#wtf is going on in my brain
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Migraine meds just cleared so much of this crash. What is going on....
#wtf is going on in my brain#im not convinced that today was a migraine at all#it was a crash bc i did too much this weekend#is some of this shit neurological???#how tf does narrowing my brain blood vessels makes me able to speak again#thats kinda crazy#physical fatigue it's still here but i can tolerate some light and noise and i can speak well....
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Worldbuilding is crazy, b/c I'll be reading my old timelines and unironically say to myself "Damn, the 3rd Tin War was crazy"
Like wtf am I saying? I'm getting excited about something I wrote half a year ago, then forgot about, and it's not even from a book or anything, it's just random stuff I made up? Like what??
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Me: Buffers for 10 seconds trying to process the single sentence my bus driver just said
Also me: Mmmm yummy 2x speed lectures
#autism#neurodiverse stuff#its the neurodivergency#neurodiversesquad#autism comedy#the strange dichotomy of having both auditory processing issues and learning learning best through auditory stimulus#wtf is going on in my brain#auditory processing issues#auditory sensitivity#auditory processing disorder#autism spectrum disorder#autism swag#learning style
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
EDIT: seems this is more common among ND people than i thought, and probably not limited to AuDHD specifically :] i was just describing my own experiences and i'm not an authority, but i'm glad i'm not alone in this<3
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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my lesbian werewolf oc >>>>>
#oc tag#maru#werewolf#lesbian#queer#blood tw#tw blood#original character#my art#mine#the story line here is that chand (the human) was going to be messed with and maru (the wolf)#was on the brink of tranforming bc of the full moon and happened upon chand and freaked out and mauled the guy#but is still trying not to fully turn#and chand is like wtf just happened but also maru just helped me so im not going to run away#this scene has just been rattling in my brain and this took me like forever to complete bc of all the details#but shes finally finished
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i’m going insane
#sam & max#freelance husbands#sam and max#sam and max save the world#sam and max beyond time and space#sam and max the devil's playhouse#tdph spoilers#just finished watching tdph playthrough for the first time#i know that sam technically gets max back but it’s not his max!!#like the entire series is silly and ridiculous and lighthearted until the very end and then it’s like earth shattering#there’s just something so heartbreaking about sam literally doing whatever it takes to get max back to him#only for it to be in vain as he sees max sacrifice himself and blow up in the sky#WTF WTF WTFFFFF#anyways this came into my brain and i couldn’t stop thinking about it so. here you go#mine#1k
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I love ur Shmilk art so much,,, especially big wife Shmilk,, I yearn for more,,,
#u guys r making me insane#bcos wtf is this#anon just asked for big wife shmilk and my brain goes '...what if we go furthur..' omfg#alli answers#shadow milk cookie x reader#shadow milk x reader#crk x reader#crk x you#I couldnt wait anymore for this so happy early valentines everyone
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Had a steamy dream with Slim from Killer Klowns??? He's not even my fave.
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MEMOIR OF RATI ❀ 01.02
start of the episode vs the end of the episode
#memoir of rati#memoir of rati the series#theerati#greatinn#great sapol#inn sarin#thai bl#bl series#tortigifs#rati's boba eyes are going to drive me crazy actually wtf#anyway i was gonna put a catchy caption but my brain fried
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Lucanis finally gets to be the one sneaking out of the opera with a lover
close up of the two fugitives under the cut

#my brain kind of melted trying to do that cape into curtains thing I’ll be honest#I love them sm sobs#uncultured swine rook Mercar giving in immediately to leaving because she doesn’t speak antivan#she has absolutely no idea wtf is going on in the play#and she’d rather be literally anywhere else and lucanis is like BET I LOVE THIS FOR US#and immediately figures out an escape route for them lol#and perhaps that DOES involve a cheeky jaunt backstage#who’s going to stop me? the writers? HA#dragon age veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#rookanis#lucanis x rook#datv#rook#lucanis dragon age#rook mercar#vivienne rook mercar#rook dragon age#wait addition#rook whispering in Lucanis’ ear ‘can we go home?’ and spite screaming at the top of his lungs ‘YES!’#very inconspicuous spite thank u sm bud#my art
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this really is the yuri update.
she says something more like, "my name is eternal sugar cookie, the other half of the soul jam of happiness, your other half." in korean
shadowsugar mention
it sounds like eternal sugar's asking hollyberry to elope
eternal sugar cookie? more like. escapism sugar cookie
TOXIC YURI!!
fellas what's gayer: being gay or locking the literal other half of your soul in your precious jewelry box so that they may be "happy" and "safe" in your twisted fucked up escapism paradise prison
#i have actual proper thoughts aside from going 🫵 'yuri!!!' every five seconds#like on hollyberry's past; her dealing with the guilt of not being able to protect her loved ones; her feeling guilty for running away and#yet falling into patterns of turning to alcohol to forget her problems; physically running away from her kingdom; trying to solve things#on her own#avoidance and escapism; they really are two sides of the same coin#also baby hollyberry was cute#i'm too tired for actual analysis though this is just the parts my brain is left lingering on#also wtf is with sugarfly cookie?? why is pavlova cookie (who *seems* to be a kid; at the very least comes off as rather immature#and not fit for a position of authority) bossing her around? why is she speaking to this kid so formally (in korean). girl what is your dea#and what did eternal sugar mean by reeducating pav. actually i hope she fucks him up severely i think it'll be fun#cookie run kingdom#crk#crk spoilers#cookie run kingdom spoilers#cookie run#epilogue speaks#hollyberry cookie#eternal sugar cookie#eternalholly
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headcanon that being in the fellowship is the catalyst for a lot of legolas’s self discovery and growth
the first huge chunk of his life he was under a shit load of pressure, son of the king. leading hunting parties. participating in royal political theater.
these things are stressful, and legolas found himself growing to fit the mold; he was quiet, serious, and as stern as an elven leader had to be.
but suddenly he’s in the fellowship and he’s around all these random mortals who are filled with so much personality and color and life! they are so different from all the elves he’s ever known! and at first it is so shocking that he goes fully silent as he comes to terms with the fact that people like this can actually exist
and then slowly, he comes into himself. he finds himself smiling at merry and pippin, laughing when he understands the joke! he harmonizes with aragorn as they sing dunnedain songs (they sound much more joyful than the elven ballads he’s used to) . he looks at the stars with frodo and they take turns making up lines of silly poetry to describe them.
he is touched by sam’s simple kindness when he offers him the last piece of his jelly tart. he is inspired by stories of boromirs casual wildness, and his affinity for chaotic nights at the tavern with his mates. he is intrigued by gandalf, who alternates between the old stern wizard and the jolly old man who is eager to poke fun and create riddles.
but most of all, he finds himself in gimli.
gimli, who infuriated him, excited him, confused him, inspired him, consumed his every waking thought
gimli, who he exchanged snarky, charged comments with from the get go, and taught him how to let his inner diva OUT. legolas had never thought of himself as sassy, but the more comfortable he got with gim, the more he felt free to speak his mind
gimli, who taught him how to overcome prejudice to see the beauty in others and himself.
gimli, the first person who’d ever flirted with him, and with whom he had tried his best to flirt back (though his heart pounded and his cheeks flushed). gimli, who filled him with complete and total yearning, and craving, and awakened a need he never knew existed.
gimli, a fierce warrior with a tender heart, who showed him it was possible to be an absolute beast on the battlefield, and also the little spoon at night
gimli, who taught him to love and be loved in return
gimli, his unconventional soulmate, who with the help of the fellowship, pulled back the curtain to reveal a version of himself he could have never pictured.
#like he’s really not shy he just wasn’t hugged as a child#I feel like half the time he’s watching the mortals with wide eyed thinking ‘wtf is this what’s going on’#he loves to learn#gimli adores him even though he’s a little bit….ykno…#shit tier#love yall thanks for reading my lil gigolas brain dumps I love writing these#ur comments mean the world. literally.#gigolas#legolas and gimli#gimleaf#lotr#legolas x gimli#legolas greenleaf#gimli son of gloin#gimlas#lord of the rings
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T...T....TEN YEARS AGO.....???
I really do owe my entire artistic beginnings to Daffy Duck-
#wtf happened to time and space#where did it go#daffy duck#looney tunes#i just want to talk lmao#my first 2-3 sketch books are just pages and pages of daffy duck and gumball#oh and then#then we get to king candy cyberbug and its#oh man#i cant look through them its too cringe#my innocent 13 yr old brain drawing king candy cybug laying eggs: nothing wrong with this NO SIR-EE :]
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Hello hello soo um im still workin on it ,ive been kinda burnt out from it an ik thers no real preshure and im wayyy past valintinse day but heres a wip of those silly lil valintines cards




Also today is my birth day im 22 now so .. Thats a thing. Anyway im planing on making like 3 alternet vershions of eclips 1 with the cannon tipical 2 arm pre decomishion desighn 1 with the 4 armed fannon /cannon design and 1 with the 4 armed ballone world desighn. Probly ganna take a bit but what ever it will be valintine in fuckin may who cares lol
#fnaf fanart#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#moondrop#fnaf eclipse#I shoulda went to bed sooner i acctuly have plans today ill be fine witj an houer of sleep hopefully i dont ruin my own party by being a#The urge to so.e times .. Fuck im doin it agin#Insomneac#fuck im just waistin time i need to sleep but i could also stay up and just party rockers in the house to night my way threw#Im prett good at it but also my brain hit anouther developmental phase and o know ill probly sleep for 15 houers or more affter i finaly#Crash an i sapose to drink with my friend an have a lil party with them tonight#Fuck this is the most eventfull b day ive ever had hopefully i dont cry like i do every year idk why but i always cray on my birth day and#Cristmas#Lol why ru still reading this are you curious#Well hello there you silly fool im suprised anyone would make it down here like tbh i dont even think someone would even check the tags let#Alone read this far tbh im so confadent i think ill dox my self for fun#Are you redy im ganna do it#Get out a pen an paper okay#So here we go#I live in#Hahhahah bro why are u still fuckin here#I cant even spell oh shit fuck im a wizzerd now yah see that i turnd in to a spell casting wizzerd and youre just sitting there probly on#The toilet or a train or summin reading the tags on this nouthing burger of a post#Well any way its gettin late or early man idk its like 3:37 am and im tiyping this out#I gess were in the same bord borderline puthetic bote ?? Ship what ever fuck off i alredy said im a damb wizzerd in this hoe ?? That right#I said some fuckin who how whoe ? Like dude. Wtf anyyway fr fr i got milk thats been sitting on my night stand for maby an houer idk#I cant feel time anymore affter ... THE HORRORS#Anyway agin im acctuly ganna leave now have fun stay safe and uh thanks i gess for sticking arround have a lovely day and umm yah#crumble
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panels from my webcomic. the characters are also from my webcomic. believe it or not it's about gay time traveling vampires
#I made the meme I dont remember why#even though I just did it... uhmmm anywyas#and I was like I can post this following the pride illustration idk#and then I was like no maybe to reply to something...?#and then i was like. wait. theres nothing better than with the comic itself. like..#anyways#HAHAHAH#time and time again#ttawebcomic#adam and steve#webtoon#webtoon originals#webtoon panels#ermmmm#gay#HAHAH#time travel that is gay#ok I'm so tired. I'm gonna queue this one#ITS FOUR AM???#yeah ok I'm queueing and going to sleep wtf...#my bad#ERRRMMM THATS MY BAD#I never use the queue#maybe I like. should.#hm.we'll see how it goes...#idk the way my brain works I'm like I made it now I post it.#and then in 45 minutes when I remember I did that. people are being niceys to me yayyyy <333#LMAOAMLGJL#ok I lied I didnt let it go through the queue. I got up to post this
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#studies...#going to bed late bc i was in fagworld thank u silco#a doodley#the nose ughhhh the noseeee#[redacted] [redacted] [redacted]#something about how i cant be satisfied unless i can draw him accurately bc its not Him if its not#and its not the same level of hotness. but also i feel being more accurate is sacrificing my stylization so im stuck ykwim#especially since idk wtf my style is like LMAO im already forgetting myself#anyway hopefully i figure it out. i cant be happy w any of these theyre not Him but i dont wanna make eyes smaller etc etc#like i cant even consistently draw my own ocs heads bc my brain doesnt retain info...aghhh#WHATEVER this will all blow over in like a week anyway#silco
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