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[xiwatchthemoon]

missed you

pairing : shen xinghui/xavier x mc/reader. i’ll be using female anatomy, my apologies 😔

warnings : 18+ fic, minors do not interact. please. use of “starlight” and “love” as pet names. pussy eating, p in v sex. rough OOC xavier (fr xavier would never act mean like this). praise.

background : he’s a needy boyfriend after a mission.

word count : 1.87k words

AN : first full on smut i’ve ever published somewhere. probably have WIPs on like my old/new wattpad but i lwk don’t wanna remember them 💔 very probable this will not be my best work but i’ll try to keep xavier in character. if anyone reads this, ty for giving this a chance 🙏

it’s been busy in linkon city these last few weeks. many wanderer attacks have taken place and the unicorns team has been dispatched often to keep the hordes of wanderers under control. while you have been teamed up with tara exceptionally, your usual partner has been sent on another solo mission.

obviously, his strength as “lumière” is a much needed contribution to keeping the wanderer attacks under control. without lumière, linkon would’ve been in ruins by now. and that, years ago. it’s not surprising captain jenna has sent him by himself to take care of some no-hunt zones.

you, however, missed the person behind the lumière persona. your dear boyfriend and partner, xavier, was continuously away from home. he casually dropped by his own apartment some days to take power naps and return to work shortly after, but never stopped by your apartment. you actually put more pressure on yourself to clear the wanderers so you can have him home faster.

after the whole team got rid of the spawning wanderers, you finally had two days off. captain jenna let you rest for these two days and had someone cover your work for the time being. you gratefully accepted this offer and hoped to finally get time and recharge with your dear boyfriend. the moment he was finally off duty, he teleported to your apartment and fell in your arms.

“you didn’t even bother taking the stairs? i’m just a floor under you,” you say softly, running your fingers through his hair and untangling it. you can feel him nodding against your neck.

“i wanted to see you. i missed you,” he admits. you chuckle at his vulnerability. it was very adorable, and you were reassured to know your feelings weren’t one sided. “i missed you too, xavier.”

he nuzzles his head in your neck and, as you both start to relax, you feel his hand sliding under your shirt and kneading the skin of your waist. a little gasp leaves your mouth as you stare at him, surprised. “what are you doing?”

he chuckles and his hands trail up higher, enjoying the feeling of your skin against his own. “isn’t it obvious? i missed you. i need to feel you. it’s been so long…” he trails off sleepily, his head buried in the crook of your neck. his hands stop right under to breasts, gently drawing circles on your skin. he starts kissing your neck, small pecks that eventually become more desperate, more passionate. you bite your bottom lip to keep small moans from leaving your mouth already.

“i thought you were tired. shouldn’t you sleep instead?” you tease him sarcastically, one hand going to the back of his neck and rubbing it. he doesn’t answer, too preoccupied to make you feel good. his lips trail up your neck, reaching your jaw as he lightly sucks on it. he kisses your cheek, the corner of your mouth, until his lips finally land on yours.

at first, he is gentle. your hands grab his cheeks, leaning into his touch as the kiss continues. but the moment you pull back to catch your breath, he immediately kisses you back, turning more passionate and almost aggressive. his tongue pries itself into your mouth, battling against yours. his hands slip under your bra and his fingers toy with your nipples, desperate to hear a single sound come out of your mouth. your mind is hazy, feeling yourself grow wetter at his touch. how pathetic, you were already so aroused and he practically didn’t touch you yet. after that kiss that seemed to last an eternity, you let out a small moan, and xavier stares at you with a smirk on his face.

“good girl,” he praises you, his hand stroking your messy, undone hair. “keep making these sounds for me, okay? you sound beautiful.”

he raises your shirt over your head and throws it to the other side of the room. his lips lock onto your erected nipples, sucking on them one at a time. seeing them all red and swollen for him was wonderful. he wanted to make you feel good. he needed you to come undone with his touch, and his alone.

“x-xavier, you-“ you cant finish your sentence as he dips a hand under your pants, stroking your wet, clothed sex. every time his fingers brush against your sensitive clit, you cant keep yourself from shuddering, a mess under his touch. “feel so good, need you inside me. please,” you beg. he looks at your sternly, his eyes darker and more serious than when he introduced himself into your apartment.

“you need me? you need my cock?” you nod desperately, body jerking as his fingers tug the band of your panties teasingly. “then beg for it, starlight.”

he releases the band of your underwear to remove your sweatpants first. when he sees your legs, he immediately gets on his knees and trails kisses up your calves, to your knees, to your thighs. he looks up at you, his eyes expectant. “cant beg? then i’ll have to take this matter into my own hands.”

his fingers tug the band of your panties and slides them off your thighs. he pries your legs apart and holds them still as his head dives into your fold. the moment his hot tongue is in contact with your wet pussy, you twitch, legs struggling to stay open.

“so wet for me already… hm, you really needed this, didn’t you?” he whispers as he leans back from your cunt, staring up at you. when he notices you can’t hold your gaze on him, he scoffs. “look at me, love. look at who is making you feel so good.”

his tongue circles around your clit and suckles on it, enjoying the feeling of your hips grinding it his face. he decides to delve into your folds, reaching places you can’t by yourself. and oh, did he love how good you taste. he could feed on your essence for hours and he would want more. his thumb circles as he eats you out, his groans muffled by your cunt. he started grinding his hips on the edge of the couch as he felt more and more aroused, his erection straining in his pants. you, too, kept grinding your hips on his face, riding it.

“m’gonna cum,” you whisper, your words cut off by your desperate moans. it doesn’t take long before you cum on his face, your juices coating it. he keeps eating you out through it, lapping up at your insides until your body finally relaxes. he could see your eyes closing and grabbed your jaw, squeezing it.

“didn’t you forget something?” he asks while tilting your jaw to look at him. your words come out in a jumbled, incoherent mess. you struggle to look at him, feeling already overstimulated after your orgasm. he only sighs and unbuckles his belt.

“i’m not done with you, starlight,” he whispers next to your ear, throwing his belt away once he sees unbuckled it. he opens the zipper of his pants and you see his straining erection his boxers. he grabs your jaw again and tilts it to face him. “my face is here, love.”

“p-please, xavier… i need you,” you finally manage to whisper, his eyes boring into yours. you see a slight, proud smile on his face and he releases his hold on your jaw, only stroking your cheek. “hmm, you’re actually in a better state than i thought you’d be.”

he chuckles, kissing your cheek as he slides down his pants and boxers to let his cock spring free. “maybe i’ll be gentle so you aren’t completely wasted tomorrow,” xavier says calmly, his hand on the hilt of his cock, precum already glistening on his tip. “or maybe i should just fuck you dumb? you usually like that,” he adds, his warm breath on your neck. you make small nods and he smiles, his cock teasing and circling around your entrance.

“p-please fill me up,” you whimper. he honours your wishes, but does it slowly. his cock keeps teasing your entrance while his fingers pinch your nipples. he keeps whispering praise in your ear before gently settling inside you. your walls instinctively clench around him as he first bottoms himself inside you, which incites a whimper from him.

“i missed this… oh, you’re perfect, love,” he whimpers with shaky breath, nipping at your neck as he starts thrusting in and out of your cunt. “m-more, please,” you ask, and you feel him smile against your neck. “such a good girl. i’ll give you more.”

xavier keeps sucking at your neck, his hands settled on your breasts and he starts rutting into you, his cock reaching places you weren’t able to reach on your own. his length was perfect inside of you, pulsing from inside you as his lips landed on yours, tongue battling against yours.

your hand reaches behind his head, passing your fingers through his hair while he keeps rutting into you, his pace getting rougher and faster. the knot in your stomach forms once again and your legs quiver as you grind your hips against his own. you tug back on his hair to stop the kiss. “i’m gonna come- ugh, gonna come soon,” you whisper. a whimper comes out of his mouth, his cheeks flushed red. his cock pounds your insides, your eyes couldn’t help but roll back.

“y-you’re so hot when you pull my hair like that- fuck!” he whimpers against your lips before kissing you again like he’s starved. your moans slipped from your mouth despite his lips as you felt your climax approaching sooner than later.

“i’m gonna come too, ugh…” he adds, pulling back from the kiss and staring at your beautiful, flushed face. “you can hold it, starlight. for me?” he pleads, puppy eyes making him seem almost innocent as opposed to his cock abusing your pussy. “i know you can. you’re so good, so perfect…”

at his praise, you tried holding back, but it only spurred you on more. “i love your pussy. i love you. you’re such a good girl for me,” he whispered to you. you finally came, your slick juices coating his cock generously as he finally bottoms inside you one last time, long and thick spurts of hot seed filling you deep. he buried his dick inside you as you both recovered from your combined orgasm. he holds you close to him, breathing in your scent which he could never get enough of.

“i didn’t even get to ask you how your mission went,” you mention, stroking his cheek with your thumb.

“why would you want to know what lumière was up to?” he retorts in annoyance.

“because lumière is cool! i like learning more about him,” you say, obviously waiting for a reaction. after seeing him pout, you decide to give it up. “i know he can’t compete with my dear boyfriend though.”

“that’s not good enough for an apology.”

“i’ll let you borrow my electric stove then.”

xavier smiles and nuzzles his head against your neck, leaning into you. “i really love you.”

“i love you too, xavier.”

AN (2.0) : i sure do hope no one irl associates me with this blog. if someone knows me, please pretend this never existed and ily<3. i cant be shamed more than i am actually. btw did not proofread and wrote this within 3 days (it shows) so quality sucks i’m sorry. finals are shit.

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[xiwatchthemoon]

xavier smut headcanons

pairing : xavier/shen xinghui x fem!mc/reader (sorry for the lack of diversity 😔)

warnings : smut, this is 18+ so minors do not interact! please. uhm probably gonna be first time/virginity loss headcanons. use of “starlight” as a pet name. actually more fluffy than anything, but the scenario is SMUT. more emotional, less physical in a way.

word count : 790 words

AN : i just had random hcs about xavier and his first time with mc so i had to write them down somewhere. you guys are gonna be my audience.

he is impatient for sure. he’s been waiting for you for centuries, so when you both reach that stage in your relationship, he gets super excited. but also a nervous mess. he doesn’t want to disappoint you. he’s rather die than hurt you.

he’s definitely going slow for you. affectionate, loving, tender. making sure you consent every step of the way. every part of clothing he (or you) removes from your body is done in a very precise and caring way. and he can’t help but want to feel your skin against his own. if he removed your shirt, he’ll be rubbing your belly, your arms, every part of you that is uncovered. small pecks on your calves, your thighs, moving up your legs with his mouth. he’s worshipping you.

he’ll be kissing you sweetly at first. cupping your cheeks in his hands, brushing your strands of hair away. every time he pulls back, you see his red cheeks and ears. he has a wide grin on his face. he is so in love with you.

i can see xavier getting pussy-drunk. he could live on your essence. he’ll keep lapping his tongue up your cunt. swirling his tongue around your clit, taking enjoyment in feeling your thighs quiver around his head, your hips grinding onto his face. his tongue explores your insides, readying you for what’s to come. it’s also a way to gauge how much your enjoy what he’s doing. making sure to not be too rough on you later if his tongue triggers a bit of discomfort.

he’s talking you through it for sure. he loves to reassure you. “you’re doing so well, starlight.” you can feel him getting high off your cunt, his own control failing him. “so perfect for me. you feel so good. could do this in my sleep.” you’re reaching your limit, but he is too.

when he sees you clenching the bed’s sheets, he knows you’re about to hit climax. but he wants to experience what’s it like to be inside you, and you want it too. he removes his head from between your thighs and frees his aching cock, already dripping with precum. after making sure you’re lubricated enough, he gently teases your entrance with his tip. he’s talking you through it for sure. he loves to reassure you. “you’re doing so well, starlight.” you can feel him getting high off your cunt, his own control failing him. “so perfect for me. you feel so good. could do this in my sleep.” you’re reaching your limit, but he is too.

he buries his head in your shoulder and gently kisses your neck as he slips inside you slowly. he’s delicate, like you could break at any moment. when he notices your discomfort, he immediately stops and takes care of you. “shh, you’ll be okay. easy now, starlight.” he strokes your cheek with his thumb, whispering sweet nothings in your ear to encourage you.

however, after seeing you get used to his length and being more comfortable, his patience is worn. he thrusts in and out of you, his pace quickening. he’s holding your hips together while he ruts desperately inside of you. he gets needy. “you feel so good, squeezing me tight. we’re made for each other,” he mumbles to himself, his grunts and whimpers getting louder and more desperate. “i love how you feel. i love you. you’re perfect, starlight.”

his release comes soon. seeing you so pretty, sprawled out under him, clenching around him like a vice. the moment you come undone, your moans and whimpers sounding like music to his ears, he also explodes. he doesn’t immediately pull out. he crumbles on top of you, panting heavily. he peppers gentle kisses from your neck to your mouth, his hands kneading your skin. when he pulls out of you, he slips into his sweatpants and holds you close, feeling sleepy. he nuzzled your neck and hair, relaxing by your side. this moment just reminds him of his adoration for you. “was it okay?” he asks, looking at you with his tired blue eyes. “i know i was a bit rough. i just got a little excited, i’m sorry,” he adds sincerely, intertwining your fingers with his.

you also cant help but remember how specks of light appeared around xavier during the act. it was adorable, you thought.

he definitely keeps being attentive with you the other times you two initiate sex, but he listens to his desires more and more each time. although he becomes openly more possessive and territorial over you, you enable a part of this by teasing him most of the times. he may be painted as freaky, but he wouldn’t be if it wasn’t you.

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[xiwatchthemoon]

déjà-vu

pairing : xavier/shen xinghui x mc

warnings : angst, probably ooc xavier since i suck at writing fictional characters in character, this was made super fast so it probably sucks lol

background : based off the lumière myth

word count : 1,01k words

AN : hi so this is the first oneshot and LADS fic i've done. it may be ass. i'm sorry. doing this to challenge my writers' block. btw english is not my first language so i apologize for the mistakes. and i suck at angst so this might be ass i’m sorry 💔

you find it odd that minutes ago, you were on the set of a movie. and now, you're in the middle of the city, taking care of the hordes of wanderers coming your way. xavier was on his own separate mission. jenna didn't assign him any teammate. you wonder if he's fine.

he's strong. he'll make it. he has to.

the commercial center is filled with wanderers. although the other hunters do their best to evacuate the civilians, casualties are inevitable. the news broadcasts were right on one thing : all of linkon needed a miracle, and that miracle should've been lumière. but rumours of his appearance were very weak. xavier explicitly said lumière must be hiding from the public after all these years.

it's no use getting your hopes up.

while you were too busy worrying about xavier, a wanderer sneaks up on you and slashes the right side of your waist. you suppress a scream after you feel the overwhelming, excruciating pain. you shoot the wanderers gathering around you, but they were definitely too many.

"[name], are you okay?"

captain jenna's voice sounded in your earbud.

"fall back. it's no use dying here."

"i can keep fighting..." you utter breathlessly, taking down wanderers one by one.

you feel yourself bleeding out. one hand on your open wound, you have to sheathe one of your guns. your mind gets hazier by the minute. your limbs, limp. you are not in control of your body anymore. at least, you don't feel like you are. your consciousness is slipping away.

you hear a scream coming from the commercial center. civilians try to escape, but around ten wanderers are blocking them. the last bit of strength is consumed at that moment, where you take down the apparitions. you feel your legs weakening, and before you know it, your knees landed on a pool of blood on the concrete. your wound got worse.

your mind is hazy. you can't stay focused. the sounds around you blur. you actually lose control over your senses.

the face of your boyfriend popped into your head.

"is he... okay?"

you blink, your eyes closed for a good second, and at that moment, you see someone in a familiar costume.

“lumière?”

how similar to the chronorift catastrophy. but you recognize some striking traits belonging to your beloved.

"xavier...?"

your eyes get teary. the man says nothing and teleports you to a quiet and safe place. the stars are shining brightly. he holds you in his arms, and once he takes his mask off, the distress is the first emotion you notice.

he puts his hands over your wound, trying to contain the bleeding. however, his hands are already drenched with blood.

"you're safe." you say laboriously, in between breaths.

"take deep breaths. people are coming for you. we're gonna get you patched up, okay?" he ensures, the despair heard in his voice. you just shake your head slowly.

"it's too late. i'm already dying."

he was too late.

he's always too late. he may give up his freedom, his life, he'll always be too late. whatever the sacrifice, he will always be too late, won't he?

"no, wait. you lasted until now. wait until help arrives, please..."

"stop. it's gonna be okay."

his hold on your wound gets weaker before he ultimately releases it. he holds your body in his arms. the night sky was dark, free of stars, which reflected the sorrowful events quite well.

"i'm happy i got to see you before i die," you say. a weak hand goes to his cheek, slowly stroking it.

xavier, who's seen you die already, should be steeled by now. but he's actually weaker than ever, a tear falling from his eye to your cheek.

"we still... have so much to do together," he whispered, his voice cracking.

"don't worry," you say, a small, weak smile plastered on your face, getting paler. "i'll find you in my next life. then, we'll be able to do all we promised."

"starting with watching a meteor shower together," he suggests.

"of course."

you chuckle, stroking his tearful eyes gently. however, he looks like he already lost you. his mouth twitches ever so slightly, as if he wants to muffle his cries.

"i didn’t want to be sad,” you say with a chuckle. “these last few months with you are everything to me. so please, don’t be sad.”

he nods his head slightly. you couldn't see his eyes, they were hidden by his hair.

"thank you for saving me, all these years ago."

"i'll keep saving you, over and over again."

"i know. but i wanted you to rely on me sometimes" xavier's breath hitches in his throat, a choked sob escaping his lips.

“but look what happens then,” he whispers. you could only sigh.

a tear drops from your eye to your cheek. you knew it'd be soon. you couldn't feel the warmth of his body anymore.

"i love you," you whisper.

"i love you too. i'll always love you."

"don’t forget me, okay?" your voice weakens. he nods, holding your body tighter against his body, trying to feel warmth. but there was no warmth. you were gone.

xavier feels constant vibrations from his hunter’s watch. eventually, out of anger, he opens them and hears jenna’s panicked voice.

“xavier, get back here. you’re gonna make us all die.”

he couldn’t speak. and when he did, he could only utter this.

“[name]’s gone. again.”

the captain stayed silent and let him process his emotions alone for a few minutes. the man cradled his beloved’s dead body, his tears staining her bloody clothes. as he eventually leaves their body, he only felt more and more nauseous, unable to truly leave them.

the next day, the fascinating tale of lumière saving linkon city was the talk of the town. and on the news, a hunter was reported dead after saving many lives in the battles. the report was ignored by everybody.

everybody but a man named xavier, who lost his beloved in the fight.

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[xiwatchthemoon]

they for sure exist in the same timeline in the main story. anyone saying otherwise does not read the story because how could zayne and caleb know each other since childhood if it wasn't the case? BUT the biggest distinction to make is MC because there is only one MC at a time. so MC doesn't exist in, for example, the shooting stars myth and in the sea of golden sands myth at the same time. it's not confusing once we take the time to read the story.

Why do people insist on believing the lads men don’t exist at the same time?

The main story is different from the memories because the memories are meant to give the player interactions with individual Li so that you can focus on the ones you like. It will not be obvious in memories for that reason.

There is bountiful proof that they all know of each other’s existence and exist within the same timeline.

Caleb and Zayne were childhood friends.

In the beta version, mephisto drops the ruby brooch in front of mc and Caleb on their way back home before the explosion is supposed to happen.

Mephisto was watching over mc and Xavier in the no hunt zone.

Lumiere has a bounty in the n109 zone and Sylus is not a stupid man by any means.

Chapter 7-1, Sylus sends Rafayel’s bounty to mc while she’s on the dark web.

Rafayel, Xavier, and Sylus are stalkers so they have to know about Zayne and each other.

Caleb hinted at knowing she spent her time with the others while he was absent.

There was a text from raf that hinted at him knowing of the others. I had to find the pic on reddit. If you know Raf, a lot of things he says is subtle, showing his awareness, but he uses his playful facade to deflect and make it seem unserious.

Maybe they will never interact face to face, but they did know of each other.

[xiwatchthemoon]

i have no one to yap to about the new xavier memory so i’m gonna do it right here

obviously, spoilers for his new card! don’t read this if you don’t want the story to be spoiled.

inflorescence imprints is such a good memory, it’s extremely comforting and also contributed to establish xavier and mc’s dynamic better.

let’s start one by one. mc finds the vintage camera that xavier kept in his storage, he proposes to use up the rest of the film left and try to recover the pictures he took in the past. am i the only one who found mc and xavier going to the antique shop so cute? they’re such a cute couple! it’s great how the center aspect of xavier’s character is being « normal », as opposed to his past, honorable identities (prince of philos, lightseeker, lumière). he’s just « xavier » and they’re a normal couple. so cute. they heal my heart (they break it every time theres angst tho).

xavier wanting to take portrait pictures because now he has mc to photograph is also heartwarming. i can’t believe how lonely he must’ve been during the centuries he spent on earth. poor guy didn’t have close relationships cause most of them would end with xavier seeing everyone around him die. but now, he can move on from landscapes, because he has someone to photograph. i get cuteness aggression UGH.

going to the field and seeing the flowers they planted bloom is adorable. i love them SO MUCH. and wanting to save the flowers from the construction to see them live on is also adorable. but what i liked the most was xavier keeping tabs on the flowers behind mc’s back to make sure they bloomed properly. writing the progress in the diary?? ughhhh he’s so boyfriend potential. for once he’s keeping mc in the dark for something unimportant.

« you always lie » COUGH

also xavier knowing the cottage to go to and booking us a stay is adorable. i freaked out the whole event story. so fluffy.

HE BOUGHT THE BREATHTAKING DRESS FOR MC. he is the standard. bro is such a prince.

when they go plant the flowers back in the pretty flower field is so cute. i hope they’ll see the flowers grow well <3

and the KINDLED. ARGH IM FUCKING FERAL WJFDHFINW

YOUR HONOUR THEY ARE HOLDING HANDS‼️

i honestly melted just seeing them hold hands so just imagine my reaction for the rest of the kindled.

THE XAVIER SNEEZE<333 and then xavier chasing mc to take her camera away is so cute! when she hides behind the tree?? sobbing they are so teenage-love coded. XAVIER SLEEPING ON MC’S LAP??? the way my jaw dropped this was actually the cutest thing i saw! he’s so adorable.

also the way his « dream » describes how bunnies mate. never beating the freaky allegations.

the shots with xavier holding bunbun are so adorable. he’s so playful. i love myself a playful xavier, he becomes so much more expressive, warms my heart. when he says he bites and suggests demonstrating. never beating the freaky allegations (take two).

now the kiss is wonderful.

bro is breathtaking.

i love how he leans in the first time. when mc kisses him back and they pull away, seeing him look so lovestruck. also, am i tripping or is he shining during the one of the kisses? i’ve seen people say he shines when he’s happy. that would be such a cute touch. and the way he grabs mc UGH. he is SO in love and the kiss is so damn romantic. kisses like these and the one in the 21 days card are my favorite. the scene is is romantic.

then they go develop the pictures together and it’s all fluffy i love this card so much im getting cuteness aggression.

now i haven’t talked about the plot. the card is especially fluffy, but we do get some moments that align with the lore.

mc: did you always get what you wanted when you waited? 

xavier: for the one time it mattered the most... yes.

//

mc: a thought flashes through my mind: "If you had returned, we would've never met."

//

mc: grateful you didn't return home, I mean... Would you think I'm selfish?

//

xavier: and I'm grateful that you'll be here for this spring... and for the ones in the future.

//

so mc definitely seems to feel guilty she’s « holding back » xavier to earth, but she doesn’t want him to leave. and xavier seems to acknowledge the fact that staying on earth is gonna make him happy, to stay with our mc.

now i better not say anyone say xavier is cheating on queen mc with current mc! would’ve you said he cheated on student mc with queen mc? every mc is the same to him, he loves every version of her. so while i feel bad for queen mc, he did not leave her to hook up with another mc. thank you.

anyways, i loved having a few lines about how much springs are left. but xavier loves mc and i’m pretty sure he’d stay on earth if he can, because he has this whole relationship with mc that i believe he cannot bear to lose. especially since he’s living a « normal » life. that normal life as simply « xavier » that he’s always wanted. with his beloved.

i loved mc speaking her mind. they are communicating better now. xavier’s biggest problem is communication (imo) and they’re working together on it. i’m proud of them!

i think i ranted enough about what i wanted to say! this card is definitely one of my favorites. the outfits are breathtaking. although the VA didn’t really compare to raf’s kiss (iykyk), he delivered! i love xav’s VA. i also felt like xav’s card respected the spring vlog theme the best from the other cards i’ve read. the whole vintage camera thing is so fitting.

if anyone can identify the petal that xav and mc have on their lips, pls tell me. i want to read up on its meaning. i saw people say it’s plumeria but tbh i don’t find it to match.

thank you for coming to my ted talk.