude when heated or absolutely Done with anyone's BS (makes sense for someone who grew up besides a kid in the Inferiority-Superiority Complex but still) and "This is a battle between All For One and One For All, you can't keep up" is still very much pot calling the kettle black (it's because his "arrogance" is rooted in selflessness and desire to be useful but that's for another day)
Deadass called All For One out for being a lonely man pretending to be a "Demon Lord" yet will not admit he himself thinks a he's just a lonely kid pretending to be a hero; and by the time he seemed to be growing out of it: Paranormal Liberation Front.
"IT'S YOUR POWER, ISN'T IT?!" Cool, nice of him to comfort Shoto and try the same with Touya, now if only he could do the same in regards to himself and OFA-
Wasn't able to connect with Tenko at all and that's why he failed but it's wild to me he'd still the one who even at surface level could relate to):
Spinner, because they're nerds who were ostracized based on Quirks/lack thereof looking for a purpose and were unable to help him because of AFO's interference;
Himiko, because they want to be like others (because they hate themselves at least a little bit) but also show love in a way others wouldn't accept and;
Touya, because they wanted to prove they could be useful to others and be heroes to the point of actively harmed themselves while using their own Quirk.
Hell, when you think about it he related to the crying child but he could've used Literally Anything from his relationship with Katsuki to try and reach Tenko, but of course he didn't, that means he'd have to think about his own issues and yet he saw Tenko's issues no wonder he didn't get the job done-
Also can we talk about him saying he relates to Ochako confronting Himiko but she actually succeeded- Or even Shoto wanting to forgive Endeavor; I keep recalling both Ch. 322 him saying he won't forgive Tenko for anything he did (understandable but still) and Tenko going "And I won't forgive anyone". Connecting these three instances are huge stretches, I know, but really, he hasn't addressed the apology he got- combined narrative punishments for empty platitudes.
Kept saying he needed to improve in his control with OFA: had to get beaten up during his internship and in the Summer Camp for that lesson to stick... Then he heard the words "Control Your Heart" and decided to Not Address It At All.
Supposed to surpass but he's really All Might's successor in every way that counts: Smile so nobody will worry, keep fighting even though you are destroying yourself, be so selfless you'll make your friends desperate enough to make you stop for your own good, hide every single thing you can about yourself, the only difference is in the bed they made: Toshinori lies in omission most of the time, and Izuku thinks he lies in white when almost every other character's in the dark, but as long as there's a dream of bright smiles in the future, who cares they're now forcefully entangled in this nightmare, right?
And these are just the examples I can think of the top of my head, there might be more, but. No wonder we've been "panicking" (let's be real his therapist already scheduled him for Ground Beta atp-) Shoto and Ochako brushed him off by accident in Chapter 425, it's the consequences of his hypocritical ass coming back to bite him-
(I am not hating on him, by the way, it's just something about him I wanted to point out. I like that aspect of his. Makes him more human. But jeez can someone call him out and make him practice what he preaches? XD)
#Boku no Hero Academia#Midoriya Izuku#BNHA spoilers#MHA spoilers#spider.posts#i could go on and on about Izuku looking like a lawful goody-two-shoes but really being more chaotic good than most of his friends#but because no one pays attention- unfortunate consequence of his selflessness he comes across as a perfect heroic figure#to the point he comes off as borderline preachy because he's on little miss perfect mode and (only one person can notice it (we know who))#and it builds because no one else sees him breaking 'till he's reaching the cliff's edge until he's steps away from swan diving#if he acknowleged he's like any of the LoV it means he has problems and he can't have them otherwise he's that useless kid from years ago#The consequences of him putting the Hero Deku mask and ignoring the Child Deku from before no wonder he lost his innocence#It's a Spider-Man complex: anyone can wear the mask but the mask by itself means nothing without the human behind it. a costume at best#he emulated his heroes down to the flaws and lost track of his origins like AM lost himself in the SoP and Katsuki was lost in his complex#yeah he needed to suffer that loss as big and. controversial as it is. If he can't have both now he's worse than useless-#an extra in his own story if you will- the same as his heroes but walking in reverse until he's questioning his role own in his story#Midoriya Izuku the character that you are-
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