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stray kids are soulmates & nothing will change that.

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Do NOT Support ‘Adam’ When The Film Comes Out

I’ve talked about this before on this blog but this is the most disgustingly transphobic and lesbophobic narrative I’ve ever come across. 

CWs: transphobia, homophobia, lesbophobia, corrective rape, voyeurism

The book Adam by Ariel Schrag is being turned into a movie which has been named as one of the most exciting LGBTQ films of the year. You should know before watching that the book is about a cis boy who pretends to be a trans man in order to persuade lesbians to sleep with him.

Yeah… you read that right.

Book plot summary: 

boy spies on his lesbian sister having sex

boy decides to pretend to be a trans man (gross)

i.e. pretends to have a vagina because he thinks lesbians will want him then (he literally wants to fuck lesbians because he watched his lesbian sister have sex wtf)

he does get a lesbian to sleep with him, he straps his penis down using ace bandages and uses a strap on.

all the actual trans dudes we meet identify as lesbians this basically implies that trans men are not real men (lesbians i.e. women)  

another time they have sex again only he uses his actual penis but tells her its a strap on. that’s literally rape, she didn’t consent to an actual penis.

he confesses that he’s been lying to her this whole time but she doesn’t break up with him. she even says its okay cause she fantasised about him being “a real boy"

that’s a direct quote. massive transphobia. huge. not to mention this is now the “lesbian is cured by dick trope” which is disgusting and that trope leads to real lesbians and bi women being raped to “fix” them. 

he leaves new york, they’re long distance. they get in an argument and he calls her a slut and a whore among other things and then she dumps him

eventually they get back in touch and she has a new cis boyfriend so yep, she’s been “cured” woo she’s actually straight and he helped her realise that yay (massive sarcasm)

It is deeply deeply transphobic. To imply that our identities are just costumes for other people to put on erases who we are as people. More than that, to imply it is done to trick people into sex is a dangerous lie that literally gets us killed.

It is also deeply lesbophobic. To fuel this narrative that lesbians can be “fixed” by having sex with a man leads to real corrective rapes happening. 

Here is a review of the book by a trans man. I have yet to find one by a lesbian but will edit this if I do.

This book gives out incredibly harmful notions about trans men and lesbians that are used to hurt them in real life. It’s so entrenched in the narrative that I don’t see how the film can possibly be any better.

I do not say any of this lightly. it’s very very rare for me to call out a piece of fiction or for me to decide that a story is unfixable. But this… there’s no excuse for the bigotry in this. 

I’d like to tell people to boycott it but I can’t tell you what to do. So instead I’m going to ask that you share this because it being named as an exciting new LGBTQ film is going to make LGBTQ teens want to see it. And they should know beforehand how hurtful it could be. They should be able to arm themselves with that knowledge.

Don’t make queer kids see this film believing it will represent them only to be exposed to this hatred of their identities. 

Please reblog.

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making out with sf9

inseong

starts out with short, chaste kisses but as he gets more into it the kisses get longer and more indulgent

very attentive–takes note of every little thing that makes your breath hitch

big hands splayed against your skin beneath your shirt

pushes his hips into yours when you slide your hands into his back pockets and give him a little squeeze

laughing at how ridiculous he looks with his lip tint smeared until he tells you that you look the same

youngbin

deep, open-mouthed kisses with one hand cupping your cheek, his thumb stroking your skin

or if he’s wearing a sweatshirt, he cups your face with his hands in sweater paws

sits back once in a while to brush your hair back and just look at you tenderly

stops kissing you when it seems like you’ve had your fill and will move away until you drag him back for more

moans and tightens his grip on you every time you bite his lip

jaeyoon

hot, fervent kisses with just the right amount of tongue

hauls you up against him and backs you up into the nearest wall

his hands go straight to your butt and he’s completely unapologetic about it (“your cheeks are calling my name!!”)

also completely unapologetic about leaving dark red marks all over your throat down past your collar

hums when you tug his hair and just kisses you harder

dawon

more often than not he’s the one who crawls into your lap and tilts your head back to kiss you

teases you by leaning in and stopping right before your lips meet

every kiss is a surprise, he doesn’t establish much of a rhythm and the feel of his kisses is never the same

surprisingly sensual–moans and arches against you when you run your hands up his back

sits back to catch his breath and runs a hand through his hair while biting down on his full lower lip

zuho

bumps his nose against yours when he gets too excited and just swoops in to kiss you

tackles you down onto the futon in his studio and smothers you climbs on top of you

gives you insistent, slightly sloppy kisses until he’s whining for your hands on him

puts your hands in his hair or under his shirt and squirms until you pet him

melts when you start kissing his neck and you have to hold him up if you’re both standing

rowoon

deep, heavy kisses interspersed with short, sweet pecks

likes to catch your lip between his teeth and softly bite down just to feel you jump in surprise

fingers in your hair, tilting your head back so he can kiss down your throat

bundles you into his lap and wraps a blanket around you while he kisses you

makes these soft half-moan-half-sighs when you clutch his hair a little tighter

taeyang

more often than not you’ll end up underneath him, shirtless and in his bed

kisses the way he dances–passionate and relentless with intense focus

makes all kinds of muffled happy noises against your mouth

hikes your leg around his waist and grinds into you as he sucks on your lip

presses your bodies together and encourages your hands to roam

hwiyoung

pins your arms on either side of your head and laces your fingers together

slow, deep kisses with fluttering eyelids and soft sounds of lips parting

pauses to press his lips to your forehead, cheeks, and chin

gets shy when you make any noises and starts smiling against your lips

embarrassed apologies when his bracelets get caught in your hair and everything stops so he can untangle them

chani

sweet, gentle presses of his lips against yours

kind of clumsy with his tongue

eyes always firmly shut so when he goes in for another kiss, sometimes he’ll miss

awkwardly leaves his hands in his lap until you hold them or put them on you

pink dusted across his cheeks and the bridge of his nose when he asks for more

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donghyuck gives you the stars

when light kisses your skin, making you glow in the sundusted hours, he feels his heart bloom like the dandelions sprouting in summer

when it turns you to gold and caresses you before turning to nothing at the horizon

he wonders what you would like with stars on your skin and the moonlight in your eyes

he wonders

but he thinks he can't touch the stars

because they'd turn to nothing in his hands, they'd make him turn to dust

they'd light up the sky like fireworks

he can't touch the stars

but he wonders

he wonders if he can give you the stars when he's alone with the wind brushing against his face

when the world passes by in blurs, speeding by in moments that he won't remember later

when the world leaves him with the thought of you touching the stars

he wonders if he'd exploded

if the stars would burn him if he tried to hold one in his palms

if the stars would light him up like the sun and burn him to nothing

he wonders

he wonders the thoughts that have always swirl in his mind

tip-toeing around in leaps through time, jumping through the illusions he's created

the thoughts that have always had you in them

he wonders those thoughts

the ones that make you blossom like the flowers in summer, the clouds in summer, the sun in summer

the ones that hold your hands and the ones that see a thousand new worlds in your eyes

those ones

he wonders if the stars would hold you like he's always wanted to

if they'd write your name in the blackness that surrounds them

if they'd let your burn them with the glow of your skin

he wonders

and donghyuck tells you one day

“i can't get you the stars,”

as the wind brushes your skin, kissing you with it's cold love

pushing his hair in different directions

turning the tip of his nose to rose

you tell him

“you already gave yourself to me though,”

that makes his heart ache in bliss that flutters in his stomach

he never had to wonder, because if he gave himself to you whole

you'd have a star in your hands

(he's a fallen star that makes your wishes come true)

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humans are such a fragile thing; their bones break beneath the fist of a machine, their skin tears open from a blade slicing through silence. so fragile in the eyes of androids.

chanhee touches you like you're made from glass, he pretends he's like you when he does - like he has blood that runs through veins, like he has a heartbeat that echoes in his ears, like he has the bundle of butterflies that flutter in the pit of his stomach, like he is fragile.

he pretends he's living.

chanhee feels something that he can't identify recoil somewhere in his software, it spreads throughout, a warning flashes in his eyes, telling him a virus has found itself in his program.

but he keeps pretending.

because the way your skin reddens beneath his hands makes him feel alive, the way you whisper to him that it's okay makes him want to keep living.

he keeps pretending despite the words that flash inside of him, he wants to keep pretending because you're letting him feel human.

you pretend he isn't a machine; that the gentleness in his touch isn't something that could crush you, that the biomechanics inside of him are organs, that the synthetic fluid that is his skin is the same as yours - real and human, that he has a heart that beats like yours, with yours.

you pretend he's real.

you pretend because you know he'll be taken and he'll be broken down and he'll be fixed of this virus that has him consumed.

i want to be real for you.

he wishes, his fingers trailing to your chest, where he places his hand over your heart.

i want to be alive with you.

chanhee wants something he can't have, something so fragile and something that can be easily taken; chanhee wants to be alive.

you're alive with me, chanhee.

chanhee believes he is, because when you press your mouth against his and when you wrap your arms around his neck, he feels something.

chanhee is alive with you, and maybe this is the last time he'll ever be alive.

will you remember me?

i will, chanhee.

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[ ! ] Happy 1000 days with SF9!

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Every girl has had the experience where a creepy guy asks for our number and we don’t want to give it to him, but we also don’t want to get gutted in a back alley. “Give him a fake number!” I hear you call, okay and then he says “okay let me call you real quick!” Because they are learning. “Give them your number and then block them!” Okay and then they can plug it into something like Spokeo, pay $10 and know everything about you. So what do you do?

First pick a fake name, I use Jessica, then download the Google Voice app, hook it up to your email, pick a number, and set up a fake greeting with your fake name. You can set it to ring your actual phone like a normal call or text but they don’t have real info on you.

Go forth and don’t get murdered, ladies!

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requested, anon asked can i request doyoung (t13) fluff?? anything you want is fine!

doyoung as ur bf!! idk how to write

patient with you,,

if u both fight, he'll try to understand your side too, he'll take your feelings into consideration

and he hopes u do that same to him, try understanding his side and taking his feelings into consideration

tries to help u with whatever it is,,, he'll do anything u tell him,,,

if u need help with homework,,, he's going to try his best to help u!

tries to simplify things u don't understand, super patient if u can't grasp a topic easily, encourages u to try it differently bc if it doesnt work one way, try another way,,

doyoung tries to make homework easy for u because he hates to see u struggle

i don't see him big on pda,,, but he likes ur hands

plays w your fingers, pressing his palm against urs just to see the different between your hands, rubs ur knuckles softly,, kisses the back of ur hand sometimes, links ur pinkie with his when u walk side-by-side,, always holding ur hand

he likes to keep ur kisses in private,,, if u kiss him first in public, he'll quickly peck u with his face reddening

he kisses u softly almost like it's ur first kiss,,, he treats u gently whenever he kisses u,, like u're made from porcelain

he caresses u, his hands rubbing ur arms softly before he lets them hold ur hands,, pressing his lips to urs,,,, soft and kind

he blushes when he pulls away,, a smile on his face

sometimes,, he'll chuckle and he'll peck ur forehead,,,, why? because u're the cutest

likes to be kissed, having kisses peppered on his face and hands,,

he always kisses u bye when he's in a hurry,, it lingers on ur lips

he stares at you with so much love in his eyes!!

u always find his gaze,, you feel it on u and u seek it out almost instantly,,, it makes u blush the way he brightens when u do find his gaze because,,, u can see how much he loves u

thinks u're unreal,,, because u're so good to him, for him

you're so beautiful,,, u have such a beautiful heart and he thinks no one has the kind of heart u do

doyoung can't meet ur gaze when u compliment him,,, but it boosts his confidence so much

he'll remind people u complimented him,,,

he always looks good,,, a whole cutie

talks abt u,,,

he rambles abt u sometimes,,, and he doesn't know he does

he talks abt how u look when u're not looking at him,,, how u make his stomach feel light and full of knots,,,, how u laugh and how it sounds to him,, how u smile and how it glows differently in his eyes,,, the way u talk and how the words have a different meaning in his ears,,,, how he feels like his heart is connected w urs

he tries to keep his life w you private,, but he can't help but want to let the world know he has u

yedam listens to him,,, because he wants doyoung to be happy and you're his happiness,,

he doesn't get jealous because he trusts u

but if he were to get jealous,, he'd hide it, but it shows when he's jealous

he can't meet ur gaze, and he looks smaller,,,

if you ask him what's wrong,,, he'll tell u

it's easy to make him feel better abt being jealous,,

tell him you love him,,

he'll blush and let his gaze flicker to urs,,,

he buys you things u that make him think of u,, or things that remind him of u

sometimes,, the things he buys has no meaning,,, they just made him think of u

he always tries to make u smile

doesn't like to when you're sad, he does anything to make you happy

if it doesn't work,, he'll hug, rubbing circles on your back

he'll listen if you need to talk

he'll be scared to ask what's wrong,, but he does,, he thinks it's better to talk abt what ur feeling with someone u're closest with

he doesn't like when you seeing u hurt,, it effects him

he sulks when u do,,, but he tries his best to give u comfort,, he rubs circles on ur back, he tells u the things he likes abt u regardless of whether that will help u or not,, he'll quiet down after a while and just sit with u

hoping that his presence is enough to give u comfort

if u talk abt what u feeling and why,, he'll listen, a hum once in awhile just to let u know he's there,,,

he's considerate of what u feel,,

when he's sad,, he kind of just,,, sits, sulking in what he feels

try make him laugh,, try help him rid of the weight on his shoulders

he'll tell u what's wrong after

doyoung always asks abt ur day!! he's genuinely curious abt what u do and wants to continue to learn more abt u

when u guys take naps, he'll make it cozy,, blankets n pillows n he'll play songs that are slow

he wraps his arms around u, nuzzling into u,,

he tells u he loves u then,, when it's quiet and just the two of u

“i love you,,”

sometimes he's sappy,, he doesn't mean to be though

he can say things that make your heart race and he can do things that make you feel so special

he stares at u so lovingly,, when u look at him,, he'll look away

he does whatever u want him to

he constantly tries to make u happy,, but he doesn't need to because just being with him is enough to make u feel happiness that can last a lifetime

he'll say things like how u make his heart feel, how his stomach has butterflies buzzing, how he only have eyes for u

doyoung's shy with u, u make him blush and u make him feel nervous but,, he doesn't want to be with anyone but u

when u're beside him, he feels complete

like with u, he's whole

and sometimes he hates to be clingy,, but he likes to touch u, just feel ur hand in his,, to have u in his arms

he's scared to lose you, he's scared of breaking your heart or hurting you

remind him that he's enough for you, he'll melt

doyoung, a confirmed baby

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treasure makers rb with your bias + star sign!

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Moonbin’’s really out there;

existing (x)

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They did it guys

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requested, anon asked hi!! i was wondering if i could request a woojin (ab6ix) fluff where they both have a crush on each other and everyone knows it but them 'cause they don't believe it. thank you x

you notice.

how his glances linger on you for a moment too long, how his eyes always find you and no one else; how his touches aren't just touches, they're soft caresses that make you question what do i mean to him, how he reaches for you ─

how you search for his glance, how your eyes mets his; how you feel your skin lights up in a shade of pink when he touches you, how your lean into his touch absent-mindedly ─

but you never act on what you feel.

because the thoughts tell you, it'll never happen.

you notice people whisper about you and him

how they ask how long have you been together, how their eyes tell you they want what you and woojin have.

you notice how he reminds them, how you remind them, that you're just friends ─

you notice how his gaze can't meet yours after, how his voice lowers, how he slowly closes himself off ─ how your heart hurts, and how your mind tells you he'll never want you the way you want him.

and he notices how you're not really with him, even when you are.

he feels his heart hurt too.

everyone points it out ─ friends don't stare at each other the way you do, friends don't act the way you both do, friends don't like each other the way you do ─

his friends tell you he likes you, that he talks about you like you hang the stars, that he talks about you like he loves you.

his friends tell you his heart is with you, that he can't stop thinking about, that his mind always wonders to you.

they tell you he likes you.

and your stomach feels like it's in knots.

and you push what they say aside.

because you don't want to mess up what you have with him.

because you're afraid he'll hurt you, or maybe you're afraid you'll hurt him

they tell you he likes you.

and you begin to tell them you like him too.

because within your heart, you're more afraid of his glances never meeting yours, because they're on someone else; you're more afraid of his touches never caressing you, only the empty space where he used to be, like he was never really there.

you're more afraid of leaning into nothing, into the space where he used to be.

you're more afraid of hurting him then being hurt.

so, you begin to tell them, you like him.

with your heart on your sleeve and your mind on woojin.

with your chest tightening and your lips turning, you tell them you like him too.

you see him start to lose himself when he hears you like him, a frown deepening and a shake of his head

you can tell he's afraid of losing you, rather then letting his heart have what it wants ─ you.

when his gaze doesn't meet yours, when his eyes are casted down instead of searching for yours, when his touch hesitates on your skin; tells you he's drifting away in fear ─

when he stays in place for too long, his mind somewhere else.

his eyes full of determination, but it fades when you smile at him, it spikes nerves in his body.

his mind tells him, he could ruin this ─ whatever is between you both.

and you see how he can't bring himself to tell you he likes you.

because that fear of losing you hurts him more than his own heart breaking.

you tell him first.

you tell him you like him when he's listening to his favorite song with you on the train ride to school.

in a whispered voice that only he hears over the music, in a voice that makes his heart swell.

you tell him you like him with your eyes on the side of his face that burns beneath your gaze, on his eyes that flicker to yours, they spark up at yours words, at you.

you tell him you like him when you lean to rest your head on his shoulder, his fingers entwining with yours.

he tells you he likes you too when his favorite song ends, when your grip tightens and you lean into him closer.

when his heart finally lets him have what he's always wanted.

(you.)

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About Hanbin

Apparently YG set the entire thing up to cover up the Seungri situation and honestly I’m about to come for blood.

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Regardless, I will continue to love Kim Hanbin and iKon and nothing will stop me

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the fact of the matter is that instead of embracing hanbin and letting him know it’s alright to have a weakness and give in to his darker thoughts during his lowest points in life, yg AND the Korean media chose to spin this up as some sort of tragic fallen hero tale and essentially shun him from the industry. it’s absolutely none of our business to pick apart what he was going through but the man opened up about his depression and dark thoughts on several occasions and yet the media still ignores the hardships of idol lives, esp being in the top 3 and have all these expectations put on you, and they continue to do so with other idols who have been open about mental illness and depressive cycles. and the worst thing is! he didnt buy or do anything to harm himself or others around him! hes been clean! there are so many more relevant things to be worried about and to put on blast, it’s really shameful to see we can’t move past this mental illness shaming already and start treating idols like normal human beings