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need u to come back asap with more angry mean jackson joel miller please it's the only thing that could heal me

like i miss him .. i miss angry joel </3 mayb i should but i fear my writing has changed so much and i think id bomb trying to write for joel again IM SCARED

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only a week in is fucking wild smh. i can only imagine how you broke your toe and thumb. they're not even near each other????? if you're comfortable telling how the hell you got into this pickle, please do lmaoo

i knowww. it's only a week, woot woot. you gotta stop calling me cool, it's getting to my head and i fear imma start believing it LMAO. loveee bad omens. you also have a brother?? i hate how tattoos are frowned upon in certain situations so im sorry your job has people with their heads up their asses. but you got a new one?! what'd you GET?!

ah book club is so cool, stop it. and hold on, your all time favorite book is an older thriller?! wait shit, i need a redo on my recommendations :') i yap so much, i think it may be a medical condition. im so sorry. miss you and hope you're doing beautifully

HAHA right!? & lmaooo i broke them on the same ski trip a few weekends ago haha. my toe i was being an idiot and was on my friends back just fucking around in the ski lot, and he fell and i slammed my foot against the back of the car lol. and then the next day i was skiing on the broken toe and compensated on a turn and almost crashed into a tree so i fell out of the way and the strap of my pole yanked my hand. so i fell on my thumb and it broke like in the hand part (idk the doc said this bone in my thumb isn't really useful for much its like an extra bone so whateva). needless to say i cant get back on the slopes for another few weeks

and HAHA well i mean it so!!!! whatever!! i do i actually live with him as well! we're only a year apart in age and we're really close. same friend group & it all.

yeah the tattoo thing is v stupid tbh but thats ok, i work with the federal gov so i get why tattoos are not exactly encouraged - even tho i dont think it's a big deal lol. my new one is a weeping willow outline in an oval antique frame!! i was in new orleans with my friends over the weekend so a bunch of us got different little tattoos that symbolized our trip hehe

& you've got to stop calling ME cool or else i'll get an ego. yes that's my favorite book of alllll time omg! i still gotta give u some of my recs too :o also if yapping is a condition then you n me both have it bad. but i wouldn't want it any other way cutie. miss u hope you're doing well!!!

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& what if i said im missing joel miller. & what if i said ive been writing................

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I just love Me and the Devil, so much! So much that i re-read it a second time. Will you update it soon?

omg thank you bb! im currently remastering it on @malvoile while i work through the next part bc its been a while and i have to get reoriented with the story </3 tysm this genuinely makes my day im happy people still like it :)

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christ, that's AWFUL, i'm sorry!! how long were you there before your phone broke?? amazing, i'm excited to see them😌

i suppose smh. THANK YOU!! yes today, BUT THE FUCKING SNOW STORM. I CANT GO. IM PISSED. rescheduled to jan 30th i fear. but i've gotten more on my arm, it's going to go half way my bicep if not more! my whole arm will be filled :) sooo, flowers, couple butterfly's and some sparkles scattered in the bigger spaces. gonna add more to my hand and fingers as well. alsooo on my left hand im adding 'just pretend' which is a bad omens song (don't judge i beg). book, lots of dark romance which isn't shocking im sure. my favorites are- 'lights out' by Navessa Allen, 'butcher and blackbird' by Brynne Weaver, 'bird on a blade' by Rose Bitterly, and 'leave me behind' by K.M Moronova. the first one and last two have me crying and throwing up. if you have any, PLEASE let me know!!

ITS OKAY HUSHHH ILY

i think i was like a week or so in hahahah. rip that phone it was completely fucked it was so tragic

okay so sorry i was gone i literally broke my toe and thumb and its hard to type (LMFAO) but anyways. eff that snowstorm for ruining your appointment??? hope you're warm now ik its been a while since i was on here. and your appointment is coming up soon now!!! im so excited for you that sounds so cool. you're literally so cool i love the song lyrics honestly - i watched some of bad omens with my brother a while back and idk why i never continued, it was so entertaining. also im jealous you have/are getting some hand and finger tattoos i want some so bad but i cant bc of my job RAHHHHH

okay so im gonna have to check out those books omg! rn ive mostly been rereading some old stuff bc my friends and i started a book club (most of them arent readers so they're reading from a list of my favs!) we're reading the secret history this month which is my all time favorite book. WAHOOOO miss u hope you're doing lovely

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hi!

in light of me finally recovering this account, i decided to move my dune stuff (current fixation if u will) over to a new account. that way if/when i go back to writing for my other characters (joel, din etc) i have this acc!! <3

so if you'd like to, follow @malvoile :) im gonna be remastering me and the devil, rewritten bc im not super proud of its original writing - so follow me over there if you're interested :) yay ily all <3

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i wasn't prepared for you coming back! it's a christmas miracle HAHA. hushh, if it means nothing to anyone then i'm dead haha. THATS SO COOL. do you have any pictures you'd feel comfortable posting? i'd LOVE to see them. ah that's so so cool!!!!!

i'm still alive at the moment! my birthday was a few days ago, i'm currently healing from surgery (v minor no worries), i had therapy yesterday and im getting more tattoos on thursday! i've also been reading so many fucking books?? wild. but that pretty much sums it all up i'm afraid haha. i've missed u so much, i thought you were fucking dead HAHA. i was like 'she does so much crazy shit, and she fucking died from doing something' 😭😭

hahaha im happy to be here im still so thrown that i got back into this i even made a new acc and everything. but anyways thank you!! i broke my phone and had to get a new one when i got back and it wasn't backed up </3 SO i'll text my friends to get some of the pics we took and show them! it was v fun :)

yay im happy u are :') and STOP HAPPY BDAY BABY! hope your surgery went well and your recovery is swift :) yay tattoos today?! what are you getting this time? i cant wait to hear about them !! ALSO PLS WHAT BOOKS?? im in my rereading part of the year so if u have suggestions for books id love to hear.

and oh my god i inow i am so sorry i rly said 'im going backpacking for a month bye!' then never came back. soi IM SO SORRY

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its incredible how well you get me and this story. its like you look into my mind bri <33 this is so amazing and you are so talented THANK YOU!!!! (we are so doomed)

REMEMBER ME WHEN I AM REBORN.

A CROWN OF GLORY, A ROYAL DIADEM. REMEMBER ME WHEN I AM REBORN.

ME AND THE DEVIL by @tremendum. chapters viii & viv.

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omg you’re back!!!

hi!!!!

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Your account has been haunting my narrative for the past five months 😭

I AM FO FICKING SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO FREAK ANYONE OUT I FEEL SO BAD

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oh my fucking fuck!!!! you're back and okay and in one piece (i hope)! ugh i've MISSED YOU. please don't apologize, it's not your fault :) im still here, i love u!

but BACKPACKING?! i hope you had a ball. how are you?! where'd you go?? so many questions HAHA

oh my god i feel insane i cant believe i finally got back in here hahaha. but im in one piece and doing well!!! i have missed u so so much omg. it was very fun, we were backpacking in the rockies :') idk if it means anything to anyone but i climbed and stayed on mt elbert which is the biggest mountain in colorad, and also saw some anasazi ruins while we were out there!!!

ANYWAYS how the fuck are you? what are you up to?! ive missed u

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why is half of my stuff gone wtf happened HAHA

HOLY FUCKSING SHIT

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hi bb. it's been a while and i have no idea what to say or why im here. i suppose i just hope you're okay. i think even if you never actually read this, knowing ive sent something recently will make me feel better. selfish? probably. but wherever you are now, i'm sending much love and happiness for you to keep. ily bb <3

oh my god oh my ficking god. hi my bb im so so sorry — i got locked out of my acc while i was backpacking and then life caught up with me. i couldn’t get back in for months and got blocked from my email for this acc😭

im so glad im back here but im so sorry to ever scare you!! I’m really so so sorry but i love u and hope you’re okay🤍🤍

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HOLY FUCKSING SHIT

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can’t believe ur still cooking so good after all these years dude omfg the joel miller fics live rent free in my head — eleanor

shut up right now eleanor BITCH HOW ARE U. god bless lol joel lives rent free in mine

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hi hi, hope you're doing lovely bb. just wanted to give a short n sweet update. i was out in the pool for 5 hours straight and im toasted. and not in the good way LMAO. but yk what, at least im not blinding the poor bastards driving by. my lil ear tip is fried LMAOOO

ive been so bad at responding omg i love you bb. ily... stop im dead i hope the toast turned into a tan at least RAHHHHH

ear and scalp burns are so fucking horrible haha hope it feels better :)))

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the parallels between the beginning of Heaven is a Plave on Earth and the latest chapter is so funny. “fuck fuck fuck” and “shit shit shit.” very excited for this story, I love the dialogue I feel like I’m a 20-Something year old during Y2K! bravo!

haha yay! i’m happy you’re enjoying i’m glad i finally found some time to write it again. i have a few chapters planned out already so they should be coming soon!!!