whysocerealus
whysocerealus
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whysocerealus · 3 months ago
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does anyone else hate the way talking down to someone has been normalized on tumblr all of these years? there's always an assumption and air of superiority as if i havent been on this hellsite since 2013 and been through rigorous EMDR/trauma based therapies myself. as if i didnt watch endos crop up in real time alongside fictionkin and fictives and -genic system labels. dont cite the ancient texts to me like i wasnt there
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whysocerealus · 3 months ago
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OH YEAH I REMEMBER WHY I MADE THIS BLOG NOW
so i finished watching severance recently (or whats currently out) and i find it so fascinating what it had to say about people wanting to be dissociated from themselves. once you learn dissociation as a coping mechanism, you kind of sever your mind in a way that is kind of irreversible (from my experience). i remember going through the shittiest period of my life around 6 or 7 and realizing "hey, i could just Not go Through This!" and then suddenly its the only way my nervous system actually knows how to respond to things-- any minor stressor, any pain, any situation i didnt want to be in i just checked out from. my life became extremely fractalled after that. i dont have dissociation/parts that are quite as seperate as "traditional" cases of DID, but i do still think it is something i have. i rank pretty damn highly on the dissociative experiences scale. C-PTSD is an extremely common comorbidity for OSDD/DID.
which is all to say, if youre wishing to be a system (first of all WHY) or claim to be "endogenic", you have to remember that this is a medical disorder for a reason. wishing to have a disorder that alters your perception of life or reality is not normal. it is debilitating, it alienates you day-to-day. we arent all "friends" in here (nor are any of us actually "evil" or purposefully harm the body we split to protect), its more just like having neighbors that are too loud or loaning a car to someone. someone else just takes over.
for the sake of reading comprehension and its rapid decline: i'm not a licensed therapist or mental health practitioner, this is solely my experience. because its a spectrum, people are going to experience it differently, but the broad strokes of what im saying apply.
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whysocerealus · 3 months ago
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idek if endo/syscourse is still relevant anymore but ive always felt a certain way about it that ive never had the chance to fully express. but i also love beating a dead horse
"endogenic" shouldn't be a term that exists at all because the existence of it implies that they're valid as systems/are a valid form of DID/OSDD. theyre not, and the only way you can have DID/OSDD/be a system is through trauma.
dissociation is a spectrum, trauma is subjective, but you cannot be a system without having trauma.
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whysocerealus · 3 months ago
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hi. im not as articulate as i want to be because i struggle with brain fog pretty frequently nowadays but heres the low-down if ya dig. im also not using my real name or any identifying information because lol.
ava, she/they/he pronouns, C-PTSD, auDHD, and a system. terfs fuck off, free palestine, good luck arguing with me because i'll drag you down to my level of stupidity and beat you with experience
this is mainly for syscourse. im not educated enough on transandrophobia Current Discourse to chime in on it. my icon is a pot because i WILL be stirring it
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