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No, because I’m actually right.

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It’s not even funny how relatable this is.

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👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

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Write it shitty, write it scared, write it without a clue but don't you be so spineless and have an AI write fanfic for you.

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first time writing fanfiction of a character : uughh i hope this is all canon accurate... it cant be canon innacurate at all or the enitire fandom will throw rocks at me...

10057th time writing the character: heres them working at a mcdonalds

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Being in fandom spaces is so surreal-

Bc once your age hits a 'serious' number, you start to think - "damn, I should probably stop geeking and get more serious." But then you scroll and see a 34y/o woman writing fics after driving her kids to school, a 40y/o dude making fanart of his fav super heroes and you realize - "nah, I'm actually good"

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we must protect archive of our own at all costs

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He’s not wrong though. I love older tech! Heck, I still have my dinosaur MacBook from the early 2000s. One reason I can’t part with it is because it quit taking software updates like 12 years ago so it still has the iconic 3D bubble Aqua layout and all the newer software versions are so annoyingly flat and boring. There’s also a ton of stuff on there from my university days that I want to keep and I can’t transfer it to my newer MacBook because of formatting discrepancies. So I keep it and every so often I buy it a new battery to keep it running.

Do I miss the home button? YEAH.

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me as a writer

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How to Start Writing Again When the Spark Fades

Sometimes the well of creativity runs dry, leaving you staring at a blank page with nothing but frustration. But trust that the art of writing is as much about the journey as it is about the destination. Here are some ideas to help you reconnect with your writing practice when you feel like your passion has dimmed.

Redefine Your Environment Consider taking a deliberate step outside your usual writing space. The environment in which you work can drastically affect your mindset and creative flow. Even if it’s setting up in a different corner of your home, finding refuge in a local café, or enjoying the subtle distractions of a park bench, a change in scenery often signals a mental reset. This isn’t about permanent relocation, just a simple shift can break the monotony and stir new ideas that have been hiding in plain sight.

Embrace Imperfection The pressure to produce perfect prose can be paralyzing. Give yourself permission to create something imperfect yet honest. Think of every sentence you write as a rough sketch, a necessary experiment in understanding your own voice. When you allow yourself the space to write without the weight of perfection, you invite experimentation and genuine self-expression. That freedom lies at the heart of rediscovering why you fell in love with writing in the first place.

Set Incremental Goals for Continuous Momentum When the idea of diving into a full chapter feels overwhelming, scale back to manageable, bite-sized projects that feel achievable. Instead of demanding a polished page, challenge yourself to write a paragraph or even a single sentence each day. These micro-goals build a foundation of small successes, gradually restoring confidence and momentum. Over time, these consistent efforts enrich your creative reservoir, proving that every little step is indeed a victory.

Engage Deeply in the Process of Freewriting Allow yourself to spill thoughts onto the page without judgment or expectation. Freewriting is an exercise in vulnerability and self-exploration, offering you a space to unburden tangled ideas and unexpected insights. In these unfiltered moments, you might stumble upon a germ of an idea or a rediscovered passion that rekindles your creative fire. Embracing this unstructured approach can transform an intimidating blank page into an open canvas of potential you haven't tapped back into.

Rekindle Old Inspirations There is power in revisiting the work and moments that first ignited your creative spirit. Even if it’s rereading an old journal entry, rediscovering a favorite piece of literature, or reflecting on the stories that once moved you, reconnecting with your past inspirations can shed new light on your present creative journey. This reflective practice not only reminds you of your original passion but may also reveal new directions for your current writing endeavors.

Create a Consistent, Loving Writing Routine Creating a structured yet gentle routine can help reestablish your relationship with writing. Treat your writing time as a vital appointment, a moment carved out just for you. Even if inspiration seems scarce, the simple act of sitting down, opening your notebook, and letting words flow without self-censorship can be incredibly healing. Over time, this practice transforms writing from an obligation into a ritual of self-discovery and mindfulness.

Connect with a Community That Understands Engaging with fellow writers can remind you that you’re not alone in this struggle. The shared experience of creative highs and lows can be profoundly comforting. Join writing groups, participate in online forums, or simply reach out to someone whose work inspires you. These interactions foster a sense of belonging and accountability, encouraging you to keep writing even when the path isn’t clear. In the gentle exchange of ideas and feedback, there is often a spark that reignites your dedication.

Every writer’s journey is unique, filled with ebbs and flows. If you’re feeling disconnected, know that these moments are integral to growth. Embrace each phase as an opportunity to rediscover writing on its own terms, and allow your passion to guide you back into the words you love. If you need any advice from me, never be afraid to send me an ask.

Until next time, Rin T.

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the holy grail types of fanfic

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Haha I really can’t say anything bc I’m that author who doesn’t routinely update, has multiple unfinished fics, and hasn’t published a single thing in a year. 😅

Me checking on one of my beloved ao3 fics that hasn't been updated since 2017

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Me, coming back to my work after nearly a year of not writing. 😅🫣

*writes two paragraphs after months of literally nothing and it took three hours*

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you know you’re a writer when…

you spend 30 minutes choosing the perfect synonym for “said” only to change it back to “said.”

you google “how long does it take to bleed out” at 3 a.m. and now the FBI is probably watching you.

you write one sentence, stare at it, rewrite it 14 times, and somehow end up back at the original version.

“this scene is so important” but you have no idea what the scene actually is or why it’s important.

you come up with the best story ideas… in the shower… with no way to write them down.

your characters feel like real people but also you’re like “who are these guys and what do they want from me?”

your brain says “start writing!” but instead you reorganize your desk, reread your notes, and spend two hours naming a side character who shows up once.

you’ve cried over your WIP exactly 67 times and will do it again because the pain is the point.

you reread something you wrote and think, “wow, did i peak as a writer three months ago?”

every writing session begins with the sacred ritual of scrolling social media, opening unnecessary tabs, and procrastinating until panic sets in.

you have no idea how long a chapter should be, so you just… vibe.

you can’t watch tv or movies without mentally critiquing the plot, dialogue, and pacing.

your writing playlist is 98% vibes, 2% songs you’ll actually listen to while writing.

you keep a “murder notebook” but swear it’s not suspicious because it’s for your novel (probably).

the phrase “just one more draft” is your eternal mantra, even though you’ve rewritten this thing more times than you can count.

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THIS! Some of the MCU’s best stories are their smaller ones, and those are the ones I keep coming back to. I also hope they improve their writing.. not sure what exactly happened after Endgame but nothing has been as exciting or engaging as the stories from the Infinity Saga, except for a few installments, especially the ones where my chaos queen Wanda is involved. The MCU’s most complex and powerful character and yet she’s still so relatable because of her trauma (and Elizabeth Olsen’s incredible performance), and I support her no matter what crimes she commits. 😂 I also really enjoyed Agatha All Along so I have hope for their story-telling to improve. Agatha telling Billy she knew he was a Maximoff because otherwise “none of this would be so dramatic,” absolutely SENT me. Now bring back Wanda, you cowards. If you can resurrect our boy Loki multiple times, there ain’t NO reason you can’t also resurrect Wanda. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Give the people what they want, KEVIN.

I kinda hate the idea that every Avengers movie has to one up the last. I get wanting to raise the stakes for excitement purposes but at the same time I miss the lower stakes movies. I would love another movie like Avengers (2012) or Age of Ultron that have smaller teams and smaller stakes but let the characters interact and build relationships. We dont NEED Infinity War/Endgame level threats and a huge cast to make the movie exciting, we just need to care about the characters. Civil War isn't a good movie because Zemo takes out The Avengers, it's a good movie because we care about Cap and Tony and understand their respective sides of the argument. It's cool to see The Avengers fight each other, but the reason they fight is way more interesting than the fight itself

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A true story. 🙈😂

unfortunately, I will write this fic and I am writing this fic are two very different things