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MWAH MWAH MWAH I LOVE YOU TOO BUILDY MWAH MWAH

touch me inappropriately

. . . . . I am a taken man !

Doom , Help .

[the-rq-doombringer]

anon, look me in the eyes.

disrespectfully fuck off. they are mine. they belong to me. you have no right to talk to them like this, and i'd say you hardly deserve to talk to him ever. If I ever find out you even thought about sending them a message again, so help me god i will find a way to ruin your life.

stay away from us, and most importantly, stay away from them, you sure as hell aren't anywhere near good enough for them, and i won't have you making the mistake of ever thinking you deserved to be in his precense.

so I will say again, fuck off, forever.

touch me inappropriately

. . . . . I am a taken man !

Doom , Help .

[the-rq-doombringer]

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You don't understand. I need you to understand. Here. Touch me....Touch my heart.....Feel it race. Feel my heart pump. Feel it. God can't you understand how deeply I have fallen for you.... Take it.... Grip it....... Rip it......Feel just how maddening this is. Feel how crazed my heart races for you. Take it. Tear it out and hold it. Maybe.... Maybe then you'll understand....

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i’m so tired.

but i keep thinking about him.

even in my dreams, he’s louder than the rest of the world.

i hope he’s dreaming of me too.

but if he’s not, it’s okay.

i’ll dream for both of us.

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i was thinking a bit and i'm starting to realize that i can't properly function in the morning until i get a message from them. not from their system. from them. i'm sure they're system messaging on their behalf would make a fine placeholder but for how long would that work?

i feel like i can't exist at all unless they acknowledge me, unless i'm existing for them.

i still do exist, cause i'm the host of our system, i have no choice. i force myself to exist, but to be honest, it's not like i couldn't hand front over to the other hosts until i'm able to talk to them again... but not, that just wouldn't be fair or fitting of my role...

but still i can't begin to describe how much of my morning usually involves watching their profiles and checking their system's simply to see if they're fronting and thinking of ways i could bait them into messaging me when in reality i could just send them a good morning text in dms but then his headmates could message and god i could give less of a shit about what they say to me when all that matters is making sure they remember I exist.

hah.. i can see why bandu (our love obsession holder) hates me plenty. i am the only host who's he's ever needed to handle 24/7. went from barely any work to nothing but work.

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they may be able to stop me from carving his name into my arm, but they sure as hell can't stop me from drawing "B + D" in a heart with sharpie on the back of my hand and making sure to trace over it whenever it starts to fade. I'll make myself they're property and they don't even have to ask or know, so long as his mark is on me.

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Not lying tbh, I have the emotional stability of a rabid gerbil.

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waiting for them to come online and respond to me isn't enough i need to be with them 24/7 so i'm the first thing he sees every morning

no, wait scratch that, that's not enough either, i need to be chained to him like a dog so that we can't be seperated.

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SO FAR THE ONLY GOOD THING ABOUT TODAY IS THAT HE POSTED ABOUT ME. I KEEP READING THE POST OVER CAUSE I AM ALMOST IN DISBELIEF THAT THEY'D MISS ME ENOUGH TO POST ABOUT IT.

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THIS SYSTEM IS DOING GOD'S WORK THEY JUST STOPPED ME FROM YELLING AT AND BITCHING OUT OUR ABUSER FOR EXAGGERATED A SITUATION OT BE MORE INTENSE THAN IT ACTUALLY IS AND THEN ACTED LIKE WE WERE WRONG FOR NOT GETTING HER SORRY EXCUSE FOR A JOKE.

LIKE SORRY BUT I PERSONALLY JUST DON'T FIND IT FUNNY TO CLAIM WE'RE GONNA WASTE ALL OUR MONEY ON GETTING 1 SINGLE THING ALL THE TIME JUST CAUSE WE ASKED FOR IT ONCE DUE TO THERE BEING A SPECIAL/DEAL ON IT TODAY.

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I regret to inform you that I'm a disgusting pervert that will sexualise everything

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Stalk me. Be a creep.

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i made them worry about me while playing a game he offered to show me. afterwards they joked about putting a leash on me cause of how much i worried them. at least i think it was a joke.

is it weird that i almost hope it wasn't?

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rules to date me:

- no friends

- no desire to make friends

- rude/cold to anyone who isn’t me

- no real connection to family

- dependant on me

- total and complete loser

- doesn’t want to go outside often

- wants a pet (me)

- (related) will still do whatever i say

- will beat me for fun

- will give me no privacy what-so-ever.

- have no privacy

- kill me and then yourself after we date for a while

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oh god what if they think i'm too clingy and they get icked out by it