#worst 7 months of my life >:(((
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murasaki-cha · 8 months ago
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Ok I got this reply about how we actually know so little about Arnold despite how much we've learned about him by @wondering-lazer and I would like to thank them because now I get to rant about this (I tried to reply but there was too much I wanted to say so I'm just making it a post)
Arnold is the most interesting character in the novel for me.
The way he is written is actually so freaking interesting because the story is from Rishe's pov most of the time so even if Arnold is being honest with her we only learn about the things he's willing to tell her. We slowly learn about him (the past with his father and siblings, the truth about his mother) and about his plans (or more like the plans he has for each arc), only because those are the things he decides to be open about with Rishe.
In truth Arnold is still an enigma. We know he loves Rishe it's obvious, but why did he fall for her so quickly because I simply will never believe Arnold can be reduced to the "She's interesting" trope. I am a firm "Arnold remembers the loops" believer so that would make sense but he never interacted much with Rishe in all the past loops so still, him falling for her so fast doesn't make sense. (actually I have a whole other theory about this but I need to finish vol 6 first to see if I learn anything new before I post that)
Also we know Arnold is not a great guy™, like sure he's the best and we love him, and he is genuinely a good guy, but he can be every bit of a villain he claims he is. We still don't know what pushed him to actually stage a coup and kill 7tlhis very evil psychotic maniac of a DNA donor which richly deserved it, but most importantly why he started to stage war in all those different kingdoms.
But he did stage war and he did kill thousands and even now he has show moments of the same kind of cruelty as the Emperor Arnold Hein of the past. Just as Rishe has deemed, we need to find the actual reason why Arnold finally snapped in the past loops to actually fully understand Arnold.
And still there are so many things left unanswered. What are his future goals now that Rishe has intervened? What has he asked Raul to look for in secret and keeping it hidden from Rishe? Does he actually remember the past loops?
There is still so much we have yet to learn about him, the things we know are just the tip of the iceberg and the day we finally get the full Arnold lore is the day I will sleep in peace.
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astoryofsuchwoe · 8 months ago
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anyone else hear that ominous blink gone?? no?? just me??
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i spent way too long editing this bye
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hinge · 27 days ago
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Hinge presents an anthology of love stories almost never told. Read more on https://no-ordinary-love.co
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okartichoke · 9 months ago
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HIII KITH AND KIN !!!!!! i'm finally officially rebranding myself as squirrel, just as god intended. (i <3 squirrels)
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if anybody wants to ask me abt this character i would love u forever~~ :333333 (read as: in my first draft of this post, i rambled about him for way too long, then subsequently got embarrassed and deleted it all LOL)
more squirrel related screaming in the tags if you are interested >:3333 ok bye i hope you're doing well bye !!!
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unquietgrave · 1 year ago
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uni: complete
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mwagneto · 1 year ago
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i've literally been non stop studyinf for a week i can physically feel my entire body shutting down. im not making it out of this fr
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nexttothelamp · 6 months ago
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famewolf · 8 months ago
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still trying to process my grandma passing away earlier in the week and just now found out that my dad was diagnosed with throat cancer. I hope he managed to catch it early, it sounds like his doctor's are deciding what the best action to take is.
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magic-coffee · 2 years ago
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I just want to feel appreciated 😞
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housesunstone · 11 months ago
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i swear i post things on here and my mutuals read them and are just like wtf is your life.
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jewishcissiekj · 1 year ago
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taught my 6 year old sister the H-O-T-T-O-G-O and she tried to teach it to her kindergarten teacher😭😭😭 girl you can not go around repeating everything we do/say at home everywhere you go I thought we went through that
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danielnelsen · 1 year ago
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always fun to remind myself of the side effects of my thyroid meds
#the first time i treated my thyroid my endo was like ‘i havent had a patient who had this happen for a while so im due for one’ THANKS MAN#personal#im just waiting for it to hurry up and work. my health has PLUMMETED in the last week or so#im so sick and i can’t DO ANYTHING. including SLEEP. even if i was getting enough good sleep i was be exhausted but i’m not so.#the energy’s doing Great#and i’m so hungry all the time but also nauseous so all food is unappealing#genuinely have no idea how i made it through years 7-10 undiagnosed. no wonder i ended up with such a severe phobia of going to bed????????#i don’t have to worry about routine right now so it’s not as stressful (just horrible because i’m so tired) but i COULDNT SLEEP back then#im just relieved that this time it was found through a routine check rather than me getting a test because of symptoms#usually i test when my anxiety gets really bad in a specific way#but my anxiety isn’t bad this time. no panic attacks and also no migraines. those are all usually the worst to deal with#so comparatively this isn’t even a particularly bad episode?/relapse?/flare?#still more sick than i’ve been in……..years?#im not sure if covid was better or worse. but it was only really bad for a week#this’ll be worse overall because it’ll last a lot longer#hopefully only a month or two but that’s still a few months of my life that just vanish. cool!!!!!!!!!!!#and there wasn’t even a notable event to trigger it this time. first time was whooping cough and subsequent times have been things like—#starting uni and then the last 2 years of uni where i took 10 units in one year then overworked myself doing my thesis#im SLIGHTLY worried that maybe i’ve developed rheumatoid arthritis and that set it off because it’s also autoimmune#i should see my gp soon to get a general antibody test. my joint have been so bad it’s been hard to walk for quite a few months#idk man it all sucks. but for now at least i have my white blood cells (even if they’re literally the problem lmao)
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hinge · 15 days ago
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Hinge presents an anthology of love stories almost never told. Read more on https://no-ordinary-love.co
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bambinification · 4 months ago
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Christ ❤
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1ncandescentrage · 4 months ago
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I'm happy that my chronic pain and I have been living more in harmony as of late
#It has been four months since I have had a need-to-take-multiple-sick-days-and-lay-down flare#I still get flares but they are more manageable and I am better at recognizing the signs now to take preemptive steps#I am happy that my chronic pain is allowing me to work ohy#it's also a combination of things that I do#like I have been stretching 5-7 hours a week for over two years now#I have worked on my sleep hygiene. I take multivitamins. I walked 3.5 km at least three times a week#so what I do can help but not control it completely. and so we have learned to live more in harmony#I realized weightlifting 4 times a week (2 x upper body 2x lowet body) increased the frequency + duration + intensity of my flares#also putting more than 60% in my weight lifting also contributed to it#when I did that workout regimen for 4 months I then had the worst flare of my life. contemplating MAID kind of flare#However I have learned I can workout. I just weightlift my upper body once a week and lower body once a week. I have an optional core#workout too if I am up for it focusing on functional aspects of core strenth (leg raises + planks + side planks + farmer carries)#I only workout to 60% mac#I also used to walk 7 km 5 times a week but that made my pain significantly worse#I adjusted my workout schedule and intensity and now I can sustainably do it#the stretching is both preventative + proactive because it can help reduce the chance of a flare. and if it is a bad pain day? Stretching#distracts me from the pain#When I make smoothies I make 6 at a time and freeze 3 to 4. The chances of me being able to make 6 smoothies three times a week is very low#However making smoothies once a week? that is more likely. I don't romanticize it. it is a part of my mundane routine that makes life easier#for me#I have been drinking 2-3 L of water a day for years to prevent other health conditions my family is predisposed to#I have built up things that work with my chronic pain and flares#The main thing I am focusing on now is ensuring I get 100 g of protein +25-30 of fibre at least five times a week#I have also been working on developing “comfort” evening/activities if it is a bad pain day.#This usually entails heated wheatbags + comfort movie + one day baths again. I also will make a nest and curl up in my bed in the darkness.#Also I have my Catharsis playlist too. At some point I would like to get CBD oil too#So it is a mixture of both I have put in a lot of work + also my chronic pain is being kind right now (and my prescribed meds help)#It also helps only having to clean dishes after 2 people as well and only being aware of 1 person where I live. Having another person live#with me I realized stressed me out the few times I have because I feel like I constantly have to put a face/mask on + I could never truly#relax in the place I live because I was just too aware at all times. I become too aware + hyperfocused/hypervigilant and I can't truly relax
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ceruleansol-archive · 6 months ago
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Happy new year everyone ♥️
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shapelytimber · 3 months ago
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Pj party for the gang <3
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[BG3 PRINTS] - [COMMISSIONS]
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(Please don't spoil me act 3, I've still not got around to play it-)
Everytime I go to camp to clock in for the night, and a good 4 out of 6 of these fuckers go to sleep wearing *leather* outfits- I understand it from a 'this is a video game of course they don't change clothes to go sleeping' perspective..... But on the other hand I slept once in leather pants and that was one of the worst experiences of my life, so to think these people do it voluntarily everynight- freaks. All of them.
So I gave them pyjamas :D that was a lot of fun ! Also I like when characters have a more diverse builds and sizes, so I killed two birds w one stone and drew what the gang looks like in my heart <3 and of course I made a quick little line up !
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A lot of yapping about the pj choices and process below vvv
Gale : fancy depressed wizard gets a fancy bathrobe type get up ! I don't think this man was getting dressed a lot in that sad year post his breakup, so why not invest in a comfy cool pj he can slip on in the morning feeling like it kinda counts as dressing up ! And I get that they didn't exactly pack before getting kidnapped by aliens, but Gale is a wizard I'm sure he can just reach into a pocket dimension where he stores some of his belongings (ala my tes mage !) or something
Astarion : I don't think astarion owns many clothes. He isn't wealthy, and well.... Let's not talk about Cazador in the fun pyjama party post- so his ruffled shirt untucked from a pair of looser cotton or silk pants it is ! Also I learned that elves are typically shorter on average in dnd and that's great, that's perfect, that's so funny, I can just picture him insisting this is true (which it is).... And then enters Halsin fjdjdk anyway
Halsin : I just know in my heart that man sleep in his bear form. It's when he's most comfortable, and he doesn't need to talk to other people when sleeping so why not. Also comfy bed mate :) ! Other option is completely nude (yes I forgot to include him in the lineup, sue me but I'm too tired to re open photoshop rn-)
Shadowheart : this is my art, and if I want the resident goth girly to be in a cute little nightgown I can >:( she gets lace and everything let me be a lesbian !!! Also she small and sturdy
Wyll : a slight variation of his canon camp clothes :) made his top less skintight, and once again changed the texture from leather to something less terrible to sleep in seriously why are all these people committed to this lifestyle-
Lae'zel : no pjs, a githyanki must be ready for battle 24/7 only the weak wear comfy clothes and don't commit to sleeping in leather pants and leather underwear. She's a freak and I love her dearly
Karlach : she deserves the best pyjamas of them all : topless in underwear. Nothing comfier than that and it's not like she'll get cold :) also she wears it very well what can I say fjdjdkd
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I started working on the lineart like a month ago alongside a commission that I really didn't like working on- so anytime I got work done for the commission (btw not from someone online so it's none of you tumblrinas), I would reward myself with adding more shit to the bg3 drawing djdjdkk which resulted in a lot of details and clutter, that I didn't want to start coloring because that would be a nightmare to figure out and very long to do, so I would continue adding shit instead of starting colors- and the circle kept turning. Also 10 hands..... So this took a while to get right fjdjdk
But on the bright side, it's the most detailed illustrations I've done yet and I'm really proud of it (especially all the little story elements I could include <3)
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harpygon · 1 year ago
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ok the slight panic is setting in now. I will write my latin end of secondary school exam tomorrow for real for real
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