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This is so sexy I am unable of comprehending just how lovely it is.

Realizing I should prolly post my ArtFight attacks here!

First attack for @varibean !!!

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DAS MEEEE

Boyfriend birthday call that BOYFDAY!!!!

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Cluster of ArtFight revenges!!

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belt

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Last attacks of the year!

For @gahantism, Empvrean, @vvizardz, and @varibean

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Hey everyone !

I just quit my job! Why, you may ask? Because it was quite literally killing me! That being said, you need money to live, so I thought I might try and open my writing comms more officially. Before you there is a list of prices and general things I think people will ask for, but you can pretty much throw anything at me and I will give you a price.

I'll write for near any fandom ( I prefer cartoons/anime/comics but hit me with a request and I'll let you know ) and near any subject ( once again, let me know and I'll let you know if I can do it ). I may just need some time to properly research it ( read as: binge the series, read the comic, etc )

If you like my writing, or just want to help a gal out, that would be amazing, please see my commission form below ( just to keep things straight <3 ). And if you are not interested in a commission, a quick reblog does wonders. Thanksss

https://forms.gle/1reTypiXbb2Drcec8

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Meet Your Contributors ! / Conozcan a sus Colaboradores!

Izaak's tumblr: / tumblr de Izaak: @varibean

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Quick doodle from last night, everyone tell him he’s handsome

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BE WEIRD BE QUEER CONFORM TO NOTHING

happy pride! be an unpalatable queer this season!

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PRIDE MONTH PRIDE MONTH PRIDE MONTH!!!!

embrace varian growing up into a trans bi cub, let it into ur heart

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HOT BEANS SUMMER

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thinking more n more about my story and wondering how people from a wider queer audience will be normal about Hitch's appearance and the fact he's a gender non conforming trans man with g cups who openly likes his fat curvy body

just based on how I'm treated....

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excuse me for adding onto this but as someone who's plural and who knows many people who're also plural I feel as though plurality is also something that's a lot more common than people give it credit for because we're only given the one perception of it

and I know that not everyone wants to be out and upfront about things like this; it's taken me like four? ish? years to be more open and to say 'yes this is actually an image of the guy in my brain' or 'yeah the guy in my brain was doing this' or just letting the people in my system talk

for a long time i absolutely hated anything involving varian, it made me so upset to even look about him or talk about him, or to see anyone say anything about him. and guess who's the first guy ini my head to pop up! and i later learned that he didn't actually care about how other ppl drew him or different headcanons, what made him upset and thus made me upset was that i was pushing these feelings down so much. and i see experiences similar like this often

all this to say that the point of the post was just that it can be freeing to accept this about yourself and it can make you happier

ngl it’s a little (a lot) fucked up to not only armchair diagnose someone with DID but to post about it in a pretentious and snotty way. like if whomever you’re vagueing about does have DID how do you know they don’t? not everyone who has DID is out about it bc of the stigma around it. also you phrasing it as a moral failing that someone might not know is weird. most people don’t know they have DID until their adults. that entire post came off ignorant.

justifying making that post by saying that they probably don’t follow you anymore is also kinda fucked bc the only thing you’ve done here is show the people who still DO follow you thag not only are you okay with vaguing about someone’s mental illness but that you saw behavior you disliked and clocked it as something that has huge stigma around it. nice to know we all have to monitor our actions around you otherwise we might get an armchair diagnoses of the illness making us annoying to you.

Damb talk about reading into something so much that you come into MY (person with OSDD) ask box and make some bold ass claims lmao

Anyway, you don't need DID to be plural, you don't need a diagnosis to be plural, traumagenic AND endogenic systems are completely valid, tulpas and soulbonds are real even if you or I don't fully understand them, and SOMETIMES, realizing you're plural and that that one character you're extremely invested in and get irked and uncomfortable when they're portrayed differently than your perception of them is actually because they're in your brain and having a visceral reaction to things that are happening that they don't have control over

And frankly it's offensive that you think I meant my post as ANY type of dig at anyone instead of me simply expressing "this realization was so gratifying for me, and I hope other people can get that gratification too at some point because I see my experiences in the way they respond to things", which is in fact, not an armchair diagnosis. It's saying "hey, this helped me, maybe it'll help you and you can look into it on your own"

Anyway, I love being plural, I love the 400 people in my brain, I love my friends who are plural, and if plurality is something that helps anyone find clarity, all the better for them. I'm sorry DID or the like is something that's so scary to you, anon.

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