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this is canon for me

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A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.

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oi. oi. let me in your house.

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Guys. We gotta flakypost

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MAIM TO FAME

A comic where Icky and Nergal talk about dinosaurs and the Curse for a bit….

So like, a while back, before I had decided to make Fossilized its own thing, I had started drawing out this scene me and @ickyguts had written and well….it feels a shame not to show it because I do still like it a lot. As you can see, it remains incomplete.

I’ll only be sharing it here though, for those of you who had been sticking with me since the beginning~ a little Fossilized lore treat for you all.

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i gotta stop tagging those posts as art. fuckin bots

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oi. oi. let me in your house.

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goodbye miffy (attack for @cartooemcanhis )

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spent too long inside

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Art Fight - Attack: MID-DAY BOYS NIGHT

artfight attack for MY FREAND BUNNYYY @sillybun33

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who broke it

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The World of Ultimate Gaming

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FOUR DAYS REMAIN

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maybe i should lean into the cottony looking art style. itd make the important parts stick out more. seems to be what my hands want to do anyway.

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I use htf to fight my pedantic bug enthusiast tendencies when designing arthropod characters. i would love to make them entirely accurate, but that comes at the cost of 13 hours of figuring out how to still make them look like htfs in the process, figuring out how to stylize and simplify the details, so on so forth. for the sake of my mental health, my energy, and my fingers, i must sometimes bugs-life ant-bully that shit.

and its not like the canon htfs are that accurate to their respective animals anyway

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he uses none of these threateningly. he'd die on the spot if he tried