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when you’re trying to cook but you have cats (;_;)

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Pe…ru…so…na

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KO KO BOP X DAB CHALLENGE in PUBLIC (SCHOOL Ver.)

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The Princess Diaries (2001) may only have a 47% on rotten tomatoes but it will always have a 100% in my heart

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pf_classic

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I had a royalty dream!

I really want to get back to my dream last night because it was so good (it's not a perfect one though). Why? 'Cause last night I dreamt I was a princess. The first part I remembered is I kept on wearing different clothes of Disney princesses in different versions. I can't remember what for but I think because I kept on going to parties.

Later, I met my prince charming hahaha. I couldn't remember his face, actually, I can't even describe it in my dream, I just know he's handsome and my ideal-type (so probably he look like Korean haha). Then there's this part where I wore a bikini. Some of his friends were secretly looking at me then they talked about it with my prince. They then compared me with another sexy girl! But here's what my prince responded: He doesn't care on that girl because he knows I'll always be sexier hihi. And here's a weird thing: I think because I kept on reading yandere fanfics before sleeping, my prince is also yandere. He said that his friends wouldn't be able to see me again in bikini because he'll lock me up soon! Gosh!

After that, I remember having a festival in our town. I think he was now my fiancé and I would wear gowns more often. I wore a black and white gown and we arrived to a house along with his family members and our friends. That house was near the festival area but we just stayed there. I wanted to go to the event and enjoy so I went out on my own. There were a lot of people and by the way, this part was happening on evening. I explored and watched performances on stage.

I also met some of my friends and two of them were Geraldine and I forgot the other one but she's supposed to be on my elementary besties. They went into a a gate and I followed them inside. However, it was dark and I lost track of them. I tried to go to the part where it has lights and I ended up in pawnshop. That pawnshop has an exit and I was shocked that all the people in the event area and now gone. It was like they disappeared in an instant. Then a black dog passed outside the pawnshop (I was still inside) and it was entering to the gate I entered before. I was scared because it morphed into a monster (a big black wolf) going to the path I walked through the pawnshop. Luckily, there was a tricycle outside, offering a ride for me.

I quickly rode the tricycle with the driver. I decided that he'll drop me at the house were my prince and I stayed that night. That night without any person, like the festival quickly ended, was really strange and creepy for me. It's like I time-travelled and skipped the time when I entered the gate before. While I was showing the driver the directions to the house, he was offering me different kinds of drink. I was scared that he might be a bad person so soon, I accepted one of his offer and pretended to drink it (but actually I spilled its content outside the tricycle). I knew at that time, my prince was already looking for me but at least I'm coming at our place already. At least, I'm safe.

The next part, I was changing to a very beautiful gown. I think its color is rosy, golden, or a mixture of both. I just remember it was sparkling and it looked majestic to me. We were going to a royalty ball so me and my prince are going with his family, and our baby. We had separate cars. In the first car, was me, his mother and our baby in it. My prince and his dad rode in the second car.

When we arrived at the ball, there were a lot of royalties in there and everything felt magical to me. Everyone was good-looking and all of their clothes looked expensive. The whole area was bright and filled my exquisite furniture and decorations. The ceilings were high but there was also a second floor.

My baby was crying but I had a nanny to take care of it. We were waiting for my prince and my father-in-law but they were taking too long. After a while, someone reported to us that his dad already came but he wasn't still around. A few moments later, he was found out to be having a girl with him. I couldn't say if it was the girl his friends previously compared with me but maybe it was her.

I felt shocked and devastated. I quickly ran away from his family, including our baby, and went to the second floor. I just want to leave them from a while. I entered inside a female restroom and for some reason, I had my casual clothes with me. I changed into those while holding back my tears. I left the building where the ball was being held without having someone who knows me, sees me.

Then I woke up. However, I know my prince will be looking me for sure. He's a yandere, y'know haha.

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What to do?

I want to study hard and graduate with a high-salary course, but I don't myself working in an office someday.

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being romantically frustrated is so much worse than being sexually frustrated like how can i jack my emotions off

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The Nerve film got me shookt. This one just got in the list of my favorite movies. 😍👌🏻

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I miss you.

I can't really say that for sure. I don't want to see your presence anymore but your face appears in my mind frequently. I don't want to talk to you anymore but I'm constantly visiting your Facebook profile, wondering what is happening to you nowadays. I don't want any connection with you but I still don't want to leave group chats where we both are in. Lastly, I don't want to miss you but last night I can't sleep remembering the last time we slept on my bed together.

Damn you.

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Notebook ideas!

 make a 2017 read list of all the books (even fanfics!) of what you have read this year. especially good if you are doing the 50 books a year challenge. add things like a sentence of what you thought, anything special, a quote and the date when you finished reading it.

 a notebook full of your favourite recipes, could be easy pot noodle or grandmas christmas dinner. now you have a place to save them all, and you will always know where to look for them!!

the collection notebook: are you one of those people that collects anything, stamps, stickers or cards? put them in an unused notebook.

plant notebook: write down the progress of your plants, their english and latin name, dates. add pictures! Neville Longbottom probably has one of these.

plant notebook 2.0: fill it with loads of plants you either have or want to have and write how they should be taken care of or what you would like to name them. sort of like a guide.

the standard: travel journal. although, since you are probably on the road, only write a few lines every day and put all that love effort in when you come home! photos, cards, stickers, flight and train tickests, pressed flowers, even the bill from that lovely restuarant is something you can put in.

quote book: especially handy if it is a small pocket notebook one. all those quotes you love, put em here!

future destinations, places you want to go to.

 the everyday notebook: everything for everyday. daily lists or weekly. things you want to do this month.

the job book: future ideas for your next summer/part time job, where to go and tips and tricks.

photo album: make use of all those pictures and save them somewhere. write names, where and the date, your future self will thank you.

the random lists book: include list like healthy habits you want to develop, dishes you want to try, vehicles you want to travel in, festivals you want to go to, books you want to read.

books to read: if you are a big reader like me, you will probably find the need of this book. every single book title that sounded interesting, all the books you think you might wnat to read someday, put them in this book! Hermione Granger has this.

a word a day book: after each and every day you write a word, could be about anyhting! a perfect bedside table notebook.

the notebook with only good, positive things that you enjoy. could be things like the rain falling when you are studying in a cozy library or laughing until your tummy hurts with your friends, the feeling of being invincible.

different language phrases: Wie heisst du? Jag heter Sara. 

notebook for handwriting practise

To all of those who might need some insperation. This is usually not my thing, but give me your thoughts. Also, I am a huge fan of pretty notebooks, and I own quite a few.

love, sara x

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“Trying to catch a heart is like trying to catch a star.”

I just watched Howl’s Moving Castle and instantly fell in love with Howl. If I watched this if I’m younger, Howl could have been my childhood crush, LOL. The story can be confusing but the movie is magical. I also love the soundtrack and I’ve been listening to its lofi mix frequently. Honestly, I’m experiencing a hangover on it right now and I just wish there’s a longer version of this like featuring their travels while they ride on Howl’s moving castle. So here I am, spent my time to make 2 gifs on this film.