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📿Things I experienced when Lilith was in my 12th house in my solar return:

- I was heavily fantasized about. to the point where I could feel it.

- I literally had a dream where I saw one of the men I was involved with pleasuring himself to me. no one can convince me that wasn’t real!

-my intuition was feral. unexplainable downloads, vivid dreams, feelings I couldn’t ignore.

-this was the era I finally accepted the karmic ties I’d been dragging were no longer something i wanted for my life. I cut cords, and I haven’t looked back. But before that? I went through an emotional purge that shattered me. Lilith in the 12th will FORCE you to face truths you never wanted to acknowledge.

-I was envied HARD, and I felt it. yes, you’re being watched very closely & probably have people with secret anger towards you. no, you’re not delusional.

- I began to resent being objectified by love interests. the way they looked at me made me feel disconnected.

-started feeling like I needed to be MORE. more alluring, more desirable! then i was shamed for it. even fully dressed, I was “too much.”

-I attracted attention from people I never would’ve imagined. some of it unwanted. some of it obsessive.

-I noticed a pattern of being hidden. private link ups, late night texts, “we can’t be seen together” energy. & I’ve seen it flip LMAOO sometimes I wanted to hide them & i wanted my intimate life to be VERY HIDDEN.

-my hidden desires started to surface. kinks, fantasies, fetishes.. I started questioning, “are these even mine?”

-I felt pulled toward sex magic, or at the very least, spiritually charged intimacy.

- I could feel people’s sexual tension toward me. sometimes it was hot. sometimes it was highly disturbing.

- partners were often deeply lustful…

-i’d feel flattered by the desire, only to spiral later wondering, “Is that all??

-quiet stares that feel very loaded

-high chance of being the other women.

also almost forgot, “you think i don’t see the way you look at me? i know what your doing..��� that came from a FAMILY member btw… i was in complete shock. to be VERY clear i wasn’t looking at him no type of way????? safe to say i haven’t been to their family reunions anymore. YUCK!

this applies to anyone with lilith in the 12th house or lilith in libra. especially if that’s what your solar return looks like this year (like mine did). these are just some of the surface-level things i remember going through…

for anyone about to experience this placement:

please be safe. protect your energy. protect your spirit.

people will project, shame, or try to make you responsible for their discomfort.

YOU ARE NOT THE PROBLEM.

take this as a reminder to stay aware. stay grounded.

watch who gets quiet when you walk into a room.

watch who looks at you too long.

watch what you feel, even when nothing is being said out loud.

journal your dreams! seriously.

they’ll be louder, more symbolic, sometimes even prophetic.

your subconscious will do a lot of purging with this placement.

listen to it.

above all, have fun. don’t let others make you feel like you’re too much.

YOURE NOT.

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idk about y'all but I LOVE 8th house synastry. like it feels so comfortable idk 😭😭 AND PLUTO SYNASTRY.

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I HAVE SCORPIO RISING IN MY NEXT LUNAR RETURN AND MOST OF MY PLANETS ARE IN THE 8TH. UNIVERSE LEAVE. ME. ALONE.

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AS SOMEONE WHO IS LEARNING ASTROLOGY....

Growing up I've always known what I've wanted to be. like i just knew i was gonna be something in this life like someone BIG. A STAR. and i keep having this overwhelming feeling that i am. or i will be. like an actress or a singer. and i've been trying to figure out using my chart to see why i keep feeling this way and i've come up with some signs after reading some post and books but idk LMAOOO i'm not good at astrology so pls LMFAOOO

MY NORTH NODE TRINE MOST OF MY PERSONAL PLANETS

MY MOON °5/ NEPTUNE IN °17

NORTH NODE 10TH HOUSE

URANUS 10TH HOUSE

10TH HOUSE RULER 10TH HOUSE

NEPTUNE CONJUNCT MC

NORTH NODE AT °22

MC SQUARE MOST OF MY PERSONAL PLANETS (this one is kinda iffy imo)

NEPTUNE ASPECTS MOST OF MY PLANETS

SUN SQUARE NEPTUNE (this one FSSSS!!!!)

this is all i could think of LOLLL . remember I AM JUST STARTING WITH ASTROLOGY!!! so lemme know what y'all think!!!

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chat. what do y'all think LMFAOOOO i'm like new 2 astrology so😭😭😭 ik that scorpio stellium IS CRAZYYYYY

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bro when i had a CANCER RISING in my solar return i dedass was so emotional i cried about EVERYTHING. ts was crazy.

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when i look @ my next solar return and i see an ABUNDANCE of 12th house placements 💔

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ANOTHER SOLAR RETURN OBSERVATION:

5th house stellium in solar return is the best like i literally love it. i had fun so much that year and i had like a lot of crushes and a lot of PEOPLE had crushes on me. please take me back💔💔

(this is how i felt last year) #free #alive #plstakemebackuniverse

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dude lilith in the 1st house in solar return is THE WORST. like why does everyone hate me rn LMAO

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Tw: Sensitive topic⚠️

This is a cry for help, my dad tried k*lling me with a butcher knife. But hopefully I was able to save myself. I need to collect funds to move away as I have nobody to rely on.

I am not asking for donations, I offer services like tarot, subliminals, spells etc.

This door saved my life.

Please share this as much as you can 🙏🏻

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