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I know the Bobby funeral was leaked but I didn’t want to believe they’d actually do it. None of my friends who watch 911 have seen the ep yet and I’m dying to spoil it. Their reactions ruined me, bucks looked so devastating.

I’m holding out hope that she manufactured the virus wrong and the thing that happened with the rat where he temporarily died happened to Bobby, and that the leaked script where Bobby says he’s trapped in a coffin is real. Maybe I’m delusional but I can’t believe they did a MCD. I’m devastated.

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9-1-1 8b is on Disney + in the UK WAR IS OVER

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Okay episode wasn’t ready yet, but watched Doctor Odyssey episode and do we think Max is gonna date the new doc? Feeling confused. I’ve watched the buddie goodbye scene on TikTok and felt so bad for them both, so I’m excited to watch the full episode for the rest of the plot lol.

Therapy was good! It was a first session so more of a get to know eachother and I trauma dumped hard this poor mans face looked so shocked so many times lol. But he was lovely and validated a lot of my feelings and helped me understand why I had a mental breakdown in December, so time to do my homework and get therapised in 2025

So last week I was trying to find a stream for the 9-1-1 episode right when all my meningitis symptoms were cropping up and after 30 minutes I gave up (it was too soon to be on a server) but then the delirium and brain infection kicked in and I forgot all about it so just saw clips until today when I finally watched it.

Honestly I don’t think I paid much attention to the kidnapping plot, I was focused on Buddie lol. Buck and his abandonment issues are not gonna fair well with this storyline. Also what happened to Jee??? I hope she’s safe!!

If I have to go through hell tomorrow just to watch a stream I will have a mental breakdown, I’m not one of gods strongest soldiers I swear to fuck

I have a therapy appt in the morning at 9am (UK) so it should be available to watch after that 🤞🏼

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Also really really annoyed that doctor odysseys episode went straight onto Disney + the next day in the UK and 911 is months?!! They’re on the same network getting released the same night, make it make sense Disney

So last week I was trying to find a stream for the 9-1-1 episode right when all my meningitis symptoms were cropping up and after 30 minutes I gave up (it was too soon to be on a server) but then the delirium and brain infection kicked in and I forgot all about it so just saw clips until today when I finally watched it.

Honestly I don’t think I paid much attention to the kidnapping plot, I was focused on Buddie lol. Buck and his abandonment issues are not gonna fair well with this storyline. Also what happened to Jee??? I hope she’s safe!!

If I have to go through hell tomorrow just to watch a stream I will have a mental breakdown, I’m not one of gods strongest soldiers I swear to fuck

I have a therapy appt in the morning at 9am (UK) so it should be available to watch after that 🤞🏼

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So last week I was trying to find a stream for the 9-1-1 episode right when all my meningitis symptoms were cropping up and after 30 minutes I gave up (it was too soon to be on a server) but then the delirium and brain infection kicked in and I forgot all about it so just saw clips until today when I finally watched it.

Honestly I don’t think I paid much attention to the kidnapping plot, I was focused on Buddie lol. Buck and his abandonment issues are not gonna fair well with this storyline. Also what happened to Jee??? I hope she’s safe!!

If I have to go through hell tomorrow just to watch a stream I will have a mental breakdown, I’m not one of gods strongest soldiers I swear to fuck

I have a therapy appt in the morning at 9am (UK) so it should be available to watch after that 🤞🏼

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So my photophobia is probably the worst part of this whole thing, I have to wear sunglasses inside, even in my bedroom with the blinds shut because it’s not dark enough and the light still burns with my eyes shut lol. My eyes feel like they vibrate and my brain zaps every few minutes. Everything aches and my head throbs. Do not recommend.

currently in hospital with suspected meningitis and sepsis so that’s fun, send me some sick fics/other fic recs i can enjoy in my recovery (when i can actually focus on a fucking screen for longer than 5 minutes). Also having a lumbar puncture tomorrow and I’m fucking scared.

Currently reading Buddie fics (buck x Eddie, buddie x reader, Buck x reader, Eddie x reader or sister!reader fics), some sticky fics (again same tags) and open to other recs too (I enjoy a lot of TV shows). Open to RPF too, or SMAU over on Twitter. Or any books on kindle unlimited/Apple Books! Or send me pics of your fur babies 💜

Thanks friends💜

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I’m home, it’s viral meningitis thank god. I’m probably gonna be off work for another week or so (I work with NICU babies so can’t risk giving them it). Been given some strong pain meds so when my head is less swimmy I’ll be catching up on fics.

currently in hospital with suspected meningitis and sepsis so that’s fun, send me some sick fics/other fic recs i can enjoy in my recovery (when i can actually focus on a fucking screen for longer than 5 minutes). Also having a lumbar puncture tomorrow and I’m fucking scared.

Currently reading Buddie fics (buck x Eddie, buddie x reader, Buck x reader, Eddie x reader or sister!reader fics), some sticky fics (again same tags) and open to other recs too (I enjoy a lot of TV shows). Open to RPF too, or SMAU over on Twitter. Or any books on kindle unlimited/Apple Books! Or send me pics of your fur babies 💜

Thanks friends💜

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Had my lumbar puncture, did hurt a little after but not during. Not as bad as the rest of my pains any way. So waiting for the results. we think we’ve found another rash though on my back, mum looked yesterday and didn’t see it, but it’s non blanching again. Having a chest X-ray at some point to rule out pneumonia, but have no symptoms. So waiting game, also realised the above says sticky instead of stucky 😂

currently in hospital with suspected meningitis and sepsis so that’s fun, send me some sick fics/other fic recs i can enjoy in my recovery (when i can actually focus on a fucking screen for longer than 5 minutes). Also having a lumbar puncture tomorrow and I’m fucking scared.

Currently reading Buddie fics (buck x Eddie, buddie x reader, Buck x reader, Eddie x reader or sister!reader fics), some sticky fics (again same tags) and open to other recs too (I enjoy a lot of TV shows). Open to RPF too, or SMAU over on Twitter. Or any books on kindle unlimited/Apple Books! Or send me pics of your fur babies 💜

Thanks friends💜

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currently in hospital with suspected meningitis and sepsis so that’s fun, send me some sick fics/other fic recs i can enjoy in my recovery (when i can actually focus on a fucking screen for longer than 5 minutes). Also having a lumbar puncture tomorrow and I’m fucking scared.

Currently reading Buddie fics (buck x Eddie, buddie x reader, Buck x reader, Eddie x reader or sister!reader fics), some sticky fics (again same tags) and open to other recs too (I enjoy a lot of TV shows). Open to RPF too, or SMAU over on Twitter. Or any books on kindle unlimited/Apple Books! Or send me pics of your fur babies 💜

Thanks friends💜

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sometimes you need dialogue tags and don't want to use the same four

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Season 8B prediction:

Buck, does something reckless:

Bobby: How could you do this? You are so reckless

Buck: Eddie's gone. He's pretty much 85% of my impulse control.

(x)

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this blog hates donald trump

Look how many people hate him. I’m pretty damn happy about that 😁😁😁😁😁😁

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Okay just watched the trailer for 8b and am I going insane or is it edited when Athena says Maddie? Like obviously we see Maddie but it sounds so edited, so thinking theories were probably right and it’s both Buckley siblings??

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I’m really struggling tonight and feel my mind crawling back into the darkest parts. I’ve reached out to the mind online support group but no one’s really awake. Is there any other mental health forums anyone recommends?

I’m really struggling with my mental health atm. I’m having a major depressive episode and have been for around 2 months. I have spoken to my doctors and increased my antidepressants, I took time off work. I had started to do things I loved again. I felt less numb, I’d stopped crying. I decided to go back to work, and it broke me. I spent the entire night crying and the next 24 hours I spent time staring at walls, crying and sleeping. I’m back to feeling numb. I feel like I’m back to square one. I’m gonna contact my doctors again this week and see if I can get some therapy and bloods done to check for any hormone imbalances. I spent the new year alone and crying. I just want to be okay again. I’ve been trying to do some crafts to distract myself.

Is there anything you guys do to help cope? Any tips or activities? Atm I have no energy, no appetite, I’m finding it hard to do little things. I’m trying to get better, and I will. In time.

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I’m really struggling with my mental health atm. I’m having a major depressive episode and have been for around 2 months. I have spoken to my doctors and increased my antidepressants, I took time off work. I had started to do things I loved again. I felt less numb, I’d stopped crying. I decided to go back to work, and it broke me. I spent the entire night crying and the next 24 hours I spent time staring at walls, crying and sleeping. I’m back to feeling numb. I feel like I’m back to square one. I’m gonna contact my doctors again this week and see if I can get some therapy and bloods done to check for any hormone imbalances. I spent the new year alone and crying. I just want to be okay again. I’ve been trying to do some crafts to distract myself.

Is there anything you guys do to help cope? Any tips or activities? Atm I have no energy, no appetite, I’m finding it hard to do little things. I’m trying to get better, and I will. In time.

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suck, and i cannot stress this enough, my cock to the fucking base

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It’s my 25th birthday, let the quarter life crisis commence 🥳