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i hate the way i look, i hate rool of fat i have, i hate the my fat arms i hate my thighs, i hate that my bf love me way i look bc i could never love someone like me. i wpuld love him anyway if he was fat, he’s such a beautiful soul, i love everything abput him, but i cannot love myself, i can’t stand rhe way i look, i can’t stand myself. and i don’t understand how he could see me as beautiful.
i just want to be skinny, feel comfortable in my skin.
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every time i think i’m doing better i just go back spiralling in mind between wanting to die and just disappear. i’m really tired of contemplating death and what’s behind, what’s after it.
wish i could stop thinking for a good moment.
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i went to a nutritionist so i can finally diet without my parent care or question my choice
fucking finally
#need to lose more weight#lose fat#tw eating things#food restriction#lose weight#caloric deficit#a4a motivation#3d relapse#a4a meal#counting calories#tw ana relapse#a
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Why?
Why can't i feel comfy in my body? Im aware im fat but like, when will i be able to eat food and feel like a normal person?
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i dropped 1kg!!
letsgoki
#need to lose more weight#lose fat#tw eating things#food restriction#lose weight#ed workout#tw ana rant#a4a meal#a4a motivation#caloric deficit#3d relapse#3d not sheeran#3d but not sheeren#tw 3d vent#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#3d diary#3d disorder#4n0r3xia#c 🦋 food
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i forgot to weight myself when i was at my mom’s house😭
#need to lose more weight#lose fat#tw eating things#food restriction#lose weight#tw ana rant#a4a meal#a4a motivation#caloric deficit#3d relapse#tw 3d vent#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#3d diary#3d not sheeran
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yesterday workout!
i did at 21.00
#need to lose more weight#lose fat#tw eating things#food restriction#lose weight#ed workout#tw ana rant#a4a motivation#caloric deficit#3d relapse#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#3d but not sheeren#3d diary
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i need to find an actual workout routine lmao, and start doing long walks again. it’s easier to go out walking since i live in a beautiful city near a lake, so the view and and the walking paths are everywhere
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ACTIVE 3D ACCS REBLOG FOR MOOTS THIS MARCH
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i forgot yesterday workout:
• crunches x100
• mountain climbers x60
• leg drop x50
• side leg lift x30 (each side)
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You have to be thinner than yesterday.
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today’s workout:
۵ mountain climbers x60
۵ crunches x60
۵ crunch twist x30 (each side)
۵ leg drop x40
۵ side leg lift x40 (each side)
︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵ ❥ ︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵
i was still a little sore bc pf yesterday, but the muscles pain is kind of satisfying if i’m honest
#need to lose more weight#lose fat#tw eating things#food restriction#lose weight#i need to ⭐️rve#ed workout#tw ana rant#ed but not sheeran#ed bllog#tw ed#ed disorder#ed#tw: ed
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