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[ursaemajoriis]

[NEW BLOG: PLEASE READ.]

(( I was laying low for a bit on my new blog in the hope that I wouldn’t be found, But that didn’t work! So, I’m going to post it publicly here now:

I have another roleplay blog over tumblr. The muse is Dr. W.D. Gaster from Undertale. I am open to interacting with every single one of your muses on the new account.

Of course, if you aren’t comfortable with that, you don’t have to! I’m just making sure you all know! 

I hope to write with you guys again soon! I truly miss you!  -Koumun//

[ursaemajoriis]

I am never returning to this blog. Here’s why.

(( WARNING: THERE IS MENTION OF RAPE AND DEATH THREATS IN THIS POST. PLEASE BE AWARE OF THIS. So, hello everyone. I’m sorry this post is so dreary and blunt, but honestly, I can’t stand to be peppy and happy with the topic I’m going to post about. For a very long time now, I’ve been getting death threats, rape threats, and worse in my inbox, Anonymous and not. I always deleted them and such, but in September last year, they became too much for me to handle. When I returned this year, I had deleted my entire inbox and decided to start fresh, and It was wonderful! Until about October. I had started getting messages filled with such hatred that it was hard to even imagine someone typing it. I ignored them the best I could, but it wasn’t easy. Eventually, I signed off and gave excuses that I was sick. I’m sorry for doing that, but I hope you can see my reason. Shortly after, My computer broke, and I had to wait an extremely long time to get it back. Now... When I logged on last week, with my computer finally fixed and everything set to write, I did not expect the panic attack I would get, the absolute hatred I would receive. It’s honestly still hard for me to fathom the absolute malice in some of the messages I had in my inbox. I had forgotten about the asks because I was too busy to think about them while my laptop was being fixed, but I was a complete mess after reading some of the fucked up things in those asks. Below a cut at the bottom of this post, I’ll post just a small fraction of the 134 messages I returned to, not even a single one even remotely friendly. I’m going to be completely honest: It’s not really hard for me to log out of this account, and forget it ever existed. But before I do that, I want to address the positive. To those who were supportive and loving to both the muse and the mun, I thank you. Sincerely, with all of my heart. You guys have no idea how important your support was, and writing with you guys was a total blast. I can’t believe time went by so fast! I had one hell of a time with one of my favorite muses on the face of this Earth, and I couldn’t have done that without your help. I really don’t know what else I can possibly say but: Thank you. I thank you all for being a part of this experience. If you would like to contact me, send me a private message on my main account. Until then, I send my best regards, and hopes that none of you have to go through what I did. Logging off, Kou-Mun.

[ursaemajoriis]

((Quick Announcement!//

((Hello! I’m sorry that I haven’t been online as of late, my computer has been broken for quite some time, so I’m kinda unable to get online to do tumbley stuff. I’m sorry if this is an inconvenience to anyone, and I’m going to try to get my laptop back as soon as possible so I can keep writing with you guys!  -Koumun ♥ ♥ ♥ //

[ursaemajoriis]

ursaemajoriis:

{{ Well, I guess it’s time for me to join the hype train and present to you… 

A PERMANENT STARTER CALL! ♥ 

By liking this post, you’re giving me an invitation to tag you in starters, random prompts, and even shoot you an ic message whenever and wherever i feel an inspiration strike. It could be a week from now, It could be a month from now, It could be a year from now! The invitation will always be open, and not only to me! By seeing this post, this is also a complete invitation to you as well! Shoot for it! I promise, I’m not a serious and gloomy as my muse is! This is basically a cementation of “Hey, don’t worry, you can come chill anytime!” I feel that this is a great way for any muse or mun to come invite themselves to be creative, without the barrier of awkwardness that you can often get from starting a roleplay with someone, mutual or not! Now, by no way do you (or I) have to respond to anything that spawns of this if you aren’t comfortable, or just don’t feel the muse to respond. It’s just a simple open start to mutuals becoming friends with the mun/muse! Of course, I’m not going to go ahead and spam your tag, but maybe once in a while I’ll post an open starter and tag those who liked this post in it, or write a custom starter for you based on our muses! The possibilities are, quite literally, endless. This post is going to be queue’d to post multiple times, so if you don’t want to see it, feel free to block the tag 結び: redux call ! Header source: ♥ }}

[ursaemajoriis]

{{ Well, I guess it’s time for me to join the hype train and present to you… 

A PERMANENT STARTER CALL! ♥ 

By liking this post, you’re giving me an invitation to tag you in starters, random prompts, and even shoot you an ic message whenever and wherever i feel an inspiration strike. It could be a week from now, It could be a month from now, It could be a year from now! The invitation will always be open, and not only to me! By seeing this post, this is also a complete invitation to you as well! Shoot for it! I promise, I’m not a serious and gloomy as my muse is! This is basically a cementation of “Hey, don’t worry, you can come chill anytime!” I feel that this is a great way for any muse or mun to come invite themselves to be creative, without the barrier of awkwardness that you can often get from starting a roleplay with someone, mutual or not! Now, by no way do you (or I) have to respond to anything that spawns of this if you aren’t comfortable, or just don’t feel the muse to respond. It’s just a simple open start to mutuals becoming friends with the mun/muse! Of course, I’m not going to go ahead and spam your tag, but maybe once in a while I’ll post an open starter and tag those who liked this post in it, or write a custom starter for you based on our muses! The possibilities are, quite literally, endless. This post is going to be queue’d to post multiple times, so if you don’t want to see it, feel free to block the tag 結び: redux call ! Header source: ♥ }}

[ursaemajoriis]

ursaemajoriis:

{{ Well, I guess it’s time for me to join the hype train and present to you… 

A PERMANENT STARTER CALL! ♥ 

By liking this post, you’re giving me an invitation to tag you in starters, random prompts, and even shoot you an ic message whenever and wherever i feel an inspiration strike. It could be a week from now, It could be a month from now, It could be a year from now! The invitation will always be open, and not only to me! By seeing this post, this is also a complete invitation to you as well! Shoot for it! I promise, I’m not a serious and gloomy as my muse is! This is basically a cementation of “Hey, don’t worry, you can come chill anytime!” I feel that this is a great way for any muse or mun to come invite themselves to be creative, without the barrier of awkwardness that you can often get from starting a roleplay with someone, mutual or not! Now, by no way do you (or I) have to respond to anything that spawns of this if you aren’t comfortable, or just don’t feel the muse to respond. It’s just a simple open start to mutuals becoming friends with the mun/muse! Of course, I’m not going to go ahead and spam your tag, but maybe once in a while I’ll post an open starter and tag those who liked this post in it, or write a custom starter for you based on our muses! The possibilities are, quite literally, endless. This post is going to be queue’d to post multiple times, so if you don’t want to see it, feel free to block the tag 結び: redux call ! Header source: ♥ }}

[ursaemajoriis]

ursaemajoriis:

{{ Well, I guess it’s time for me to join the hype train and present to you… 

A PERMANENT STARTER CALL! ♥ 

By liking this post, you’re giving me an invitation to tag you in starters, random prompts, and even shoot you an ic message whenever and wherever i feel an inspiration strike. It could be a week from now, It could be a month from now, It could be a year from now! The invitation will always be open, and not only to me! By seeing this post, this is also a complete invitation to you as well! Shoot for it! I promise, I’m not a serious and gloomy as my muse is! This is basically a cementation of “Hey, don’t worry, you can come chill anytime!” I feel that this is a great way for any muse or mun to come invite themselves to be creative, without the barrier of awkwardness that you can often get from starting a roleplay with someone, mutual or not! Now, by no way do you (or I) have to respond to anything that spawns of this if you aren’t comfortable, or just don’t feel the muse to respond. It’s just a simple open start to mutuals becoming friends with the mun/muse! Of course, I’m not going to go ahead and spam your tag, but maybe once in a while I’ll post an open starter and tag those who liked this post in it, or write a custom starter for you based on our muses! The possibilities are, quite literally, endless. This post is going to be queue’d to post multiple times, so if you don’t want to see it, feel free to block the tag 結び: redux call ! Header source: ♥ }}

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ansatsukomon:

In one sense, he was glad to have his heart enraptured by the fellow strategist. He was understanding with him, and willing to take things at a pace acceptable to both of them. Or was that what he heard? Moving his hands from his shoulders, trailing them down his arms to his elbows, the slender fingers moved away. Ja’far then wrapped his arms around his torso, holding him close.

It just felt right to. this wasn’t the first or the last that they would do this. Why, it still confused the man to the heavens. He wouldn’t allow him to leave, now that his arms were wrapped around him like this. His blush got worse, in a wonderful way, soaking in as much love as he could. Hopefully, it was being returned as well, Could he feel it? 

His right hand moved off of his back, resting over one of Koumei’s hands and holding it there. As if to say, “Don’t stop.” 

Gently, Koumei continued their kiss, pressing deeper into it gladly as Ja’far found his arms around him. He felt his heart race, his hair falling over them almost like a screen of crimson. His hand trailed from Ja’fars cheek to his neck, and down to his waist, pulling him closer to the general, their lips pressed together in a way that he never wanted to end. Gently, his other hand found Ja’far’s, their fingers gently twining together as Koumei gently pressed against the wall behind Ja’far, a wonderful heat in his heart. He was just so glad, to be able to kiss the person he loved so dearly, to be so clearly able to show how much affection he could feel, he could push into his actions. His heart was racing, and as he felt Ja’far’s cheeks heat against his, his own flushed bright red. Being here with the general just felt… right. Their bodies fit together perfectly, the way Ja’far’s hips were just wide enough to fit in Koumei’s hands and press perfectly against Koumei’s own, and how Koumei was slender enough for Ja’far to easily tangle his arms around him… They just felt right together. And no one could ever tear that apart.

[ursaemajoriis]

((N EVER-//

#ursaemajoriis#Siiiiiiiiiinnnn#Siin#Sin you butt hop in after Koumei’s reply

[ursaemajoriis]

#ursaemajoriis#Siiiiiiiiiinnnn#Siin#Sin you butt hop in after Koumei’s reply

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ansatsukomon:

Even the brightest stars had wished to be with other stars. His face continued to grow red with the small kisses on his hands. These sort of things were so, weird, but he was…loving it. His heart was pounding so hard and loud, it started to make him dizzy. And it started to show on his face. Never did he once have a feeling like this. Probably, the closest person was to Sinbad, but never did he make his heart feel so warm and welcomed.

Ja'far read in a scroll once that if you can’t explain your thoughts, put them into action. The compliments were starting to make his head spin even more. However, he seemed unmoved, only smiling as wide as his face could pull his lips apart and move the muscles into formation.

“You’re wrong. You shouldn’t say such things like that.” His voice softened. “I wish for a promise.” There was still so much about Koumei he didn’t know, and in a way, he was scared to marry a man of both Kou royalty and knowing so little. Hopefully, this would be alright to the other, Hands fumbled and danced around themselves for a moment. “A promise that one day, we will. I’m not sure how your brothers would feel about this, and I don’t know how the Generals and Sin would feel about this so.” Well, they didn’t have to get married right off the bat. They could get engaged, and continue to adore and love each other from the sidelines, right?

“What is the Kou tradition of proposing, Mei–? Koumei.” Wait, when did that happen? That little slip–.

Koumei glanced up to his blush, finding his own face bright with a flush as well, but he was just so… So in love, and so happy, he couldn’t help but blush, but show himself, his emotions to the other, and he got a smile in return. The smile was so bright, so… he felt like sunshine was casting itself through a person, like Ja’far was just made of light, and happiness, and he couldn’t be more glad to have fallen for someone so wonderful and bright, and amazing… the list could go on. But he couldn’t help it. He knew it was strange, at least in Kou, for someone of the same gender to fall in love, but Koumei couldn’t find a single reason to care. Not when the person standing right in front of him made him feel so warm, so happy, so… at home. Not when he felt like the brightest star in the world was standing right before him, and smiling at him. Blushing as he was lightly scolded for what he said, he couldn’t find it in him to make his smile lessen. Nodding a bit, he listened eagerly to Ja’far. Well, someday was better than no day, after all. Hearing the worry of his brothers, he put a hand to his chin in thought. “Hm… I don’t think anyone will mind, besides Kougyoku. She’d probably be too shocked to comprehend it for a bit, but I think Kouha was onto me.” He laughed lightly, the blush on his cheeks staying still. 

Though, taking it slow sounded really… pleasant. Nodding a bit, Koumei nodded. “Of course.” He agreed gladly, a smile still on his face, until he mentioned the proposal. He nearly didn’t catch the slip-up, a blush over his face. “Ah, well... “ He shuffled his feet a bit, nervousness eating at him for a moment. “W-well, the usual proposal is from a man to woman, so i changed it a bit, but…” He fumbled, speaking quickly out of nervousness. “Ah, uhm, Hakuei helped me make this for you, I figured something small was better, so it wouldn’t get in your way, b-but…” He nervously put a hand in Ja’fars, a cold metal meeting the generals palm before the redhead pulled back, obviously worried and flustered. In the general’s palm was a small hairclip, adorned with gold and swirling red designs, a snake winding its way around the thin frame of the clip. “Usually men give women hair-ornaments, but your hair isn’t quite long enough, and this is small enough to wear without being too extravagant… I-If you’d prefer something different, I can have it arranged, of course.” He was talking quickly again, gaze flitting about nervously.

((I COULDN'T RESIST// "Will you marry me?"

Send me “Will you marry me?” and I’ll generate a number from 1-30 to see how my muse responds.

“I don’t have to take your last name, do I?”

[ursaemajoriis]

ansatsukomon:

It seemed they had different ideas of what should be shown and what should be hidden. A small line formed on his face as he felt each and every kiss. Koumei was rather affectionate – something he wasn’t and never expected of him. Closing his eyes as well, the heat grew slightly on his cheeks. However, words spoken made his face grow even more red, to a dark shade of pink, but not beat red. 

“Shh..!” A small pout formed on his face, about to press a hand against his lips. Better yet, Ja’far had another idea, one that would make them both happy. “……….Yes you can.” Leaning up on his toes, his head tilted to the right just a tad, waiting for the other party to close the gap with dark onyx hues closed.

Koumei raised his eyebrows at the shoosh that came from the other, waiting patiently for an answer. Blushing when he got one, he looked down at the other for a brief moment before gladly closing, his lips gentle and soft against Ja’fars, moving them so that the smaller white-haired general was gently pressed against the wall he was before, the lights of the party keeping them hidden in the shadows.

His hand gently found its way to the side of the Sindrian’s face, cupping his cheek and rubbing small circles there, as if attempting to pour the way he felt for Ja’far into every second that they were pressed together, even though hidden, still as much love as when not. After a moment, he broke the kiss for a quick breath, looking over his blushing ex-assassin with a blush, quickly pressing them into another kiss underneath the stars.

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ansatsukomon:

ursaemajoriis:

Koumei all but rolled his eyes at the general being so worried and flustered about such a thing, smiling to him a bit. “Don’t worry, I’m sure no one has noticed… Besides, they’re all too drunk in their festivities to try and find us. We’d hear them stumbling around from a mile away…” He trailed off, leaning back in to leave little nips and kisses along Ja’fars jaw and neck gently, ignoring his whisper. What was the worst that could happen?

He didn’t really know that! There was always a possibility. Especially when it came from the foreign king. He was always up to no good, in one form another. For that reason, Ja’far refused to drink during the festivals while visiting with him, doing his best to have fun while keeping an eye out on the singularity. 

Sensitive skin reacted to the nips more powerfully than someone who was used to it. “What about the attendants?” Now his hands weren’t really pushing, more like trying to hold him at bay. If he was so sure, however…– “Why can’t you wait until we get into a room, at least?”

Koumei was almost 100% sure that none would notice their disappearance, and he missed Ja’far too much to care if one of this relatives figured it out. It had been too long of a time since he had last seen the adviser, since he last had tasted the gentle pale flesh of the other. Leaning back up, he pressed gentle kisses to the Sindrian’s freckles, gently and slowly, as if he was trying to kiss each and every spot on his face. “Attendants are all doing their jobs; attending. And...” He leaned back a bit, a fierce gaze meeting Ja’fars. “...I don’t think I could wait. I barely kept myself together at the ceremony for the festival today.” He admitted softly, raising his eyebrows a bit. “...Can I kiss you yet?” He asked politely, of course he had been waiting for approval, he was never so low as to force someone to do anything. 

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ansatsukomon:

ursaemajoriis:

He frowned with a light, over-exaggerated sigh before pressing against the other adviser just a bit more, blush light over cheeks. “Mmm, why?” He hummed, nuzzling his face into Ja’far’s neck gladly.

Taking a small step back, he could feel his breath tickling his neck when he began to nuzzle him. Hands reached up and held onto his shoulders, pushing him back, blushing over the . “Who knows if anyone has noticed that we’re not around? And…” He couldn’t really say that Sinbad might be spying on them. It was possible that Kouen could as well. Kou, in general, was a place where he felt that affection and anything lewd was highly against code. “Koumei, stop that…!” His voice quickly fell into a whisper.

Koumei all but rolled his eyes at the general being so worried and flustered about such a thing, smiling to him a bit. “Don’t worry, I’m sure no one has noticed... Besides, they’re all too drunk in their festivities to try and find us. We’d hear them stumbling around from a mile away...” He trailed off, leaning back in to leave little nips and kisses along Ja’fars jaw and neck gently, ignoring his whisper. What was the worst that could happen?

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halfway-into-depravity:

ursaemajoriis:

ansatsukomon replied to your post “halfway-into-depravity replied to your post “ansatsukomon replied to…”

[ I’M UP FOR THIS CAN WE??? ]

((PLEASE??????//

//OMG ARE YOU GUYS SERIOUS. IM GAME FOR THIS. BUT WHEN IS SINBAD SUPPOSED TO APPEAR. LOL. SIN WOULD APPEAR AT THE MOST INAPPROPRIATE TIMES.

((HAVE HIM SHOW UP AT THE MOST AWKWARD MOMENT POSSIBLE OMG//

[ursaemajoriis]

halfway-into-depravity replied to your post “ansatsukomon replied to your post “We’re going to get caught!”“But...”

//-whispers- GO INTO THE DEPTHS OF GETTING CAUGHT BY SIN OR EN OR ONE OF THE KOU BROTHERS.

((lm AO I’M SO FOR THAT OOPS//

[ursaemajoriis]

ansatsukomon replied to your post “We're going to get caught!”

"But /I/ do." He always seemed to put his role in front of other things at the most inconvenient times. [ awhnawejkg hohooho where is this gonna go~? ]

He frowned with a light, over-exaggerated sigh before pressing against the other adviser just a bit more, blush light over cheeks. “Mmm, why?” He hummed, nuzzling his face into Ja’far’s neck gladly.