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INSECURE¡YAMAGUCHI X READER

TW: MENTIONS OF SELF INFLICTED VIOLENCE

“You don’t love me anymore do you?” tear marks staining his cheeks, his hands desperately trying to wipe away the water welling in his eyes.

“You think im useless don’t you?you’re ashamed of me, you want to leave me right?” Yamaguchi spoke intensely, hyperventilating through his words. If he continued like this he would eventually pass out.

The first time he did this, you felt such guilt you lost sleep over it, messaging him countless times to tell him not to worry and that you still loved him. The third time he did this, you felt almost no guilt, which in turn cause you to mentally beat yourself up for being such a bad girlfriend. By the seventh time, you had become completely numbed to it, now the sight of his tear stricken face did nothing but piss you off.

“When did i say i didn’t love you and that i wanted to leave you?” you deadpanned, a twinge of annoyance laced within your words. You let out a small sigh, at this point leaving him didn’t seem like such a bad choice. Being with him was so mentally and physically draining, you were sick and tired of him. However you couldn’t leave him out of fear of what he might do to himself if you did.

“I can feel it, you don’t wanna be with me anymore. tell me what i need to do to make you like me again please” He whined, cowering in-front of you. Looking at him was starting to piss you off, any longer and you might do something you would regret.

“Stop that already!” And there you went, all your feeling that you had put aside for his sake now bubbling to the surface. There was no stopping you now.

“Cut the shit, if you keep this up i will leave you. Im sick of hearing you whine after every inconvenience and im so sick of you pushing all your insecurities onto me all the time. Im dealing with my own problems too, you don’t see me forcing you to stay away at night and help me through my insecurities. Im not some magical genie that can make all your issues go away, grow some balls Yamaguchi. Im trying my hardest to love you, but you aren’t making this very easy.” you spat, blinded by your emotions spilling out everywhere. Your eyes stung due to the tears forming in your eyes, this was the first time you had let these feelings out, and boy did it feel good.

“So you hate me?” he murmured

Was he serious? Did he even listen to a word you just said?

Thud…. thud, thud, thud.

With balled fists, Yamaguchi began to hit both sides of his head,refusing to pause between each strike.

“Hey, stop that.” you began, only to be met with harder thuds.

“Seriously stop that, You’re going to hurt yourself” you spoke again, now more worried. He kept hitting through your words.

You sprinted over, clasping both of his hands in yours, attempting to pull them away from his head. In the end his strength surpassed your own snd he continued to strike himself, muttering the faintest ‘she hates me’ under his breath.

“Please you’re scaring me stop!” you’re words had no effect it seemed.

“I’m sorry, i didn’t mean what i said, i do love you and i always will now please stop,for me” your pleading finalky worked, his arms dropped back to his sides before he placed them around your shoulders, pulling you into him.

“I didn’t want to do this, but you’re all i have. you can’t leave me.” he whispered softly.

His words cut like a knife, was this really your fault? maybe if you tried harder than he wouldn’t do this anymore.

“I love you” he breathed, stroking your hair with his reddened hand.

“I love you too” you assured, nuzzling your head desperately into his chest. The only thing that mattered for the time being, was that he believed you.

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SICK¡ROCKLEE X READER

“Can you just lie down and wait this fever out!” Neji spat, holding his leg down to the bed while Tenten used her jutsu to summon a chain to tie him down.

“Lee!” Gai’s booming voice shaking the room.

“Think of this fever as part of your training, once you conquer it you will be stronger and your fountain of youth will flourish aha!”

“Listen to sensei” Tenten spoke, still tussling with Lee in order to restrain him. This has been going on for about 20 minutes now, still Lee refused to rest up, going on and on about his fountain of youth or what not.

“I think it’s time we call in the big guns, Neji, you know what to.” Tenten shot a serious glance at Neji, who replied with a simple nod, dashing out of the hospital room.

Neji came back after a few minutes, his eyes slightly watering due to the use of his Byakugan.

“Alright i’m back, i finally found her.” Neji confessed between ragged breaths, holding the door open as if to let another person in.

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“Y/N, Y/N!” Neji leaped across roofs, his byakugan activated. Whilst Neji searched frantically for you, you sat in ichiraku ramen downing your daily ramen bowl.

“So refreshing! thanks old man.” you grinned widely, leaving your payment on the table before turning around to leave.

“Any time kid.” the bartender chuckled, collecting the plates you left behind.

“There you are!” Nejis voice echoed, sending a chill down your spine, startling you.

“Whats wrong?” you asked hesitantly, his face showing signs of desperation and seriousness. Without a second to waste, he lifts you up and throws you over his shoulder, running back to Lee’s hospital room.

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“Alright i’m back, i finally found her” he confessed between ragged breaths. In his hunched over state, he held the door open.

“Good job Neji, let her in” Tenten grinned, Lee successfully tied down with the help of strong sedatives and Tentens chains.

“Ok whats going on, will someone tell me?” you demanded, crossing your armed across your chest.

“Ah yes! Y/N just the ninja i wanted to see. I really really really need you to tell my dear student Lee to take it easy while he recovers from his fever” Gai sensei fake weeped, using his hand to dry his crocodile tears. You peered behind the sensei to see Lee tied down with a heavy chain, mumbling idiotically to himself with the work of the strong sedatives.

You let out a sigh, pinching the bridge of your nose.

“We didn’t know what to do” Neji mumbled, his head hanging down in shame.

“Puh-lease help my beloved student Lee, you’re the only person he’ll listen to!” Gai cried, gripping both of your shoulders and shaking you violently back and forth.

“We figured you’d know best, seeing as you’re his girlfriend” Tenten stated, wiping a bead of sweat from her brow.

You nodded slowly, assessing the situation before you.

“Alright, all of you leave” you concluded.

“What, why can’t we stay?” Gai sensei pleaded, only to be met with a sharp stare. The tree eventually exit the room.

“Y/N is that you?” Lee askes, his speech slow and drowsy. You approached him slowly, freeing him from his chains.

“Yeah” you smile gently, throwing the chains to the side.

“You really should rest Lee, you can’t train like this.” sitting by his bed, you changed the now warm damp towel on his forehead with a fresh cold one, swiping stray hair strands away from his forehead.

“I know that, however, how will i ever hope to get stronger when i am stuck in a hospital bed like this, how weak!” he uttered, attempting to sit up, only to be pushed down by your hands.

“ Cmon Lee, everyone knows how hard you work, there isnt a single person out there who thinks your weak, if there is i’ll personally knock ‘em out” you grinned, flexing your arm. Through is discomfort he too grinned, changing his position into a comfier one.

“You and Gai sensei are right, a handsome devil like me cannot be held back by a simple fever like this, this is only one of my challenges i must face to become a too tier ninja!” he announced, letting out a determined chuckle.

You internally chuckled at his resolve, how was it possible to be this cute. His head turned towards where you were sitting.

“If there’s anything you need, just let me know!” you added sincerely.

“You know what might help me feel better?” Lee muttered hesitantly, using his index finger to scratch his cheek which had now been dusted with a pink tint. You tilted your head in confusion as to what he was talking about.

“Maybe a little kiss could help me recover faster” his voice wavering. You couldn’t help but giggle at his request.

“You don’t have to ask Lee” you reassured, leaning in to give him a little peck on his cheek. You knew exactly what Lee meant by a little kiss, however, he was just too cute not to mess with. His smile shrunk a little, knowing that little peck on the cheek wasn’t what he meant.

“Whats wrong Lee, isnt this what you asked for?” you asked innocently, knowing exactly what you were doing. He frowned.

“You know that isnr what i meant” he pouted, pulling the covers up even more.

“Then what do you mean?” you asked slyly, not expecting what was going to happen next.

“Like this” his hand snakes around the back of your head, pulling you closer to his face, planting a soft kiss on your lips. He propped himself onto his elbows, allowing him to lean in closer. Startled at first, you eventually melted into the kiss, planting more kisses on his lips, each one more passionate than the other.

“THIS FELLOW STUDENTS IS THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH CONVERTING INTO THE FOUNTAIN OF LOVE AHA!, LOOK’N’LEARN STUDENTS, LOOK AND LEARN!” a notorious booming voice sounded from behind you. Quickly, you unlocked your lips from Lee’s and steadied yourself.

“Ahem, Sensei, Neji, Tenten, you guys are still here?” you coughed awkwardly, your cheeks still flushed.

“Sensei forced us to stay and wait outside” Neji groaned, a look of utter disgust plastered on his face.

“Glad to see you’re feeling better Lee” Tenten tried her best to fake a smile, convincing absolutely nobody.

If it wasn’t for Gai sensei’s random rambles about love being a natural thing, the room would have been filled with deadly silence. Thank God for his naturally loud voice.

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CHANGED!SASUKE X READER

“My name is Sasuke of the Uchiha clan, i would ask for yours, however you seem to uninteresting” his could demeanour stood still at the top of the hill. A pang of pain conquering your chest as he said. 

“So you really don’t remember me, huh?” you murmured, trying your hardest not to display a hurt look on your face.

 Sasuke paused, his expression remaining stoic, but his eyes slightly narrowing as he tried to recall your face, searching his memory for any trace of recognition. Despite his best efforts, your identity still eluded him.

"No," he replied curtly, his voice cool and indifferent. "Should I?". your feet moved almost instinctively towards him, closing the space between you. 

“Just what did orochimaru do to you” 

you could feel the tears start to well in your eyes. Sasuke observed you carefully, his eyes following your steps as you approached him. He maintained his stoic composure, but underneath, he couldn't help but feel a pang of familiarity, a faint sense of recognition stirring up.

"Orochimaru has trained me to become stronger," he answered, his voice steady and composed. "I have no need for sentiment or memories that may hold me back."

As the tears welled in your eyes, Sasuke's gaze softened just a touch, though he refused to show any outward emotion. you stopped in your tracks as he spoke, still as cold as ever. His gaze unwavering as he eyed you down. You tried to close the gap between you even more, however, you could tell that sasuke was starting to get annoyed at your presence. As you attempted to close the distance between you and Sasuke, he took a step back, maintaining a slight physical and emotional distance. His eyes watched your movements with a growing annoyance. He may have felt a strange sense of familiarity, but he was not one to easily give in to emotional entanglements.

Sasuke's voice remained as stoic and cold as ever, his words sharp and concise. "Why do you insist on invading my personal space?". His coldness toward you sent chills down your core, What happened to make him act like this. 

“Do you not remember the day you left, you kissed me sasuke, you kissed me because you loved me, so why now are you acting like this?” you pleaded, tears rolling down your cheek. 

Still, he remained stoic, not a single sign of emotion on his face. what was he thinking behind those eyes? Sasuke's gaze darkened slightly as your words echoed in his head, stirring up distant memories that he tried to bury. The mention of their kiss that day, one fueled by love and promise, seemed like a lifetime ago.

His expression barely flickered, though there was a subtle hint of turmoil in his eyes. He clenched his jaw, a mix of emotions swirling within him. The cold aloofness he sought to maintain was crumbling under the weight of your plea.

 “say something then” you spat, a mix of emotions swirling inside you. you were unsure of whether you were angry at him or happy to see him again. 

Sasuke's eyes narrowed at your sharpness, the first flicker of anger showing through his stoic facade. Your demand, coupled with the whirlwind of emotions in your voice, caused him to grit his teeth. He could sense the mixture of anger and longing, the same feelings that were welling within him.

"And what do you want me to say?" he snapped, his voice cold and biting. "That I remember that kiss? That I still feel the same? Is that what you came here for?"

you stood motionless, staring at him in disbelief. you collected your thoughts and turned around to face away from him. 

“Sasuke Uchiha, i hope to never see you again.” your voice now as cold and biting as his. However, you didn’t mean a word you said, of course you wanted to see him again. You thought it was better to leave, the pain in your heart was to much to handle. As you spoke the last, biting words, Sasuke's eyes widened ever so slightly, a hint of surprise and pain flashing within them. Even though he had put on a cold facade, he couldn't deny the pang in his heart at your words.

He was torn between his desire to push you away and his hidden longing to keep you close. As you turned to leave, his hand reflexively twitched, as if it longed to reach out and stop you. you increased the distance behind you by walking away, biting your lip so hard that it drew blood. You knew that you would never forget Sasuke, your first love, it seemed as if he had already forgotten you. That thought made your heart ache. 

as you walked away, you wanted nothing more than for sasuke to reach out from behind, for him to hug you and say that he didn’t want you to leave, for him to kiss you and tell you that he still loved you. However, you knew that was too good to be true. Sasuke watched you walk away, the sight of your retreating figure stabbing at his heart with a mix of pain and longing. Despite his stoic exterior, he was not impervious to the ache that consumed him. Memories flooded his mind, the moments he had spent with you, the love he once felt.

Every step you took further away seemed to drive a dagger deeper into his chest. He yearned to call out to you, to bridge the distance, to plead for you to stay. But the words remained trapped within him, his own emotions held captive by his pride. Just then you decided on something, somethibg so crazy that it could probably get you killed. You turned around suddenly and started sprinting full force towards sasuke, throwing away any sort of common sense. You only had one chance, one last chance to make him remember you. 

Now inches away from him, you planted a longing kiss on his lips, putting all the emotion that you had bottled inside of you for all these years he had been gone into that one kiss. 

Sasuke was quick to retreat from the kiss, jumping back at least a meter away from you. 

“This isn’t a fairy tail, your kiss was futile, i felt nothing” he deadpanned, his face now displaying a look of pure disgust. 

Was this is it? you failed to help him remember you. You had no more tears left to cry, Sasuke was clearly better off without you. No words left your mouth. Your feet planted to the ground, unable to move you anywhere. Again, it was you watching him walk away from you. Every time it felt as if you were close to grasping him again, he disappeared, leaving you all alone. 

(ok so i totally forgot abt my story on wattpad i’m going though insane writers block so i’m taking a little break and also trying to enjoy my summer but i promise it WILL get updated. anyways i take recommendations for stories so tell me what character you wanna see next)

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CLINGY!KAGEYAMA X READER (NSFW)

"Do you really have to go? I'll be so lonely without you."

Sitting at the edge of your shared bed, you could only giggle to yourself at Kageyama's attempts to get you to stay home as you tied your shoelaces. It had been a hot minute since you had been out with your friends; you didn't want to bail out last minute for Kageyama like you usually do, plus you could sense that your friends were starting to get annoyed. His arms enveloped you from the back, dragging you further up the bed towards him. You spent a few minutes trying to untangle yourself, to no avail.

"Kageyama, I told you these plans ages in advance, plus I've already assured them that I'm going, it's only for a few hours." You reassured him, turning around to pat him on the head, ruffling his hair as you did so.

"But I don't want you to leave, I'll miss you too much." he grabbed your hand that was still stroking his head and placed it on the side of his face so that your hand was cupping his cheek, holding it there. His skin was supple and soft; you almost melted into it. If he kept going like this, you would end up cancelling on plans like you always did. You retracted your hand from his cheek and stood up from the bed, walking towards the dresser to get your keys. Suddenly, a pair of large hands gripped your waist tightly, wrapping around you like vines to a tree. He rested his head on your shoulder, pecking kisses down the side of your neck while simultaneously rubbing circles into each side of your waist.

As much as you tried to resist it, you once again fell victim to his touch, turning around to kiss his lips.

"Does this mean you'll stay?" you murmured between each heated kiss, holding your head in place so he could kiss you more effectively. You answered his question with more passionate kisses, tossing your bag and keys to the side without breaking the kiss. He picked you up with ease, slowly walking back to the bed to place you down. The rest was a blur of ecstasy and pure bliss.

Rolling over to reach your phone on the bedside table, you watched your phone display the time as 16:03, meaning that you had missed the plans you had so adamantly decided on going. You rolled back over, now face to face with Kageyama, who began to adjust your hair, flicking back any loose strands of hair on your face. Both of you lie together in bed naked, vulnerable, and embracing each other's warmth.

"You're so perfect, I don't ever want to leave your side." He whispered sensually at you, placing his arm over you and pulling you closer to him. If things continued like this, Kageyama was bound to be your only friend.

(ok, so, along with this Tumblr account, I also have a Wattpad account where I only currently have one book up, which is an Armin x black reader. I've tried to make it as race-neutral as I can, but yeah. Anyways, I'd really appreciate it if you could check that out because now I'm going to spend more time on that story. I'm hoping to post more stories there, and I'm open to free commissions, but it will take a while because I'm uber busy as of now, ok that's it ye!!)

(bro stupid me, I forgot to tell you the wattpad account.... Anyways, it's pepsi_maxx44 ... don't ask.)

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CRUSHING!KENMA X READER (NSFW)

"Do you wanna try?"

He held the gaming device in your direction. This had been going on for a few days now. It started off with small greeting nods in the hallways more often, to saving you a seat specifically next to him, and letting you play his favourite video game. You couldn't deny that these little acts of his were enough to make you internally cheese. You gratefully took the device from him and started familiarising yourself with its controls.

You struggled to get the hang of basic maneuvers, and you could tell by the way Kenma nervously watched you mess up that it was bothering him more than it was bothering you. You scooted closer to him and played the Nintendo between the two of you.

"I totally suck, wanna help me?" you smiled, invoking Kenma's face to tint slightly. He nodded, taking in a deep breath as if he was preparing to do something big.

"Come sit here." He pointed to the space in front of him, more specifically, the gap between his legs. You hesitated. It wasn't like him to be so bold like this. Your hesitation must have worried Kenma, as he was quick to dismiss his previous request. Before he could close the gap between his legs again, you placed yourself where he had instructed you to sit, your face showing clear indications of flusteredness. You couldn't see Kenma's face behind you, and Kenma was relieved that you couldn't, or else you would be able to see that his cheeks had turned a shade of red that he didn't even know was possible.

He slowly snaked his arms around you to read the Nintendo, peering over your shoulder to see the screen. He guided your fingers to the right position and carefully taught you which buttons to push in order to actually play the game.

"Then you just go around collecting the coins after, like this." His soft-spoken voice sent shivers down your spine; his voice was comforting and easy on the ears, and you could listen to him talk for hours. His body heat warmed you to your core, his body acting as a blanket. You could only nod slightly and murmur quick 'mhm's at his directions and pointers.

"After that, you move your fingers like this, yeah, just like that." You weren't sure if he was saying this to get you flustered on purpose or if he was genuinely trying to help; you chalked it down to your mind wandering to the gutter. Either way, you could feel your whole face getting hot. He let out a chuckle,

"I'm only teasing you, don't get so red." His chest vibrated against your back, and he laughed, provoking you as well to laugh.

This went on for another 20 minutes. The game was easy to get used to and surprisingly fun. You and Kenma stayed in the same spot all the while, not focusing on what was happening around you. You could see why Kenma always had his nose in the game; it proved to be very addictive.

You were too busy collecting coins, you didn't even notice how far you had moved back. This particular habit had been around since you were young; whenever you got excited about something, you would subconsciously shuffle around.

"Wait, this is actually quite fun." A couple of seconds went by with no response. After calling his name a few times and being met with silence, you decided to try and turn around.

"Wait, don't move, please." He sounded panicked, his voice was shaky, his arms wrapped around your waist to hold you in place, and his forehead rested in the nook of your neck. His head was close enough to your ear that you could hear him release slow breaths as if he was trying to regulate his breathing.

"What's wrong, are you hurt somewhere?" Every attempt you had made to turn around was negated by Kenma, like he were hiding something he didn't want you to see. All the movement had caused Kenma to grip your waist tighter.

"Please don't turn around," he pleaded.

"You're moving around too much, just sit still," he asked, loosening his grip on you little by little. Confused, you made yourself aware of your and Kenma's position. You had absentmindedly pushed yourself back into Kenma, minimising the space between your back and his crotch. Realising your mistake, you profusely apologised, with his only response being 'it's fine'. After removing yourself from between his legs, both of you sat awkwardly for a while, refusing to meet each other's eyes.

"Give me your phone." He placed his hand out while still avoiding looking in your direction. You complied without asking any follow up questions. He hastily typed in his number and saved it, handing it back to you.

"If you ever wanna play more games together," he justified, his face betraying him and displaying a faint blush.

After finishing his sentence, he steadied himself off the floor and onto his feet, stretching slightly due to sitting on the hard floor for a long time. He quickly glanced back at you, still seated on the floor, before waving a small goodbye and walking off.

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CHEATERKUROO X READER

'busy, text you later'

Staring down at the text from your boyfriend, Kuroo, you couldn't even prompt any tears to fall. It seemed like he never had any time for you anymore; he was always off somewhere with his friends, or at least that's what he told you. The two of you shared an apartment; however, for the past few weeks, only you inhabited it. You had your suspicions and doubts, but you boiled it down to being your insecurities. That was until you caught him in the act, picking up some girl in his car after telling you he was staying over at a friend's house.

Lately, Kuroo hadn't invited you to any of his practices; instead, he actually advised you not to come anymore, stating that it was 'too distracting'. You should have known you weren't the only girl, yet your selfish feelings forbade you from seeing the truth. He wouldn't even kiss you anymore, nor look you in the eyes for too long. His eyes used to be full of love towards you, but now they were cold and empty. Were you really that boring? Each insecurity that Kuroo had liberated you from returned one by one, rushing in like a tsunami. You bet the girl Kuroo had chosen over you was vastly different; she probably had long, luscious hair and a tall, slender figure, maybe like a model.

It wasn't like you weren't expecting him to get bored of you; it was even a miracle that he ever had any interest in you. Someone as plain as you going out with someone as vibrant and charming as Kuroo, you too wondered if he was dared into it or not.

You couldn't even bring yourself to feel angry at Kuroo and his mystery girl; it wasn't like you expected him to want to be with you forever. Instead, you relished in the memories you had accumulated over the years, not worrying whether they were fabricated or not. You never tried to confront Kuroo about his infidelity; you already knew how it would end. You decided instead to keep playing oblivious in hopes that you could milk any remaining time you had, being able to call him your boyfriend before he would eventually break things off. You knew it was selfish, but in the end, it was also selfish for Kuroo to keep feeding you false hope instead of ending things as soon as he found someone new.

Your heart ached and yearned for his love, knowing it would never come, sent you down a spiral of loneliness. Why did you have to be so useless? why couldnt you be someone that Kuroo could love? Why did you have to be so unlovable?

The questions flooded your mind, chipping away at you slowly. Time felt as if it had been forced to a halt. You knew you had to make use of whatever time you had left with him before he was out of your grasp for good.

You let out a pained sigh. Maybe it was time to let go of such a foolish dream. Kuroo was definitely a prince; however, you weren't his princess. Mixed feelings of happiness, that you even had this time with him in the first place, or sadness, that you would have to let him fall into another woman's arms.

Never again would you fall asleep to the sensation of his heart beating against your chest. Never again would you feel his fingers caress your face. Never again would he shower you in kisses and whispered 'i love you's. Never again would he be solely yours.

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DISTANTOIKAWA X READER

"You know, with the semi-finals coming up, my mind has to solely be on volleyball."

Yet again, your supposed 'boyfriend', Tooru Oikawa, had declined your invitation to hang out. It had been like this for a few weeks now; every invitation out had been steadily refused. Of course, you understood how important volleyball and this competition was to Oikawa, but you couldn't help but feel a little lonely. I mean, he looked at the volley ball with more love than he did to you.

Nowadays, you and he barely even talk anymore. There was even a rumor going around that you and he had already broken up, and that's why you hadn't been walking around school together anymore. You cursed yourself for being so selfish; you wanted nothing more than Oikawa to be happy and succeed in his games; however, you also wanted to be happy along with him. You could feel him slowly drifting away from you, becoming more distant and cold. Before, he used to apologise profusely whenever he had to fall through on your plans because of practice, now, he usually only replied with 'can't today' or 'maybe next time'.

You might as well be strangers. Your 'goodnight' and 'good morning' texts from him had ceased, even your walks to and from school had stopped. He stopped coming over, claiming that he was 'too busy with practice' and that he 'had to improve by the next competition'. You didn't think that he realised how much he was hurting you, leaving you all alone for some stupid sport. You were meant to be his girlfriend, yet it felt like you barely knew each other. You tried to be considerate of his passions and goals, but ultimately, you felt as if you were putting in twice as much effort into a failing relationship.

It hurt watching him distance himself, and get sucked into a world of obsession. You wanted nothing more than to see him reach his dreams, you just couldn't bear the pain of watching him achieve them alone. You wanted to be by his side, cheering him on each step of the way.

You loved Oikawa; however, it seemed as if there wasn't enough room for you in his heart.

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TOXICSUNA X READER

“C’mon, i’m already here let’s just do it, you know i can make you feel good” 

His temptatious whispers tickling your ears, his hot breath raising the skin on your neck, a strong scent of weed and alcohol lingering on his body. 

He used to be so sweet; buying you chocolate when you were on your period, walking you home even after his gruelling practice or even just random ‘i love you’ texts throughout the day. Now he only remembered you when he was high or needed a quick fuck. 

You couldnt help but wonder where it all went wrong, as he planted rushed and wet kisses down your neck. Maybe it was when you first caught him cheating with another woman, or maybe it was when you foolishly forgave him for it. You couldnt deny that he did make you feel good, that was a proven fact, but you knew that this was only a temporary high, after he was done with you he would go back to ghosting your messages and avoiding you all together. You had known for a while that he had stopped being your boyfriend, but somethings in you was to scared to let him go. To tell the truth he had been there for ever since your mother passed, you knew he was taking advantage of your vulnerability but ultimately you let him, you chose to confided in him, you chose to trust him even when other warned you against it. You were the fool, and you got played. 

Everything was a blur, he tended to have this effect on you, he knew all the right ways to rub and soothe you, leaving you in this euphoric state where nothing mattered. with every lick, he washed away your insecurities, and with every stroke, he cleansed you of any worries. Suna was a dangerous person, you knew that, yet you let yourself get sucked into this poisonous game. 

He laid you down on your bed, sensually stripping you of your clothing, simultaneously removing his too. If a wolf in sheep’s clothing ever was to exist, it would definitely be Rintāro Suna. His smile and his words of praise warmed you where you needed it most, spreading through your entire being. His cold hands traversed your bare skin, infecting it with false love. You squirmed under his delicate touch, feeding into his sweet lies. Nobody could make you feel as good as he did. If you could stay in a moment forever, it would be this. 

Before you knew it, it was over. He had left you lying in bed naked, vulnerable and alone. You only had yourself to blame, you knew as soon as you let him through the door, your night would end like this. All you could do was mentally curse yourself for being susceptible to his control. 

Maybe one day you would gain the strength you needed to liberate yourself, or maybe you would stay like a wounded fay under his everlasting control. You and he both already knew the answer.