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i flirt by having the eyes of a neglected pet
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Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in Trapeze: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anais Nin, 1947-1955
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Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry written c. September 1929, featured in Selected Diaries
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jon ginoli you are the only one who understands me
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love SSRIs. I can't cry, I can't come, but! I still want to kill myself ❤️
#yippee#antidepressants#sertraline#ssri#bpd#eupd#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#vent#tw sui ideation#tw suggestive
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gripping the counter and gritting my teeth as I remind myself that my loved ones aren't mind readers and they can only know something if I tell them and that to love is to trust and that I will never get anywhere without an open heart and the willingness to continue despite my fears
#i will not split i will not split#bpd#eupd#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#vent#bpd splitting#cluster b pds
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“ whatever happened to the others after they went through the anomaly i don't know. but I think about it every day. ”









#a characters grief can be such a personal thing#hilary james becker#captain becker#ben mansfield#moodboard#another becker one my apolocheese#Spotify#primeval
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maybe growing up is just becoming who you were at 14 again but learning how to love her this time
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I spend a lot of time over analysing my emotions and knee jerk reactions to things on account of having a diagnosis of bpd, but, honestly, I think a lot of the time my reactions are justified because everyone just seems so committed to being the stupidest mf on earth
#like am i overreacting or are you just a dick#im sorry you feel the need to walk on eggshells around me#but honestly maybe you should be walking on eggshells more often#bpd#eupd#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#vent#bpd splitting#cluster b pds
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i'm like if someone who was incredibly clingy and obsessive was also incredibly avoidant and elusive
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Time for a blow job!! *shooting myself in the mouth*
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it's strange that someone can be such an integral part of your life, and then you blink and suddenly its almost three years later and the most contact you get is when you search their name on facebook in a moment of guilty weakness. I could fill a playlist of songs that remind me of you, and sometimes I miss you so much that it consumes me from the inside out- but I'm happier without you in my life. you're the enemy I wish the worst on, and i hope you hurt as much as i do. I still see the beauty in your soul and hope that you're happy. do you miss me too? don't answer that. I don't think I want to know
#the strangeness of missing you#i hate you but i think I'll always have love for you#grief#friendship breakup#breakup#bpd#eupd#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#vent#bpd splitting
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