technowh0re

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Does anyone else have a random compulsion come out of literally nowhere and bc it’s so random and new you mess up a few times and you think to yourself that you’re just a stupid fake liar with no real issues and you deserve 💀, or is that me being dramatic and actually faking?

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my bad habits are cigarettes and razor blades

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How it feels to be on $hblr and only cvtt!ng like a few times a month

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I just $h for the first time in a whileeeee and honestly I forgot how good it felt. I got a FRESH r4z0r as well so yk it was smooth. And I felt so so so much anxiety beforehand, I kept contemplating, I literally broke down why I was doing it out loud, but omg I could literally feel my body decompress when I started I forgot how GOOD it felt. It’s a bitch to clean up tho jfc

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Omg I literally hate everything. I’m such a fucking loser at school I have no friends no one to speak to and I feel like a child while everyone else is miles ahead of me. I wear the same shitty clothes, the same shitty hairstyle, and the same shitty makeup bc I have nothing else bc I was meant to go shopping with my mom but she’s dead. And I try to make myself look cool by making and putting a lot of pins on my bag with music and politics and my other interests but everyone looks at me like I’m diseased and I don’t even want to go to school anymore. I hate that my friends at other schools are having the fucking times of their lives, dating and going to parties and having fun with their big but familial friend groups while I’m just here. I go home to eat lunch, I’m fucking mute all day, I’m always on my phone because there’s nothing else to do. I can’t even go up to people and talk to them because they all have close friends that they love. Even my close acquaintances I can’t speak to because I lost that gap at the beginning of the year because I took a week off school to grieve. I literally hate everything and I just want to curl up and disappear and nothing is worth it anymore. What’s even the point of showering if I’m not going anywhere with anyone, what’s even the point in trying if I’m just going to get bullied and ignored, what’s even the point in living without my mommy there to keep me company. And to make it worse my fucking OCD is constantly on loop with words and phrases and unnecessary graphic images, like actually fuck off please I can’t deal with you rn. But am I even diagnosed? NOPE! And will I ever get the help I need? NOPE! Bc I need to be at school so I can hopefully get out and live my life and I can’t risk failing the one thing I promised her. I hate everything

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My mommy’s dead and I have absolutely no friends at school and I hate the way I look and I can’t take care of myself and all my back teeth are rotten and I don’t know how to wash my hair and I feel like ctting again but that does literally nothing for me so I try drinking but I can’t drink too much bc then my dad will find out and I put no effort into school and I dress like shit and I’m so embarrassed about everything and I hate my life

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Agahahaha so my mom might actually be dead by the end of the year, or by this time next year. LMAOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Gotta really speed this process up, don’t want to have a dead mom AND be fat

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Pro tip ya’ll: get your mother to develop brain cancer so you don’t eat anymore bc of the stress. Watching her suffer the radiation side effects and having the constant thought of her dying really helps suppressing your appetite!!!

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My mom was diagnosed with brain cancer after being cancer free for a year 🫠 fml

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I DID ITTTTT YEAHHH FIRST GW RESCHED WOWOWOWOWOWOW

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THE LOWEST CALORIE JUNK FOODS! 🍩🍫🍪

1. AIRHEADS (1 bar=60 Kcals)

2. RITZ CRACKERS (5 crackers=80 Kcals)

3. TWIX FUN SIZE (1 candy=80 Kcals)

4. SNICKERS FUN SIZE (1 candy=80 Kcals)

5. PRINGLES SNACK STACKS (1 tub=100 Kcals)

6. HARIBO GOLDBEARS (13 pieces=100 Kcals)

7. ROLD GOLD TINY TWISTS (1 OZ=110 Kcals)

8. LAFFY TAFFY MINI BARS (3 bars=110 Kcals)

9. SOUR PATCH KIDS (12 pieces=110 Kcals)

10. ACT II BUTTER POPCORN (2 tbsp unpopped =130 Kcals)

11. GOLDFISH CHEDDAR CRACKERS (1 pack=130 Kcals)

12. TAKIS (12 pieces=140 Kcals)

13. KIT KAT SNACK SIZE (2 packages=140 Kcals)

14. DORITOS (1 bag=150 Kcals)

15. LAYS (1 bag=150 Kcals)

16. FRITOS (1 bag=160 Kcals)

17. CHIPS AHOY (3 cookies=160 Kcals)

18. OREOS (3 cookies=160 Kcals)

19. REESE'S MINIS (9 pieces=160 Kcals)

20. CHEETOS (1 bag=170 Kcals)

✨ For my fellow Junkorexics! ✨

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keeping the weight off is harder than losing it :/

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No bc how did I lose 2 lbs overnight after eating shit for four days……

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Can someone pls help me I’ve been doing really well lately with staying within my kcal goals and avoiding anything high kcal, but literally just now I felt like I was possessed and I went to the freezer to get some ice cream and ate about 250kcal worth 😺 how do you get rid of these cravings and shit, cause I feel like I will do it again and I don’t want to

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I hate being a junkorexic like shawty you're grown stop craving sugar

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I really fucking hate fatspo, it's not motivating it's just fucking mean. If you're sick be sick, don't involve people that want nothing to do with your bullshit. At least they can enjoy a fucking meal and not be so fucking cruel about it, you starved brain bitch. Taking other people down for the sake of your illness isn't cool and won't make you get thinner any time soon.

People die from this shit and you getting on a high horse doesn't stop the fact that anyone can drop dead from malnutrition and organ failure at any fucking weight. There's a difference between thinspo and meanspo, which people WILLINGLY participate in, and just shaming fat people that did nothing to you just makes you a bitch. Pushing other people that are overweight in this community so fucking extremely and shaming is just signing off their death certificate you God damn thoughtless table scraps

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16/06/24

GOAL: 800kcal✅

Breakfast:

2 waffles with syrup (255kcal)

Assorted fruits (65kcal)

Lunch:

Iced coffee (28kcal)

Dinner:

Leftovers (306kcal) 🫠

Total: 654

Burned: 106

NET: 548