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Yeet

What's the point

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I just watched anime subless for the first time and I actually understood around half of what was happening. Is this a good thing and my lessons are starting to pay off or have I just become so used to what anime is that my brain just manages to gather some form of understanding from just familiarity with all of anime's cliches and weird things?

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What's that song?

The one one? That ohh~ one from over the hedge? With the piano and the man who tells me everything will be ok??? I need his calming voice? With like the raccoon looking for food? and the voices go all ooooh with the piano? And moon? Over the hedge??

Help????

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Nostalgia Time

I literally forgot about the existence of Wow Wow Wubbzy for so long until it just popped into existence in my head again. Like, what is this? I wouldn't have known 1 hour ago, unless of you showed it to me. Ignoring the phrasing of that, the fact is that that's strange. I just managed to forget basically my favourite childhood tv show.

Who cares tho, fuckin Wubbzy exists again, and the first thing I do, look up this game that I spent more time playin that the time I watched the show. Boy do I love 2 am, an spending it reminiscing about little cartoons and games that I played in my old house. It's great.

Why do I care? It's just great to finally be able to remember something good about my childhood lol. Let me be nostalgic

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Wall of text

Anyways, rant time. I hate English. Disgraphia does make it an issue. Spelling, grammar, wrighting it cohesively on paper, and even just putting the pen on the paper is difficult. This shit even shows up in typing and texting, shit like spelling and grammar show up so common in day to day life that it's just a constant reminder of what a failure I am

So when a couple days ago I got my results for the essay I did, a D, it's just demoralising. I feel so done, as no matter how hard I studied Romeo and Juliet, and how many practice essays I hand wrote, to the point of being brought to tears, the stupid grade still came back the way it did. All the effort I put in seems to go down a drain.

And I know that there will always be someone who thinks that "it's allright, just continue trying harder" will be good advice but I've allready tryed my hardest, I've allready pushed myself to my limits, and broken them down repeatedly. Even worse is when I hear that it doesn't matter, or your grade is unimportant. the grades matter, and even if they didn't, it's a reminder of what a mess I fuckin am. That I'll never be enough.

If you haven't picked it up, I really love expressing my opinions. About anime here, or sometimes just random bullshit, but this stands directly in the way of that. I can't even wright this without a heavy reliance on auto correct. I hate this feeling. This weight on me, that I need to use it as an excuse of not being good enough.

I'm just tierd of English classes. It's allready killed some early childhood dreams of being an author, and I'm doubting whether I should go to law school at this point. It just seems whenever I decide to do something, this bitch called life comes in with some, na-ah-uh, you can't do that.

Sorry, I'm just done.

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Never broke a bone

But I once stepped on an old pallet and it went through my big toe, still clicking to this day lol.

Why? Idfk, there is a moral to every story, figure this one out yourself.

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Anyways

I think it's time to just thank this arc for existing, Nadeko Medusa was one of the most gripping things I've seen and now thinking back I just can't help but love it.

I think it was this arc that was where I began to appreciate Monogatari as more than just a funky, cool action anime, with deeper themes if you looked for them. It was this arc where I noticed that there was more than just cleaver theming put into the show.(Although I am no critic, lol. I just like to talk like one)

This arc hit the characters really well, and the slow transformation of Sengoku as her guilt builds, and her guard of being the victim cracks further and further. Ougi's little talk to Sengoku captured the ideas perfectly, the whole concept of someone being the victim to the point of being a manipulator was one that I never had really thought of untill I saw Monogatari. However, afterwards it became one I couldn't get out of my mind.

I am not going to pretend that I understand anything more than what I've said, and honestly I don't even really have anything to back up my words other than my feelings. Still, they are gut feelings that I wish to express. The arc really resonated with me; with everything from it all being her own wishes bringing her fall, or rise, to becoming a snake goddess; to her twisted ideals of love and romance once she becomes a god.

I just couldn't get this arc out of my head, and the fact that it is the direct cause of our introduction to best girl Kaiki's true personality is good enough to place it on one of my favourites alone.

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Oops

I sorta deleted Tumblr to for the space to fuel my cytus II addiction

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Oops

I forgot this hellsite existed

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If I could have one wish,

It would be that the morioh-cho radio jingle would play whenever I wake up in the morning.

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Look at what I found.

Last I heard, YouTube had gone on a hunt for these types of videos after they started getting talked about. Even stranger, was that this popped into from autoplay after watching a good 20 kill la kill videos. I thought it was halerious, so instead of just doing the basic "why is this in my recommendations" comment and leaving the video before I've even seen five seconds; I watched The whole thing. . . Yea. . .

It was basically what I expected a Little animated story with bootleg Minnie mouse+children while two random and completely unrelated to the video, songs play: that "are you sleeping" one and Mary had a little lamb to be exact.

After just enjoying the weird ness of it all, I was gonna just leave and forget I even saw the video. However one little silly thing caught my eye. The baby alien had an ID. It was a pointless detail, but one that got me thinking about what even was this video. And now, I was invested.

Going skin deep.

So, looking at the video you can see the description is just the title with the last word at the begging instead. I decided to translate the title.

Cool. We know that it's arabic now. Also we can assume that Mickey Mouse + baby Mickey Mouse are just there to generate clicks and that jazz.

Who needs to pass preschool if that's your audience.

Next we move on to the next most easy thing to do # 31. So we know that in this case the hash probably means N.O. rather than being a tag, so I went to the channel and saw that ever video had the same title, but the number.

(Yes the one up top was the one that went on auto play, I know what it looks like but I swear) so every one of their 25 videos are like this.

Yes 25 videos, as I counted through the channels video I saw that they didn't match up in most places. The count of videos would increase by 2 rather than 1 every once in a while and sadly my only explanation is that Kiko toon Didn't know how to count.

Jad does weed.

So you can imagine the next thing i did was straight up open crome And look up Jad and Osoumi bud paradise. Quiet a fruitless search, unless if your looking to grow cannabis. Obviously just searching for bud paradise just ended in the same effect

Searching more.

After bud ruined my search history morethan I thought possible, I looked for just Jad and Osoumi, but ended up with french records.

With that useless knowledge I moved onto searching Jad and Iyiad on the cromes, and I finally found something. Jad and Iyiad where child performers that seemed to sing songs on TV for children' s entertainment. With birds of paradise being an album or the name of the show.

Doing the obvious next step, I searched them further (went on Wikipedia) and found something interesting.

Jad and Iliad were indeed child stars in toyor al-janah, but KiKo toon was not related to them, big shock.

So now, for the why.

You may be wondering, why? why go through the effort to figure all this nothing out? And so am I, probably because the only thing I've Posted recently is shit. But it is besides the point. What matter right now is what happened to the twins. And what happened to them is not much actually.

Jad an Eyad (as he seems to prefer to be called now) are running a perfectly fine YouTube channel with 8 million subscribers, and toyor also seem to be doing fine on the YouTube side.

However, looking at the videos posted by farmer Mack, we see that these videos with the more finger family style of content has all been deleted leaving me to come up with this idea.

What do I think happened?

So keeping in mind that a I know is from a small amount of time that I spent to dive into the topic of arabic kids YouTube & tv here is my best guess.

So Jad and Eyad would make videos on toyor, in the style of those finger family videos, but at some point, YouTube tightening on that content. Causing vids to disappear.

Jad & Eyad make their own YouTube channel as their content started getting removed. This causes other youtubers to Pickup on the the lack of Jad content. Some of them get affected like Jad, but some survived and got left now forever stuck using old child stars names for vews.

If anyone actually knows anything about this for real tho, that isn't sleep deprived rambling, cool. I guess.

Do tell me tho, I am curious.

Tchaody

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"click"

-satsuki

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Ok, Gabi is no.

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Why?

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Going to school after holidays is already tough enough, but coming to a new school has hit me harder than gamagoori can wip himself.

Ok no joke tho, Kill La Kill IF has got me hype as all hell, and the demo is showing no signs of being a disappointment.

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Quaraná

The drink of the gods

It has been found, my primary objective completed. The Nectar of pure bliss has been spotted in two separate locations, and I have finally held it in my own hands. From today onwards, I shall sleep soundly knowing that the legendary refreshment from my ancestors homeland is not to be but a forgotten dream from a young child's adventures abroad.