weird-mita

[weird-mita]

I find myself, falling

deeper, further

into me.

I say this,

without recollection;

I do not know, where it is

that I am going,

I do not know, exactly what

I am searching for.

I feel the waves all around me

but not the current that dictates.

My eyesight may be astute

but the light here is lacking,

the silence ever pounding,

the pull of the moon unforgiving.

It is as though,

I have dived without a compass,

the strength of gravity

a threadbare comfort

that I am being taken somewhere,

being compelled to some place.

What is there to seek,

when even rock bottom

cannot be reached?

Must I put my trust in the journey

with the hope that

the destination will find me?

All the while,

the depths become murkier,

the temperature colder

and I become more unclear.

- On and on it goes.

[weird-mita]

You whispered....

Softly, with a sigh....

"I need you too, as much as you need me. "

But it was a dream too real

And the awakening too soon.

[weird-mita]

Hard To Forget

It's hard to forget the past that makes me cry,

The past, that pushes me to try !!!!

The past that help me feel good in the present,

The past that makes me ambitious !!!!

It's hard to forget my past as it is more important than my present and my future.

[weird-mita]

Excitement : Seeing you.

Happiness : Speaking with you.

Jealousy : Seeing you with someone else.

Fear : Losing you.

[weird-mita]

I don't care if I fall in love with a devil, as long as that devil will love me the way he loves hell !!!!!

[weird-mita]

Fuck you COWARD !!

Congrats slut !!

He is yours !!

[weird-mita]

VANDE VANDE BUDDHA.... BUDDHA, NAMAH NAMAH....

[weird-mita]

TOLD IS ALWAYS UNTOLD !!

[weird-mita]

Whose name made you drink enough to forget your own???

Simply.... full of SHIT !!!

[weird-mita]

Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word !!!

[weird-mita]

Come,find me wolf

Come,taste the moonlight

On my skin.

I want to see your hunger

and that big toothy grin ;

Lick your lips

and flash your fangs,

I will crawl in your lap

and ease those pangs.

come at my throat,

I will surrender

to your claim ;

But after that night

I promise,

nothing will ever

taste the same.

[weird-mita]

[weird-mita]

the fuckening !!

When your day is going too well and you dont trust it and some shit finally goes down....

Aah, there it is.... the fuckening !

[weird-mita]

I will get drunk and kiss strangers and I will dance all night with all.

I will cry for you on the kitchen floor but I won't ask you to come back.

[weird-mita]

[weird-mita]

I don't like pain

BUT I BRING IT TO LIFE

I don't like scars

BUT I'M GOOD WITH THE KNIFE

I don't like tears

BUT I AM STARTING TO CRY

Then I realize.....

I AM DESTROYING MY LIFE !!!!

So.........

[weird-mita]

I loved you so much that even when you hurt me to the highest, I tried to understand you !

Damn !