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I have no ideas what to draw… …. in fact, I just don't like what's coming out.

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I just suddenly decided that I can fully ride my wave of hyperfixation and draw OC based entirely on myself lol. I haven't figured out what kind sketch draw in the other corner yet, but when I get an idea I'll post it in a normal format.

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Just sketches from game screenshots.

I don't know if I'll finish drawing it, but I'd like to finish it so I can make stickers for myself later.

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Sometimes i feel like i'm doing something wrong in my life-

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More silly character sketches of mine before I get around to the original COD characters. It's all very messy.

And it's not clear from my scribbles, but for some reason I thought it was funny that he could unbutton the mask. It doesn't make sense because he doesn't hide his face 100% of the time.

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First of all, this post doesn't make sense because these aren't drawings. But! I want to clear my son's name because when I posted a video of him on a telegram channel, someone gave it a «👎». Unheard of.

In the last photo, Oscar is resisting the force of the wind.

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I don't welcome Price x Makarov, I just find it funny the blurry Ghost in the background…

As for the art, I have vague feelings, but in reality, everything is not so bad considering that I was in the art block for several months. I am glad that I can simply draw again.

And don't ask questions about the drawing process. I always create some kind of crap during the process around the main sketch.

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I'm a pretty anxious person and sometimes I need to talk out my anxious thoughts, maybe get a direct rebuttal to the nagging voices in my head. But for now I'm just going to write this to myself, I won't even tag it. ahem.

I like people doing cool things with the theme to add their character to the interaction with characters from fandoms, COD and all that stuff. And looking at this, I myself, naturally, do not feel negative emotions or anything like that, because until it becomes strange, then this is a cool manifestation of creativity. But I myself lived in that environment of the drawing community, where such things were condemned. Although it seems to me that sometimes it can even be very relaxing, I mean I really wanted to bother with some character and for the fandom earlier and just have fun drawing stupid things. But I was worried about both condemnation and the fear of not getting into the canon of other characters.

And eventually I just forgot about it. But in the Call of Duty fandom, I see it so often, and I don't see any negative reaction, that these harmless desires have started to creep out again. Especially considering the time of my life that I'm in now, because like I said, these things are strangely calming to me. And here, people seem so nice for the most part, that I finally feel like I'm back in that drawing environment that I lost when I was eleven and moved to a place where, for the most part, you could get judged for so many things that definitely can't really hurt anyone.

In general, I may come to the point where I can draw something stupid and cute for my own pleasure, but for now I will sit quietly and watch other people’s work with my anxious in my arms.

(sorry for my bad English).

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W.I.P.

I basically have problems with drawing now, because I don’t like anything I do (although I can look at unfinished work in a month or two and be like «it wasn’t bad, just some edits here and there...»). And this is especially stressful for me, because like... This is a person who has his own traits??? I mean this whole topic with character recognition. It was easy for me to draw furries or just stylized characters at one time, but I didn’t touch things like this drawing, because I was simply ashamed. So I’m not even sure that I can morally withstand it and not delete it, and even more so, bring it to mind. But is this not already a step????

Okay, let's be honest, I should have just added a hat and a cigar-

(Sorry for my bad English).

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First of all, I'll say that I'm not good at full-length drawing and drawing shoes, so I turned a blind eye to the second one, but I'm learning... Well, this is just the second character that I use for Janitor. Ai, nothing interesting. I'm a little embarrassed to share characters within the framework of someone else's story, but it seems like no one is strongly judging this???? (Sorry for my bad English, and I think I've posted everything I wanted to post from my old work.)

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In fact, I'm posting old art for now, to test the waters of this application and understand how everything works here :р

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I don't know what to write, there's only black humor in my head.