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Soulaan🖤

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When my money start matching my ego, it’s over for you bitches..

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In the realm of experts, no one wants to be the student

Everyone claims to be a guru, a guide,

individuality's lost, as groupthink takes its stride.

Red pills promise secrets, passport bros offer escape,

Relationship experts peddle formulas, femininity coaches shape,

But true connection's missing, as people conform and comply,

Groupthink's weak embrace, suffocating individuality's sigh.

In this sea of sameness, where everyone's an expert too,

No one wants to listen, to learn from me and you,

They’re all just bobble heads, with useless opinions..

Groupthink is for sheep; I only run with wolves..

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Healing is not an urgent matter. This is why it's suggested to avoid picking at a wound, so it can heal properly.

Manifesting is not an urgent matter. This is why we set our intentions, leave them alone and move forward, trusting the process.

YOUR time is not a metric for success; we're on God's divine schedule, and everything unfolds on his timing.

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The “strong independent woman” trope is not a compliment.

I don’t want to be praised for being overworked, enduring pain/stress or carrying the weight on my own. Some women have to be “strong” because of their circumstances.

There’s a difference.

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To me having tunnel vision doesn't mean I'm abandoning those who love me. I'm simply shifting my focus to achieve balance. I'm prioritizing my attention and energy to get my shit together, because how can I expect to feel confident and present when my surroundings are chaotic and disorganized?

This is why I understand to an extent why some men withdraw from relationships or intimacy when they're struggling financially - the shame of not being able to provide for themselves and their loved ones can be overwhelming. It's about channeling my emotions to drive my goals, but it's important to maintain balance.

That's why communication is crucial. By being open and honest about my needs and priorities, we can work together to support each other and find a healthy balance between my goals and our relationship.

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God is the plug.

God is the heart.

Source and supplier..

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Big Fyne

Put some respect on her name, a ruler with curves that reign

She’s a masterpiece, crafted by her own muse.

Reject the lies, the hate, there could never be shame

A work of art, she embraces her frame

No longer silenced, but proudly spoken

A fat black woman, unbroken

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This movie, 'Jason's Lyric,' taught me a valuable lesson about men and dating. It's about the importance of actions speaking louder than words and not just settling for simple gestures.

Remember when Lyric told Jason, 'Surprise me'? And remember when he brought her roses, but she only accepted one? Men can be chivalrous when you specifically tell them what you want, but it hits differently when you give them the opportunity to demonstrate their true intentions and interest.

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I'm marrying for LOVE! Stability will be a bonus of it.

Mutual support, trust, respect, and emotional connection are all essential components of a healthy and loving marriage.

Stability is the skeleton; love is the blood and flesh.

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I don't understand why people assume that information is only reliable if it's from a book.

Books are written by authors, and so are online articles.

Most people don't even research the author's expertise, seek out trusted sources or credentials to determine if they're truly an expert in the subject matter. (Myself included) We often pick up a book or start reading an article without verifying the author's qualifications.

While it's important to be mindful of the source, we shouldn't dismiss information solely because it's online. Critical evaluation is key, regardless of the format.

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When my money start matching my ego, it’s over for you bitches..

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THA ONE

It'll never be her, it's always me

I am the one, the love I need

I searched in others eyes, a reflection to see

But realized the love I sought, was from the Divine in me

I tried to find it in their gaze, a validation to feel

But understood the love I needed, was my own heart's reveal

No need for external proof, when the Source is within

I am the one I've been seeking, the love I've always been

It'll never be her, it's always me

The love I need, is the love I give me

From the Divine, to my soul

A love so pure, it makes me whole..

I'll go straight to the Source, no need to roam

For the love I need, is the love I've always known

It'll never be her, it's always me

The one I need, is the love I set free

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Twin Flame

I can't believe I signed up for this shit again,

My twin flame boo thang,

I thought this time it would be a fairy tale, but it’s a fiery spin.

When we're together, we raise hell's flames,

All the wounds we've accumulated, lifetimes of pain.

It’s bigger than just you or me,

We shake shit up..

For the sake of love, we'll stir the sea,

My twinflame, boo thang..

Our love's a revolution, a cosmic storm,

We'll shatter the chains, and transform the form

So let’s raise heaven and hell, my twin flame boo thang,

My counselor, enemy, father, lover and friend ..

We'll make the impossible, possible, you'll see,

Even if we drift apart

With you is where I’ll always be..

My twin flame boo thang..

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Saturn’s Homegoing No need to rush; it's not a marathon. I'm still finding my footing in womanhood, No longer enthralled by the club scene's loudness. Give me fuzzy socks, a braless comfort, Stella Rose in hand, and TV re-runs to devour.

At 29, I thought I had life figured out, But now, at 33, my perspectives have shifted without a doubt.I still desire a ring and a Benz before pushing any nigga baby out, My pussy and credit are intertwined,. These bills have made me wise.. Blissful in my growth, no desire to rewind. No trade for a twenty-something's chaos, I'm content in my prime.

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In the realm of experts, no one wants to be the student

Everyone claims to be a guru, a guide,

individuality's lost, as groupthink takes its stride.

Red pills promise secrets, passport bros offer escape,

Relationship experts peddle formulas, femininity coaches shape,

But true connection's missing, as people conform and comply,

Groupthink's weak embrace, suffocating individuality's sigh.

In this sea of sameness, where everyone's an expert too,

No one wants to listen, to learn from me and you,

They’re all just bobble heads, with useless opinions..

Groupthink is for sheep; I only run with wolves..

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I am the table

Cheap niggas misalign your chakras and disrupt your PH balance,

they often flee from their own magnificence and allow their fears to consume them,

But a true man of substance and massive means knows when good pussy and a grand heart is being served, he’ll ignite like a flame