wherethelostthingscry

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The gentle are often carved into ladders by those too impatient to climb on their own. But wood remembers the weight of every footstep, even as it remains still.

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“Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.”

— Mary Oliver

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times change but people offgun don't 🥲

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He began to cry uncertain of which emotions were inside the tears.

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I've lost myself, if you find me I'm sorry.

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Loneliness sucks but it's better than feeling like people would rather not have you around.

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My mind has gotten too big for my head. Even my thoughts have thoughts. It gets very loud in there, please let me go outside.

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You're asking me to hold onto a future that is not meant for me. You're asking me to stay for you and I love you but you cannot want me like this.

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Depression after years of having it isn't even sadness anymore, it's just being exhausted and being allowed to have 1 emotion a week and sometimes your brain is like "die" and you're like "not this again shut up"

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I'm afraid of who I am when I'm not distracting myself.

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Look for me in the spaces between the stars, I love you.

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It's funny how you can miss being sad because this whatever it is I'm feeling now is far worse.

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I didn't pack enough I wasn't planning to stay this long in life. What I had ran out years ago.

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The air just gets too heavy for some people.

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I live with Death, he is there for breakfast, lunch and dinner. He often sits next to me as I try to sleep whispering lies he knows I'll believe.

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Just "fine" why not amazing. You say "it's fine" for you it is neither good or bad; you just don't care enough to have an opinion... I respect that. But it hurts just the same. I love you.