tryingtoremembermyname

[tryingtoremembermyname]

don’t post much anymore but just know that if you support Israël, get the fuck out of my page and go outside, go read a book, go do something with your life and for the love of god : go EDUCATE yourself

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The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

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life with bpd is always trying to fill a huge hole in your chest. you spend your life looking for a cure that doesn't really exist

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i be in my own head fighting for my life

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Prozac Nation (2001).

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[tryingtoremembermyname]

literally feels like a myth that there are people who don't struggle with basic tasks like getting out of bed or going to the shops or seeing a friend for coffee. how does everything not feel like a painstaking chore for them. how do they have the physical and emotional energy every single day

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I have bpd, of course I assume everyone is going to abandon me for no reason.

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*experiences symptoms when no one is around to see me* I have got to stop faking for attention

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my ultimate fantasy is having a brain that lets me enjoy being alive

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[tryingtoremembermyname]

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

[tryingtoremembermyname]

I wish I didn't exist

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it’s me. i’m bitches.

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i have an unhealthy obsession