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Nope not coming back here until I actually have something to show for it!

So expect to see me Nov. 1

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So this past few days have kind of been an experiment of what I can actually functionally accomplish with how my life is structured at this time.

And it’s between once every other day or probably once a week.

My next experiment will be to see if I can manage once a week for a couple weeks to really get a feel for what works for me and then try once every two days for a couple weeks.

So probably by October I will have an official groove of how things will go which lines perfectly.

Giving gratitude to all my small victories!

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I feel this in my soul

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I almost didn’t make it today!

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This place is going to be messy, vulnerable and focused on actual growth.

You will see brainstorms and failures just as much as complete pieces. I am learning and I am struggling. And that’s okay

Until I truly figure out what I am doing, until I find my flow expect a bumpy ride of a journey!

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Motivation

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Hahahakekekejajaja

I’m am set for today!

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So yeah I ran away.

For a literal month lmao. Nothing really all that new to me to be honest.

To the kind people who asked about buying my art and are probably not honestly reading this since I literally unintentionally ghosted you so now my social anxiety says it’s been too long so I don’t interact! I don’t want to sell that painting it’s a scene from a book I am writing but holy smokes thank you for that compliment!

Anyways back to the being gone for a month. I am trying to get the ball rolling with my creativity in some form or another. Shit just even having some semblance of a presence beyond work is something I need to work on.

But I lack confidence and consistency and that really is the reason I am the embodiment of a ghost off or online.

So even if it’s very basic nothing that artistic or whatever I come up with I want to start forcing myself to actually do something with my life instead of complaining.

It’s going to be weird it’s going to be messy it’s going to be like 93% accurate to the real me.

But I am I fact going to be posting something every single day. Be it long winded rants, art, writings, or just a simple gif .

I.will.post.every.day.

I am going to cheat and post again in a few minutes so I got my ass covered for August 10

See you all in 3!

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Finally coming out of my cave…

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Okay final final final finnnaall last idea that will change everything!

I’m getting off social media!

I mean not all together but mostly! In certain ways I guess because I will still need it going forward.

Mostly the consuming without using the knowledge gained properly!

I’m going to focus on a book I’ve been denying to write for a while! So everything I consume will be going towards this book, and everything I provide will be for this book.

With little splashes of fandom and other self indulgent sprinkles dashed in.

I’m changing… perspective on how I am taking in all the information. Instead of just sitting on it there will be action! In every sense of the word mentally emotionally and physically.

I know I don’t publish much already, and probably won’t publish a great deal more content (only when I can) but at the very least the majority of my focus will be on this book!

And the name of this book will beee

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Wishing and Dreaming!

Stelariumd and Lucianis will be in this book! Just some slight changes, in the name and in appearances!

I’m honestly going to give all the characters a profile to look at, if that’s all I accomplish in the next months then that’s all I can do because right now finishing this book has become priority.

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Breathing in the storm

Just lot has happened but I finally come to a point where I can breathe even in a storm

I am just gonna draw in chaotic mess not cleaning it up cause that’s the best way to finish hopefully I can refine it to something that looks appealing for now there’s this!

Changes have been made to their top and horns (which still have the same shape)!! Things might keep changing till I find what suits best!

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Blaahhh gotta start doing something I got to much energy but to many ideas!!

I want things out nowww but things take time.

I’m just going to collapse into a puddle of woe right here while I think of something.

Wish me luck!

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Meet Stelariumd (silent d)

They are my outlet obsession right now

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Does anyone have any recommendations for Yandere Klance fanfic? Is that even like a thing?

More info and art at 11

Still pm don’t judge

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No this is it this is my real idea, I found my calling!

Took some time but I answered the call!

Gonna write a Klance musicians fanfic

More at 11…tomorrow…night