#work problems ya feel

[iceclew]

Did I accidently write more than just a few lines of dialogue for this scene?... *shyly fumbling with fingers* 🥹👉👈 maybe...

Sorry, I suck at words and this isn't betaread nor properly proofread and I am not native english, I'm very sorry in advance...

full story down below

(Chappel Roan - Love me Anyway)

(Benson Boone - Slow it Down)

"VICE-CAPTAIN!!!!"

The tiny moving plush-like thing in his hand apparently started screaming as well now.

"WHY ALWAYS MEEE!?!?"

What looked like the chibi mini-version of the Defence Force's biggest trump card, struggled to hold on his thumb, kicking around those little feet of his.

"Well, now I'm quite curious abut THAT story..."

"I CAN'T TURN BACK AND I AM T I N Y !!! (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )"

"I see that... How'd you even get in here?"

Tiny #8 stopped fidgeting a bit. Instead two unproportionally big round dark eyes goggled at him. It was undeniably adorable to look at. "Well after THIS happened, I couldn't grab my phone on the table anymore, so I ran around to find someone, but I figured Narumi and Kikoru would very likely take advantage of my situation and do something stupid with me."

"Oh yeah, they definitely would and I get why, honestly."

"So I ran around to find you, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BIG THE 1st DIVISION IS, WHEN YOU'RE LIKE THIS, OK?! And then I saw the slightly opened window and just crawled in... ༼☯﹏☯༽"

"Wait... you know where my temporary place in the 1st Division is located? Why?"

"....Coincidence? (*ﾟ���ﾟ) "

He sighed. "Well just when you think you saw everything...Kafka Hibino enters the stage..."

"SIR, WHAT SHOULD I DO?? WHY ARE THESE THINGS ALWAYS HAPPENING TO ME??"

"you really want me to answer that, bud?", he barely tried to hide the undertone of his voice, which left the small creature on the palm of his hand baffled for a second.

"Wha-? HEY, MEAN!! What are you on about!?"（＞д＜）

"Yeah, maybe, I don't know STOP CHANGING in general, like I told you f.ex.. or maybe stick to your training routine without going OVERBOARD on a regular basis? How 'bout that?"

The big dark round eyes got even bigger with every word spoken.

"Yeah, don't look at me like that, I might coincidently got wind of stuff, you know?"

His unexpectedly open and emotional response threw Kafka off. For a second he forgot about his *tiny* main problem, his mind jumped between confused and worried and he couldn't comprehend with his reaction for now. After some awkward seconds in silence, Hoshina's tone grew significantly calmer, but still sort of off to his usual self-assured expression. "Well at least this time you're actually telling me about stuff that bothers you, huh?"

Silence again. While hanging from the palm of his Vice-Captain's hand Kafka realized something (besides his size) was different. His senses grew more aware of his surroundings to find answers.

"Are... are you drunk, sir?"

Besides the slight scent of alcohol in the air, and the - well quite obvious - bottle of sake on the table, the startled twitch on his face confirmed Kafka's guess was right. Other than the sake the only other thing on the table were some snacks. Another odd thing to Kafka, who was used to see Hoshina's surroundings stuffed with documents, loose papers, books and other work related things.

The silence lingered around them uncomfortably. To Kafka's suprise Hoshina was seemingly struggling with words. A look on his face Kafka couldn't remember seeing before. Now his mind definitely jumped to 'worried'.

Hoshina tried to mimic an insulted face and looked away. "A little tippsy at most... I'm off-duty for tonight.." Besides the slightly blushed nose and cheeks, Kafka now noticed some dark circles under red eyes. "..and despite my gut telling me better, I assumed I probably won't be needed anymore today, and that I could hang loose a little. It's not my Division after all, there's another Captain and Vice-Captain in charge here. So I might as well make use of that chance... Should have known, it would end up that way or another.. " He smiled a bit and Kafkas felt like his heart clenching from the sight. "Although I definitely should have placed my bet on YOU to be the reason for that." He chuckled lightly, while his expressions grew somewhat softer.

"I'm sorry, Sir."

"Nah, it's fine. As if I didn't get used to your-"

"I never put much thought to it, but ever since the Defence Force started preparing for the big counter attack on #9 your workload must've at least doubled in the 3rd and 1st Division.. and here I am still taking over the rest of your time as well..."

"Don't like where this is going, officer... You're not starting pitying me, are ya?"

"No I-...I just feel like.. I didn't realize, and there for not appreciated your work enough.." Silence. "And also.." The tiny kaiju had his look glued to the floor in front of him for a while now. "I know you told me to brush it off earlier but,... I truly regret ... not telling you about... #8 n'stuff.. I'm sorry... I'd change that if I could.."

A small plushy-sized Kaiju was gently put back on the ground again. Hoshina scratched his nose for a second, before bending far back to the other side of the room. He grabbed for his smartphone that was burried in piles of carelessly pushed aside documents.

"As I said. You're here now, aren't ya?" When he got his phone he chose to stay laid down on the floor and started typing something on the lightened screen.

A tiny transformed Kafka carefully made his way around and walked up on eye-level with Hoshina's face again. Once again overwhelmed by his current state of being, he let himself fall back on the floor and sat on the ground. "So... what should I do?"

"The first thing WE do is trying to make some calls. But since you seem to be in no life-threatening condition, we might have to wait 'till tomorrow for a first medical examination. If that's the case you'll stay, and I get you down to the lab first thing in the morning."

"Wait!" The tiny Kaiju made a suprisingly far jump right up to Hoshina's chest and pressed the (for him very big) red hang-up button on the screen with both paws. "You're right about that, I won't die this second from being tiny, so we might as well wait for tomorrow."

The questioning look on the opposite's face made a tiny Kafka look away and scratch his neck shyly. "Well, since you're ... I dunno,... I feel like, I can't have you be seen d-dru- .. like this by other officials of the 1st Division, b-because of me..."

A finger poked his forehead, which caused a tiny being like him to fall right back landing on warm soft fabric of Hoshina's shirt.

"Idiot. But you might be right about that."

[aelirus]

I meant to say this yesterday morning. For no reason except that this just tends to happen over time and I'm mentally ill.

CALL ME SELFISH... but I love being credited with ideas I've given others or that helped inspire something else for someone. I love it so never worry about @'ing me or telling me that. You don't have to and it typically slips people's minds especially if they liked something enough to make it their own, and I'm sure I do it plenty too (never be afraid to come on my post or in my comments or dms and claim an idea thats yours btw. Tell em!!!)

Actually, the more selfish part comes from the fact that if I think my part is not being acknowledged in something I turn evil as fuck (just annoyed), which I am working on by just ignoring the thing. Because I know I can't claim ideas or thought processes. I just figure I should warn.

[pielove123clan]

My head's being mean to me again. Big oof.

[existentialcrisis-24-7]

I’ve been considering it for a long time but I think I might actually make redesign/rewrite videos for winx. I like to ramble and videos let me do that.

[kit-williams]

WIPs

Ideas that have a plot, no outline, and I just wanna write rawdog (aka not in the notebook) assume these titles are only here for this statement

Hey Doctor Doctor - Husbandry Anrir A Moth to a Flame/I belong with you - Mortation x Isolde (shes a perpetual oc) A mother's love - Iron warrior family interaction When the truth slips out - Perturabo x Penelope (oc) Brittle Iron - Penelope (oc) The Horror of our love - Demon Prince Perturabo x Penelope Cryptid Curze - Konrad x some poor woman Eyes of the Emperor - Retired Custodes Canon Divergence - Yandere Konrad x Sorsilla

I should probably write outlines for these aka I've stalled on these

Spring and a Storm - Demon Prince Perturabo interacting with Ajax Against the Kitchen Floor - D&D AU Konrad x Gloria(oc) Legion Mother Lost in the Warp: Death Guard - Mortarion x Isole Yandere Konrad x reader/Vulcan - (This one I got an ask for and misinterpreted it and once it was cleared up I was okay with it (( / means platonic relationship right?)) (((I'm so fandom old I dont remember))) Space Marine Husbandry Word Bearers (Twins) ((I have an idea for them)) Jihias Spray Sirius Spray

These are written outlines

Yandere Corvus Corax Yandere Huron Blackheart

These need to be typed onto the computer

Anrir Husbandry Debute No Longer You - Perturabo x Penelope Twincest thing Fallen to Chaos Tulio Mer Zul Nubin Spray Tulio Spray Zul Spray Gabriel Kiss Omegon Kiss Ari Kiss

Debating on posting it here

A Doom Marauder rape fic DD:DNE type deal

[lesbianjudasiscariot]

the annoying thing is it was right that it was mari but since they fucked up everything else it doesn't feel right

[badkarma1998]

State of the economy: thought about finances and went into a 45min silent panic attack in which I dissociated so hard I got lightheaded

[talkorsomething]

Last practicing before dayton soon and i'm stressing out about it again .

Sprained two different fingers at regionals last week so i've been taking it easy (while still doing at least 1 run through) but like... that's a lot less than normal. What if i fuck everything up & get yelled at . . .

[rachymarie]

I just saw a cute birb and now I kinda wanna drop everything and become a birdwatcher lol

New special interest unlocked (well it was always there but it just intensified lol)

I tried to get a pic but only got bad ones, but I think it was a finch. I just Googled NZ finches and it's maybe a greenfinch

We are sooo lucky to have such beautiful birds right in our literal backyard

I also saw/heard a Tui the other day and became entranced for a little while.

But when I tell people I watched a bird i am usually met with disparaging comments like "lucky for some I wish I could just watch birds all day". I'm sick and tired of it just let people enjoy life wth the little dopamine they get!?

Like non-disabled ppl are literally miserable working a dayjob to survive (which, like I get it but your people aren't ur enemy capitalism is) so they don't want anyone else to be happy and then they act surprised when I end up focusing on "the negatives" in life a lot - bc I have been taught it is actually apparently unacceptable for me to express joy/euphoria over simple things -- i literally can't win so I'll just do what i damn well please and shut up about it (except on here)

Sorry this wasn't meant to become a rant but it did lol. Has anyone else disabled/neurodivergent noticed that phenomenon where you're damned if you don't, damned if ya do/can't win? Not allowed to enjoy/express joy for life at all just bc other people suffer?

And back to original point: birdwatchers what are some good field guide book recommendations for NZ birbs?

[peapod20001]

I’m the type that can and will cry if think too hard <3

[orcelito]

Sometimes I get worried about whether smth I'm doing is wildly ooc but then I'm like This Is Fanfiction, what the fuck ever

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Yesterday I got the chance to go on the zip line, and I'm desperately afraid of heights but I still want to do things at heights, like the climbing wall or a high ropes course. And I've tried both of those things but quit very soon or before even starting, because I can't fucking do heights. But last night I got the chance to do zip line and I really wanted to, but was incredibly terrified.

So one of my dearest friends, a woman I deeply like and love, first reassured me (I was afraid I was too heavy for the zip line) and then said "Would it help if I went with you?" And yeah, she's one of the sweetest people I've ever met and she's an incredibly comforting presence, of course I said yes.

So we walked up to the zip line platform, and this is her job so she's very good at reassuring people (usually little children, but it worked for me too) who are scared to go on the climbing wall or zip line. So as I was trying to comfort myself, she told me how it would work, and that I could just sit and the harness would hold me, so I tried that and it helped, and she told me I could just lift my legs and I'd go. So I did, and she went at the same time as me, and

My god, the anxiety and the thrill, flying through the air with her next to me, seeing her wave at me as we went, getting off at the end and her asking, "So do you want to do it again?" And wanting to do it again with her, it was one of the most amazing feelings I've ever felt. I truly felt like I could've done anything I wanted with her by my side.

[dreamwinged]

there comes a time when it’s like omg im not talented at anything… everyone i love thinks im a loser…. i kinda AM a loser.. everyone my age is far more successful than i am… i dont even have any drive to be professionally successful whats my problem? i dont want to work… im not pretty…. what is the point to my life at all 🫥

[orcelito]

Honestly sooooooo fucked up that I thought my overwhelming daily fatigue and debilitating body pain was a product of the awful working conditions I was under for years and years... and yet, despite being out of work for half a year now, I'm still so fatigued and in pain all the time??? Like come on man that's not fair

Oh well maybe I have liver disease and they'll treat it and then I am magically so much more energized like I was as a kid. We can only hope !!!!

[sealovinq]

i need friends /gen (slight rant in tags)

[collectorcookie]

Hokke obtained ☆

finally i can rest (not really i still have a final tmrw but whatever)

Congrats on the babies!

And even though studying is important, resting is also important right before an exam! >:|