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[thatonenerdboi67]

Alright.. I never thought I'd make a post calling myself out this hard, but I really wanna find this damned fanfic because atp it deadass feels like a fever dream.

So like two years(?) ago, I got bored, and started looking for Thrawn smut fanfic, and I found this one where it was x reader, and the reader was like an imperial sex slave or something? And Thrawn requested her. Things got hot and heavy and reader was like "hol up I'm bleeding" and Thrawn, in the most badass display ever, basically went "k" ditched his white uniform, then wrecked her shit.

It was genuinely so well written, and I really wanna find it again because every time I've gone back to try to reread it I CANNOT FIND IT. Does anyone else remember this fanfic? Does anyone know the name of it? Please I beg I wanna find it!

[thatonenerdboi67]

[thatonenerdboi67]

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Tw: animal death, touchy topics

Charlie, I hope you know how much you are missed.

He wasn't my pet, personally, but my ex-boyfriend's. He was a green-cheeked conure. He was super grumpy, and often would bite people for no reason.

When I went to stay at my ex's house (when he was still my boyfriend at the time) everyone was terrified of Charlie biting me or otherwise being an aggressor, as he was towards every other guest and even some family members. The only person not scared of him was my ex's dad, who had bonded well with him.

In the two weeks I was there we formed a bond. He only bit me a few times, and it never hurt more than I expected. I didn't push him, and he didn't attack me. I hung out with him when I could, but when he showed me warning signs I backed off. 3 days in he sat on my finger for the first time and it was at that moment that I decided I absolutely wanted a bird in the future. We hung out a lot while I was there, and it got to the point where I was always excited for him to be let out and about during the day.

The day I had to leave to go back home (we were long distance) he flew and sat on my shoulder for the first time. I remember being a bit scared because he had bit others on the neck before, but he didn't bite me, and I left with a new friend.

Last year, Charlie got out of the back door during the winter months. I don't exactly know how it happened, all I know is the back door was open for a moment and he flew out. They never found him again, and considering how cold it was out at the time it's likely he died.

Charlie, wherever you are, thank you for everything. Thank you for teaching me lessons in patience, and trust. I hope to get a conure myself someday, so that I can build up the same trust you showed me with them. You are sorely missed, and will always be loved.

Would you have him deliver a message? Would you trust him with that?

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