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elephant trunk snakes are absolutely ridiculous. That's a creature alright.

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i’m going to haunt you for the rest of your life

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its always “we should beat up and kill rapists and abusers!” but the moment someone actually does you all turn on them

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1957 Nash Metropolitan Ocean Grove, New Jersey USA Instagram | Zine

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just remembered when i had a beautiful wolf statue and my abuser broke it because he was punishing me.

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it literally all starts with forgiving yourself there’s no way around it

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video

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need a game that’s like elden ring but you play as a fox or something😭

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// this body is a crime scene // walking evidence // dogs bark when i walk past // evidence lives in my teeth like a rotting organism // everyone sees you right in my teeth //

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Sex related vent warning

I just want to be held without the other person trying to touch me. But I let them every time because it’s the only reason anyone wants me anyways. I consent and I don’t say no and I go with it so it’s not like I can even be mad at them. They don’t know they’re doing anything wrong. I just want to be more than a sex toy.

this is a form of self harm

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hi fox,

i actually want to say thank you

i sent you an ask a year ago while i was stuck in the same house as my abuser, something that was really triggering and hard for me. at the time i wasnt even sure if what i went through could be called traumatic and i sent you an ask in an attempt to make any sense of the messy feelings i was having.

im now moving out to college after a lifetime of dreaming about a new home.

a year ago i was intensely suicidal and scared of everything- honestly i still am, but for the first time in a long time i have hope. i have hope to make a safe, gentle home for myself and find people to feel at home with.

i still feel guilty. i still feel afraid. part of my still thinks im making all this up. i think i will for a long time if not forever, but for the first time in a long time i feel like it might get easier soon. im even moving in with a friend, and i feel like theres a potential to find the brother that i desperately wanted my abuser to be when i was small.

i wanted to say thank you for giving me comfort when i was so hopeless. that one ask really meant a lot to me

-🌧️🌧️🌧️

heres for better times <3 I really hope college goes well for you!!!

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— Andrea Gibson

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“We live in a society where being a victim of violence is still more shameful than being a perpetrator.”

— Cissy White, Maybe I Have Become the Woman I Needed

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I hate having to watch what I post without an abuser watching and saying something. I can't freely post or say anything about my life without them harassing me about it. If I wanted to be monitored, I would've still lived with my parents. Even if I turn off asks, disable comments, IP block, or anything to protect myself from them, they still find a way to do it. I'm tired of running from blog to blog. I'm tired of them. They want me to off myself so bad, but I won't give them the satisfaction. What should I do? - 💗🪽

it’s so hard because it’s like they’re always watching, i would maybe use a vpn if you can and make an account that is very generic that’s kinda what i did when i made this acc i tried to stay anonymous and went with this persona of fox

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January 1941. A textile mill working all night in New Bedford, Massachusetts.